Friday, February 20, 2009
haish. i am now in a very difficult position. really a very difficult one. haish. i dont noe sia. is like initially i am very happy when i noe that i get into full-time wheelock degree course. but right now, i feel like taking up the part-time one instead of full-time. i dont noe why. i just feel like loh. i noe sometimes because i am in a position whereby i feel that working and studying together is better. but sometimes i may be wrong. so in a dilemma now!
full time degree got it pros. basically i would be more relax and not that tired. all i have to do is study and do assignment. also have semester and term break which is like good. can rest. but it also have it cons. which is i can directly apply whatever i learn into classroom. because i need to study everyday.
part time degree pros is i can apply what i learn in the classrom straight away. cons is i will be very tired. evening class and next day got work. so is like i might not be able to take it. i might fall sick. that is my worries.
so this is what i got from zi. her analysis for me. haha! i ask leen. she said full time better as not that tired. i ask shereen. she said i would miss the boston trip which is a very good experience if i take part time. i ask xinyi. she straight away scold me. she said i stupid if i take part time. haish how! my teachers told me part time better. but you noe lah. teachers of course say part time better cause they want me to stay there. haha! how sia!!!!
i dont understand why i got this kind of thinking. is like so sudden. initially so happy now become so sad. haiyo what am i doing sia. -.- i guess it might be because of recently taking over n2 class. becoming a full time teacher till june make me think alot bah. so i need to think very very well. remember. i must submit ntuc scholarship before 24march. sooo i need to think!!!!
help me!
full time degree got it pros. basically i would be more relax and not that tired. all i have to do is study and do assignment. also have semester and term break which is like good. can rest. but it also have it cons. which is i can directly apply whatever i learn into classroom. because i need to study everyday.
part time degree pros is i can apply what i learn in the classrom straight away. cons is i will be very tired. evening class and next day got work. so is like i might not be able to take it. i might fall sick. that is my worries.
so this is what i got from zi. her analysis for me. haha! i ask leen. she said full time better as not that tired. i ask shereen. she said i would miss the boston trip which is a very good experience if i take part time. i ask xinyi. she straight away scold me. she said i stupid if i take part time. haish how! my teachers told me part time better. but you noe lah. teachers of course say part time better cause they want me to stay there. haha! how sia!!!!
i dont understand why i got this kind of thinking. is like so sudden. initially so happy now become so sad. haiyo what am i doing sia. -.- i guess it might be because of recently taking over n2 class. becoming a full time teacher till june make me think alot bah. so i need to think very very well. remember. i must submit ntuc scholarship before 24march. sooo i need to think!!!!
help me!
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Wednesday, February 18, 2009
i start working already. (: i am quite glad that i am still working at LSH-OCC. heex. work with the N2 who are also my N1 last year during attachment. haha! quite cool. but quite a number of new faces. this whole week is like fighting against the war lah. cause not very familiar with their routine so a bit messy. next week onwards would be better. need to plan lesson plans and also newsletter. woohoo. i become a full time teacher. coool man. heex!!
oh ya, leen coming to OCC too. haha! she going to work with ms maria at the discoverers class. wahhh she can see my lovely lorraine and sheryl and pamela and klemens... i also want tooo see them. hahaa!!! enjoy your work leen!! heex!
oh ya, leen coming to OCC too. haha! she going to work with ms maria at the discoverers class. wahhh she can see my lovely lorraine and sheryl and pamela and klemens... i also want tooo see them. hahaa!!! enjoy your work leen!! heex!
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Sunday, February 15, 2009
i appreciate those frenx who really help me by calling NUH to ask about the blood donation for my dear frenx. thank you.
everything happened too sudden. i thought this would not happen as i believe miracle do happen. but i guess i was wrong. he left us this morning which made me cry for a moment. i dont really noe what to say. i was in a shock. i dont noe what i should do then. went for his wake today. dont dare to look at him. afraid that i might cry again. with selene, eve, yanxian and junwei there, make me a little bit stronger. looking at his smiling picture, it made me very sad. i seldom see him smile as he always look very fierce and stern. but today, he looked good. and i didnt cry.
i noe i wasnt a very good senior. i really regret. i should have praised him whenever he did something good. but i didnt. why i always do things which made me regret. twice it really happened. everytime i told myself i should treat my frenx better. but it doesnt happened. probably i am really not a good frenx. so maybe i should stay alone and reflect bah. i can never understand how to be a good frenx. so forget it. i shouldnt make more frenx.
dear frenx, thank you for being my frenx. you have left your footprint in my life. i appreciate it very much. you rest in peace. i will remember your smile and your joke. we shall be frenx again in our next life kays. dont worry, i will be strong. i will always remember you as my capable junior. i enjoy the night walk you plan for the camps although i didnt walk. i believe they were good ones. dont worry, i will get the other juniors to put up a good night walk for camps next time. you had shown them how to make it a success one. thank you! i will miss you. (:
everything happened too sudden. i thought this would not happen as i believe miracle do happen. but i guess i was wrong. he left us this morning which made me cry for a moment. i dont really noe what to say. i was in a shock. i dont noe what i should do then. went for his wake today. dont dare to look at him. afraid that i might cry again. with selene, eve, yanxian and junwei there, make me a little bit stronger. looking at his smiling picture, it made me very sad. i seldom see him smile as he always look very fierce and stern. but today, he looked good. and i didnt cry.
i noe i wasnt a very good senior. i really regret. i should have praised him whenever he did something good. but i didnt. why i always do things which made me regret. twice it really happened. everytime i told myself i should treat my frenx better. but it doesnt happened. probably i am really not a good frenx. so maybe i should stay alone and reflect bah. i can never understand how to be a good frenx. so forget it. i shouldnt make more frenx.
dear frenx, thank you for being my frenx. you have left your footprint in my life. i appreciate it very much. you rest in peace. i will remember your smile and your joke. we shall be frenx again in our next life kays. dont worry, i will be strong. i will always remember you as my capable junior. i enjoy the night walk you plan for the camps although i didnt walk. i believe they were good ones. dont worry, i will get the other juniors to put up a good night walk for camps next time. you had shown them how to make it a success one. thank you! i will miss you. (:
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Thursday, February 12, 2009
somehow, i am supposed to update a good and happy post today. but something hit me real hard. my frenx is now in hospital not knowing when he will wake up. so is kinda of like he is lying in the hospital not even knowing how his frenx and family are sooo worried. please wake up my dear frenx. you can fight for it.
so my frenx, if you come across this post of mine, please try and help by donating your platelets if you belongs to either B+ or O platelets. he really need your kind help. i really appreciate your help too. please go to NUH to donate and tell the person it is for jordan tan jun jie. by this weekend please!
**i am praying hard for my dear frenx. i do believe miracle will happen. (: please god, let him wake up!!
so my frenx, if you come across this post of mine, please try and help by donating your platelets if you belongs to either B+ or O platelets. he really need your kind help. i really appreciate your help too. please go to NUH to donate and tell the person it is for jordan tan jun jie. by this weekend please!
**i am praying hard for my dear frenx. i do believe miracle will happen. (: please god, let him wake up!!
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Tuesday, February 10, 2009
i promise to update real soon. (:
just come back from malaysia. tomorrow got time will update. see ya~
just come back from malaysia. tomorrow got time will update. see ya~
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Sunday, February 01, 2009
i am going to update soon. so stay tune!
semester ending! i am sooo EXCITED!!
(: SMILE WITH ME PEOPLE!!!
semester ending! i am sooo EXCITED!!
(: SMILE WITH ME PEOPLE!!!
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