today i went back to rss.. but it was so dumb enough.. we cant go in until 11am.. what the hell.. so we went to causeway point to hang around.. we even queue for munchy donut and bought one dozen back for our dear teachers.. =)

went back to school after that and i got the number 95.. haha.. so funny ar.. 20minutes late got so many people there liao.. =.= then saw miss chithra and mdm ho but they were talking to other students so we went to look for miss lim.. haha.. as usual.. they were so glad to see us back.. we talked about the past.. hmm.. such a nice memories.. i really miss those times.. alright.. marvin asked miss lim some personal questions and everyone was bursting into laughter.. haha.. so cool.. =DD then saw mr kok.. mr andy wong.. mdm sarojini.. miss ong.. mdm mattews.. mrs lee.. hu lao shi.. practically all the teachers still remember us.. heex..

took photos with the teachers.. heex.. nice nice.. =)) take a look bah.. =D

after which.. me gary and weeling went for suki sushi buffet.. nice one.. but i got very very full after that.. i couldnt take it anymore.. and i am so upset with jazz.. she didnt turn up after that.. she promise to come.. but in the end she didnt even go back riverside.. haish.. =((

today was a pleasant day.. a day with lots of fond memories.. we should always live in nice and sweet memories.. =))

the rain is mad today! it was pouring like crazy.. i got stuck at home.. couldnt leave my house at 12.15pm.. so i postponed the time from 1pm to 2pm.. but i was late.. haha.. selene was early ar.. lolx..

we went to marina square.. to search for the shop as selene wanted to buy tshirt.. but we couldnt find the shop.. so we went to IT fair.. saw xinyi and maxine selling the lemon products.. haha.. disturb them for a while i went off to search for creative store.. walked and walked finally we saw.. haha.. then went over to compact and disturb tommy!! haha.. he was there standing like model lah.. LOL~ then walked and walked.. saw robin!! his eyes opened very big when he saw us walked pass lah.. haha.. after which we went to level 6 to see the accessories.. and we saw sq and qiuwen.. lol!! see ghost le lah!! so many people working there.. =.= then i think i saw my secondary school frenx also.. omg lah!! and i saw someone too.. lol.. better dont enclosed.. =.=

today be it a short post bah.. just wanted to write something down.. and i got my M2 memory card.. gotta return selene money when i got my pay.. anyway.. i thanks selene for accompanying me today.. we had hagen ice cream!! haha.. nice one!! =D

i start to miss eve and evern liao.. haiyo.. lousy me!!

hello!! yup today surprise party was a success.. everything passed.. and everyone had fun.. people crying.. and i did it.. i didnt cry when i was watching video.. but i did burst out crying today.. due to an irresponsible guy!! i simply hate what he had done.. nevermind forget about him will do.. alright.. everything went well as what it was being plan.. just that certain stuffs were cut away.. but anyway everything well off smoothly lah.. i had fun.. laughter everywhere.. =)) but also got sadness lah.. let me elaborate on more bah.. =D

okay the surprise part was rather fun.. haha.. everyone standby at the door and waiting patiently for them to come.. but it was being dragged.. we managed to start an hour later.. due to some meetings before that.. treasure hunt well.. everything move so fast can.. water bomb was a crazy one.. all become siao one loh.. then i so ke lian can.. eve evern and robin attacted me.. i didnt do anything.. =/ so mad lah.. haha but it was super fun loh.. but too bad they are bad enough to accidentally throw the bags onto eve's eyes.. and her eyes so painful lah.. then everything stopped.. and robin got the worse.. haha.. he was the target for the rest of the time.. haha.. finally we found the cards.. and everyone went to change.. =))

the party time was fun.. the cake was nice.. i took a bite of the cake eve gave it to me.. nice.. thanks nic for introducing me a nice web to order cake.. shall order it next time man.. haha.. then everyone was grabbing a bite of the food.. but i didnt.. cause dont feel like eating.. as usual lah.. worried about later on de stuffs.. but everything so nice can.. performances by year 1 look cool.. but due to junwei gong-ness.. he told me stuffs which i shouldnt noe.. haha.. but definitely funny can.. tommy was acting yvonne and junwei was acting chuxiang.. mad lah.. did i really do all that he did?? lolx.. i also dont noe.. haha.. he even dance da tou da tou leh.. haha.. and selene asked to show the da tou de video but of course i rejected it lah.. haha..

dionne they all sing so nice can.. the song is cool.. westlife swear it again.. like having mini concert.. haha.. everything was still alright.. video showing also very cool.. everyone enjoyed the videos.. =)) i felt so happy.. my hardwork are all paid off.. =D yup.. actually dont really have the mood to sing after that.. but afterall was alright so we continued the singing part.. nice song.. which then made eve and evern cried.. tears flow like mad can.. but when i saw them cried.. i also feel like crying.. selene kept giving me tissues lah.. mad de.. but see them cry really heart pain lah.. my motive not to see them cry de lah.. haish..

then they opened their pressies.. and they like it.. so happy.. but haha.. robin got a shock when he saw his pressie.. wahaha.. then they opened the cards.. and they were so glad.. really make me smile.. they are touched.. and they are happy.. and most importantly.. they enjoyed it!! =DD but lionel they all are crazy!! they took the night walk mask and made a astro creepy night.. what the hell!! but lucky target was not me.. wahaha.. but my heart jump like mad lah.. holding selene so tight can.. haha.. but i really thanks everyone for making this party a success.. from the bottom of my heart.. took many many photos too.. nice memories for all.. =D

photos are up.. there are still a lot but due to my laziness i didnt make it into firework pattern.. so i didnt upload many.. take a look bah.. =DD

we are going to miss eve and evern!!

that all for today.. i going to have a very very sweet memories today!! =))

i am missing you

today went kbox with chuxiang.. logen.. tommy.. shuling.. what a high day can!! but the rain!! i simply hate raining can.. grr.. and it wasted shuling $5.95 to buy one umbrella cause none of us bring umbrella.. =.= then shuling had to bring me to cine first then come back and bring tommy over.. chuxiang and logen were late for an hour can!! last friday was late 30mins.. now increased to one hour.. mad can!!

had lunch with tommy and shuling.. we ate japanese food kays.. but i dont really like.. cause i still prefer udon to raman.. but nevermind then.. after which we went straight to level 8 kbox!! woohoo.. it was a high time there.. we sang many songs.. and took many photos!! haha.. let's see all the photos bah.. =DD

this 4 pictures got linkage one.. so put this one better.. haha.. they are group of fun people.. =))

me and tommy.. i took a lot before i confirm this one can.. wahaha..

me and logen.. this one also took a lot before confirming.. cause he gave me stupid face!!
me and chuxiang.. he is nice.. took only one time and done.. haha..
me and shuling.. we took lots of pictures also.. =)
this one we also took a lot can.. all also not satisfy.. lucky we got a few nice one.. but show this one first lah.. haha.. =DD

today was fun.. but i worry tomorrow.. haish.. last minute things crop up.. stress.. sweetie also can see i am stress.. haha.. but i just pray that everything go well.. no rain please tomorrow.. =)) i will thanks god a lot for not raining..

and i am something wrong.. i just now tears when watching show.. crazy me.. haish.. hard core feeling can.. sobx sobx.. sad sad!!

dont let the jealousy me out

today suppose to be my sotong date! but it did not turn out that nice afterall.. woke up early morning still feeling very very tired.. so decided to tell shuling to meet later.. continued to sleep on my bed.. and messages coming in one saying what meet 10.15am how to late.. my first impression is what the hell got to do with me.. then later another one came in saying i not going liao.. sick.. wah my mind was like what the hell.. yesterday i persuaded leen to go.. now come another one.. nevermind my mind was thinking it could be a plot.. i recalled we did that to cindy last time too.. so i thought nothing nothing will be fine one.. later phone call coming in.. asking me how what to do.. cindy qingling and bizhen not going anymore.. i was like WHAT THE HELL lah!! all not going i even told leen forget it we dont go liao loh.. later.. shuling also said no money dont want go liao.. but in the end leen said anything so i go..

during the whole trip i was thinking should be a plot.. then i met up with leen at city hall walked to yuki yaki.. and we went in.. but no one come.. and i noe it was the truth.. and i always hate this last minute cancel date.. to think i am dumb to think that it will be a plot.. nevermind then.. forget it.. postpone everything.. i thought i may have a early bdae celebration with my loves.. but i was wrong.. nevermind then.. went shopping with leen.. bought earrings and hairbands.. heex.. then went bugis street.. she got her tee shirt and her bag.. i wanted to get a bag too.. but budget wise.. and this month no money liao.. hmm.. so loh.. we took neoprints too.. but very very funny one!! lolx..

haish.. meet up with shuling to get the cards.. in the end she came my house and the cards ready.. then in the end we walked to admiratly mrt then took bus to my tutee's house and she went home.. haha.. then it is so nice of my tutee's dad.. he bought stuffs for me when he was at china.. haha.. =)) so nice..

i am hungry now!! LOL~

some photos i took.. heex..

pressie from leen.. heex.. thank ger.. =DD

life isnt good at all.. haish.. worry plus worry.. double worries.. cry cry cry.. haish.. i dont like this.. feeling getting stronger.. haish..

life is not good!!!

a day of a lot of pek cek-ness.. haish.. what is getting into me man.. i dont noe.. getting very easy pek cek today.. i gotta complain again bah.. haish.. =(( i am sad.. not happy at all.. ever since yesterday bah.. yesterday called up sweetie and told her everything.. haha.. she mentioned a word.. "Jealous" wah what was that to me.. i get jealous very easily ah i noe.. but this kind of jealous is damn different.. haish.. maybe this is what i cant control bah.. haish.. pek cek ah!!!

a day full of nothing which made me please.. and no one is around for me to chat to.. sweetie go dating.. dearie working.. what the world is coming man.. haish i began to feel lonely again.. loneliness is coming to me.. haish.. i dont want.. and i get very moody now.. =((

everything is totally not smooth at all.. my stuffs not done.. video going against me.. i couldnt get it done.. and worse.. i dont noe what happened to falicia today.. she gone mad and never listen to what i said.. it reached my limit for the date.. i scolded her.. but it seems like she never listen at all.. i am firm with her but she doesnt bother.. nevermind.. next week wouldnt be that case anymore.. party not going very smooth.. part of it not done.. things are informed weeks ago.. but till now nothing come from them.. haish.. i dont noe.. what did i do wrong to deserve all this?? hate it can.. and monday sotong family outing is as usual.. lack of either one.. and what is this.. i dont find any joy in leaving either one out.. cancel the outing will be better if that the case.. i feel empty now.. and sweetie date on thursday also no more.. she working.. i dont deserve all this can.. but i am experiencing it now.. dont come date me anymore.. i dont want dates anymore.. the feeling is sad.. want then out of which no more.. terrible sad!!

just tell me what is wrong recently.. the weather made me even more moody.. haish.. a short post should be alright for me to just vent my anger lah.. life isnt smooth.. dont want dont want!!

yes yes yes.. i am going to be proud of myself.. heex.. i spent my day drawing and colouring that card.. and finally it was done.. and i made a nice one too.. *proud* heex.. please praise me for these kays.. tomorrow i shall show my proudness to chuxiang and logen.. wahaha.. =DD

it had been days.. and my mind is flowing like mad.. raining and raining.. i dont noe will it rain next week.. i hope not.. if it going to rain.. everything will be gone to waste.. haish.. i dont want to see this.. sobx.. i very scared the weather will then spoilt all my plan.. i need to pray everyday to ensure i got a smooth wednesday next week.. *pray pray*

oh ya.. something must be wrong with me.. i am getting very high recently.. dont noe why leh.. haha.. as the date come nearer.. my mood will be damn high.. haha.. the party really make me go crazy.. haha.. could be because think too much then become siao.. but nevermind.. i shall jia you in making everything a nice one.. heex heex..

and i definitely miss my frenx.. i wonder how they are now man.. how they enjoy their holidays.. cause i didnt see them for days.. people are all busy recently.. rain and kuku working.. my sweetie is also working today.. sianx.. my sotongs dont noe go where.. no people online de.. haiyo.. although i like holiday.. but it seems a little quiet around me.. i still prefer my school life.. with all those buzzing around.. it is fun.. quiet life dont suit me at all.. oopsie~

life is full of colours now.. i dont wish it become black and white again.. but definitely i am waiting for my nephews to come.. heex.. lots of plan when they come can.. hoho.. and i am thinking what will i enjoy when i go genting.. haha.. will i be pester by those nonsense questions again from aaron? haha.. dont noe.. hopefully not.. and if he going to ask me those nonsense questions again.. i shall bomb him with all kinds of answers.. wahaha..

yvonne went gai gai today kays.. but i didnt buy anything.. and someone bought so many things.. haha.. i have fun kays.. hoho..

went to eat aijisen.. and i didnt finish everything.. selene and me both didnt finish.. haha.. then we waste food kays.. she said total add together got one bowl leh.. oh my god.. but my fault also lah.. didnt tell her i cant finish de.. heex.. last time also share with sweetie de.. oopsie..

bugis street got tonnes of things can.. and everything look so nice.. but i didnt buy anything cause i got to save up.. money not enough for this month.. i saw one shoes can i want.. but then.. haish.. nevermind.. save save!! shoes should wait bah.. then bought the pressie for them.. it took lots of our time to find the shirt kays.. so happy that we found it.. and so nice.. haha.. hopefully they like it bah.. and bought all the necessary things.. and gotta praise myself.. i finished up the cd cover le.. but then video havent finish.. got to buck up!! hmm..

oh.. my legs hurt.. haha.. one day of walking.. it ha been long since i go shop can.. and selene told me a lot of nice place to go.. heex.. go out with her very fun leh.. we already arrange to go gai gai again next time.. haha.. wait for me got money kays.. heex heex..

and please bear with me again.. i gotta whine.. my teeth hurts!! sobx.. the gum is coming out and my zi hui ya is growing.. oh my god.. it is so pain.. haish.. i cant eat with that side.. how how.. sobx sobx.. please please.. quickly drop.. i got lots of fun activities next week.. sobx..

hello hello!! i am damn high now can.. and exam finish!! hoho.. last day of paper.. but afterall isnt a good paper.. humph~

life is going to be full of excitement starting tomorrow.. heex.. dating and dating.. wonderful neh.. but bear in mind.. i gotta rush for the party preparation too.. heex.. lots of things to prepare and i hope that everything will be smoothly plan.. hmm.. pray hard kays.. actually i cant wait for the party to arrive.. cause i will have fun.. but then my another part of my heart telling me that i am very very worried.. haish.. will it be a successful one leh?? i dont noe leh.. hmm..

wah i put a very heavy stone in my heart down finally.. but i begin to worry for my exam results.. wah.. stupid can.. finish one thing start to worry for another.. haha.. this is bad can.. oopsie.. i bet i will be able to enjoy fully until i get the results.. hmm.. but nevermind.. i will try to enjoy can.. heex.. i really really like my carefree life now... heex..

date me out people and i will go provided i got the money.. haha.. yippee~

so high can!!! let's go party!! i am waiting patiently.. sweetie.. when will be the date to ... neh?? heex heex.. i waiting leh.. so long didnt go le.. please please.. we go one day!! heex..

yippee~ one paper down.. and counting down to my holiday!! hoho~ so high can!! wahaha.. left DLE and i will be done with my exam!! hoho! high high.. but need to study hard for DLE too.. and i gotta complaint against this cd2.1 paper!! grrr..

thinking of the paper again.. i going to scold!! cause i practically lost 30marks totally for this paper.. i mix up all my characteristics and thus whatever i wrote seems to be so different from my frenx.. die can.. 30 marks.. how badly i need this marks.. gosh.. i was still happily thinking wah i noe how to do neh.. when i come out i realised all was wrong when bridget and i was talking about it.. haix.. what a great disappointment in myself.. too many points to remember and this is the result of memorising all the things at one go.. haix.. and this means there goes my GPA of 3 liao.. heartache can.. blaming myself for all the stupid things i have actually did.. oh my god once again~ haish..

alright sweetie commented that if the answer i gave made sense.. i will not lose all the marks.. so i pray hard that it make sense can.. hopefully bah~ =))

and it was sweet enough.. sweetie called at 11plus yesterday to wish me luck for exam.. and selene sms me 4plus in the morning to wish me luck.. haha.. i trust that i got all the luck.. so i will be fine.. hoho.. *hugs* heex..

and i am fairly very very tired.. gosh.. sleeping mood can.. and i got to do a lot of things after exam.. hmm.. i got plenty of date also neh.. heex heex.. but it was rather sad also.. no date from my kuku family for birthday celebration this year.. cause everyone is busy.. haish.. nevermind then.. just treat it as normal bah.. cause i cant expect everything to be the same like previous years.. so loh.. and thus i decided to go genting with mummy and godsis family.. hopefully it will be a nice and fun trip.. =))

let's see what lining up date i have.. hoho..
21 august -> going out with selene to buy things..
22 august -> going out with mummy to make passport..
24 august -> going out with chuxiang they all to buy things.. and have astro..
27 august -> going out to yuki yaki with my sotong family..
28 august -> going kbox with chuxiang they all..
29 august -> astro party..
30 august -> a date with sweetie to watch movie and eat sushi..
31 august -> going back to secondary school and meet my pals~ and astro..
2 sept to 5 sept -> genting trip and my birthday!!

that should be all for my week.. haha.. date me after 5 sept kays!! cause before all book.. wahaha.. and and.. my nephews are coming in the mid of sept to stay for a week!! yippee~ i love it man.. hoho.. my shuai ge and my dao ge.. haha.. i am so looking forward to all my holidays plan.. so please.. let me pass my exam peacefully.. and worse is.. getting results on the 14 sept.. gosh gosh!! wish me luck people~ =))

List out your top 5 birthday presents that you wish for:
ONE- everyone around is happy and healthy
TWO- i become cheerful and happy again
THREE- everyone has no trouble
FOUR- i get what i want
FIVE- find a prince of my own

Answer the following questions.
1.(the person who tag you is ...) sim theen
2.(your relationship with him/her is ...) my lovely frenx
3.(your 5 impressions of him/her ..) lovely, cute, hardworking, clever and sweet
4.(the most memorable thing he/she had done for you) pei me when i am very down
5.(the most memorable words he/she had said to you) make my life happy and fun
6.(if he/she becomes your lover, you will..) omg!! i am not les can.. -.-
7.(if he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be) eh i dont noe leh.. never try before..
8.(if he/she becomes your enemy, you will...) cannot be!! she so nice..
9. (if he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be ...) maybe is misunderstanding
10.(the most desire thing you want to do for him/her now is ...) have a gathering with her and all the rest of my secondary close frenx..
11.(your overall impression of him/her is ...) responsible, caring, helpful and trustworthy
12.(how you think people around you will feel about you?) erm.. not sure leh..
13.(the character you love of yourself are ...) i will make sure i like everyone around me!!
14.(on the contrary, the characters you hate of yourself are ...) never think positively
15.(the most ideal person you want to be is ...) eh.. dont have cause i want to be myself..
16.(for people that care and like you, say something to them ...) i love you!! thanks for always be by my side when i need you all most.. i really appreciate it.. and although i am always very blur like a sotong, you all still guide me along.. especially some people who are sooo special.. heex.. and remember my life will not be a wonderful one if i dont have you all by my side.. =))
17.(pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wish to know how they feel about you)
1. sim theen,
2. eileen,
3. xinyi,
4. rain,
5. weeling,
6. shuling,
7. felicia (ane 12),
8. mengyong (ane 12),
9. jazzreel,
10. yvette ah ji
11.(who is no.6 having relationship with?) eh.. dont have..
12.(Is no.9 a male or female?) female
13.(If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?) omg.. cannot!! both are girls..
14.(How about no.8 and 5?) cannot.. they dont noe each other at all!! and 8 is sec 4 boy..
15.(What is no.2 studying about?) ECH
16.(When was the last time you had a chat with no.3?) yesterday!! on phone!! haha..
17.(What kind of music band does no.8 like?) not too sure..
18.(Does no.1 has any siblings?) yes. 2 sisters and 1 brother
19.(Will you woo no.3?) no!! she is my sweetie afterall..
20.(How about no.7?) no.. she is my ane 12 participant.. a sweet girl!!
21.(Is no.4 single?) yup..
22.(What's the surname of no.5?) koh
23.(What's the hobby of no.4?) watch show by yamapi and 5566 and many more!! haha..
4.(Do no.5 and 9 get along well?) yup!! they are secondary school frenx!!
25.(Where is no.2 studying at?) ECH, Ngee Ann Polytechnic.
26.(Talk something casually about no.1) my secondary school frenx!! our long and lasting friendship!!
27.(Have you try developing feelings for no.8?) no.. he is a monster!! wahaha..
28.(Where does no.9 live at?) woodlands.. blk 100plus
29.(What color does no.4 like?) black!!
30.(Are no.5 and 1 best friends?) they are friends!!
31.(Does no.7 likes no.2?) eh.. they dont noe each other!!
32.(How do you get to know no.2?) thru my course..
33.(Does no.1 have any pets?) yes.. but currently at her sis house..
34.(Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?) erm.. dont noe.. haha..

that all! ting made me do this.. so people.. do this as well bah!! haha..

=))

no matter how late it is now.. i am here to blog again..it seems like i got no time left.. haha.. exam drawing nearer and nearer.. next friday will be the first paper.. and why am i still here?? lolx.. i dont even noe.. haha.. just for the sick of blogging?? i doubt so.. lolx~

life had been so peaceful this afternoon.. locking myself up in the room and forcing myself to study.. it is terrible can.. keeping away from my television and away from my lappie.. can kill me bah.. and i got tonnes of notes to study.. and now i only managed to study 2 sets of the notes.. what is this man.. i am getting very very slow.. NO NO NO!!!! haish.. but i got to admit lah.. halfway through studying.. i will confirm go out of my room or not i will be looking out of the windows.. lolx.. dumb can.. bu ran jiu shi take out my handphone and play games.. oh my god!! STOP!!!

stop complaining about what i have done.. haha.. tomorrow will be a better day for me to study DLE.. but.. looking at the pile of notes i have.. i began to get very restless.. i dont noe why.. exam is not my type can.. and my aiming is high.. GPA of at least 3.. wah such a high standard.. maybe i should change to getting a pass should be alright now.. haha.. but if i really got that only.. i bet there will be tonnes of people coming to me and kill me for sure.. and i noe the first one will be dearie.. haha.. nevermind nevermind.. tomorrow i shall jia you!! and i have to control myself from coming online again.. =)) see me online and kick me off bah.. thankie~

oh ya.. i have been becoming very slow recently.. i dont noe why.. too much qian bian wen da ti kill me liao.. just now i was asking didi some questions that chuxiang they all asked me yesterday.. and imagined.. he could answer it.. and then he asked me another question.. and i got it WRONG again!! gosh.. what is this?? look like i gotta admit that i got low IQ man.. haha.. but chuxiang also!! he havent answer my questions.. haha.. i shall see when will he give up.. haha.. but then it is very very lame ar.. haha..

i need to study le.. miss me people~ i shall be back maybe a week later?? haha.. i shall see how.. heex..

national day!! haha.. had early tuition.. and i was soo pek cek can!! i waited for 913 for more than 20mins.. i had no idea why the bus so slow today.. an ah ma was already complaining!! lolx.. she was walkng up and down.. then i felt more and more fustrated.. lolx.. sms sweetie and her comment was wait patiently.. so fierce no bus for you.. what the hell!! okay fine fine.. bus finally came and i was 15mins late for tuition.. and so i started teaching and teaching.. and i had to say.. teachers are just crazy.. tonnes of homework for a primary one boy?!?!? and tuition only ended at 1plus.. gosh.. see.. and the bus was very very slow again!! i got so pek cek can.. national day become no bus day.. oh my god!!

okay nevermind.. reached home and mummy was intending to go out.. and and.. i followed!! wahaha.. went out with godsis family too.. woohoo~ went to furniture warehouse and bugis.. go si ma lu guan yin miao pray also.. hopefully all my wishes do come true.. =)) then intended to watch firework before going off.. but then we got bored staying around bugis junction.. you noe lah come out with those people we cant stay long de.. haha.. so went off le loh.. and i didnt get to see firework this year!! sad!! nevermind.. anyway.. something big happened when i was at bugis street.. a fire broke out can.. and fire engines were rushing here.. and worse still one of the fire engine turned the other way.. oh my god can!! then slowly u-turn.. hmm.. very very scary hao bu hao.. people were crowding around.. ambulance and police cars were here.. then dark smoke coming out too.. wah.. and imagine.. actually we were going to that storey de can.. lucky we didnt go.. heng~


i am kind enough today.. i went back to school with shuling.. she went to pay school fees and i went just to put cd back to clubhouse for yubin.. =.= lame can.. then we went for a tour round the school loh.. haha.. drank bubbles tea!! yummy!! i miss it can.. haha.. after doing what we supposed to do.. we went home.. and shuling became terribly mad!! oh my god can!! and i saw tommy and chuxiang shadow inside her.. she never stop her "ying wei ni ming hao, gan dong le tian" can!! and i want slap liao lah.. she get down the bus liao still send me sms!! wah crazy ger can!!! LOL~

went home study for cd2.1.. and i read up all the notes i copied in class le.. haha.. tomorrow need to start writing notes liao.. heex.. but i had a hard time studying and staying focus.. =.= haish.. and my mind was thinking what if i couldnt burn that cd.. haiyo!! so worried can.. then night meet up with chuxiang junwei and logen.. and i tell you!! i am going to burst out crying one day when i am with them!! cause they are mad!! they shoot me until i got nothing to say can.. and i am listed the most stupid and dumb person in their list!! mad!!! crazy them!! but i always had fun laughing with them.. haha.. and although my IQ is low.. my EQ is high can!! =p i dont care.. my EQ is high!!! but chuxiang they all dont want to admit that i got high EQ.. haha..

and i suddenly miss astro.. i also dont noe why.. maybe that is where i feel very very happy bah!! heex.. then i miss all my frenx also leh.. haiyo.. that why i say my EQ is high!! haha..

i am very tired today!! wah imagine it had been days i never wake up so early le.. and i had to wake up at 6am.. and definitely.. i lai chuang again.. haha.. 6.25am then wake up can.. haha.. so pro right.. after which i get ready and left house at 7.15am.. i wasnt in the mood of going to school.. very very tired.. i wish that i can sleep longer.. but i couldnt.. study on bus made me feel more tired.. so decided to stop reading for awhile and rest my eyes.. lolx.. met laisheng on 184.. so we chatted awhile and i continued to study.. hahax..

reached school and so there goes my effort.. i didnt bother to read at notes again.. oopsie~ so we went talking and talking.. hahax.. but also got discuss about FM kays.. dont even noe where is LT38.. so sms chuxiang and asked him.. he told me the direction so i walked and i realised it was near the block that time kahheng and wilson brought us there for some ghost stories time.. and definitely scared me out of death that time.. =.= time is passing very slow can during waiting.. was rather high there playing and giggling.. no more mood to study.. and thus.. i bet i do well this time.. i got so many doubts as in dont noe what i do correct mah.. haha.. so dumb can.. -.-

after exam went to tt office to book classroom and then went off to home.. hmm.. so tired.. anyway.. went home with tingting and her bf.. they two very very funny lah.. i cant help stop laughing.. haha.. so cute can.. sometimes really wonder why some couples can be so cute and funny while some are like quarrelling and quarrelling.. two different kinds can.. haha.. nevermind.. yvonne was thinking rubbish again.. heex..

so bored at home can.. and that sweetie made me more bored.. she went to play maple.. and i was all left behind.. =.= then jiu started doing on the videos again.. edit and edit.. until i want to faint liao.. -____- haish!! and guess what.. eve told me something.. she is leaving on 30aug instead of 31aug.. gosh.. i am going to miss her much much.. haish.. send over the job for the community project over to the year 1.. hopefully they saw the email and get everything done soon.. so worried for them can.. =))

okay fine.. yesterday i got weird dreamx again.. dont even noe why the hell i dreamt about that!! gosh.. let's hope that it will nto be true kays!!! =DD if not i think i will suffer.. lolx.. sometimes i dont even understand myself.. his image appear in my mind for many times.. and even now.. =.= i am hopeless le.. dont sink any deeper bah.. =)) handphone wallpaper changed again.. to someone.. hahax.. grab my phone and see bah.. if you can.. oops~

countdown to exam: 8 days
wish me luck people~ and ask me to go study if you see me online!!

countdown to bdae: 28 days
ask me what i want.. heex.. thick skin!! lolx~ what i want people might not be able to give me oh.. =)) those who are closed to me will noe what i want most now.. heex

yeah!! please praise me kays.. i studied for fm from 1.45pm till 9pm.. wahaha.. but interval i went online for awhile and do other things too.. but i am so high that i actually manage to study well.. heex..

anyway got tonnes of things to say.. but i just forget what i was suppose to say.. lolx.. what a clever ger kays.. i admit i am a sotong then.. haha.. and i managed to stay away from lappie for the whole afternoon.. but my handphone was with me all day.. ringing ringing.. haha.. i was calling ah ma to clarify my doubts.. and tomorrow meeting leen at 8.30am to clarify our doubts too.. haha.. i finished everything.. let's hope tomorrow i will pass the paper kays.. i must not aim it at moderation only.. must be good.. lolx.. too high hope will clash everything de.. nevermind then.. just a pass will do.. =))

life is as good as the past.. but seeing people nick make me feel so lousy straight away.. feeling that the feel is no longer there anymore.. frenx are becoming enemies.. oh my!! what to do?? i feeling so stress.. over lots of things.. way to say.. actually is fear bah.. the fear instill in me.. haish.. and worse is the fear made me think that i might lost something again.. haix.. how to prevent all this?? i dont noe.. should i just be open and welcome everything that is going to happen to me?? i dont noe.. and i am still very zai yi about certain things.. dont dare to tell anyone.. maybe it is time i forget about it and continue what i am doing bah.. recently whenever i looked at what i have done for something for days.. i felt that i dont really have the full support from my frenx.. i feel like giving up everything le.. but then i worried that if i really give up.. people might just think that i am useless.. i dont like.. i want to prove them wrong.. and now.. major task is in my hands.. i need to call up singapore children's society soon for the upcoming astro project.. please.. let me prove that i am capable bah.. =))

nighty everyone.. wish me luck for tomorrow paper bah.. a major 50% paper!! jia you le!!!

woohoo~ yvonne got study kays!! wahaha.. i am a good ger.. but things dont really turn out that way too.. heex..

went to school very early just to make sure that i suit that ger.. but in the end she was late.. then wanted to eat butter rice.. but then too bad sold out.. haha.. so we went canteen 1.. haha.. she edited for me my work.. i started revision for my fm.. and 2 hours passed.. my attention span had came to an end.. i started disturbing sweetie when she was editing.. and haha.. i got piak and she got piak too.. wahahaha.. then finally after 2 hours plus.. everything done.. and i stopped my revision till lecture 6.. haha..

i started talking talking.. gossiping gossiping.. haha.. so many things.. then finally we went home at 4plus.. oops.. i was kind enough to accompany her home.. haha.. not really home.. bus stop i should say.. heex.. and we chat.. and i told her something.. this came to my mind for many days le.. i was thinking and thinking till i want to burst out le.. sweetie said let nature take the course bah.. and i decided to do that too.. so i wont think now.. =))

anyway.. xiao jiu mu ask me want to go hongkong disney land with them on 13 oct.. and it costs around $1000 for air ticket.. i wish to go.. but i couldnt.. partly because no money at all lah.. where to dig money to go?? haha.. and secondly school start le.. and lastly.. there is a high possibility that my 2 nephews are coming to my house to stay for days cause er yi going shanghai.. so i have to help mummy too.. nevermind.. got chance i will go de.. heex..

dearie came by asking what i want for bdae.. i told her to look at my wishlist.. haha.. and she commented that i only got what prince, camera all.. then i told her to send me my prince.. haha.. and she she she.. actually said i got mine with me le.. oh my god!! and that stupid sweetie is agreeing with her.. gosh.. this 2 gers.. oh my god!! kill~~

and i got to study!! tomorrow tomorrow!!! miss me peeps~~

okay today i am late.. haha.. i was doing things.. anyway.. today dearie helped me to change my blogskin.. and she is very clever can!! from navigation de blogskin to not navigation de.. heex.. i lurv her man.. she took a long time to help me figure out too.. wah she is really very pro lah.. =))

okay i got chuxiang to entertain me for the day.. haha.. and afternoon was a very smooth day with his jokes and everything.. but night wasnt that good.. haish.. i got so called scolded for the things i have done.. feeling terribly hurting and sad.. wanted to give up straight away.. even cried for that.. terriibly stupid can.. all i want is to make everyone happy ar.. and i am not very free.. i just feel that what counts most is our heart.. i wanted to do this cause i feel like.. not because of being force to do.. no one force me.. all the ideas come from me.. but i dont feel good when people dont encourage me.. i hate it.. worse is a pail of cold water just came throwing onto your face.. this is double hurting can.. forget it.. like what one person said i shouldnt worry much cause i am doing a great job.. is that really true?? i dont noe.. he even add on the party will be a success cause got me and they will appreciate it de.. hmm.. he encouraged me to work on and dont give up.. but will everything be alright?? haish.. it is left inside my mind hanging.. terrible feeling now..

anyway.. i finished part of the video.. i need to continue on.. and i shall stop for a while.. tomorrow sweetie will be teaching me FM.. haha.. imagine both of us together.. i bet we will study.. LOL~ nevermind.. i will jia you de.. i need to score well!!! =))

something running through and flow my mind.. ridiculous things coming out from people mouth.. and it seems to be running wild thoughts.. maybe i am just too tired thus it leads to me thinking about so many things.. hmm.. i shall stop thinking for awhile kays.. cause it will kill~ =))

yesterday astro was high.. no one noes why.. haha.. preparing everything and trying to hide a lot of things made it double highness.. ooppss.. =.= went to sims for dinner again.. with lots of people this time.. got selene, junwei, tommy, chuxiang, logen, yanxian, evelyn, shuling, shengxuan and dinie.. alot right.. heex.. that's astro spirit.. hoho.. after dinner people becoming crazy!! lolx~ and i got a parrot with me yesterday.. imitating me ever since after dinner.. lame can!!

we also took photos!! yippee~ nice one man!! actually to be true.. i really like to spend my time at astro.. cause i always see funny and lovely people.. they never fail to bring me smile whenever i am there.. love love ^^ and it was so funny that tommy has actually reached the top of my laughter cells.. whatever he do.. i am sure to laugh till mad.. haha.. and the way he behaves.. make me laugh double.. wahaha.. arent they funny enough?? LOL~

video-ing was fun too.. we became so mad.. i love da tou da tou!! haha.. looks damn cute can.. wahaha.. i am praising myself.. LOL~ nevermind.. it wa fun jiu can liiao.. and only went home around 10plus.. overall.. i am always looking forward to friday night.. yesterday was the last astro.. and will i still get the fun and laughter next semester?? i dont noe.. haish.. people are leaving.. people are not coming back.. and people are stepping down from main comm.. haish..

whatever it may be bah.. i shouldnt think so much.. life should be fun.. hoho.. and please people.. stop all your nonsense to me.. cause i still dont think it will be the truth.. =)) everyone is like telling me you never noe you never noe.. and i having a fear.. i fear that i might really fall into the trap.. haish.. love is a very powerful trap kays.. so to make sure everything okay.. dont ever fall in.. cause you will never come out de.. haish.. i wish for a better one.. i wish for a good one.. but it seems like it will never to better and good.. haha.. so i conclude.. this is not going to be true!! =))

i got to admit that i am sick now.. haish.. i dont want man!! it is making me feeling damn sianx and irritating.. gosh~ what the hell.. why hao sick bu sick nowadays when i am very busy then i get sick.. exam coming in 2 weeks time.. and i havent touch my book.. i feel so scared!! arghx..

what a nice time i got sick.. blocked nose.. sneezing and sneezing.. it must be just now go falicia house for tuition she on air-con.. and i am feeling damn cold now.. =.= haish.. and my cough is getting very bad.. cough and couch non stop.. throat is no way better either.. dry dry de.. wah.. die die.. friday approaching.. ahhhh~~

please pray that i get well soon.. lurv lurv to those who help me pray!! =))

what a early blog i have.. haha.. hoo~

yesterday had meeting with the comm.. but something really made me feel so discourage.. haish.. thinking that my people are the most cooperative one.. but too bad.. it turn to be different.. haish.. people not cooperating at all.. haish.. that must be human nature.. complain it to chuxiang how uncooperative people get.. and his answer actually is they are like that de.. =.= but nevertheless they are still some people who are willing to cooperative and i am pleased enough.. =))

meeting ended very late.. sorry for keeping you guys back till so late.. =( there is a lot to discuss and finalise.. so meeting dragged for 2 hours.. =.= very very long indeed.. haha.. after discussing everything.. i finally got the final plan le.. that was wonderful!! =DD after that went for dinner at KFC at BPP with chuxiang logen shuling and jordan.. KFC again.. =.= and thus today woke up my throat seems so dry.. =.= gosh.. hopefully i dont get sick again.. =)) we ate until the KFC also want to close liao.. haha.. that was slow.. cause of who.. jordan loh.. he is very very slow lah!!! grr~ never imagine can.. guy who eat so slow.. slower than girls.. then due to boredness.. i was playing with chuxiang and logen.. but very very crazy can.. =/

walk to the bus stop with them and was playing at the bus stop until bus came.. me and shuling went home after that.. haha.. reached home and sort everything out nicely.. so that it wont be that messy when i read.. and i was arguing with shuling thru sms about something damn ridiculous can.. in the end.. she fell asleep!! pig ger!!! wahaha.. then in the end.. the argument continue to today.. mad right.. she siao liao loh.. think too much.. so shuling!! stop thinking!! =pp

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