Tuesday, July 14, 2009
seriously, i need to sleep. but i cant sleep. why? i am far too worry about my assignments. i dont noe what to do man. is like i am very lost. the lost sheep in the yard. i dont noe my way back to my yard. how!
no one to depend on. very very sad. is like i am going round and round and never meet a stop. haish. i feel damn lousy. really.
i never feel this way when i was in poly. i dont noe. i just feel damn lousy. i seriously cant work well now. i need a little help from people. but no one seems to bother about my existance. it is damn sad. sometimes i really wonder. did i take the right route? will i be happier if i get to work rather than study? i dont noe. i am far too confuse with what i actually want.
haish. all i need is a little push and a little more love. i dont feel love. i feel like being kick to a corner. haish. what an emo day.
no one to depend on. very very sad. is like i am going round and round and never meet a stop. haish. i feel damn lousy. really.
i never feel this way when i was in poly. i dont noe. i just feel damn lousy. i seriously cant work well now. i need a little help from people. but no one seems to bother about my existance. it is damn sad. sometimes i really wonder. did i take the right route? will i be happier if i get to work rather than study? i dont noe. i am far too confuse with what i actually want.
haish. all i need is a little push and a little more love. i dont feel love. i feel like being kick to a corner. haish. what an emo day.
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Saturday, July 11, 2009
yup. finally got some time. so i came to blog. (:
everything went on quite well. time management getting better. just that i had been addicted to THE SIMS3! that why i never get to sleep early. hahax! and at times i didnt get to finish reading my textbooks. hoho! so was quite bad afterall.
let see what i did over the past three weeks. everyday was laughter at school. we had different activities. i enjoyed drama and arts lessons cause was about creative drama. and it was quite fun. but impacts and designing lessons were quite tiring. need to keep focusing about the topics that everyone was discussing. need to keep using my brain when my brain seems so dead. -.- but nevertheless, i still enjoyed the lessons as the lecturers were very nice. (:
and! i went back to find my babies last friday. my babies were sooo CUTE! heex. they were like shouting for my name. i was sooo HAPPY! i really miss them man. but it was a pity. i didnt get to hug my kingston and my kai kai. i miss them alot lah. their voices especially and the way they used to call me. oh i managed to see some of the parents. they were like oh you are back. how are you and everything. so nice to be back again. but quite a lot of changes to the centre. not very use to it. but nevermind soon will be use to it.
oh i cant wait to go out with my frenx. i havent date rain and stella. i havent date xinyi. wah a lot of people neh. die. must really date them soon. hopefully kays! wait till i have lesser homework. i believe i will be more free during the next 8 weeks of school. i cant wait for the holidays now. i am looking forward to my holidays in OCTOBER! woohoo!
i went to junry's bdae today. it was nice to see her and xiaojun again. like how long man. sad to say i did stay in contact with my primary school frenx. abit sad man. but i am happy that i always keep in contact with my sec and poly frenx. heex. happy!
okay wish me luck people!
everything went on quite well. time management getting better. just that i had been addicted to THE SIMS3! that why i never get to sleep early. hahax! and at times i didnt get to finish reading my textbooks. hoho! so was quite bad afterall.
let see what i did over the past three weeks. everyday was laughter at school. we had different activities. i enjoyed drama and arts lessons cause was about creative drama. and it was quite fun. but impacts and designing lessons were quite tiring. need to keep focusing about the topics that everyone was discussing. need to keep using my brain when my brain seems so dead. -.- but nevertheless, i still enjoyed the lessons as the lecturers were very nice. (:
and! i went back to find my babies last friday. my babies were sooo CUTE! heex. they were like shouting for my name. i was sooo HAPPY! i really miss them man. but it was a pity. i didnt get to hug my kingston and my kai kai. i miss them alot lah. their voices especially and the way they used to call me. oh i managed to see some of the parents. they were like oh you are back. how are you and everything. so nice to be back again. but quite a lot of changes to the centre. not very use to it. but nevermind soon will be use to it.
oh i cant wait to go out with my frenx. i havent date rain and stella. i havent date xinyi. wah a lot of people neh. die. must really date them soon. hopefully kays! wait till i have lesser homework. i believe i will be more free during the next 8 weeks of school. i cant wait for the holidays now. i am looking forward to my holidays in OCTOBER! woohoo!
i went to junry's bdae today. it was nice to see her and xiaojun again. like how long man. sad to say i did stay in contact with my primary school frenx. abit sad man. but i am happy that i always keep in contact with my sec and poly frenx. heex. happy!
okay wish me luck people!
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