Saturday, October 28, 2006
haish.. so sianz la.. nth to do le.. haiz.. let talk abt ytd.. u kn ytd dennis come again and say he wan to webcam wit me.. as usual.. i rejected and say no for today and forever.. but he came scoldin me saying alot.. and i told him.. tis is my character.. i am stubborn.. but wat can u do.. nth can change my char de.. and he come saying no wonder u no bf.. and i wan damn damn damn ANGRY!!!! i talk back saying so wat.. no bf no bf la.. i even say him tat he is in no rite to care abt me.. cos u are jus a frenz and nobody to me.. i say all those harsh thing.. and tis is the first time i ever do tat.. cos he make me very very angry.. he shouldnt say i no bf.. tis is my dead end.. i dun like ppl say all tis.. tis is irritating!!! i jus decided to walk out of those yin ying i hav and here he is tryin to push me back again.. wat the hell.. damn damn irritated by him!! i swear i nv talk to him again.. who cares!!!!
forget abt ytd and talk abt today.. hehe..
attend belinda lesson at 11am and i hav quite alot of fun.. hehe.. we sang new songs.. pizza hut.. den still got one very yucky but cute song.. haha.. everytime oso hav fun during belinda lesson de.. hehe.. den after her lesson jiu go home lo.. cos no choice la.. dun wish to stay in sch from 1pm to until 7pm la.. so went home.. den reach home find myself very hungry.. so i went to buy noodles and eat.. eat le so full.. den dinner nv eat wit shuling they all.. den see them eat lo.. hehe.. but i got drink vitasoy la.. hehe.. my fav drink.. wahaha.. den saw lingkwee.. she going to the wat buddist society ar.. wit her frenz.. lolx.. den is only beside astro de clubhse.. so bring her go see see.. haha.. den we 2 keep walk here and there la.. nth to do ma.. shuling they all eatin den lingkwee frenz haven come.. so lo.. den lingkwee keep ask me show her who is he la.. den i -_-" la.. cos i dun wish to say anymore le ma.. but she keep pesterin me.. no choice.. when i saw him.. i told her.. and she so stupid.. keep go see him la.. wah piangz.. ppl sure kn de la.. pig her lei.. jieying oso saw.. den she say he cute.. lolx.. anyway.. forget le.. so no matter wat they say oso no use le.. den after they all eat went back to clubhse le.. den he sit beside me as he was talkin to the others.. den he suddenly turn over to ask me for present.. actually wan lie say no bring de.. but.. in the end pass it to him lo.. den he keep askin ppl to guess wat inside la.. he swing it infront of a guy.. dunno his name.. den he nearly hit onto my head.. he swing 4 times.. 4 times oso nearly hit la.. .... nth to say la.. lolx.. den today astro play games.. actually is do our identities de.. but some nv do la.. only me and jasper doing.. no lo.. no choice.. got to go play the ice breaker games.. but quite fun.. cos clement propose le.. imagine.. a guy neh.. a new comer.. wahaha.. who ask him sabo ppl.. bao ying.. hehe.. den after tat jiu go home le lo.. hehe.. den do all the research la.. so difficult.. lucky there is xinyi.. she teach me and help me edit oso.. thank thank.. hehe.. but hor.. she nv give me lolli.. sob sob.. no candy by her den cannot smile liao.. LOLX!! LAME pls.. haha.. tryin not to be lame.. wahaha..
forget abt ytd and talk abt today.. hehe..
attend belinda lesson at 11am and i hav quite alot of fun.. hehe.. we sang new songs.. pizza hut.. den still got one very yucky but cute song.. haha.. everytime oso hav fun during belinda lesson de.. hehe.. den after her lesson jiu go home lo.. cos no choice la.. dun wish to stay in sch from 1pm to until 7pm la.. so went home.. den reach home find myself very hungry.. so i went to buy noodles and eat.. eat le so full.. den dinner nv eat wit shuling they all.. den see them eat lo.. hehe.. but i got drink vitasoy la.. hehe.. my fav drink.. wahaha.. den saw lingkwee.. she going to the wat buddist society ar.. wit her frenz.. lolx.. den is only beside astro de clubhse.. so bring her go see see.. haha.. den we 2 keep walk here and there la.. nth to do ma.. shuling they all eatin den lingkwee frenz haven come.. so lo.. den lingkwee keep ask me show her who is he la.. den i -_-" la.. cos i dun wish to say anymore le ma.. but she keep pesterin me.. no choice.. when i saw him.. i told her.. and she so stupid.. keep go see him la.. wah piangz.. ppl sure kn de la.. pig her lei.. jieying oso saw.. den she say he cute.. lolx.. anyway.. forget le.. so no matter wat they say oso no use le.. den after they all eat went back to clubhse le.. den he sit beside me as he was talkin to the others.. den he suddenly turn over to ask me for present.. actually wan lie say no bring de.. but.. in the end pass it to him lo.. den he keep askin ppl to guess wat inside la.. he swing it infront of a guy.. dunno his name.. den he nearly hit onto my head.. he swing 4 times.. 4 times oso nearly hit la.. .... nth to say la.. lolx.. den today astro play games.. actually is do our identities de.. but some nv do la.. only me and jasper doing.. no lo.. no choice.. got to go play the ice breaker games.. but quite fun.. cos clement propose le.. imagine.. a guy neh.. a new comer.. wahaha.. who ask him sabo ppl.. bao ying.. hehe.. den after tat jiu go home le lo.. hehe.. den do all the research la.. so difficult.. lucky there is xinyi.. she teach me and help me edit oso.. thank thank.. hehe.. but hor.. she nv give me lolli.. sob sob.. no candy by her den cannot smile liao.. LOLX!! LAME pls.. haha.. tryin not to be lame.. wahaha..
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Thursday, October 26, 2006
ytd after posting the entries.. everything seems so fine.. but during nite.. when i saw him online.. it is like going back to the past.. hen xiang hen xiang zai chat wit him again.. but i dun hav the courage.. so end up din chat wit him.. chat wit ting and rain instead.. askin ting to make me occupy if not i will return to the past.. altot i put i am back to normal.. but i feel i din turn back enough.. dennis come and chat wit me again.. he say i was not back to normal and i qn him why.. he say i nv send him songs.. diaoz.. jus cos of tis.. haha.. den nvm lo.. end up i still din send him songs.. cos i dun wan.. wahaha.. den i suddenly feel heart ache again.. i tell ting.. i tell her alot.. she jus cant bother abt me anymore.. she scolded me once again.. she say i am fortunate.. jus cos i haven really get involve in tis rs.. but i told her things are not as simple as she thinks it is.. she scolded me and said alot of things.. i dunno.. rain said she cant possible ask me to be back to myself in jus one day.. time is all i need.. den i cried again ytd.. i may seems strong and nv show ppl how my mood was.. but i still tried my best to put on a smile when i went to sch.. i told rain let it be the last time i cried over for him.. last time and i meant it.. she nv said anything.. and i assume she agreed.. so i cried for a few mins.. and ytd suddenly so many ppl come and chat wit me.. is like huh.. wat is happenin today man.. jiabao come over.. seein my nick ask me wat happened.. but i din said it out.. all i said wat nth ar.. and she left the conversation.. xinyi come oso.. cos she kn wat actually happened.. she was trying to tell me alot of things.. she said after all tis is shopping time.. and i told her i was broke.. haha.. altot i really wan buy nice nice de clothes and cosmetics.. but i am really broke.. the very first thing i wan buy first is my hp.. cos i really hate e hp i using now.. so i wan get it change faster!!! xinyi wanted to treat me lollipop.. haha.. her xing gan bao bei neh.. still willin to share wit me.. thank gal.. hehe.. altot i and her bu shi hen shou but she still willing to share wit me.. =)) and there is tis irritating guy la.. i am kind anough not to block him or wat la.. last time he alrdy come and disturb le.. shuling chase him away.. and mths later he is back again.. keep tellin me all stupid wat u should kn my feelin towards u.. i pui.. i barely kn him.. i kn him thru mirc de.. but it had been 3yrs le la.. pig lo.. if he come again.. i sure block him..
today woke up at 8plus le.. cos cindy msg me askin me whether i wake up le ma.. but i lazy reply.. den fall back to sleep.. an hr later.. she called.. askin me to online and do the research for cd1.3.. and i hen bu she de de crawl out of my cosy bed.. haish.. den online and do all the research lo.. wah piangz.. so difficult.. haish.. den i tried so hard and finally finish 2qn le.. left wit one last qn.. and i dunno how to do tat one.. no choice neh.. wait for cindy to come lo.. den i realise wat i do is found in my book la.. so i change the ans for my 2qn and find new ans again.. cos find from book easier to do citation lo.. hmph.. den the internet resource de citation i dunno how to do.. asking others how to do.. hmph.. bad gal.. hehe.. den jus now finally gu qi yong qi le.. talk to him in msn.. den chat awhile.. cos he at lesson.. so nv continue much le.. i hope to return to the pass soon.. real soon.. forget abt the lurv for him and treat him like a korkor to me.. tat the very best i can do.. oh god.. help me return to the usual area.. and bless me wit all u can.. thank..
today woke up at 8plus le.. cos cindy msg me askin me whether i wake up le ma.. but i lazy reply.. den fall back to sleep.. an hr later.. she called.. askin me to online and do the research for cd1.3.. and i hen bu she de de crawl out of my cosy bed.. haish.. den online and do all the research lo.. wah piangz.. so difficult.. haish.. den i tried so hard and finally finish 2qn le.. left wit one last qn.. and i dunno how to do tat one.. no choice neh.. wait for cindy to come lo.. den i realise wat i do is found in my book la.. so i change the ans for my 2qn and find new ans again.. cos find from book easier to do citation lo.. hmph.. den the internet resource de citation i dunno how to do.. asking others how to do.. hmph.. bad gal.. hehe.. den jus now finally gu qi yong qi le.. talk to him in msn.. den chat awhile.. cos he at lesson.. so nv continue much le.. i hope to return to the pass soon.. real soon.. forget abt the lurv for him and treat him like a korkor to me.. tat the very best i can do.. oh god.. help me return to the usual area.. and bless me wit all u can.. thank..
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Wednesday, October 25, 2006
yup.. ytd nv blog.. cos cos.. later den say.. let say wat i do in the morning.. woke up at 9.30am oh.. cos meeting jazz they all at cwp at 11am.. so tat why.. call daddy ask him no need to buy my breakfast as i going out soo.. and in the end.. he ask me to hang the clothes.. eee.. mummy not ard den all i do.. stupid.. den hang lo.. end up late to meet jazz they all lo.. jazz call and say we are still waitin for u all.. den i tot there was still others who is late la.. so i slowly crawl up to outside delifrance.. haha.. den i realise i am the last one la.. lolx.. den after tat went to buy movie tix to watch the show the prestige.. hmm.. wat should i say abt tis show lei.. ok lo.. not as nice as i tot it will be.. cos abit quite borin la.. nearly fall aslp.. k la i kn i bad la.. den so damn cold sia.. cathay cwp oso like tat de.. damn damn cold.. haiyo.. den after movie we still decidin where to eat.. den someone msg ting ar.. askin wan eat seoul garden ma.. askin her to bring along her frenz.. den we zen zha hen jiu den decide to eat lo.. den gary and jazz treat us with $100!! den end up we dun even need to pay anything.. jus nice.. lolx.. THANK TO JAZZ AND GARY WOR!!! den he told ting he will be comin ard 5pm.. end up.. he only reach at 6plus and we alrdy stay in seoul garden for damn long la.. so ard 7plus we decide to leave lo.. hmm... ya.. ting went over to say goodbye to him and his frenz and we went home..
everything seems so pleasant before i went home.. reach home take a bath and come online.. thinking tat wah.. must finish seeing my show ar.. but i din.. i online and my hotmail was so called flooded.. and i notice one mail which dun seems usual.. i open it and read it.. after reading..my heart hurt and it seems like smth piercin thru your heart.. i told ting abt it.. and ting ask me am i ok.. i reply.. ok ar.. nth ar.. but mins later.. i was not ok.. i told rain abt it and even send her the mail.. she told me alot of things.. and den.. i wan to be strong.. but i jus cant.. i told ting i am not strong and den tears come rolling down my cheek.. i cried.. ting called.. she talk to me for an hr.. but nth go into my brain.. i jus keep crying.. ting was so worry tat i might do smth foolish.. ya.. smth foolish happen when i talk wit him.. weeling and jazz were added to our conversation wit ting cos ting cant do anything wit me.. rain told to me thru msn too.. but wat they say oso nv get into me.. and i am damn depress.. i talk to him.. telling him how much i really like him and telling him i am not tat brave like he tot so.. everything jus seems dun make sense when i talk to him.. my mood was nv good.. and dennis come to me oso.. he chat wit me.. i told him.. and i even ask for foolish request.. i told him to be my stead and he was shock.. but den i realise i am only lookin for someone to replace him inside my heart.. i told dennis sorry and oso sorry for my foolish and selfish demand.. dennis understand and say it is alrite.. but he say he is hurt by me.. SORRY.. i am makin alot of ppl sad.. even ting is sad wit me.. but i dunno wat to do.. watever ting tell me i nv listen and told her i dun wan everything.. telling her i jus wan to disappear and even say i dun wan go sch tml.. she was worry abt me.. she nearly cried i kn.. ting i kn.. den weeling came to me too.. she told me dun be foolish to cry over him.. cos it is not worth it.. jazz told me alot too.. den dennis ask me to call him and i did.. he was shock.. cos i always so reluctant to call him and askin him to call me instead.. we chat over the fone for nearly 2hrs.. he told me alot of things too.. den during the talk.. i made my decision.. i decide not to wait anymore.. cos i asked him.. if i continue waiting.. do i still hav a chance.. he reply.. no.. and i nearly breakdown again.. i told ting weeling and jazz abt it.. and they say no point waiting for him le.. so i jue ding to bu deng le.. i told him.. ya i will get over it de.. and hope we still can be frenz.. and anything oso can share wit me.. he reply an okay.. fine.. so now.. i am back to my ownself without anything.. but there is a prob now.. i dun hav the courage to see him again.. tis is a scar in me.. it hav actually leave a very deep scar in me.. how am i going to face him?? i am not brave.. tis is wat i scare most.. and tis is the reason why i nv tell him i like him last time.. wat am i going to do?? things happen to sudden.. ytd i was sad.. why he din say no chance to me on tat day i confessed itself.. he bring me up and den throw me str down into a deep blue sea.. tis feelin hurt.. will he ever care abt how u actually feel?? arghz.. 4mths.. 4mths and now everything jus hav to be gone.. weeling told me to think abt his bad pt and soon he will be out of my mind.. and she even say he is not worth it.. pray hard tat i still hav the courage to really see him and be frenz.. i once told ting i dun ever wan to see him again cos he will only remind me those things tat happen.. but i really wish to be frenz wit him.. haish.. slowly.. i am startin a new life.. it takes time to heal a wound.. so let it be.. believe in myself tat wat i can say!!! THANK all those who are wit me ytd and esp ting who listen to me.. i lurv u all..
everything seems so pleasant before i went home.. reach home take a bath and come online.. thinking tat wah.. must finish seeing my show ar.. but i din.. i online and my hotmail was so called flooded.. and i notice one mail which dun seems usual.. i open it and read it.. after reading..my heart hurt and it seems like smth piercin thru your heart.. i told ting abt it.. and ting ask me am i ok.. i reply.. ok ar.. nth ar.. but mins later.. i was not ok.. i told rain abt it and even send her the mail.. she told me alot of things.. and den.. i wan to be strong.. but i jus cant.. i told ting i am not strong and den tears come rolling down my cheek.. i cried.. ting called.. she talk to me for an hr.. but nth go into my brain.. i jus keep crying.. ting was so worry tat i might do smth foolish.. ya.. smth foolish happen when i talk wit him.. weeling and jazz were added to our conversation wit ting cos ting cant do anything wit me.. rain told to me thru msn too.. but wat they say oso nv get into me.. and i am damn depress.. i talk to him.. telling him how much i really like him and telling him i am not tat brave like he tot so.. everything jus seems dun make sense when i talk to him.. my mood was nv good.. and dennis come to me oso.. he chat wit me.. i told him.. and i even ask for foolish request.. i told him to be my stead and he was shock.. but den i realise i am only lookin for someone to replace him inside my heart.. i told dennis sorry and oso sorry for my foolish and selfish demand.. dennis understand and say it is alrite.. but he say he is hurt by me.. SORRY.. i am makin alot of ppl sad.. even ting is sad wit me.. but i dunno wat to do.. watever ting tell me i nv listen and told her i dun wan everything.. telling her i jus wan to disappear and even say i dun wan go sch tml.. she was worry abt me.. she nearly cried i kn.. ting i kn.. den weeling came to me too.. she told me dun be foolish to cry over him.. cos it is not worth it.. jazz told me alot too.. den dennis ask me to call him and i did.. he was shock.. cos i always so reluctant to call him and askin him to call me instead.. we chat over the fone for nearly 2hrs.. he told me alot of things too.. den during the talk.. i made my decision.. i decide not to wait anymore.. cos i asked him.. if i continue waiting.. do i still hav a chance.. he reply.. no.. and i nearly breakdown again.. i told ting weeling and jazz abt it.. and they say no point waiting for him le.. so i jue ding to bu deng le.. i told him.. ya i will get over it de.. and hope we still can be frenz.. and anything oso can share wit me.. he reply an okay.. fine.. so now.. i am back to my ownself without anything.. but there is a prob now.. i dun hav the courage to see him again.. tis is a scar in me.. it hav actually leave a very deep scar in me.. how am i going to face him?? i am not brave.. tis is wat i scare most.. and tis is the reason why i nv tell him i like him last time.. wat am i going to do?? things happen to sudden.. ytd i was sad.. why he din say no chance to me on tat day i confessed itself.. he bring me up and den throw me str down into a deep blue sea.. tis feelin hurt.. will he ever care abt how u actually feel?? arghz.. 4mths.. 4mths and now everything jus hav to be gone.. weeling told me to think abt his bad pt and soon he will be out of my mind.. and she even say he is not worth it.. pray hard tat i still hav the courage to really see him and be frenz.. i once told ting i dun ever wan to see him again cos he will only remind me those things tat happen.. but i really wish to be frenz wit him.. haish.. slowly.. i am startin a new life.. it takes time to heal a wound.. so let it be.. believe in myself tat wat i can say!!! THANK all those who are wit me ytd and esp ting who listen to me.. i lurv u all..
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Monday, October 23, 2006
haha.. ytd i guess i did smth really brave ba.. i told him le and he alrdy kn tat i like him.. he say to be frenz first.. i told rain.. she say maybe i might stand a chance.. but i dunno.. haha.. everything is like so unreal now.. den i oso dunno how long must i still be waiting la.. maybe one day he might eventually hav a gf and den me stand no chance.. everything is possible de.. but after i told him tat.. i feel so relieve.. and i am happy oso.. my mood is like so freely not like last time.. haha.. all thank to ytd ting and weeling de scoldin ar.. they scold me alot la.. den i still very stubborn dun wan listen to them.. so in the end i choose to tell him the truth.. and wei le tis i slept at 1plus ytd and wake up at 5plus in the morning.. lesson time i was so tired.. but i cant sleep.. haiz.. den today after our break when heading to class.. we wait for lift la.. den qingling was pointin lift come le.. so i jus turn la.. den he came out.. and i nearly bang onto him.. is like so near la.. den he say hello to us.. and i reply me wit a hi.. lolx.. i told ting abt it.. and she say i grow le.. i become brave le.. cos if is last time.. i still rmb when my frenz make up story abt me and another guy.. i from den on nv talk to tat guy le.. i now jing ran can still talk to him la.. and i still dare to ask him out.. haha.. brave me rite?? cos i really wish to be wiit him.. really.. really.. but ppl might say my chances are still very low.. but i dun mind.. cos at least i let him kn my feelin towards him.. he say i am not wrong in expressin myself.. so maybe he is rite.. haha.. den today ask him whether wan go movie tml ma.. but he not free so he ask me go watch.. lolx.. nvm den.. haha.. i really think he is a nice guy la.. i dunno why i think tis way.. altot sometimes kinda hurt by him but sometimes see him alrdy happy le.. i will be still waiting for his ans ba.. haha.. nv see b4 a gal going after a guy ba?? lolx.. maybe to some of my frenz tis is the first time seein me like tis neh.. lurv is so powerful... tat all i can say le.. haha.. i so tired neh.. sleepy.. jus now talk to ting alot on the bus oso.. den i saw tat guy which wan jio ting de.. haha.. ok la.. he look ok.. den to me his char should be good ba.. haha.. so ting ar.. dun drag le oh.. tis is my advise.. den told ting everything.. she say since i alrdy do tat so she can only wei wo jia you.. haha.. thank ting ar.. hehe.. and sorry la.. cos of me den hai ni and him cant go dinner tgt.. sorry.. bu yao guai wo la.. i only wan to talk talk to u ma.. feel relieve after talkin to ting oso.. altot ytd she scold me until like siao la.. den we go eat long john silver.. after eating shop awhile den i realise my wei bu shi hen hao neh.. maybe eat too full le.. den went home le lo.. den reach home slack abit go bath.. bath le jiu wan go toilet.. diarrhoe.. so xing ku.. den after tat jiu start to gastric pain le.. wah.. pain sia.. arghz.. lao mao bing.. xi guan le.. den come online find ppl talk talk.. but hor.. realise most ppl who i can talk and disturb de not ard la.. haiyo.. stupid.. den so sianz lo.. so come blog lo.. haha.. bleah.. WaItInG fOr U~~
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Sunday, October 22, 2006
today go vivo city neh.. wit leen they all lo.. haha.. it was so big!!!! so we din get to shop finish all la.. haiyo.. nvm.. den after shop we go down to chinatown to eat our dinner.. but i wasnt tat hungry so i share tian ji zhou wit leen lo.. den after tat jiu went home tgt wit shuling and clement.. haiz.. today he come along la.. but he halfway go le.. i can see he very tired la.. shouldnt hav ask him out cos he look so sianz to me la.. arghz.. dunno la.. haiz.. and i alrdy say sorry to him but he say it was okay.. later i found out he actually went home.. and he is sick lo.. haiz.. dunno dunno dunno.. i oso dunno wat i should do now le.. today not much mood to blog la.. so i guess i should stop here le ba.. my decision is still dunno.. so i need time to think as alot of things happen today.. think think think.. i need ppl de help too.. those who can help me pls help.. cos i am in a very difficult position.. haiz..
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today was out almost half the day.. watch deathnote!!! lolx.. i tot it will hav any scary part.. but i was wrong.. begining is like boring la.. keep seeing ppl got kill one by one.. and i dun like tat light la.. cos he tot he can kill everyone who did bad things.. but some dun deserve to die.. pig de lo.. i hate him.. L dun look cute lo.. he look like a ghost to me la.. he look abit like vics neh.. hehe.. especially will he put his fingers on his mouth.. haha.. den the endin is only like light meet L la.. not nice.. lolx.. haha.. but it will continue on deathnote2.. i guess will be out very soon le ba.. next yr.. haha.. i wan to watch.. hehe.. den after movie we go walk walk.. go paragon de toy r us.. hehe.. hav quite a lot of fun there neh.. but den lei.. before movie.. we were damn bored la.. cos we struck at cine lo.. no place to shop le.. as only left 45min b4 movie start la.. den he nv come.. dinie seems so sianz la.. haiyo.. i oso dunno wat to do sia.. haiz.. all his fault for not coming.. arghz..
den after we go toy r us.. we went to wheelock to eat BK lo.. cos dinie say he feel like eatin BK ma.. haha.. den we went eat there.. den after tat jiu take mrt home le.. dinie accompany us take the mrt which travel to wlds de.. hehe.. den when we reach wlds.. we go cwp neh.. we mean me and rain la.. hehe.. we go popular cos i need buy file den after tat we go take neoprints.. now the neoprint is wit her.. lolx.. next time den upload lo.. hehe.. after tat jiu go home le.. den when i reach my hse downstairs.. i heard ppl shout my name la.. den it look like my cousin de voice.. so i look at my hse thinkin is him la.. but when i reach hm.. i realise he haven even reach hm la.. den i shock.. den i was so luckily tat i din turn and look behind.. wah hengz ar.. den see fun club 7 le den go bath lo.. haha.. den come online lo..
oh ya.. u guess wat happen sia.. i saw 2 ppl jus now.. at cine after watchin movie.. we were tryin to go out ma.. got alot of ppl.. den i saw a guy who look so style la.. den after i see awhile.. i realise someone familiar.. and tat is kuek.. wah.. i quickly tell rain neh.. rain say why we so suay de everytime see him.. den she pull me hurry go la.. den we were like saying so suay sia.. last week we go out oso see him.. today oso see him.. den is like when we 2 tgt we saw him.. so we say we dun wan go out tgt again.. lolx.. haha.. den at cwp.. we saw misaki la.. haiyo.. really so so so suay la.. den we say again.. today is last day go out.. cos we dun wan so suay again.. haha.. funny.. i wan see de is vics la.. not them.. haiyo.. haha..
tml going out again.. going to vivo city.. but i am going late tgt wit him.. cos he say we meet too early.. so he meet me 1pm at cck mrt lo.. hmm.. den kinda like leen all saying later we cant find each other.. but i think we will find dao de la.. so dun worry k.. and dun angry wit me neh.. i feel bad to agree meeting him late lo.. so pls.. sorry to my frenz.. really sorry..
den after we go toy r us.. we went to wheelock to eat BK lo.. cos dinie say he feel like eatin BK ma.. haha.. den we went eat there.. den after tat jiu take mrt home le.. dinie accompany us take the mrt which travel to wlds de.. hehe.. den when we reach wlds.. we go cwp neh.. we mean me and rain la.. hehe.. we go popular cos i need buy file den after tat we go take neoprints.. now the neoprint is wit her.. lolx.. next time den upload lo.. hehe.. after tat jiu go home le.. den when i reach my hse downstairs.. i heard ppl shout my name la.. den it look like my cousin de voice.. so i look at my hse thinkin is him la.. but when i reach hm.. i realise he haven even reach hm la.. den i shock.. den i was so luckily tat i din turn and look behind.. wah hengz ar.. den see fun club 7 le den go bath lo.. haha.. den come online lo..
oh ya.. u guess wat happen sia.. i saw 2 ppl jus now.. at cine after watchin movie.. we were tryin to go out ma.. got alot of ppl.. den i saw a guy who look so style la.. den after i see awhile.. i realise someone familiar.. and tat is kuek.. wah.. i quickly tell rain neh.. rain say why we so suay de everytime see him.. den she pull me hurry go la.. den we were like saying so suay sia.. last week we go out oso see him.. today oso see him.. den is like when we 2 tgt we saw him.. so we say we dun wan go out tgt again.. lolx.. haha.. den at cwp.. we saw misaki la.. haiyo.. really so so so suay la.. den we say again.. today is last day go out.. cos we dun wan so suay again.. haha.. funny.. i wan see de is vics la.. not them.. haiyo.. haha..
tml going out again.. going to vivo city.. but i am going late tgt wit him.. cos he say we meet too early.. so he meet me 1pm at cck mrt lo.. hmm.. den kinda like leen all saying later we cant find each other.. but i think we will find dao de la.. so dun worry k.. and dun angry wit me neh.. i feel bad to agree meeting him late lo.. so pls.. sorry to my frenz.. really sorry..
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Saturday, October 21, 2006
wah piangz.. so stupid de lo.. jus now i alrdy type finish all i wan to update de le.. but dunno wat the hell happen la.. the whole thing gone.. and i cant find it le la.. have to retype everything again.. so ma fan sia..
let me begin from the first thing again.. today only go sch for 2hrs de tutorial la.. by komala.. it is LAECY.. at first i tot it will be damn boring but who kn it turn out to be so fun.. den i put my fav item into the container la.. den she like forget le.. den i so scare i cant get back my turtle la.. i lurv it alot neh.. cos it is damn cute la.. hehe.. den finally get it back le.. hoho.. den after lesson jiu go home le.. cos i am not going to stay in sch for 6hrs plus la.. so i went home to try to finish reading my comics.. and i hav finally finish reading all le.. from vol 1 to 12.. it was so so so nice.. hehe..
ard 5plus jiu leave hse and head back to sch le.. today astro going to rp cos heard from sq is they invite us go de.. den reach sch ard 6plus and still hav to wait for shuling and clement la.. so slow.. reach le still walk so slow de lei.. haiyo.. den we went to canteen one.. den see the rest la.. hehe.. den clement say he hungry so he went over to the western stall and buy food.. den he jiu eat la.. half way he face suddenly change and keep looking at one direction.. i tot wat sia.. den i turn and saw him.. he was comin down from the stairs and heading to somewhere.. den shuling ask me go ask chongyee to come join us.. so i walk over to find chongyee lo.. den he suddenly appear la.. den still smile at me.. den i say he bluff me cos he say he not coming.. den after tat he say no la.. cos jiu finish lesson and someone pull him to astro de.. so i say but i nv bring the thing out he say nvm.. next time den give him.. den he went over to talk to the other.. den i ask chongyee to come join us.. actually today got talk to him.. den he say he sun free but he later say he dun wan go.. but i keep askin him to go.. and finally he agree.. but still worry he last min dun wan go la.. tml oso dunno he goin ma.. cos he say he still cant cfm wit us.. haiz.. dun care le.. den he like to make me lo.. dunno why.. i keep jw de hp.. den i pass to him ask him keep.. den he keep but when i ask from him he say he din hav it and i panick la.. cos is jw de hp.. den he told me he give it to nicholas.. so i get shuling de help and ask from nicholas but nicholas din hav it.. so i went back to him to ask him again.. he den give me those smile.. and den finally he took it out la.. and he dun give me until i say pls la.. den when going home.. i told him tml meetin time as dinie as me to inform him.. den he say he not free.. den i say i kill u sia.. den he walk out the glass door le.. and he use body language say he cant hear me.. and i was like so ... le la.. kill him for sure if i can.. den after tat jiu went home le lo.. he wave bye to me when i was at the opposite road.. i oso wave back la.. i did hav quite a fun today la.. anyway i must still jia you la.. hehe.. jia you jia you!!! =)
let me begin from the first thing again.. today only go sch for 2hrs de tutorial la.. by komala.. it is LAECY.. at first i tot it will be damn boring but who kn it turn out to be so fun.. den i put my fav item into the container la.. den she like forget le.. den i so scare i cant get back my turtle la.. i lurv it alot neh.. cos it is damn cute la.. hehe.. den finally get it back le.. hoho.. den after lesson jiu go home le.. cos i am not going to stay in sch for 6hrs plus la.. so i went home to try to finish reading my comics.. and i hav finally finish reading all le.. from vol 1 to 12.. it was so so so nice.. hehe..
ard 5plus jiu leave hse and head back to sch le.. today astro going to rp cos heard from sq is they invite us go de.. den reach sch ard 6plus and still hav to wait for shuling and clement la.. so slow.. reach le still walk so slow de lei.. haiyo.. den we went to canteen one.. den see the rest la.. hehe.. den clement say he hungry so he went over to the western stall and buy food.. den he jiu eat la.. half way he face suddenly change and keep looking at one direction.. i tot wat sia.. den i turn and saw him.. he was comin down from the stairs and heading to somewhere.. den shuling ask me go ask chongyee to come join us.. so i walk over to find chongyee lo.. den he suddenly appear la.. den still smile at me.. den i say he bluff me cos he say he not coming.. den after tat he say no la.. cos jiu finish lesson and someone pull him to astro de.. so i say but i nv bring the thing out he say nvm.. next time den give him.. den he went over to talk to the other.. den i ask chongyee to come join us.. actually today got talk to him.. den he say he sun free but he later say he dun wan go.. but i keep askin him to go.. and finally he agree.. but still worry he last min dun wan go la.. tml oso dunno he goin ma.. cos he say he still cant cfm wit us.. haiz.. dun care le.. den he like to make me lo.. dunno why.. i keep jw de hp.. den i pass to him ask him keep.. den he keep but when i ask from him he say he din hav it and i panick la.. cos is jw de hp.. den he told me he give it to nicholas.. so i get shuling de help and ask from nicholas but nicholas din hav it.. so i went back to him to ask him again.. he den give me those smile.. and den finally he took it out la.. and he dun give me until i say pls la.. den when going home.. i told him tml meetin time as dinie as me to inform him.. den he say he not free.. den i say i kill u sia.. den he walk out the glass door le.. and he use body language say he cant hear me.. and i was like so ... le la.. kill him for sure if i can.. den after tat jiu went home le lo.. he wave bye to me when i was at the opposite road.. i oso wave back la.. i did hav quite a fun today la.. anyway i must still jia you la.. hehe.. jia you jia you!!! =)
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Thursday, October 19, 2006
as wat the title suggest.. everyone told me in order to be confident u must lurv yourself.. hmm.. thinkin.. i lurv myself alot.. hehe.. so i need to show tat i am confident.. now i keep tellin myself wateva ppl may think abt u.. the best is how u think abt yourself.. last time i alrdy very afraid de lei.. when i wear those like abit quite short de skirt.. i will be thinkin wah.. will ppl like talk behind me sayin so fat still dare to wear short skirt.. now.. i wan to forget abt everythin.. dun care wat they say.. cos it is me who wan those things.. and i am trying to loss weight lo.. so must believe in myself.. and i trying to change my mindset abt myself neh.. so i will try to dress myself up when i go sch le.. but sometime still need to wear tshirt la.. cos not much nice clothes.. so must bear wit me.. hehe.. see how la.. new year will be coming very soon.. so it is almost time to buy new clothes.. tis time round must buy those clothes which i can wear to sch oso de..
yup yup.. guess wat.. today have a lesson wat SCV2 de.. den is like all abt sg history la.. haiyo.. like social studies again la.. haha.. but quite interesting la.. cos all abt sg again.. den i was the module rep.. eileen they all say in order to be more confident must try smth which i nv try b4.. and so when teacher ask to find a module rep.. they shout me.. lolx.. but den nvm la.. cos it is a new try ma.. haha.. so sianz la.. u kn wat happen.. jus now when i was comin back from sch.. den me shuling and clement is like waitin for 963 la.. den dunno why bus very slow.. den hor suddenly got one old man la.. jus stand behind clement and keep tearing some paper la.. den hor he suddenly dash out in front of shuling and shout.. den after tat he split on the floor la.. i was totally in shock la.. cos we were talkin hao hao de la.. den all the way i was so scare he might come back wit another things to scare us la.. at first i tot he wan to steal shuling de bag la.. cos they jus put on the bend and leave it there.. den i hurry take and put on my lap la.. so stupid lo.. idiot.. wat the hell la.. mad ppl.. and hor.. my bian di gana chicken pox.. lolx.. he cant di tang my nephew de bing du.. end up oso zhong.. wahaha.. lucky i hav le.. hehe.. bleah.. happy.. dunno why.. suddenly feelin quite happy... lolx.. =D
yup yup.. guess wat.. today have a lesson wat SCV2 de.. den is like all abt sg history la.. haiyo.. like social studies again la.. haha.. but quite interesting la.. cos all abt sg again.. den i was the module rep.. eileen they all say in order to be more confident must try smth which i nv try b4.. and so when teacher ask to find a module rep.. they shout me.. lolx.. but den nvm la.. cos it is a new try ma.. haha.. so sianz la.. u kn wat happen.. jus now when i was comin back from sch.. den me shuling and clement is like waitin for 963 la.. den dunno why bus very slow.. den hor suddenly got one old man la.. jus stand behind clement and keep tearing some paper la.. den hor he suddenly dash out in front of shuling and shout.. den after tat he split on the floor la.. i was totally in shock la.. cos we were talkin hao hao de la.. den all the way i was so scare he might come back wit another things to scare us la.. at first i tot he wan to steal shuling de bag la.. cos they jus put on the bend and leave it there.. den i hurry take and put on my lap la.. so stupid lo.. idiot.. wat the hell la.. mad ppl.. and hor.. my bian di gana chicken pox.. lolx.. he cant di tang my nephew de bing du.. end up oso zhong.. wahaha.. lucky i hav le.. hehe.. bleah.. happy.. dunno why.. suddenly feelin quite happy... lolx.. =D
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Wednesday, October 18, 2006
today class was kinda interesting.. nv feel very very sleepy as on like mon.. hehe.. today got belinda de music and movements for young children.. so fun.. we have to do alot of walkin.. and we oso learn how to sing correctly lo.. haha.. all i can say.. fun.. haha.. den attend philip koh de cs1.2 tutorial.. oso quite fun.. got to re sing those ryhmes.. haha.. fun oso.. den today lesson until 6pm.. wah.. from 8am neh.. damn long sia.. tired oso.. den after lesson jiu go home le.. den reach home goong start le la.. arghz.. miss some part.. piggy de.. lolx.. den todya laptop like got prob sia.. msn ppl see i type de is purple la.. but i see is all black only.. dunno why sia.. reinstall le oso like tat.. haiz.. oh ya.. jus now during lunch break i saw him again.. wah piangz.. continuous de.. although i mei chi dou hen xiang see him la.. he was walking to canteen 1.. but too bad.. me today need buy contact lens.. so went over to canteen 2 there le.. if not maybe i guess we will sit there for awhile more ba.. but nvm la.. at least get to see his back view..
haiz.. nowadays i dunno wat wrong sia.. when i see him.. i was thinkin wat the hell him again.. got a feeling bu xiang kan dao ta.. but when nv see him.. keep wanting to see him.. arghz.. zhi xiang mao dun neh.. life is not like the same le.. eileen and cindy say i need to doll up.. dun keep wearin tshirt.. but my cupboard mostly is tshirt neh.. wta can i do.. no money buy new clothings ma.. must wait till like dec buy new clothes jiu shun bian buy those clothes appropriate for sch de.. lolx.. haiz.. when can i really become pretty gal?? need go zheng rong le oh.. lolx.. kiddin.. dun wanna waste money on tat.. haha.. ask jiabao out.. we go gym at stadium there.. lolx.. see how.. i really really wan become mei mei.. so first thing must jian fei.. i must plan schedule liao.. in order to cheng gong jian fei.. hehe.. jia you oh.. i guess if i shun li jian fei.. zhi ran de my confident will come de.. right?? hehe.. still thinkin of way to boost my confident la.. lolx.. today philip koh de cs1.2 oso abt confident de.. lolx.. so suit me ar.. haa.. me still need way to improve my confident neh.. hehe =)
haiz.. nowadays i dunno wat wrong sia.. when i see him.. i was thinkin wat the hell him again.. got a feeling bu xiang kan dao ta.. but when nv see him.. keep wanting to see him.. arghz.. zhi xiang mao dun neh.. life is not like the same le.. eileen and cindy say i need to doll up.. dun keep wearin tshirt.. but my cupboard mostly is tshirt neh.. wta can i do.. no money buy new clothings ma.. must wait till like dec buy new clothes jiu shun bian buy those clothes appropriate for sch de.. lolx.. haiz.. when can i really become pretty gal?? need go zheng rong le oh.. lolx.. kiddin.. dun wanna waste money on tat.. haha.. ask jiabao out.. we go gym at stadium there.. lolx.. see how.. i really really wan become mei mei.. so first thing must jian fei.. i must plan schedule liao.. in order to cheng gong jian fei.. hehe.. jia you oh.. i guess if i shun li jian fei.. zhi ran de my confident will come de.. right?? hehe.. still thinkin of way to boost my confident la.. lolx.. today philip koh de cs1.2 oso abt confident de.. lolx.. so suit me ar.. haa.. me still need way to improve my confident neh.. hehe =)
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Tuesday, October 17, 2006
today damn dui lian la.. cos today only got one lesson.. i wear until very shui bian go shc.. but who kn when going hm de shi hou we saw him.. wah kaoz.. den when i first see him i alrdy xia dao.. den i quickly pull cindy.. but i cant find her hands so i pull shuling.. end up push until cindy.. sorry neh.. den i walk very fast la.. they all all shock.. only clement kn wat happen.. den i quickly walk to the court there.. den jiu wait for the rest cos he gone le.. den after tat jiu slowly walk to bus stop.. den suddenly clement say shit.. den i turn i saw him.. wah piangz.. so suay la.. den nvm.. i turn and look at shuling they all means i back facing him.. den after tat.. cindy say he turn back and see us.. jus den bus come.. i tot he will take mrt de ma.. so i went to take bus.. who kn he oso take same bus.. den i behind him la.. still nvm.. clement keep makin idiot sound la.. den cindy they all oso make me so malu la.. i kn he can hear de lo.. den after tat they say board bus.. den hor i borad le.. cindy pull shuling they all away.. den i shock.. alone in bus.. lolx.. den he smile at me.. but i nv smile back la.. cos i alrdy shock le.. i dunno wat to do.. den bus go liao.. i oso cant come down.. no choice la.. den after tat soon he alight le.. den i oso alight at beauty world there to wait for them la.. pig de lei.. everytime see him no good thing happen.. cos of them la.. malu.. second time liao.. lolx..
jus now talk to him in msn.. den he ask me all those ppl my frenz ar.. i say ya.. asking him why.. den he say got pretty gal.. den i ask who.. he say eileen.. eileen is i say de la.. he dunno her name la.. lolx.. haha.. den told leen abt it.. den leen say too bad.. she attach le.. haha.. funny neh.. den he oso say chio or pretty oso not means must go jio de.. den i say nvm la.. u shuai no need jio de.. ppl will come de.. he say if got den zhao jiu got gf le.. i told leen.. leen ask me go tell him.. let him kn.. but i dun hav courage.. i ask leen to help me build up my courage she say she will ask others to build for me too.. lolx.. den i tell leen tat i will tell him when nov come.. cos i still need time to boost my confidence.. so now i must try very very hard.. so everyone wei wo jia you ba.. xi wang lao tian neng help me.. hehe=)
jus now talk to him in msn.. den he ask me all those ppl my frenz ar.. i say ya.. asking him why.. den he say got pretty gal.. den i ask who.. he say eileen.. eileen is i say de la.. he dunno her name la.. lolx.. haha.. den told leen abt it.. den leen say too bad.. she attach le.. haha.. funny neh.. den he oso say chio or pretty oso not means must go jio de.. den i say nvm la.. u shuai no need jio de.. ppl will come de.. he say if got den zhao jiu got gf le.. i told leen.. leen ask me go tell him.. let him kn.. but i dun hav courage.. i ask leen to help me build up my courage she say she will ask others to build for me too.. lolx.. den i tell leen tat i will tell him when nov come.. cos i still need time to boost my confidence.. so now i must try very very hard.. so everyone wei wo jia you ba.. xi wang lao tian neng help me.. hehe=)
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why everytime i see the ppl entry my heart is like having a big stone sittin over it?? i dunno lo.. i only ask for simple things and it can nv turn out to be good.. i hate ppl givin a promise but later break it.. tis is all i call empty promise.. and i hate empty promise.. actually there is alot of things i can say which leads to all tis unhappiness in me.. but i bu xiang jiang cos i guess ppl will be coming to say me or to an wei me.. i dun wan.. i only wat to keep tis to myself.. MYSELF!!! narrow passage way of mine.. but all tis feeling bother me alot.. keepin it to myself will eventually hurt me more den ever.. i dunno la.. but to me.. i still need to keep abit of low profile in tis case.. i guess many ppl are reading tis blog ba.. so.. keep it down.. but i am really hen nan shou neh.. hen xiang shout it out la.. i wan to forget abt everyting.. but i jus cant.. i wan to forget him and give up.. but i jus cant.. images of him is still pestering me.. i wan to tell him how much i like him and how much i wish to be wit him.. but i dun hav the courage.. lurvin a ppl is so so so difficult.. i wonder how ppl can lurv a ppl.. maybe really a special force pull them tgt ba.. haish.. i really dunno wat i should do neh.. i wan to disappear in tis world.. heaven is makin fun of me.. they let me hav a feelin to lurv a ppl.. but they oso make me to always being sad.. haish.. but i cant blame them la.. at least they give me alot of frenz ard me.. forget abt those unhappy things le.. shall blog on my first day of sch..
today start sch le.. wake up at 5.50am la.. damn early.. den bath.. make hair all den jiu come out le.. meet shuling at ard 7am at her hse there de bus stop.. den travel to sch.. den reach sch first lesson is juliana de lesson.. den quite bored.. as usual we start our chattin on foolscap again.. haha.. den chat and chat.. 2hrs plsu gone.. next lesson.. cs1.2.. lolx.. new teacher.. mr philip.. he is funny la.. but hor.. abit .... la.. dun wan say out la.. u kn i kn can le.. haha.. den after tat break la.. 3hrs neh.. den we went to KAP lo.. eat mac.. den hor.. i eat french fries la.. the salt touches my ulcer.. and u kn wat.. IT WAS DAMN PAINFUL lo.. den after tat quickly drink water to ease the pain la.. den after tat more worse.. i bite onto the ulcer la.. and it was SUPER painful!!!!! i almost shout out lo.. but i did shout abit la.. den my whole mouth like so "ma" la.. after staying at KAP for almost 3hrs.. we took bus back to sch.. haha.. den went for komala de CHN lecture.. lucky still ok.. haha.. not as boring as cd1.2 la.. haha.. after lesson alrdy 5plus in the afternoon le.. so went home after tat.. tml no FP.. cos FP only start on the 3rd week.. yippee.. but i miss my children.. hopefully i can still stay in the same class ba.. *PRAY HARD*
today start sch le.. wake up at 5.50am la.. damn early.. den bath.. make hair all den jiu come out le.. meet shuling at ard 7am at her hse there de bus stop.. den travel to sch.. den reach sch first lesson is juliana de lesson.. den quite bored.. as usual we start our chattin on foolscap again.. haha.. den chat and chat.. 2hrs plsu gone.. next lesson.. cs1.2.. lolx.. new teacher.. mr philip.. he is funny la.. but hor.. abit .... la.. dun wan say out la.. u kn i kn can le.. haha.. den after tat break la.. 3hrs neh.. den we went to KAP lo.. eat mac.. den hor.. i eat french fries la.. the salt touches my ulcer.. and u kn wat.. IT WAS DAMN PAINFUL lo.. den after tat quickly drink water to ease the pain la.. den after tat more worse.. i bite onto the ulcer la.. and it was SUPER painful!!!!! i almost shout out lo.. but i did shout abit la.. den my whole mouth like so "ma" la.. after staying at KAP for almost 3hrs.. we took bus back to sch.. haha.. den went for komala de CHN lecture.. lucky still ok.. haha.. not as boring as cd1.2 la.. haha.. after lesson alrdy 5plus in the afternoon le.. so went home after tat.. tml no FP.. cos FP only start on the 3rd week.. yippee.. but i miss my children.. hopefully i can still stay in the same class ba.. *PRAY HARD*
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Sunday, October 15, 2006
dunno wat i did is correct ma.. i encourage ting to give tat guy a chance.. haiz.. cos got ppl gao bai to her ma.. den she tell me.. i ask her to give tat guy a chance.. den now she very fan.. i am thinkin izit me who is givin her all the fan?? cos i dun wish she walk my path le.. keep askin her dun drag all tis things.. give tat guy an ans soon.. haish..
ytd jiabao oso come to me.. scoldin me.. wat she say really make me feel bad and sad.. wanna cry out.. but jus tat i think i musy be jian qiang la.. i dunno lei.. somehow wat she say really make sense.. she even say at guy might already kn i like him.. cos she say i am doing it too obvious when i change my msn nick.. haiz.. so i decide not to change my nick too often le.. haiz.. den i show the conversation to rain den she oso say wat jiabao say is true.. she oso wish tat i dun drag the thing le.. haiz.. dunno wat i doing now is correct de ma.. i dunno whether i still can mian dui him ma.. haish.. sad sad..
today a gal come to me askin me who hurt me.. but i nv say.. den she ask me the ppl is who.. i only say something out.. but she kn le.. she say very easy to guess de.. haiz.. so no choice la.. but i am very worry.. i worry tis might not going to be a secret anymore.. sooner or later he might kn it lo.. i oso dunno wat to do.. haish.. haish.. tired and sad.. somemore tml sch start le.. haiz.. need sleep early today.. if not tml cant wake up.. hav to wake up at 5plus in the morning lo.. arghz.. tired neh.. den tml until 6pm.. haiz.. weeling ask we all to go movie on tue.. but tue i havin lesson until ard 5pm.. so i nv agree to go lo.. no choice la.. den maybe thurs going out.. see movie.. deathnote.. still dunno going ma.. haiz.. see how ba..
oh ya.. upload neoprints taken wit rain.. hehe.. =)
*~* NiCe Ma??? haha.. *~*
ytd jiabao oso come to me.. scoldin me.. wat she say really make me feel bad and sad.. wanna cry out.. but jus tat i think i musy be jian qiang la.. i dunno lei.. somehow wat she say really make sense.. she even say at guy might already kn i like him.. cos she say i am doing it too obvious when i change my msn nick.. haiz.. so i decide not to change my nick too often le.. haiz.. den i show the conversation to rain den she oso say wat jiabao say is true.. she oso wish tat i dun drag the thing le.. haiz.. dunno wat i doing now is correct de ma.. i dunno whether i still can mian dui him ma.. haish.. sad sad..
today a gal come to me askin me who hurt me.. but i nv say.. den she ask me the ppl is who.. i only say something out.. but she kn le.. she say very easy to guess de.. haiz.. so no choice la.. but i am very worry.. i worry tis might not going to be a secret anymore.. sooner or later he might kn it lo.. i oso dunno wat to do.. haish.. haish.. tired and sad.. somemore tml sch start le.. haiz.. need sleep early today.. if not tml cant wake up.. hav to wake up at 5plus in the morning lo.. arghz.. tired neh.. den tml until 6pm.. haiz.. weeling ask we all to go movie on tue.. but tue i havin lesson until ard 5pm.. so i nv agree to go lo.. no choice la.. den maybe thurs going out.. see movie.. deathnote.. still dunno going ma.. haiz.. see how ba..
oh ya.. upload neoprints taken wit rain.. hehe.. =)
*~* NiCe Ma??? haha.. *~*
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Saturday, October 14, 2006
hehe.. today go shopping le.. my wish.. haha.. i lurv it man.. so long nv go shoppin le la.. so lo.. hehe.. den today is go wit my best sista.. hehe.. thank her for accompanying me ar.. hoho.. den i upload pics of my clothes.. too fat le.. only can buy those clothing.. nth special oso.. must jian fei den can buy super nice de clothes.. hehe.. must jia you in jian fei oh!!!
(= mY nEw ClOtHiNg.. HeHe.. NiCe NiCe.. =)
guess wat.. today i go marina sq.. den at marina sq i buy the shirt and the skirt.. hehe.. den oso got buy one turtle de keychain.. tat keychain wo yao hen jiu le.. cos very cute.. so i buy lo.. den i buy one thing for him too.. cos he ask me buy things for him in msia ma.. den i only manage to get him chewing gums as i nv go anywhere.. and i oso dunno wat to buy.. den i only add in tat nice chain for him and a very cute box.. haha.. tat box so cute lo.. actually wan to buy one for myself.. but den.. haiz.. dun wan la.. lolx.. den after tat went to bugis lo.. when come out of train saw wu luo yi la.. den he nv see us.. den nvm lo.. not very shou wit him.. den walk ard at BJ.. cos sista wan see shoes.. haha.. so walk and walk.. end up.. me buy one shorts.. haha.. jiu shi tat shorts lo.. den after tat go take neoprints.. haha.. so ugly.. me bu mei de.. today bu mei la.. haiz.. den after take neoprints jiu go see comics la.. yippee.. buy comics le.. haha.. den after tat go eat yoshinoya.. first time eat tat.. den eat teriyaki chicken set.. quite nice.. soup oso nice.. not the same as sch de soup de.. lolx.. den after tat when coming out from the shop.. saw someone look like misaki and kuek.. dne tot shouldnt be them la.. but who kn.. is really them la.. den kuek saw me.. den go up escalator.. i think kuek is tellin it to misaki la.. den misaki look at me.. den i stare back.. lolx.. bad gal.. haha.. tml they havin a mini performance at asian musemum there.. den i cant go cos mon sch start at 8am la.. haiyo.. idiot.. i miss vics ma.. haha.. den after tat we go bugis street cos we going to take bus hm.. so i shun bian buy belt.. hehe.. purple de.. hoho.. dun care.. buy back purple is the best.. yippee.. today walk until legs very so "sour".. lolx.. now must rest.. tml must tidy room le.. mummy say my room damn messy cos alot of books lying ard.. so lo.. hehe.. gal gal must make room neat neat de.. so must keep and tidy there.. wahahaha...
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guess wat.. today i go marina sq.. den at marina sq i buy the shirt and the skirt.. hehe.. den oso got buy one turtle de keychain.. tat keychain wo yao hen jiu le.. cos very cute.. so i buy lo.. den i buy one thing for him too.. cos he ask me buy things for him in msia ma.. den i only manage to get him chewing gums as i nv go anywhere.. and i oso dunno wat to buy.. den i only add in tat nice chain for him and a very cute box.. haha.. tat box so cute lo.. actually wan to buy one for myself.. but den.. haiz.. dun wan la.. lolx.. den after tat went to bugis lo.. when come out of train saw wu luo yi la.. den he nv see us.. den nvm lo.. not very shou wit him.. den walk ard at BJ.. cos sista wan see shoes.. haha.. so walk and walk.. end up.. me buy one shorts.. haha.. jiu shi tat shorts lo.. den after tat go take neoprints.. haha.. so ugly.. me bu mei de.. today bu mei la.. haiz.. den after take neoprints jiu go see comics la.. yippee.. buy comics le.. haha.. den after tat go eat yoshinoya.. first time eat tat.. den eat teriyaki chicken set.. quite nice.. soup oso nice.. not the same as sch de soup de.. lolx.. den after tat when coming out from the shop.. saw someone look like misaki and kuek.. dne tot shouldnt be them la.. but who kn.. is really them la.. den kuek saw me.. den go up escalator.. i think kuek is tellin it to misaki la.. den misaki look at me.. den i stare back.. lolx.. bad gal.. haha.. tml they havin a mini performance at asian musemum there.. den i cant go cos mon sch start at 8am la.. haiyo.. idiot.. i miss vics ma.. haha.. den after tat we go bugis street cos we going to take bus hm.. so i shun bian buy belt.. hehe.. purple de.. hoho.. dun care.. buy back purple is the best.. yippee.. today walk until legs very so "sour".. lolx.. now must rest.. tml must tidy room le.. mummy say my room damn messy cos alot of books lying ard.. so lo.. hehe.. gal gal must make room neat neat de.. so must keep and tidy there.. wahahaha...
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so many days nv online to blog le.. miss me rite.. haiz.. but my days were not good.. everyday same routine.. den now my hands got one very very big de blue black.. still nvm.. swollen sia.. i oso dunno when i got tat blue black.. but it is damn painful la.. lolx.. den alot of mosquito bites oso.. so stupid.. wait sure got scar de.. i dun wna la.. sob sob..
haiz.. i guess i really shouldnt go visit ppl de blog le.. esp tat ppl de blog.. cos got relation de.. haiz.. visit le me more sad.. see ppl de blog i feel so uneasy.. i really hurt alot lo.. get to kn more and more things abt tat ppl who will find him de.. tis hurt alot alot lo.. especailly when u kn things which u shouldnt kn.. when i first saw the sentence my heart like kinda stop beating.. pain.. really very very pain.. den i dunno wat i should do sia.. rain say tell him now ans will still be the same like i ask him tat qn.. but dun tell him now wait tml i wake up he say he got gf liao.. den wat should i do.. i dunno la.. i really feel jealous la.. cos he always like ignore me de.. so lo.. i am scare.. den sometimes.. i really hate going to my cousin.. esp when her bf is ard.. it increase my jealousy lvl.. i dunno why.. maybe cos now i dun hav it ba.. seeing her lying on his shoulder make me feel uneasy.. really hopin one day i can oso lie on my bf de shoulder.. see them play wit each other oso.. arghz.. life sux man.. i really hen xiang tan lian ai.. but wit who.. him?? how long must i wait?? how long??
den jus now ting come to me.. she fan oso.. cos of a guy oso.. haiz.. i guess maybe ting and tat guy will be tgt de.. so ting dun worry k.. wo hui zhu fu ni de.. dun ever drag tis.. cos it will be more hurtin.. see me as an example ba.. so.. jia you le.. believe in yourself and tat guy..
tis really add on to my fan.. why am i suffering all tis?? i am SUX in lurv matter man.. shouldnt come to me.. if i am good den i will be brave enough to tell tat ppl i like him le.. so dun depend on me too much to give u a good ans to tat lurv matter.. i guess i myself oso need to think abt it le.. if not.. die le.. =((((
haiz.. i guess i really shouldnt go visit ppl de blog le.. esp tat ppl de blog.. cos got relation de.. haiz.. visit le me more sad.. see ppl de blog i feel so uneasy.. i really hurt alot lo.. get to kn more and more things abt tat ppl who will find him de.. tis hurt alot alot lo.. especailly when u kn things which u shouldnt kn.. when i first saw the sentence my heart like kinda stop beating.. pain.. really very very pain.. den i dunno wat i should do sia.. rain say tell him now ans will still be the same like i ask him tat qn.. but dun tell him now wait tml i wake up he say he got gf liao.. den wat should i do.. i dunno la.. i really feel jealous la.. cos he always like ignore me de.. so lo.. i am scare.. den sometimes.. i really hate going to my cousin.. esp when her bf is ard.. it increase my jealousy lvl.. i dunno why.. maybe cos now i dun hav it ba.. seeing her lying on his shoulder make me feel uneasy.. really hopin one day i can oso lie on my bf de shoulder.. see them play wit each other oso.. arghz.. life sux man.. i really hen xiang tan lian ai.. but wit who.. him?? how long must i wait?? how long??
den jus now ting come to me.. she fan oso.. cos of a guy oso.. haiz.. i guess maybe ting and tat guy will be tgt de.. so ting dun worry k.. wo hui zhu fu ni de.. dun ever drag tis.. cos it will be more hurtin.. see me as an example ba.. so.. jia you le.. believe in yourself and tat guy..
tis really add on to my fan.. why am i suffering all tis?? i am SUX in lurv matter man.. shouldnt come to me.. if i am good den i will be brave enough to tell tat ppl i like him le.. so dun depend on me too much to give u a good ans to tat lurv matter.. i guess i myself oso need to think abt it le.. if not.. die le.. =((((
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Sunday, October 08, 2006
my camp end le.. let recap ba.. haha..
friday..
reach sch at ard 4plus and no ppl there neh.. so sianz.. so i sit alone den wait for others to come.. den soon.. more ppl come le. den we walk to blk 18 our sleeping area.. den ard 5plus.. most of the ppl reach le.. den the very first ting to do is to discuss our flag design.. so we crack our head and do.. finally design ias up.. got igloo.. and the penguins.. lolx.. the penguins i think veyr veyr ugly neh.. but they say look cute.. to me is ugly neh.. haiz.. nvm.. dun care.. haha.. den after tat.. we go have our dinner.. den come back we started to paint our flag.. paint and paint.. finally finish painting and it was 1plus le.. so we went to bath.. got me shuling qiuwen and xinyi.. den on the way.. got cockroach.. eee.. den xinyi shout.. i gen zhe shout.. cos u kn la.. i very timid de lo.. den toilet oso got cockroach la.. den we very scare.. so me and xinyi decided to wait for qiuwen and shuling to bath finish den we bath.. haha.. den soon.. the rest come le.. dem we went back for debrief den we go sleep le..
saturday..
woke up at 8.15am.. cos too sleepy le.. the nite wasnt peaceful.. cos of some sound.. den woke the rest up la.. try alot of time.. very difficult to wake them up.. haiz.. den after tat had our breakfast and went for rope course.. and stupid grass la.. i hurt my legs.. i think i la dao my legs la.. so nv play much oso.. haiz.. den after tat have our lunch at beauty world and den went back discussion for our skit but later skit was cancel cos we really no time.. den ard 3plus we start our games station.. quite fun.. den ard 5plus we had pur amazing race.. due to the haze.. we are allow to take bus.. the whole race is fun cos i can nv imagine actually can play all tis kind of stuffs.. lolx.. den come back at ard 8plus and have our dinner.. dinner is pizza.. hehe.. yummy.. but i only eat 2.. cos full le.. den after tat go bath lo.. den victor tell us story abt the gal toilet after we finish bathin.. den after tat go back do abit on our identities and dedn go to blk 72 for debrief and most scarly things.. night walk.. idiot.. i scream almost all station lo.. my heart is really like comin out.. den when really nth de hor.. tat tommy and tat jasper scare me la.. one come rushin down the stairs another keep quiet hide behind the door.. den zhen de xia dao la.. den when endin.. stupid dummy was push down by dunno who.. den i shock and shout.. den sq la.. evil smile.. chuxiang oso la.. den i quickly walk back to room la.. den when reach room.. you bei xia dao la.. cos outside cant view inside de la.. den i push the door.. qiuwen pull the door den i suddenly saw here.. i shout again.. den they all laugh la.. stupid pig.. sobsob.. den they actually still wan plot to xia wo de lo.. end up zhen de bei xia dao.. ke lian de wo.. sob sob.. den after tat play poker wit some of them.. den ard 5plus den i sleep..
sunday..
today wake up at nearly 9.30am.. den wash up.. den jiu debrief le.. after att jiu go home le.. den reach home at ard 12plus la.. bath and den sleep le.. sleep until 6plus.. lolx.. pig lei.. haha.. den bath again.. go downstairs de foodcourt eat dinner.. den go msia wit my auntie le.. maybe fri den go home ba.. haha.. can see xuanxuan again.. hehe..
**rain.. sorry la.. i not purposely de.. i kn i wan see them la.. but it crashes wit my camp and i forgot.. sorry.. dun angry wit me la.. i kn everytime u jio me go out den i nv go de.. i kn i in wrong la.. i oso kn i long time nv go out wit u le.. and long time no see lucify le.. so sorry.. i promise no next time le.. i will email shinya de.. sorry la.. yuan liang wo ba.. =(
friday..
reach sch at ard 4plus and no ppl there neh.. so sianz.. so i sit alone den wait for others to come.. den soon.. more ppl come le. den we walk to blk 18 our sleeping area.. den ard 5plus.. most of the ppl reach le.. den the very first ting to do is to discuss our flag design.. so we crack our head and do.. finally design ias up.. got igloo.. and the penguins.. lolx.. the penguins i think veyr veyr ugly neh.. but they say look cute.. to me is ugly neh.. haiz.. nvm.. dun care.. haha.. den after tat.. we go have our dinner.. den come back we started to paint our flag.. paint and paint.. finally finish painting and it was 1plus le.. so we went to bath.. got me shuling qiuwen and xinyi.. den on the way.. got cockroach.. eee.. den xinyi shout.. i gen zhe shout.. cos u kn la.. i very timid de lo.. den toilet oso got cockroach la.. den we very scare.. so me and xinyi decided to wait for qiuwen and shuling to bath finish den we bath.. haha.. den soon.. the rest come le.. dem we went back for debrief den we go sleep le..
saturday..
woke up at 8.15am.. cos too sleepy le.. the nite wasnt peaceful.. cos of some sound.. den woke the rest up la.. try alot of time.. very difficult to wake them up.. haiz.. den after tat had our breakfast and went for rope course.. and stupid grass la.. i hurt my legs.. i think i la dao my legs la.. so nv play much oso.. haiz.. den after tat have our lunch at beauty world and den went back discussion for our skit but later skit was cancel cos we really no time.. den ard 3plus we start our games station.. quite fun.. den ard 5plus we had pur amazing race.. due to the haze.. we are allow to take bus.. the whole race is fun cos i can nv imagine actually can play all tis kind of stuffs.. lolx.. den come back at ard 8plus and have our dinner.. dinner is pizza.. hehe.. yummy.. but i only eat 2.. cos full le.. den after tat go bath lo.. den victor tell us story abt the gal toilet after we finish bathin.. den after tat go back do abit on our identities and dedn go to blk 72 for debrief and most scarly things.. night walk.. idiot.. i scream almost all station lo.. my heart is really like comin out.. den when really nth de hor.. tat tommy and tat jasper scare me la.. one come rushin down the stairs another keep quiet hide behind the door.. den zhen de xia dao la.. den when endin.. stupid dummy was push down by dunno who.. den i shock and shout.. den sq la.. evil smile.. chuxiang oso la.. den i quickly walk back to room la.. den when reach room.. you bei xia dao la.. cos outside cant view inside de la.. den i push the door.. qiuwen pull the door den i suddenly saw here.. i shout again.. den they all laugh la.. stupid pig.. sobsob.. den they actually still wan plot to xia wo de lo.. end up zhen de bei xia dao.. ke lian de wo.. sob sob.. den after tat play poker wit some of them.. den ard 5plus den i sleep..
sunday..
today wake up at nearly 9.30am.. den wash up.. den jiu debrief le.. after att jiu go home le.. den reach home at ard 12plus la.. bath and den sleep le.. sleep until 6plus.. lolx.. pig lei.. haha.. den bath again.. go downstairs de foodcourt eat dinner.. den go msia wit my auntie le.. maybe fri den go home ba.. haha.. can see xuanxuan again.. hehe..
**rain.. sorry la.. i not purposely de.. i kn i wan see them la.. but it crashes wit my camp and i forgot.. sorry.. dun angry wit me la.. i kn everytime u jio me go out den i nv go de.. i kn i in wrong la.. i oso kn i long time nv go out wit u le.. and long time no see lucify le.. so sorry.. i promise no next time le.. i will email shinya de.. sorry la.. yuan liang wo ba.. =(
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Friday, October 06, 2006
today is the day.. i am going for a 3days 2 nites camp le.. abit scare.. cos tis is the first time i overnite in np ma.. den i so timid de.. haha.. so la.. scary.. >.<
dunno why.. today de mood bu shi hen hao la.. maybe cos of ytd ba.. and i alrdy say lo.. he tis kind of ppl sure last min dun wan go de.. see i nv guess wrongly.. indeed.. he might not be going le.. i dunno why la.. he say he bz.. dunno whether true ma.. everytime wat he say i cannot believe de.. so lo.. ytd ask him do tat test.. the test which rain send me.. and i was damn hurt la.. he put me on the left down.. and it means the one u hate.. and when i saw the ans.. i really feel like crying lo.. but i nv la.. den i told him i sad le la.. cos he hate me.. he den say no la.. is he purposely put de.. cos he say tat words look like human.. so he alrdy kn ans will be smth like tat.. so he put me there.. den he keep smilin la.. but i still hurt la.. told rain abt it.. she say dun care so much.. tis only a game.. nth much.. i oso kn la.. haiz.. den ytd oso talk to sq.. he talk alot la.. but nth get into my brain lei.. i still dunno wat i should do.. and i kn smth which i shouldnt be knowing.. he agree to go out wit others.. but when i ask him out.. he jing ran last min dun wan.. hurt again.. i dunno la.. like wat others say.. maybe he not the one for me.. but the lurv for him is too deep le.. cannot control de.. he make me tot i might actually hav a chance to be a close fren to him first.. but now.. things did change.. jus cos i mia in msn for almost a week.. haiz.. xin hen luan ye shi.. dunno la.. if i give up now.. u see la.. next few days.. i will come back saying my heart hurt and i cant let go.. but if i dun give up.. hurtin myself day by day.. seein him make me think of wat happen everytime.. if i tell him i like him.. ans will be be frenz better.. tis is the ans i got last time.. haiz.. bu zhi dao bu zhi dao.. wo xi huan hen tong ku neh.. zhen de hen tong ku!!! sometime i hate him.. sometime i like him.. is tis all call mix up?? i dunno wat i wan.. i really dunno.. arghz.. god pls help.. guide me to where i should head for.. luan luan.. someone who kn wat to do oso guide me along.. i in need of help!!!
dunno why.. today de mood bu shi hen hao la.. maybe cos of ytd ba.. and i alrdy say lo.. he tis kind of ppl sure last min dun wan go de.. see i nv guess wrongly.. indeed.. he might not be going le.. i dunno why la.. he say he bz.. dunno whether true ma.. everytime wat he say i cannot believe de.. so lo.. ytd ask him do tat test.. the test which rain send me.. and i was damn hurt la.. he put me on the left down.. and it means the one u hate.. and when i saw the ans.. i really feel like crying lo.. but i nv la.. den i told him i sad le la.. cos he hate me.. he den say no la.. is he purposely put de.. cos he say tat words look like human.. so he alrdy kn ans will be smth like tat.. so he put me there.. den he keep smilin la.. but i still hurt la.. told rain abt it.. she say dun care so much.. tis only a game.. nth much.. i oso kn la.. haiz.. den ytd oso talk to sq.. he talk alot la.. but nth get into my brain lei.. i still dunno wat i should do.. and i kn smth which i shouldnt be knowing.. he agree to go out wit others.. but when i ask him out.. he jing ran last min dun wan.. hurt again.. i dunno la.. like wat others say.. maybe he not the one for me.. but the lurv for him is too deep le.. cannot control de.. he make me tot i might actually hav a chance to be a close fren to him first.. but now.. things did change.. jus cos i mia in msn for almost a week.. haiz.. xin hen luan ye shi.. dunno la.. if i give up now.. u see la.. next few days.. i will come back saying my heart hurt and i cant let go.. but if i dun give up.. hurtin myself day by day.. seein him make me think of wat happen everytime.. if i tell him i like him.. ans will be be frenz better.. tis is the ans i got last time.. haiz.. bu zhi dao bu zhi dao.. wo xi huan hen tong ku neh.. zhen de hen tong ku!!! sometime i hate him.. sometime i like him.. is tis all call mix up?? i dunno wat i wan.. i really dunno.. arghz.. god pls help.. guide me to where i should head for.. luan luan.. someone who kn wat to do oso guide me along.. i in need of help!!!
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wah.. today go out wit the group of GLs.. we go buy our identities de stuffs lo.. den i was late neh.. lolx.. cos mummy lo.. so late den come back.. when i wan go still tell me buy breakfast le.. ask me eat le den go.. den no choice.. eat lo.. den reach orchard.. they all go eat again.. but i nv eat la.. me and vivian no eat.. haha.. den after they eat.. we went off to look for our stuffs le.. looking until ard 4plus.. den all went diff direction le.. haha.. den i went home lo.. after tat at nite meet jazz.. ask her accompany me go buy those stuffs for our identify.. den after tat go help my niece buy new clothes.. haha.. cute cute neh.. all so nice.. feel like buy all.. but cannot la.. haha.. den talk to jazz alot.. we go sit down at mos burger.. chat chat.. long time no talk talk le.. haha.. den ard 10plus den leave cwp.. haha.. so late leh.. haiz..
ya.. tml trainin camp le.. abit not feelin easy abt it.. haiz.. altot he coming but it hurt me more when see him.. wat can i do?? nth.. there is really nth to do abt it.. hurt me damn lot lo.. arghz.. saw the ppl de blog again.. and hurt me more.. haiz.. cant say anything.. think back la.. from the very 1st time i saw him.. i nv happy b4 lo.. worry abt tis abt tat.. hurt me more den ever lo.. wan to give up.. but it remind me of him everytime.. wat should i do to stop tis?? hurt alot lo.. feelin upset and heart break too.. tell him the truth tat i liek him.. no.. tis wun work too.. haiz.. jus sad la!!!!!! when he nv turn up for my bdae.. he come over and keep chattin wit me.. now he disappear.. he nv chat wit me.. jus bcos i nv online.. nv go find him.. it hurt me la.. when i wan give up u keep appearin.. when i decided not to giv up.. u disappear.. arghz.. lao tian ye.. bu yao zai zuo nong wo le.. wo de xin hen tong!!!
ya.. tml trainin camp le.. abit not feelin easy abt it.. haiz.. altot he coming but it hurt me more when see him.. wat can i do?? nth.. there is really nth to do abt it.. hurt me damn lot lo.. arghz.. saw the ppl de blog again.. and hurt me more.. haiz.. cant say anything.. think back la.. from the very 1st time i saw him.. i nv happy b4 lo.. worry abt tis abt tat.. hurt me more den ever lo.. wan to give up.. but it remind me of him everytime.. wat should i do to stop tis?? hurt alot lo.. feelin upset and heart break too.. tell him the truth tat i liek him.. no.. tis wun work too.. haiz.. jus sad la!!!!!! when he nv turn up for my bdae.. he come over and keep chattin wit me.. now he disappear.. he nv chat wit me.. jus bcos i nv online.. nv go find him.. it hurt me la.. when i wan give up u keep appearin.. when i decided not to giv up.. u disappear.. arghz.. lao tian ye.. bu yao zai zuo nong wo le.. wo de xin hen tong!!!
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Wednesday, October 04, 2006
currently.. i am back in my hse.. lolx.. hehe.. i still lurv my laptop alot sia.. cos i haven been online for so many days.. den hor.. tat rain go put i mia sia.. lolx.. i nv mia.. i jus nv online only ma.. haiyo.. anyhow.. wahaha.. but at my cousin hse quite bored.. but i feel quite happy oso la.. cos of my 2 nephews and 1 niece to play wit me.. lolx.. i lurv them lot lot sia.. hehe.. and sun after my camp i going back again.. hehe.. pass few days very nan guo sia.. everyday same routine.. wake up see tv help da jie play wit xiangfeng and chunjie den nite sleep after watchin yue le bai fen bai wit my cousin.. haha.. my er jie and biao mei goin to open a shop on facial de.. hehe.. next time cango facial le.. hoho.. cheap cheap ar.. hehe.. den if not wrong er jie fu going to open car wash shop.. wah.. got car wash and got facial neh.. hehe.. den today come back sg wit lingling jiejie de bf.. zilong korkor.. den he oso doing mlm de.. he talk to me oso.. lolx.. kinda like askin me join his company in sg.. but too bad.. i wun join.. if i wan join i should hav continue wit leen.. lolx.. cos i no faith in myself ma.. so dun wan.. den he told me he wan giv me a bottle of dunno wat la.. say good for my face de.. lingling jiejie eat b4 le.. say got use.. hehe.. can bian mei mei ma?? lolx.. den today go lingling jiejie hse oso got do smth.. den hehe.. quite satisfied.. hehe.. going to work hard again.. lolx..
i guess nth much le.. so i post some pics.. hehe..
^_^tis is chunjie oh.. he trying to pull my hp de chain.. he very cute and he lurv to smile..^_^
^_^another him.. upclose.. hoho.. sitting on his "sport car"..^_^
^_^tis is qixuan.. but i call her xuanxuan.. izit she clever.. haven one mth kn how to suck her "tutu" le.. she kn how to sheng her tongue sia.. da jie say she very tan chi.. lolx..^_^
**stupid de.. some pics keep cant upload.. other next time den i upload le.. haha.. so see ya.. tml goin to orchard wit other GLs.. cos to get the identity lo.. haha.. and jus now someone help me smth.. hehe.. confirm unattach.. and he is coming to the camp on fri.. wahha.. thank to tat guy who help me.. i kn u kn can le.. hehe.. hope can talk to him during the camp ba.. and hope he dun jus come one day.. =)
i guess nth much le.. so i post some pics.. hehe..
^_^tis is chunjie oh.. he trying to pull my hp de chain.. he very cute and he lurv to smile..^_^
^_^another him.. upclose.. hoho.. sitting on his "sport car"..^_^
^_^tis is qixuan.. but i call her xuanxuan.. izit she clever.. haven one mth kn how to suck her "tutu" le.. she kn how to sheng her tongue sia.. da jie say she very tan chi.. lolx..^_^
**stupid de.. some pics keep cant upload.. other next time den i upload le.. haha.. so see ya.. tml goin to orchard wit other GLs.. cos to get the identity lo.. haha.. and jus now someone help me smth.. hehe.. confirm unattach.. and he is coming to the camp on fri.. wahha.. thank to tat guy who help me.. i kn u kn can le.. hehe.. hope can talk to him during the camp ba.. and hope he dun jus come one day.. =)
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Sunday, October 01, 2006
currently now in msia.. at my ah yi.. helping my da jie lo.. she jus give birth ma.. den baby so cute.. hehe.. everyday talk to her.. open eyes big big see u.. lolx.. let start wit ytd de thingy ba..
saturday
wake up at 8plus in the morning den ard 9plus jiu leave hse le.. den travel to msia le.. alone neh.. haha.. den reach msia at 10plus.. san yi so slow lo.. i waited for her for 20mins den she arrive.. haiyo.. but nvm.. hehe.. den after tat reach er yi hse at 12noon.. haha.. den after tat jiu rot at home la.. cos dvd player is in da jie room.. not at living room.. make me tot can see my show.. but too bad.. haha.. den now my nephew xiangfeng is currently havin chicken pox la.. haiyo.. ma fan.. dne scare he pass germs to baby la.. hav to stop him from entering room and gettin close to baby.. den wei xiong kor kor come see da jie.. xiangfeng cry and cry.. cos he is afraid of him.. den me hav to accompany him inside my ah yi room lo.. play cars.. his fav.. haha.. den at nite jiu online awhile.. saw his nick.. hurt me.. den talk to leen abt it.. den she ask me dun be sad.. still say maybe he is talkin abt me.. lolx.. how can tat be.. den i told her alot of things.. den she say me not ugly.. me cute.. lolx.. everyone only say i cute.. diaoz.. haha.. but maybe tat good ma.. haha... but suan le.. if he really got another gal in mind.. wat for i still join in.. haiz.. my life only i can say..
sunday
today wake up at 10plus.. cos of xiangfeng la.. he press his car de music.. veyr noisy.. den 8plus baby oso wake me up.. cos bathing cry la.. haiz.. so la.. den today nth to do sia.. got la.. feed baby drink milk.. haha.. den online awhile.. nite going see dinner wit ah ma they all le.. leave da jie baby and my cousin at home.. haha.. cos da jie cant go.. so sad.. haiz.. k la.. tat all le.. next time got time den update la.. haiz..
saturday
wake up at 8plus in the morning den ard 9plus jiu leave hse le.. den travel to msia le.. alone neh.. haha.. den reach msia at 10plus.. san yi so slow lo.. i waited for her for 20mins den she arrive.. haiyo.. but nvm.. hehe.. den after tat reach er yi hse at 12noon.. haha.. den after tat jiu rot at home la.. cos dvd player is in da jie room.. not at living room.. make me tot can see my show.. but too bad.. haha.. den now my nephew xiangfeng is currently havin chicken pox la.. haiyo.. ma fan.. dne scare he pass germs to baby la.. hav to stop him from entering room and gettin close to baby.. den wei xiong kor kor come see da jie.. xiangfeng cry and cry.. cos he is afraid of him.. den me hav to accompany him inside my ah yi room lo.. play cars.. his fav.. haha.. den at nite jiu online awhile.. saw his nick.. hurt me.. den talk to leen abt it.. den she ask me dun be sad.. still say maybe he is talkin abt me.. lolx.. how can tat be.. den i told her alot of things.. den she say me not ugly.. me cute.. lolx.. everyone only say i cute.. diaoz.. haha.. but maybe tat good ma.. haha... but suan le.. if he really got another gal in mind.. wat for i still join in.. haiz.. my life only i can say..
sunday
today wake up at 10plus.. cos of xiangfeng la.. he press his car de music.. veyr noisy.. den 8plus baby oso wake me up.. cos bathing cry la.. haiz.. so la.. den today nth to do sia.. got la.. feed baby drink milk.. haha.. den online awhile.. nite going see dinner wit ah ma they all le.. leave da jie baby and my cousin at home.. haha.. cos da jie cant go.. so sad.. haiz.. k la.. tat all le.. next time got time den update la.. haiz..
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