Saturday, August 23, 2008
another week had passed. haha! time flew! the whole week had been good. the children didnt behave themselves during the absence of ms rozita. they were trying to be funny. -.- took over the class and i tell you it had been quite difficult. i had to talk even louder than them so that they could hear me. i cant imagine next time i am going to take 20plus children. now i feel that attachment was much much better cause i took lesser children. haha! and now i lose my voice. i cant sing liao. my voice will be gone. oh my! plus my sore throat not really okay. hmm. sianx! please bless me and let me recover!
tomorrow will be a date with kuku, rain and my baby precious. heex! cant wait to see them. so long never see them liao. haha! and i bought a set of cutie for my baby precious. hopefully she can wear. =D i really love all those cute little things for baby girl. haha! but dont even noe will get marry not. LOL! no people date me mah now. so no hope for now. haha! next time remember kays if i give birth to baby girl must buy cute cute things for my baby kays. if give birth to baby boy must buy man man things for him. wahaha! i think toooo much liao lah! =X
anyway, i wasnt feeling very happy recently. i feel damn sad and i dont noe what to do. feel so stress also. maybe it is really the time to settle everything for once. haish! i tried to tell it to someone. but no one understands. haish. maybe it is time for me to wake up. wake up from depending on people. i should be on my own and settle things myself. be brave and everything will be fine. =) wish me luck people. wednesday will be my doom day. =[
tomorrow will be a date with kuku, rain and my baby precious. heex! cant wait to see them. so long never see them liao. haha! and i bought a set of cutie for my baby precious. hopefully she can wear. =D i really love all those cute little things for baby girl. haha! but dont even noe will get marry not. LOL! no people date me mah now. so no hope for now. haha! next time remember kays if i give birth to baby girl must buy cute cute things for my baby kays. if give birth to baby boy must buy man man things for him. wahaha! i think toooo much liao lah! =X
anyway, i wasnt feeling very happy recently. i feel damn sad and i dont noe what to do. feel so stress also. maybe it is really the time to settle everything for once. haish! i tried to tell it to someone. but no one understands. haish. maybe it is time for me to wake up. wake up from depending on people. i should be on my own and settle things myself. be brave and everything will be fine. =) wish me luck people. wednesday will be my doom day. =[
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Monday, August 18, 2008
oh so stupid! my sat night out was cancelled! why? cause I WAS SICK! officially declared sick last weekend. i chiong through the month of july for attachment and now i fall sick. i had a hard time at home. my throat was sooo pain that i wish i could stop myself from swallowing. then legs are sooo suan. cause of the 10mins frog jump with the children. haha! super sad when i cant go and play. haish!
now throat still okay. but then cannot sing songs lah. today tried to sing with the children. no sound lah! but okay lah. everything still alright. children are still behaving. =D okay today my baby soo funny. he cried like mad when he saw me. kept asking me to hug him but i want to go to the toilet. thus he was shouting in the class. the moment i hug him he kept quiet. haha. recently he sees me he will cry want me to hug him. must be very long never see me. haha! i always smile when i see my babies! =D
i want go out man! i need to have fun. maybe sun going out with kuku and rain and my baby precious. haha! i miss her. i want to hug her leh!! haha! oh ya teacher's day coming. and meaning my bdae coming! but i dont look forward to my bdae. cause it would be a day spend in childcare with my babies. cause discoverers having holiday. thus should be with my babies. haha. or maybe no work? haha! oh ya. outing with the teachers will be on 31 august. going to desaru. first time going oversea with frenx and not family. i cant wait for it to come. heex!
wait for me kays!
now throat still okay. but then cannot sing songs lah. today tried to sing with the children. no sound lah! but okay lah. everything still alright. children are still behaving. =D okay today my baby soo funny. he cried like mad when he saw me. kept asking me to hug him but i want to go to the toilet. thus he was shouting in the class. the moment i hug him he kept quiet. haha. recently he sees me he will cry want me to hug him. must be very long never see me. haha! i always smile when i see my babies! =D
i want go out man! i need to have fun. maybe sun going out with kuku and rain and my baby precious. haha! i miss her. i want to hug her leh!! haha! oh ya teacher's day coming. and meaning my bdae coming! but i dont look forward to my bdae. cause it would be a day spend in childcare with my babies. cause discoverers having holiday. thus should be with my babies. haha. or maybe no work? haha! oh ya. outing with the teachers will be on 31 august. going to desaru. first time going oversea with frenx and not family. i cant wait for it to come. heex!
wait for me kays!
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Tuesday, August 12, 2008
2 days of work at the discoverers class. it was another experience. but i still miss my little ones. but the discoverers children are cute. haha! they sang "i love you" at the end of class and i received tonnes of hugs on the first day of work! wah!! I LOVE HUGS!!
work from 8.30am to 4.30pm. then on monday and tuesday night got tuition from 7.30pm to 9pm and 8pm to 9.30pm respectively. so i dont have any spare time for myself left. sianx. i need time to relax. so i am going out this weekend. haha. a night spend with my sweetie and frenx on sat. actually i cant wait for it to come. heex! =D
oh ya! do you noe. hao nephew is sooo cute! he still remembers what i thought him. haha! the conversation went on like this. mummy called san yi house. and hao nephew answered the phone.
hao nephew: "hello"
me: "di, bubble bubbles then?"
hao nephew: "bubbles bubbles splash!"
me, mummy and ah wei biao ge were laughing like mad! wahaha!
then another conversation the other day.
me: "xiao gu jiao ni she me?"
hao nephew: "bao bei.... pi!"
me: "then si yi po jiao ni she me?"
hao nephew: "da bian!"
me: "then biao gu leh?"
hao nephew: "xiao bian"
me: "da da biao shu leh?"
hao nephew: "jian!"
wah kaox i tell you i laugh till mad lah! and now he loves to say this sentence. "see you tomonono" which means see you tomorrow. he doesnt noe how to pronounce tomorrow. damn damn funny! i laugh until i roll on the floor. wahaha!
that the joke of the day! you got to see his reactions. haha! xD
work from 8.30am to 4.30pm. then on monday and tuesday night got tuition from 7.30pm to 9pm and 8pm to 9.30pm respectively. so i dont have any spare time for myself left. sianx. i need time to relax. so i am going out this weekend. haha. a night spend with my sweetie and frenx on sat. actually i cant wait for it to come. heex! =D
oh ya! do you noe. hao nephew is sooo cute! he still remembers what i thought him. haha! the conversation went on like this. mummy called san yi house. and hao nephew answered the phone.
hao nephew: "hello"
me: "di, bubble bubbles then?"
hao nephew: "bubbles bubbles splash!"
me, mummy and ah wei biao ge were laughing like mad! wahaha!
then another conversation the other day.
me: "xiao gu jiao ni she me?"
hao nephew: "bao bei.... pi!"
me: "then si yi po jiao ni she me?"
hao nephew: "da bian!"
me: "then biao gu leh?"
hao nephew: "xiao bian"
me: "da da biao shu leh?"
hao nephew: "jian!"
wah kaox i tell you i laugh till mad lah! and now he loves to say this sentence. "see you tomonono" which means see you tomorrow. he doesnt noe how to pronounce tomorrow. damn damn funny! i laugh until i roll on the floor. wahaha!
that the joke of the day! you got to see his reactions. haha! xD
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Saturday, August 09, 2008
forget about the past girl. the present and the future is much better and it is waiting for you at the far end. catch up please. =)
yesterday went back to my attachment centre for ndp celebration. and i saw my kids. i feel so happy when they still remember me! =) they were hugging and kissing me all the way. haha! i brought hao nephew along too. and he had a good time playing with the children. i cant bear to leave them after that. but lucky enough. i am going back to work starting from monday. =) but i going to the discoverers class. haha. not my toddlers and n1. but i still get to see them. how happy. =))
at night i went to watch a movie! money not enough 2. and a whole gang of people went to watch. heex. got my godsis and her family, my mummy, biao ge and hao nephew. haha! it was a nice movie. very funny. but it became very very upset after that. annabelle godsis even cried lah. and she cried damn loud. we believed that the guy beside her must be thinking this little girl really got a lot of feeling. haha! i did not cry but i did tear a little. when i saw that part sending the mother to the old folks home i really feel sad. i wonder why children want to send their parents there. i mean parents are the one who earn a lot of money to feed them to bring them up. why are some children so mean to their parents? i cant understand. but i wont do that. my parents are so precious to me. i love my family! =) although some times really cant stand them for nagging, i know their naggings are always good for me. =D
today is national day! HAPPY 43th BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE! initially i wanted to go to the esplanade to see the firework. but i did not in the end. it was raining and i find it a trouble. so i stayed at home the whole day. what a boring holiday. i want to have fun. but i just cant find any fun. haish. and suddenly i feel so empty. i feel lost too. i also dont noe how. and now i realised i no longer need love. what i need is just a little bit of happiness. my frenx smile will make me happy. and my littles tots smile will make my day. =) i feel great. tomorrow another free day for me. that is the end of my one week break. haha! enjoy my day again! =DD
yesterday went back to my attachment centre for ndp celebration. and i saw my kids. i feel so happy when they still remember me! =) they were hugging and kissing me all the way. haha! i brought hao nephew along too. and he had a good time playing with the children. i cant bear to leave them after that. but lucky enough. i am going back to work starting from monday. =) but i going to the discoverers class. haha. not my toddlers and n1. but i still get to see them. how happy. =))
at night i went to watch a movie! money not enough 2. and a whole gang of people went to watch. heex. got my godsis and her family, my mummy, biao ge and hao nephew. haha! it was a nice movie. very funny. but it became very very upset after that. annabelle godsis even cried lah. and she cried damn loud. we believed that the guy beside her must be thinking this little girl really got a lot of feeling. haha! i did not cry but i did tear a little. when i saw that part sending the mother to the old folks home i really feel sad. i wonder why children want to send their parents there. i mean parents are the one who earn a lot of money to feed them to bring them up. why are some children so mean to their parents? i cant understand. but i wont do that. my parents are so precious to me. i love my family! =) although some times really cant stand them for nagging, i know their naggings are always good for me. =D
today is national day! HAPPY 43th BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE! initially i wanted to go to the esplanade to see the firework. but i did not in the end. it was raining and i find it a trouble. so i stayed at home the whole day. what a boring holiday. i want to have fun. but i just cant find any fun. haish. and suddenly i feel so empty. i feel lost too. i also dont noe how. and now i realised i no longer need love. what i need is just a little bit of happiness. my frenx smile will make me happy. and my littles tots smile will make my day. =) i feel great. tomorrow another free day for me. that is the end of my one week break. haha! enjoy my day again! =DD
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Thursday, August 07, 2008
oh yeah! finally i saw something which i love. haha. a new blogskin to indicate my feeling now. haha! relax is how i am feeling now. =)
and something is bothering me right now. i am really feeling very vexed. i dont noe what i should do. i told sweetie and her replied was put a full stop to it. i dont noe if i should do that. this matter actually came to a full stop after several months. and it had been 6 months. i thought i already put it behind my mind. but it doesnt seems that i really put it behind. haish.
after several months of not contacting, suddenly he came back again. he started all his talking and chatting with me again. initally i felt that okay lah since we are still frenx. but later i realised i no longer treat him as frenx. there are other meaning to it. and plus he actually said things which made me feel very regret. i became the middle of his and his gf relationship. somehow i feel bad. later today i said something which i think i shouldnt. he told me he was sick and my replied was ya then what you want me to do. i know i deserve the scolding lah. i dont usually do that to my frenx. and i feel hurt from the way he said things. i dont noe why. i actually cried cause of what he said. sweetie told me to ignore but i cant. i tried to say sorry and asked him how is he feeling. but no reply. maybe i am really very guo fen bah.
haish. what should i do? continue all this? apologise again? i dont noe. haish. i tried all i can. but i dont think i will be able to turn back again. =( it made me feel sad and hurt. ='(
and something is bothering me right now. i am really feeling very vexed. i dont noe what i should do. i told sweetie and her replied was put a full stop to it. i dont noe if i should do that. this matter actually came to a full stop after several months. and it had been 6 months. i thought i already put it behind my mind. but it doesnt seems that i really put it behind. haish.
after several months of not contacting, suddenly he came back again. he started all his talking and chatting with me again. initally i felt that okay lah since we are still frenx. but later i realised i no longer treat him as frenx. there are other meaning to it. and plus he actually said things which made me feel very regret. i became the middle of his and his gf relationship. somehow i feel bad. later today i said something which i think i shouldnt. he told me he was sick and my replied was ya then what you want me to do. i know i deserve the scolding lah. i dont usually do that to my frenx. and i feel hurt from the way he said things. i dont noe why. i actually cried cause of what he said. sweetie told me to ignore but i cant. i tried to say sorry and asked him how is he feeling. but no reply. maybe i am really very guo fen bah.
haish. what should i do? continue all this? apologise again? i dont noe. haish. i tried all i can. but i dont think i will be able to turn back again. =( it made me feel sad and hurt. ='(
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Sunday, August 03, 2008
finally. FP3.1 had officially declared a full stop. everything comes to an end. attachment was a good experience. working with the little ones make me feel so energtic sometimes. haha! wasnt it a good thing? somehow i dont feel happy when it comes to an end. i miss my children. i love their laughter and their hugs and kisses. when will i be back there to receive all their hugs and kisses again? i wonder!
10 weeks of holiday. i am super excited. but i wish to find a job. maybe i shall rest for 2 weeks before i start to hunt for a job. most preferably childcare again! haha! i shall see how bah. if not just continue to teach tuition during holiday bah. =)
holiday is a good time for me to catch up with my loves. haha! shopping movies and many many things. i can never miss. what a wonderful time for me. and i miss clubbing too. i sure date my loves there again. phuture here i come! heex. =D
holiday here i come! heex heex~
10 weeks of holiday. i am super excited. but i wish to find a job. maybe i shall rest for 2 weeks before i start to hunt for a job. most preferably childcare again! haha! i shall see how bah. if not just continue to teach tuition during holiday bah. =)
holiday is a good time for me to catch up with my loves. haha! shopping movies and many many things. i can never miss. what a wonderful time for me. and i miss clubbing too. i sure date my loves there again. phuture here i come! heex. =D
holiday here i come! heex heex~
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