Thursday, February 28, 2008
went to central with the gang of 6.. but not everyone was present.. samm didnt come cause she was not feeling well.. forgiven! haha! alright went to eat our lunch at pasta de waraku! i can tell you the pasta damn nice! i love it man!! SOOOOOOO NICEEEE!!! heex! i want to go back again next time.. the pasta is so yummy that i finished everything even i am very full le.. so you should noe how nice it is.. go and try it bah! =) oh ya went to donut factory.. like finally? haha.. bought box of 6 and it costs $7! initially leen and me wanted to get the box of 12 one which costs $11.. then split it with 2 boxes.. but before that we heard a lady who wanted to get box of 6 but put one in each paper bag and the person said still consider one piece costs $1.30.. oh my god! like no difference loh.. so we decided just buy separately loh..
waited for half an hour for the rest to come.. longzi and ting arrived shortly.. but then qingling was very very late! we reached pasta de waraku and ordered our food le then she arrived.. she hor.. really hor i got nothing to say.. -.- okay pictures will be uploaded next time when i received it from eileen and ting.. =) after our lunch we went to walk around at central.. but there isnt anything to shop.. so we thought of going out to the shops and look for nice desserts.. but then none of the shop was opened yet as it was still early.. so we went to liang court instead.. we went to mcdonald and we slack there.. i had my chocolate sundae again!! heex!!! =)) we slack there very long talking and chit chatting before heading to take 190 back.. everyone took the same bus! =)
oh police are all around.. they are looking for a terrorist who escaped from the detention centre yesterday night.. oh gosh! it looks very scary.. they are holding on to guns and everything standing in front of SCGS.. suddenly i feel so scared! everywhere i go i can see army people around.. oh ya woodlands checkpoint is super jam! i waited for 913 for half an hour before one bus come! and interchange was packed with people waiting for 911.. 912.. 913! oh my god.. i never see such a long queue before too.. the people queuing for 911 actually till near the escalator! omg!! okay let's hope the police catch the terrorist fast! i feel scared now! =.=
waited for half an hour for the rest to come.. longzi and ting arrived shortly.. but then qingling was very very late! we reached pasta de waraku and ordered our food le then she arrived.. she hor.. really hor i got nothing to say.. -.- okay pictures will be uploaded next time when i received it from eileen and ting.. =) after our lunch we went to walk around at central.. but there isnt anything to shop.. so we thought of going out to the shops and look for nice desserts.. but then none of the shop was opened yet as it was still early.. so we went to liang court instead.. we went to mcdonald and we slack there.. i had my chocolate sundae again!! heex!!! =)) we slack there very long talking and chit chatting before heading to take 190 back.. everyone took the same bus! =)
oh police are all around.. they are looking for a terrorist who escaped from the detention centre yesterday night.. oh gosh! it looks very scary.. they are holding on to guns and everything standing in front of SCGS.. suddenly i feel so scared! everywhere i go i can see army people around.. oh ya woodlands checkpoint is super jam! i waited for 913 for half an hour before one bus come! and interchange was packed with people waiting for 911.. 912.. 913! oh my god.. i never see such a long queue before too.. the people queuing for 911 actually till near the escalator! omg!! okay let's hope the police catch the terrorist fast! i feel scared now! =.=
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Wednesday, February 27, 2008
oh gosh! finally i have something to do at home! heex!!!
DJ Max Portable 2 and O2jam!!!
i am sooo sooo addicted to it liao man! especially DJ Max Portable 2.. heex! wahahaha! i am sooo happy to get so addicted to it cause at least i have something to do! wahaha! =D
oh ya i called acer today! and i got to admit i hate their service.. really hate their service! their service is damn lousy.. call them and they replied me with stupid attitude! oh gosh.. i waited for 30mins just to get the call being pick up by them.. and come on lah.. the screen really crack by itself.. they very damn funny.. the woman replied "normally the LCD screen wont crack by itself unless there is some external force to it" HELLO!! why on earth will i want to make my lappie screen spoilt? i even said to them how come last time my frenx also encountered this and you just send people down to collect and change one new LCD screen for her? she went speechless.. she continued saying "you come to the service centre and i will get the service man to check for you if it is not caught by any external factor" wah kaox!!! i damn angry! how many times did i say that i didnt do anything.. and now she kept saying that it was my fault and i was the one making my own lappie LCD screen crack! kaox! super irritated by those acer people.. if i got money i will get a new lappie lah.. why should i go and call them just to listen to such a stupid service! PIG!!!!! if i get down to acer i shall bring along my sweetie cause she will argue till they nothing to say! wahaha!
tomorrow i am going out with the gang of 6! wahaha! we are heading to clarke quay central! and i am heading to donut factory with eileen before meeting them.. =) enjoys~
DJ Max Portable 2 and O2jam!!!
i am sooo sooo addicted to it liao man! especially DJ Max Portable 2.. heex! wahahaha! i am sooo happy to get so addicted to it cause at least i have something to do! wahaha! =D
oh ya i called acer today! and i got to admit i hate their service.. really hate their service! their service is damn lousy.. call them and they replied me with stupid attitude! oh gosh.. i waited for 30mins just to get the call being pick up by them.. and come on lah.. the screen really crack by itself.. they very damn funny.. the woman replied "normally the LCD screen wont crack by itself unless there is some external force to it" HELLO!! why on earth will i want to make my lappie screen spoilt? i even said to them how come last time my frenx also encountered this and you just send people down to collect and change one new LCD screen for her? she went speechless.. she continued saying "you come to the service centre and i will get the service man to check for you if it is not caught by any external factor" wah kaox!!! i damn angry! how many times did i say that i didnt do anything.. and now she kept saying that it was my fault and i was the one making my own lappie LCD screen crack! kaox! super irritated by those acer people.. if i got money i will get a new lappie lah.. why should i go and call them just to listen to such a stupid service! PIG!!!!! if i get down to acer i shall bring along my sweetie cause she will argue till they nothing to say! wahaha!
tomorrow i am going out with the gang of 6! wahaha! we are heading to clarke quay central! and i am heading to donut factory with eileen before meeting them.. =) enjoys~
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Tuesday, February 26, 2008
today is a super boring plus sianx day! i am rotting at home i tell you! meeting was last minute cancel as robin couldnt make it.. -.- roar! and i got a full slack day.. i didnt do anything but just online and online.. and it it time for me to hook onto youtube watching all the show.. but the lappie crack destroy everything! roar! i swear that i am going to get it repair! =) okay i admit i have been thinking too much today.. till i get myself a little stupid attitude.. i need something to make myself feel more happy.. i really need those things to cheer me up lah! and i better get myself something to do to ensure that i dont think too much.. =.=
alright enough of nonsense stuffs.. my two beloved nephews came today! shy ya biao mei brought them over cause she wants to come and get my wireless modem! haha! she took it home and use liao! never get me any good stuffs also.. pig her.. wahaha! oh gosh! my haohao is super CUTE lah! when he arrived he so funny.. he hold onto the tie man then he looked at me and smile.. then he called biao gu! wahaha! so cute lah! then xiangxiang followed what he did also.. heex.. oh ya xiangxiang knew how to read the 三字经.. so funny.. i asked him to tell me once before giving him to drink the orange juice and he did.. wahaha! should have record it down lah! =.= i didnt record it man.. haiyo! but so cute lah the way he speaks.. haha! initially wanted to head down to bugis to buy fake lashes as shy ya biao mei wants it.. but too late le so didnt go.. i asked her to come tomorrow cause i super free but she dont want leh.. if not haohao will be staying over here tonight lah! hmm nevermind.. i took some retard photos with haohao! heex!
alright enough of nonsense stuffs.. my two beloved nephews came today! shy ya biao mei brought them over cause she wants to come and get my wireless modem! haha! she took it home and use liao! never get me any good stuffs also.. pig her.. wahaha! oh gosh! my haohao is super CUTE lah! when he arrived he so funny.. he hold onto the tie man then he looked at me and smile.. then he called biao gu! wahaha! so cute lah! then xiangxiang followed what he did also.. heex.. oh ya xiangxiang knew how to read the 三字经.. so funny.. i asked him to tell me once before giving him to drink the orange juice and he did.. wahaha! should have record it down lah! =.= i didnt record it man.. haiyo! but so cute lah the way he speaks.. haha! initially wanted to head down to bugis to buy fake lashes as shy ya biao mei wants it.. but too late le so didnt go.. i asked her to come tomorrow cause i super free but she dont want leh.. if not haohao will be staying over here tonight lah! hmm nevermind.. i took some retard photos with haohao! heex!
oh ya.. their mummy said that she would move back to the house tonight.. but obviously she didnt.. er yi called just now and said she sms ah wei biao ge saying what she feels that their character dont match so they shouldnt be together and she also said that SHE DOES NOT WANT THE CHILDREN ANYMORE! come on lah! where on earth a mum will say that! kaox! but she said she wont mind if they give her take care of them for a few days.. wah kaox! she think her children are toys ar.. mad lah! i swear that the children will eventually hate her in the future.. i cant tahan her man.. dont ever let me see her again lah.. i noe i dont have the right to interfer but come on they are my nephews and i do have the right to protect them.. so please be sure that i will bite and scold whenever she comes and visits! ROAR!!!!
i never imagine got this kind of mother.. so stupid lah.. karma will eventually find her.. no worries.. dont ever say that i am bad.. i am not actually.. i really cannot stand her man.. haiyo.. this is also a lesson learn for me.. never ever try anything which will ruin your life.. =) so think before one act kays.. =) children are the most innocent party.. so dont make them suffer..
oh ya something nice to share.. brother decided to change w580i and i managed to get his plan for k850i! now only problem is where to get the money.. hmm.. i need another $200 first to get the phone.. dont noe ah boy biao ge willing to lend me mah then i return him the money when i get my pay.. havent got the chance to talk to him.. hmm.. and i do need to plan properly for my money.. i cannot anyhow use my money liao.. so no more datings for me after this week kays.. need to 省点用! haha! =D
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i woke up early today! cause i am heading to town.. for what?? of course is a date with two lovely girls.. they are ah xue aka guigui mummy and my sweetie xinyi.. wahaha! so nice right.. we head to cineleisure after meeting at bukit gombak mrt station.. and i didnt realise that i was in the same mrt with ah xue lah.. haha! so funny! we went for movie! yes and we catch the movie ps i love you! i tell you! it is a super touching movie.. nice storyline.. somehow it touches my heart and it almost made me cried.. lucky i didnt.. but i was lousy enough that somehow i dont quite get the movie.. i only knew that the guy dead and he left some letters for his wife.. the movie made a sotong even blur.. =.= haha! afterall i feel that this movie is a must watch movie.. heex! next movie shall be L change the world.. but i wondering who is going to watch with me.. sweetie asked me whether i want but i havent answered her.. then rain is not free to watch.. leen they all dont want to watch that.. haiyo! i tell you there is a lot of movies coming up.. i am prepared to save money and watch them! wahaha! after L change the world it will be leap over the years with the gang of 6.. wahaha! high high!!
after movie they accompanied me to sony ericsson service centre.. so many people and we had to wait for at least 45mins.. so we decided to go and eat dinner.. we had mcdonald.. fattening neh! roar!! and guess who i saw!! i saw longzi!!! jian gui lah!! wahaha! she called me i still shock how come got people call me.. haha.. then i realised i saw her.. haha! she so funny.. we two kept laughing.. heex.. after dinner went back to the service centre.. and hello so zui can.. we reached the number already at 161.. and very soon it was my turn.. i am sooo UPSET! the phone cannot be replaced with the new LCD screen.. haish.. need $145 to replace one screen.. it is so not worth it.. cause i couldnt get back the money even if i sell it away.. so i decided not to repair.. haish sianx! no phone for yvonne.. so i have decided.. i should get the k850i with the one year instalments.. -.- havent discuss with daddy yet so go to wait till tomorrow when he is back.. =)
okay after that we were so bored staying at town.. we stood at the somerset control station for very long.. we looked at the map and thinking about where we shall go.. haha! in the end we jus board the mrt and we alighted at khatib mrt station and headed to bottle tree park! cool neh! it is a new park and most importantly it got my SWING!!! wahaha! and i had hell loads of fun swinging.. but i dont noe whether is it too long never swing liao i feel so sick.. i suddenly feel like vomitting and everything is spinning in front of me.. haish.. later we sat on the table and sweetie is busying playing with psp lah! haiyo as usual one leh.. -.- then ah xue was walking about to stop the mosquitoes for attracting to her.. haha.. soon we went off.. next time i shall return again for some quiet moments.. =) we took many many photos.. heex!
this is the route to bottle tree park! see how long it is~
oh see there is it.. we have reached finally! yippee~~
this is the whole park.. doesnt it look nice??
wahaha! we reached! but stupid sweetie took photo without signalling one loh! my eyes close!
this is the view from my swinging chair.. nice!
at night.. view from where i am sitting on the swing.. =)
me and sweetie while we were sitting on the swinging chair.. =)
i took it myself.. i love sitting on the swinging chair.. haha!
ah xue and sweetie on the swinging chair far away from me.. =X
all alone in the toilet waiting for ah xue.. =)
ah xue and me.. lovely us! hoho!
picture too dark so i edit it.. haha! nice nice!!! =D
we went to causeway point after that.. sweetie went to buy top coat for her sis.. ah xue went to buy bubbles tea and me went to buy ice cream! yummy! and we went to civic centre cause sweetie wants to deposit money.. after that she wants to help her daddy buy the seasonal pass and i tell you! i want to slap people liao lah! roar.. she very gong and very stubborn lah.. both me and ah xue asked her call back home and confirm the vehicle no but she just reluctant to! roar.. in the end the vehicle no is wrong and that is why the machine couldnt detect the vehicle.. really roar lah that girl! nevermind i shall forgive her this time.. =)
i am feeling very sick now.. got the urge to vomit.. i think i need more beautiful sleep.. i need to sleep soon! ahhhhhhhhhh! falling sick sooon tooo.. =( and i badly need a phone.. haish!
after movie they accompanied me to sony ericsson service centre.. so many people and we had to wait for at least 45mins.. so we decided to go and eat dinner.. we had mcdonald.. fattening neh! roar!! and guess who i saw!! i saw longzi!!! jian gui lah!! wahaha! she called me i still shock how come got people call me.. haha.. then i realised i saw her.. haha! she so funny.. we two kept laughing.. heex.. after dinner went back to the service centre.. and hello so zui can.. we reached the number already at 161.. and very soon it was my turn.. i am sooo UPSET! the phone cannot be replaced with the new LCD screen.. haish.. need $145 to replace one screen.. it is so not worth it.. cause i couldnt get back the money even if i sell it away.. so i decided not to repair.. haish sianx! no phone for yvonne.. so i have decided.. i should get the k850i with the one year instalments.. -.- havent discuss with daddy yet so go to wait till tomorrow when he is back.. =)
okay after that we were so bored staying at town.. we stood at the somerset control station for very long.. we looked at the map and thinking about where we shall go.. haha! in the end we jus board the mrt and we alighted at khatib mrt station and headed to bottle tree park! cool neh! it is a new park and most importantly it got my SWING!!! wahaha! and i had hell loads of fun swinging.. but i dont noe whether is it too long never swing liao i feel so sick.. i suddenly feel like vomitting and everything is spinning in front of me.. haish.. later we sat on the table and sweetie is busying playing with psp lah! haiyo as usual one leh.. -.- then ah xue was walking about to stop the mosquitoes for attracting to her.. haha.. soon we went off.. next time i shall return again for some quiet moments.. =) we took many many photos.. heex!
this is the route to bottle tree park! see how long it is~
oh see there is it.. we have reached finally! yippee~~
this is the whole park.. doesnt it look nice??
wahaha! we reached! but stupid sweetie took photo without signalling one loh! my eyes close!this is the view from my swinging chair.. nice!
at night.. view from where i am sitting on the swing.. =)
me and sweetie while we were sitting on the swinging chair.. =)i took it myself.. i love sitting on the swinging chair.. haha!
ah xue and sweetie on the swinging chair far away from me.. =X
all alone in the toilet waiting for ah xue.. =)ah xue and me.. lovely us! hoho!
picture too dark so i edit it.. haha! nice nice!!! =Dwe went to causeway point after that.. sweetie went to buy top coat for her sis.. ah xue went to buy bubbles tea and me went to buy ice cream! yummy! and we went to civic centre cause sweetie wants to deposit money.. after that she wants to help her daddy buy the seasonal pass and i tell you! i want to slap people liao lah! roar.. she very gong and very stubborn lah.. both me and ah xue asked her call back home and confirm the vehicle no but she just reluctant to! roar.. in the end the vehicle no is wrong and that is why the machine couldnt detect the vehicle.. really roar lah that girl! nevermind i shall forgive her this time.. =)
i am feeling very sick now.. got the urge to vomit.. i think i need more beautiful sleep.. i need to sleep soon! ahhhhhhhhhh! falling sick sooon tooo.. =( and i badly need a phone.. haish!
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Sunday, February 24, 2008
yesterday i went for 2 gatherings! heex! one is my sjab gathering! woohoo! quite a no of people turn up for the gathering.. heex! got peiying suyin weeling yilin daniel yahya gavin tiankian chongyee hazel weifu kelly stanley.. actually got a few more people.. but they claimed that they didnt receive the sms.. so loh.. hmm.. nevermind we shall organised one more next time.. heex! we went to causeway point as usual and we ate our dinner at swensens! yummy fish and chip.. hoho! and i ate mango madness.. i shared with hazel.. she is my good junior so must share everything with her ar.. haha! we had a long time eating our dinner.. and from a lot of people queuing till no people queue.. haha! cool right.. that means we stayed inside for quite a while.. i do miss eating at swensens.. haha! later they went to the arcade to play.. but i went off.. =) only manage to take 2 photos.. these 2 girls sit beside me so can take.. haha!
me and hazel!! my best junior and my assistant for my finance department!
this is yahya and me.. i forget she under what department liao.. =.=
after that i went off to meet sweetie.. she said meet at 8.30pm in the end.. she only reached at 9pm.. stupid girl.. but she is nice enough to meet me at woodlands mrt station.. haha! took photos but some is jian bu de guang one.. so loh.. below is an example of her jian bu de guang.. wahahaha! must take a closer look kays! wahaha!
me and hazel!! my best junior and my assistant for my finance department!
this is yahya and me.. i forget she under what department liao.. =.=after that i went off to meet sweetie.. she said meet at 8.30pm in the end.. she only reached at 9pm.. stupid girl.. but she is nice enough to meet me at woodlands mrt station.. haha! took photos but some is jian bu de guang one.. so loh.. below is an example of her jian bu de guang.. wahahaha! must take a closer look kays! wahaha!
we had our quality night.. but she was busying playing with psp.. =.= she got damn gek with that music and couldnt pass it.. haha! see how gong she is bah.. okay last night we talk about a lot of things.. especially about relationship.. haha! i think somehow i am someone who need a lot of assurance and trust.. i need my bf to really give me all the love i will feel and all the assurance that i wish for to make myself feel secure.. so somehow it is very dumb ar.. but anyway i dont wish to get into a relationship so fast.. i still wish to enjoy my singlehood.. but i do thirst for it lah.. somehow a little contradicting yah?? haha! nevermind let nature take it course bah.. =)) a photo of the night life taken at boat quay.. enjoy~
it is the truth that you will never noe how i feel about you.. if i remain silent you will never noe.. =)
today went for tuition in the morning and head to kuku's house after that.. but we went to northpoint before that.. initially i was still very "proud" of myself for knowing how to push the pram on the escalator.. later i realised i wasnt that pro after all.. haha! i will kill a person if i become that stupid and clumsy again.. lolx! but not my fault can.. i not use to that direction of the handle.. so loh.. i noe i noe not an excuse.. i promise to be more careful next time.. =) oh ya baby precious is very cute.. i talk to her can! but rain they all said i siao.. she can listen to me one lah! haiyo! haha! i am waiting to go gai gai with her next time.. =)
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Friday, February 22, 2008
yesterday i couldnt get to sleep only till 5plus in the morning.. i was like mad can! talk to my sweetie on phone before she went off to find her frenx.. she dont want me she want her frenx! oh gosh! slap!! later she see this she will nag again.. but that the truth.. she doesnt talk to me.. and roar i am angry with her! =X
alright i woke up at 12pm today.. sms started to come in at 10plus.. BUT!!! i couldnt see the sms! roar! this is very very very very irritating! you noe there is message but you cant see! what the hell right.. so i decided to change to my brother's phone but it didnt appear.. =.= i dont noe why.. so i dont bother le.. so people if you need to find me dont sms me cause i cant see anything.. call me instead please tell me who are you kays.. i cant guess who you are anyway.. =) i am still feeling damn irritated with myself for being so careless and drop the phone on the floor.. i dont understand lah! sweetie said i already "saved" my phone for a few times.. cause on wednesday when i was inside the bus i also nearly dropped it just that i managed to grab hold of it.. haish but so suay that it must let me drop.. so it really drop! roar! haish haish! i want my phone back! decided to try my luck and head to wistma isetan on monday with sweetie to get the phone repair.. but just now i went to ask a repair shop at my house there.. the person said no stock le the LCD screen.. please pray hard that still have kays at the main office.. i need my phone badly! haish!!!! and i had asked K850i.. without contract it costs $668 and with contract it costs $298! see the difference!! oh my god! kill me then.. i got no contract on hands to sign.. so if i am really getting one.. it costs so much!! i will be dead by then.. lolx! haish.. my brother havent sign his plan which is already up last dec.. but he just refused to let go of his contract for me and wait for mummy one in sept! i dont noe what the hell he wants sia.. mad and stupid! roar!
okay nevermind! dont talk about it liao.. just pray that i can get it repair on monday! =) i just went to riverside today! wahaha! went for the SJAB welcome party for the sec 1 with hazel and tania.. later gavin came also.. =) wah it had been so long since i sit in for games.. lectures and even parade! oh my god! and i feel damn old! cause everyone looks so young there lah! how i wish i am still 15 or 16 only.. no need to bother so much.. just need to study well for o level.. haha! that is when it becomes very very memorable.. =) okay i seen the newly join sec 1 and some fresh faces of the sec 2 and 3 cause i dont have any impressions about them.. =.= bad senior indeed.. haha! alright i think i will be going down for competition on 8 march.. and i might be helping hazel with the dressing and everything.. but i cant confirm yet neh.. hmm.. and i might be turning up for the annual camp if it is during sept.. but also can go back ah if is during jun but only sat.. =.= actually i do miss my sec sch life.. oh ya i got to see mdm ho! she is still so funny.. i turn behind to see something then i saw her and she saw me.. then she blur blur look at me then waved to me.. haha! so funny lah her expression! then miss ong asked why i cut my hair so short.. haha! i also dont noe why neh.. =.= heex! i miss my teachers! =(
okay didnt go for dinner with hazel they all.. went for dinner with mummy and godsis instead.. haha! oh hazel not going to turn up for her job tomorrow.. we some sort of scared her.. haha! everyone gave her a weird expression when she said she going to work at ****** tomorrow afternoon.. haha! so in the end she decided to not to take up and she is coming for tomorrow gathering! woohoo!! heex.. and meeting sweetie tomorrow! yippee!! boat quay boat quay!! =) but i wonder what time will tomorrow gathering end.. later sweetie going to kill me if she is left to wait for me for long.. hmm.. and i wonder who will be going tomorrow and where are we heading to.. =.= but let me just wish that tomorrow will be a nice and happy day with all my frenx! =)
alright i woke up at 12pm today.. sms started to come in at 10plus.. BUT!!! i couldnt see the sms! roar! this is very very very very irritating! you noe there is message but you cant see! what the hell right.. so i decided to change to my brother's phone but it didnt appear.. =.= i dont noe why.. so i dont bother le.. so people if you need to find me dont sms me cause i cant see anything.. call me instead please tell me who are you kays.. i cant guess who you are anyway.. =) i am still feeling damn irritated with myself for being so careless and drop the phone on the floor.. i dont understand lah! sweetie said i already "saved" my phone for a few times.. cause on wednesday when i was inside the bus i also nearly dropped it just that i managed to grab hold of it.. haish but so suay that it must let me drop.. so it really drop! roar! haish haish! i want my phone back! decided to try my luck and head to wistma isetan on monday with sweetie to get the phone repair.. but just now i went to ask a repair shop at my house there.. the person said no stock le the LCD screen.. please pray hard that still have kays at the main office.. i need my phone badly! haish!!!! and i had asked K850i.. without contract it costs $668 and with contract it costs $298! see the difference!! oh my god! kill me then.. i got no contract on hands to sign.. so if i am really getting one.. it costs so much!! i will be dead by then.. lolx! haish.. my brother havent sign his plan which is already up last dec.. but he just refused to let go of his contract for me and wait for mummy one in sept! i dont noe what the hell he wants sia.. mad and stupid! roar!
okay nevermind! dont talk about it liao.. just pray that i can get it repair on monday! =) i just went to riverside today! wahaha! went for the SJAB welcome party for the sec 1 with hazel and tania.. later gavin came also.. =) wah it had been so long since i sit in for games.. lectures and even parade! oh my god! and i feel damn old! cause everyone looks so young there lah! how i wish i am still 15 or 16 only.. no need to bother so much.. just need to study well for o level.. haha! that is when it becomes very very memorable.. =) okay i seen the newly join sec 1 and some fresh faces of the sec 2 and 3 cause i dont have any impressions about them.. =.= bad senior indeed.. haha! alright i think i will be going down for competition on 8 march.. and i might be helping hazel with the dressing and everything.. but i cant confirm yet neh.. hmm.. and i might be turning up for the annual camp if it is during sept.. but also can go back ah if is during jun but only sat.. =.= actually i do miss my sec sch life.. oh ya i got to see mdm ho! she is still so funny.. i turn behind to see something then i saw her and she saw me.. then she blur blur look at me then waved to me.. haha! so funny lah her expression! then miss ong asked why i cut my hair so short.. haha! i also dont noe why neh.. =.= heex! i miss my teachers! =(
okay didnt go for dinner with hazel they all.. went for dinner with mummy and godsis instead.. haha! oh hazel not going to turn up for her job tomorrow.. we some sort of scared her.. haha! everyone gave her a weird expression when she said she going to work at ****** tomorrow afternoon.. haha! so in the end she decided to not to take up and she is coming for tomorrow gathering! woohoo!! heex.. and meeting sweetie tomorrow! yippee!! boat quay boat quay!! =) but i wonder what time will tomorrow gathering end.. later sweetie going to kill me if she is left to wait for me for long.. hmm.. and i wonder who will be going tomorrow and where are we heading to.. =.= but let me just wish that tomorrow will be a nice and happy day with all my frenx! =)
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Thursday, February 21, 2008
yes yes yes! exam is officially over and yvonne is declared free from today on! wahaha! i am sooo free le! but then i have dates! full of dates to meet up with my frenx! heex! oh ya i got to complain first kays! monday cd2.2 paper was set to kill me! i totally could not remember what i had learnt and memorised! then i got myself into deep troubles by writing a lot of nonsenses and stupid things! roar! and also now yesterday sf paper was also set to kill me.. i anyhow do and some i could not even remember that i had studied that.. =.= alright enough of those stupid exam papers.. now that it was done.. just pray that i will pass my exam and promote to year 3.. i will be waiting for 14 march to come.. =))
just a very random picture.. took on saturday when i was waiting for steven uncle to come down.. haha! i love it man.. heex!
yesterday i went clubbing at phuture! wah piangx! i got to swear that i will never step in during wednesday night! roar! basically because a lot of people lah! then a lot of people still nevermind lah.. just that the music came at quite late and due to the fact that i was already quite tired.. i dont really have the mood last night.. and cause i woke up at 9plus yesterday morning and i had a long time waiting for that sweetie to get ready at her house i feel rather restless le.. the mood wasnt there.. wasnt much excitement..
but i am sure there was something which disturbed me and i felt damn angry plus a bit dont noe what to do.. =.= i dont understand lah.. this year went clubbing twice and during this twice sure got something to make me feel not the mood one.. so stupid.. yesterday could be a misunderstanding and i hope it was too.. so dont bother much either.. =) oh ya! i saw samantha! haha! she so funny.. i thought we wont be able to see each other due to the crowd.. but then she saw me first.. later she disappeared.. i wanted to find her.. but i couldnt.. dont noe where she went.. but when she went home she did sms.. haha.. both of us have sour legs after that.. haha! oh i got to say.. there was this girl who stepped on my legs!!! and she wore HEELS!! super sharp heels! wah my legs went numb lah! i was like oh my god! i gave a very painful and shocking face to sweetie and there was this guy who saw it.. he gave me a super stupid face.. wah piangx i tell you yesterday girls are all very hiong in dancing.. =.= squeeze here and there.. cannot tahan them sia.. =.=
oh ya i went to meet up with weijia.. i dragged sweetie along with me.. haha! she very reluctant loh.. but i gave her sad face.. in the end she went with me.. she worried also ar.. haha! then met up with him for awhile he was smoking outside! roar! i swear to take away his cigeratte! lolx. oh ya dance with him and his frenx.. and realised his frenx zhiliang is my primary school frenx! the world is damn small! lolx! went home at 3plus with weijia and zhiliang and a girl also.. all stay at woodlands.. =) reached home brother still awake watching soccer sia! =.= oh yesterday i am a good girl.. i didnt drink.. daddy dont allow me to drink and sweetie stop me from drinking also! roar! nevermind.. i am nice yesterday.. =) just took one photos with sweetie girl.. =)
today is really a dumb bad day! outing with the gang of 6 was cancelled due to some problems.. then my hp is officially declared dead! why? cause i accidently dropped on the floor and it cracked! so people if you want to contact me.. call me instead of sms me.. super sianx! due to my carelessness! my phone gone.. i still dont intend to change phone so early lah.. but without any choices.. i have to buy soon.. haish! so stupid! lappie also need repair cause of the sudden crack in the middle.. now hp also crack! roar! stupid me!!!!! i seriously need job to get a new phone! no more whatever shopping date.. no shopping no buying of things no clubbing no everything for me now.. save money and get new phone!!! haish!
just a very random picture.. took on saturday when i was waiting for steven uncle to come down.. haha! i love it man.. heex!
yesterday i went clubbing at phuture! wah piangx! i got to swear that i will never step in during wednesday night! roar! basically because a lot of people lah! then a lot of people still nevermind lah.. just that the music came at quite late and due to the fact that i was already quite tired.. i dont really have the mood last night.. and cause i woke up at 9plus yesterday morning and i had a long time waiting for that sweetie to get ready at her house i feel rather restless le.. the mood wasnt there.. wasnt much excitement..
but i am sure there was something which disturbed me and i felt damn angry plus a bit dont noe what to do.. =.= i dont understand lah.. this year went clubbing twice and during this twice sure got something to make me feel not the mood one.. so stupid.. yesterday could be a misunderstanding and i hope it was too.. so dont bother much either.. =) oh ya! i saw samantha! haha! she so funny.. i thought we wont be able to see each other due to the crowd.. but then she saw me first.. later she disappeared.. i wanted to find her.. but i couldnt.. dont noe where she went.. but when she went home she did sms.. haha.. both of us have sour legs after that.. haha! oh i got to say.. there was this girl who stepped on my legs!!! and she wore HEELS!! super sharp heels! wah my legs went numb lah! i was like oh my god! i gave a very painful and shocking face to sweetie and there was this guy who saw it.. he gave me a super stupid face.. wah piangx i tell you yesterday girls are all very hiong in dancing.. =.= squeeze here and there.. cannot tahan them sia.. =.=
oh ya i went to meet up with weijia.. i dragged sweetie along with me.. haha! she very reluctant loh.. but i gave her sad face.. in the end she went with me.. she worried also ar.. haha! then met up with him for awhile he was smoking outside! roar! i swear to take away his cigeratte! lolx. oh ya dance with him and his frenx.. and realised his frenx zhiliang is my primary school frenx! the world is damn small! lolx! went home at 3plus with weijia and zhiliang and a girl also.. all stay at woodlands.. =) reached home brother still awake watching soccer sia! =.= oh yesterday i am a good girl.. i didnt drink.. daddy dont allow me to drink and sweetie stop me from drinking also! roar! nevermind.. i am nice yesterday.. =) just took one photos with sweetie girl.. =)
today is really a dumb bad day! outing with the gang of 6 was cancelled due to some problems.. then my hp is officially declared dead! why? cause i accidently dropped on the floor and it cracked! so people if you want to contact me.. call me instead of sms me.. super sianx! due to my carelessness! my phone gone.. i still dont intend to change phone so early lah.. but without any choices.. i have to buy soon.. haish! so stupid! lappie also need repair cause of the sudden crack in the middle.. now hp also crack! roar! stupid me!!!!! i seriously need job to get a new phone! no more whatever shopping date.. no shopping no buying of things no clubbing no everything for me now.. save money and get new phone!!! haish!
we leave a mark @ 11:00 PM.
Friday, February 15, 2008
today is just another not so good day! cause i got exam!!! wah piangx i tell you confirm is going to be gone case! 30marks on separation anxiety which i never study dao! imagine how i am going to answer it.. i totally got no idea! and i anyhow write the answers using my common sense.. and i asked others.. none of them noe also cause no one has textbook! how dumb it is man!! roar! and another 6marks on the attitude of teachers.. stupid all i never see before one! still nevermind some of the questions i got a feeling that i did wrongly lah.. haiya! dont noe lah everything gone liao and hopefully i dont fail can already neh.. =X another 2 more papers and i am done with year 2 moving on to my third year.. i really wonder can i pass my year 2 not.. haish! what a question to ask man.. hopefully i pass kays! i dont want to repeat any modules.. i already very old.. other at my age already graduate liao.. i also want to graduate! one more year to go hopefully!
saturday and sunday is going to be a study weekend for me.. no more house visit and no more online! cause i need to make sure i can get ideas about what is cd2.2.. i cant afford to play anymore.. this is the only module which needs a lot of my attention and heart in studying.. and i cant use common sense when i am doing cd2.2.. theory!!!! wah this i am going to die.. =.= and sweetie is also scaring me that this paper very easy to fail.. wah all the stress from outside! i feel more worse.. actually want to start studying de just now but then i too tired liao and my brain block so didnt.. haish! sianx ar! how am i going to survive sia! hopefully i can!!! help me please!
yup currently having some love talks by two girlies.. they are my sweetie and my dearie.. haha! but somehow i am thinking.. sometimes it is definitely better to be frenx as compared to be lovers.. lovers are not able to be throughout the whole life unless you are able to marry to that person and love each other till death.. but frenx can confirm be for life.. no matter how angry and whatever you are.. frenx are for life.. it is always good for you to cherish your frenx! so people do cherish your frenx..they are the one who will be with you forever.. so i am going to tell myself.. everyone will just be my frenx.. if the one who is going to be my prince will also have to be my frenx first.. lolx! this is natural lah! gong! =.=
wah i am getting very tired liao.. but then hor.. hmm.. tomorrow going to wake up quite early.. must study.. and get myself prepare! so got to jia you lah! and to all my frenx who are taking exam also! please jia you also! after this we will all be done! and i already have a long event queuing up for me.. heex! i am looking forward to my dates with my frenx! haha! let me list down the list of event that i will be looking forward to!!!
20 feb 2008 - my darling xiezhi bdae and also i am going clubbing with sweetie and gang!
21 feb 2008 - a date with my 5 lovely girlies to sentosa! cool! i am sooo excited with the luge ride and skyride!
22 feb 2008 - maybe a date with selene to eat ice-cream! i am waiting for this for very long liao.. hahaha!
23 feb 2008 - gathering with my sjab frenx from different generation and also a date to the boat quay with my sweetie. =)
24 feb 2008 - little kuku princess Precious full month celebration.. dont noe going not. =.=
25 feb 2008 - starting work at gloryland cashew drive.. from 8am to 1pm..
haha! see the list of events i am having! and i am getting quite busy during the holidays.. but confirm weekends will be free! haha! i am going to have a fruitful holiday! =) jia you ar!!!!
saturday and sunday is going to be a study weekend for me.. no more house visit and no more online! cause i need to make sure i can get ideas about what is cd2.2.. i cant afford to play anymore.. this is the only module which needs a lot of my attention and heart in studying.. and i cant use common sense when i am doing cd2.2.. theory!!!! wah this i am going to die.. =.= and sweetie is also scaring me that this paper very easy to fail.. wah all the stress from outside! i feel more worse.. actually want to start studying de just now but then i too tired liao and my brain block so didnt.. haish! sianx ar! how am i going to survive sia! hopefully i can!!! help me please!
yup currently having some love talks by two girlies.. they are my sweetie and my dearie.. haha! but somehow i am thinking.. sometimes it is definitely better to be frenx as compared to be lovers.. lovers are not able to be throughout the whole life unless you are able to marry to that person and love each other till death.. but frenx can confirm be for life.. no matter how angry and whatever you are.. frenx are for life.. it is always good for you to cherish your frenx! so people do cherish your frenx..they are the one who will be with you forever.. so i am going to tell myself.. everyone will just be my frenx.. if the one who is going to be my prince will also have to be my frenx first.. lolx! this is natural lah! gong! =.=
wah i am getting very tired liao.. but then hor.. hmm.. tomorrow going to wake up quite early.. must study.. and get myself prepare! so got to jia you lah! and to all my frenx who are taking exam also! please jia you also! after this we will all be done! and i already have a long event queuing up for me.. heex! i am looking forward to my dates with my frenx! haha! let me list down the list of event that i will be looking forward to!!!
20 feb 2008 - my darling xiezhi bdae and also i am going clubbing with sweetie and gang!
21 feb 2008 - a date with my 5 lovely girlies to sentosa! cool! i am sooo excited with the luge ride and skyride!
22 feb 2008 - maybe a date with selene to eat ice-cream! i am waiting for this for very long liao.. hahaha!
23 feb 2008 - gathering with my sjab frenx from different generation and also a date to the boat quay with my sweetie. =)
24 feb 2008 - little kuku princess Precious full month celebration.. dont noe going not. =.=
25 feb 2008 - starting work at gloryland cashew drive.. from 8am to 1pm..
haha! see the list of events i am having! and i am getting quite busy during the holidays.. but confirm weekends will be free! haha! i am going to have a fruitful holiday! =) jia you ar!!!!
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Thursday, February 14, 2008
happy valentine day to everyone! i believe it will be such a warm and nice day today with all the love and happiness in the air.. =D enjoy it everyone!
somehow i am stuck at home studying.. =.= i feel so tired and stress in studying lah.. all my frenx are out celebrating this special day but i got no one to date.. what a stupid day for me ar? i think back if certain thing didnt happen.. i might already be out today having fun and laughter.. but too bad.. heaven is playing with me and leading me a lonely day hur.. haha! what a foolish me too.. =X nah everything is in the past already so no point thinking and putting much hope inside this.. normal frenx will do me good too.. =) i have actually come to sense! congrats man! lolx!
wah piangx i really really very sick of studying liao.. =.= so many things to do and remember neh.. i really cant take it liao.. this is the result of me being too playful during the past few weeks and also the result of not listening attentively in class.. =.= bad me bad me.. all my fault kays.. hmm.. nevermind rest for a while first kays later then i continue to mug.. =)) wish me luck people and i will appreciate it very much! and wish me all the best bah.. heex!!! ^___^
sweetie girl just called just now to disturb me! that bad girl.. she knew that i am staying at home whole day to study but she just want to call and disturb.. this girl ar should have kick her far far away in the santa claus land.. haha! later she will add in you will bear meh.. i cant hide anything from her man! she is living inside my stomach! lolx.. oh ya she went to the place which i will never step in only after march.. nevermind let her go cause is her legs lah.. wahaha! sweetie girl shun bian go slap and kick that person kays! i will appreciate it a lot one.. =D
somehow i am stuck at home studying.. =.= i feel so tired and stress in studying lah.. all my frenx are out celebrating this special day but i got no one to date.. what a stupid day for me ar? i think back if certain thing didnt happen.. i might already be out today having fun and laughter.. but too bad.. heaven is playing with me and leading me a lonely day hur.. haha! what a foolish me too.. =X nah everything is in the past already so no point thinking and putting much hope inside this.. normal frenx will do me good too.. =) i have actually come to sense! congrats man! lolx!
wah piangx i really really very sick of studying liao.. =.= so many things to do and remember neh.. i really cant take it liao.. this is the result of me being too playful during the past few weeks and also the result of not listening attentively in class.. =.= bad me bad me.. all my fault kays.. hmm.. nevermind rest for a while first kays later then i continue to mug.. =)) wish me luck people and i will appreciate it very much! and wish me all the best bah.. heex!!! ^___^
sweetie girl just called just now to disturb me! that bad girl.. she knew that i am staying at home whole day to study but she just want to call and disturb.. this girl ar should have kick her far far away in the santa claus land.. haha! later she will add in you will bear meh.. i cant hide anything from her man! she is living inside my stomach! lolx.. oh ya she went to the place which i will never step in only after march.. nevermind let her go cause is her legs lah.. wahaha! sweetie girl shun bian go slap and kick that person kays! i will appreciate it a lot one.. =D
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Wednesday, February 13, 2008
well well well.. another comes and i spent it unwisely.. =.= i didnt touch my notes only till 4pm.. and i cant make myself focus for at least 1hour.. i kept go in and out of my room.. i get very distracted and that it.. i dont noe why.. this is the very first time i find it so hard to focus.. haish! i am getting from bad to worse.. sometimes i think i should just stop dreaming about getting into wheelock and just get into the society and start working after i receive my diploma.. maybe that should do me good too.. i am just too stupid and too dumb to get into the uni.. scold myself and blame myself for everything and that it is.. keep telling myself that i shouldnt come online and msn and chat with people.. but i still come.. =.= i cannot live without online man.. haish! just scold myself for being stupid and idiotic can!
oh ya yesterday i received a call from choonheng.. i got a shock.. haha! i noe he will be reading my blog.. so i just want to say thank you to you and to gabrielle.. thanks for being so concern about me.. =) haha i never imagine that you all will actually call me and ask me what happened neh.. cause i wasnt that close to you all afterall.. but still very thankie to you two.. =D and hor such a stupid stuff dont bother much also lah cause trying very hard to get out from all this shit also.. so soon i will be alright and you will get to see me smiling happily again! =D i shall promise everyone! heex!
sometimes hor i think a lot.. like yesterday i told sweetie that i am very scared.. she asked me scare of what.. i told her i scare that everything will change again.. this scare-ness all happens after she said that she will be hunting for job in march.. i feel so scared suddenly and i didnt have the mood to continue talking.. i asked her what is friendship? i told her i have fear in friendship.. i no longer have the trust in friendship.. i think back sometimes..
my secondary school frenx havent been contacting one another for a very long time.. i dont noe why.. i believe everyone is just too busy in their work and that the reason why we are not contacting one another.. but deep inside my heart i noe that is not the real reason behind it.. my click are all attached.. and most of them are spending their time with their bf.. so me will be the most free one cause i am not attached.. not to just say my click.. in the past we used to organise outing and many of them will turn up.. but now no more outings and we lost contact with one another.. not really lost.. just that we dont meet up and we dont msn or sms one another.. no more.. not to say only my secondary school frenx..
sometimes i think i am also losing contacts with my kuku family.. i didnt spend time with them and i feel super guilty.. most of my time i was busy with my school and also giving tuition at night.. till the fact that no time were left for them.. then i feel super guilty when they always date me out but i cant.. and slowly i lost everything.. this hurts.. people always lost certain thing then they will realise that how hurt it can be.. i always doesnt give them time and spend with them thus only leading myself the word hurt.. i got to blame myself for this.. should i promise to give them more time and spend more time with them? but i doubt they can also.. dearie is working and kuku is also going to work soon.. ah ji is also busy with her studies.. so do i.. haish! everything not going to be true liao! time change everything.. but whenever i am with them.. i feel happy cause they never show me a sad face even though either of them is sad.. we still laugh and play.. i really feel very great when i am hanging out with them! i never going to forget about my kuku family! they make up part of my life! and show me that you love me too.. =.=
then for my poly pals.. i used to have a group of good pals who always do things together and play together.. but everything change and i get to see the true colours of one another.. then we are split and this is the most hurting scar i have.. i cant accept the fact till i was crying for days.. this was also the time i started to lose trust in friendship.. but i was lucky i got 2 other close frenx of mine who always stand by me.. then slowly come another 3 girls who never fail to brighten my days everyday when i was in school.. we never stop laughing.. i called ourselves as the gang of 6! we already plan to go sentosa to play! but i wonder will they go due to the fact that everyone is quite busy neh.. =.= haha! but i believe in them they will go and have fun together! =) sometimes i dont noe.. i find ting zi sam leen and qing very nice! they always joke around with me and make me feel so happy even when i am sad.. especially ting and leen.. they noe a lot of my stuffs cause i told them.. they gave me encouragement and gave me support.. i will never forget what you all give me.. i will make sure i repay it to you all! let me feel love once again bah! =)
beside the gang of 6 during poly life.. i still have a sweetie with me.. she is my lovely girlie! she is also my sweetheart.. but sometimes she can be very fierce to me.. she does nags at times too.. so we both nag at each other.. =) i cant keep anything from her.. she noes when i am sad and she noes when i am happy.. she always make me feel love too.. i cant imagine if i were to accept the fact that the time we going to spend will be lesser.. i am scared.. she noes why i am scared.. haish! sweetie girl can you always promise to be with me and let me feel the friendship love? will you be able to let me feel trust in friendship again? i dont want to accept the truth that everything going to change.. you will be busy working and i wont be able to date you out also.. i feel sad my girl.. haish! i will miss those clubbing dates and those late night and most importantly my boat quay date! you havent date me to boat quay..
i just finished ranting on my worries and fear.. the fact is i really dont have trust in friendship.. i feel scare.. i am a person who needs a lot of love.. if i dont feel that i will panick and cry.. i need to receive a lot of attention too.. i am also a easy prey.. i fall into trap very easily.. thus people love to bully me and make fun of me.. i am just a little crybaby and i cant quit this habit of mine.. i hate myself being a crybaby.. every single thing i will cry and cry and make myself feel so sad.. this is me and i really hate me.. haish! i want to be stronger and i want to show everyone that i can be strong and i wont let people to bully me.. but it seems like this is very difficult.. haish! out of sudden i am feeling very upset and i want to stop the time.. haish.. =(( i dont want the time to move so fast.. the faster it moves.. i will feel more fear.. i am sad!! i need someone to cheer me up once again.. *crying in process*
oh ya yesterday i received a call from choonheng.. i got a shock.. haha! i noe he will be reading my blog.. so i just want to say thank you to you and to gabrielle.. thanks for being so concern about me.. =) haha i never imagine that you all will actually call me and ask me what happened neh.. cause i wasnt that close to you all afterall.. but still very thankie to you two.. =D and hor such a stupid stuff dont bother much also lah cause trying very hard to get out from all this shit also.. so soon i will be alright and you will get to see me smiling happily again! =D i shall promise everyone! heex!
sometimes hor i think a lot.. like yesterday i told sweetie that i am very scared.. she asked me scare of what.. i told her i scare that everything will change again.. this scare-ness all happens after she said that she will be hunting for job in march.. i feel so scared suddenly and i didnt have the mood to continue talking.. i asked her what is friendship? i told her i have fear in friendship.. i no longer have the trust in friendship.. i think back sometimes..
my secondary school frenx havent been contacting one another for a very long time.. i dont noe why.. i believe everyone is just too busy in their work and that the reason why we are not contacting one another.. but deep inside my heart i noe that is not the real reason behind it.. my click are all attached.. and most of them are spending their time with their bf.. so me will be the most free one cause i am not attached.. not to just say my click.. in the past we used to organise outing and many of them will turn up.. but now no more outings and we lost contact with one another.. not really lost.. just that we dont meet up and we dont msn or sms one another.. no more.. not to say only my secondary school frenx..
sometimes i think i am also losing contacts with my kuku family.. i didnt spend time with them and i feel super guilty.. most of my time i was busy with my school and also giving tuition at night.. till the fact that no time were left for them.. then i feel super guilty when they always date me out but i cant.. and slowly i lost everything.. this hurts.. people always lost certain thing then they will realise that how hurt it can be.. i always doesnt give them time and spend with them thus only leading myself the word hurt.. i got to blame myself for this.. should i promise to give them more time and spend more time with them? but i doubt they can also.. dearie is working and kuku is also going to work soon.. ah ji is also busy with her studies.. so do i.. haish! everything not going to be true liao! time change everything.. but whenever i am with them.. i feel happy cause they never show me a sad face even though either of them is sad.. we still laugh and play.. i really feel very great when i am hanging out with them! i never going to forget about my kuku family! they make up part of my life! and show me that you love me too.. =.=
then for my poly pals.. i used to have a group of good pals who always do things together and play together.. but everything change and i get to see the true colours of one another.. then we are split and this is the most hurting scar i have.. i cant accept the fact till i was crying for days.. this was also the time i started to lose trust in friendship.. but i was lucky i got 2 other close frenx of mine who always stand by me.. then slowly come another 3 girls who never fail to brighten my days everyday when i was in school.. we never stop laughing.. i called ourselves as the gang of 6! we already plan to go sentosa to play! but i wonder will they go due to the fact that everyone is quite busy neh.. =.= haha! but i believe in them they will go and have fun together! =) sometimes i dont noe.. i find ting zi sam leen and qing very nice! they always joke around with me and make me feel so happy even when i am sad.. especially ting and leen.. they noe a lot of my stuffs cause i told them.. they gave me encouragement and gave me support.. i will never forget what you all give me.. i will make sure i repay it to you all! let me feel love once again bah! =)
beside the gang of 6 during poly life.. i still have a sweetie with me.. she is my lovely girlie! she is also my sweetheart.. but sometimes she can be very fierce to me.. she does nags at times too.. so we both nag at each other.. =) i cant keep anything from her.. she noes when i am sad and she noes when i am happy.. she always make me feel love too.. i cant imagine if i were to accept the fact that the time we going to spend will be lesser.. i am scared.. she noes why i am scared.. haish! sweetie girl can you always promise to be with me and let me feel the friendship love? will you be able to let me feel trust in friendship again? i dont want to accept the truth that everything going to change.. you will be busy working and i wont be able to date you out also.. i feel sad my girl.. haish! i will miss those clubbing dates and those late night and most importantly my boat quay date! you havent date me to boat quay..
i just finished ranting on my worries and fear.. the fact is i really dont have trust in friendship.. i feel scare.. i am a person who needs a lot of love.. if i dont feel that i will panick and cry.. i need to receive a lot of attention too.. i am also a easy prey.. i fall into trap very easily.. thus people love to bully me and make fun of me.. i am just a little crybaby and i cant quit this habit of mine.. i hate myself being a crybaby.. every single thing i will cry and cry and make myself feel so sad.. this is me and i really hate me.. haish! i want to be stronger and i want to show everyone that i can be strong and i wont let people to bully me.. but it seems like this is very difficult.. haish! out of sudden i am feeling very upset and i want to stop the time.. haish.. =(( i dont want the time to move so fast.. the faster it moves.. i will feel more fear.. i am sad!! i need someone to cheer me up once again.. *crying in process*
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Tuesday, February 12, 2008
today i went to malaysia again.. haha! you must be thinking i am very free.. i went because xiao jiu mu and xiao jiu the other day went to genting and they win money mah.. they wanted to treat us to lao yu sheng.. so we went back again.. haha!
oh ya oh ya! i saw haohao today! his stupid mother brought him home and when i reached er yi's house he was sleeping but suddenly he woke up liao.. the moment he saw me he smiled at him and called me biao gu.. so sweet can.. heex! then i played with him.. i totally got no mood to study.. so i played and played.. then xiangxiang went out with er yi they all to the bank.. so i spent the time playing with haohao.. he so cute lah! i asked him to call me he call me and he kiss me after that.. and i wipe away his kou shui and said eeee.. the second time he kissed me he helped me to wipe away his kou shui.. haha! so cute right and sweet.. i simply love him.. he is tooo adorable liao! haha! and he knew how to keep the toys.. heex! i taught him one can.. love myself! *proud* wahaha!
and xiangxiang came home with 3 guns and 2 cars.. er yi bought the guns for chunjie.. haohao and xiangxiang.. xiangxiang so funny.. he posed with his gun.. and he shoot me using his gun but i told him only to shoot at bad people.. he went to the door and kept shooting outside.. then i commented that later the bad people shoot you back he quickly went to hide behind the curtains.. so funny! i kept laughing.. haohao followed what he did.. their pattern soo FUNNY!! they are so cute.. heex.. =)) let me show you 2 photos of xiangxiang with his gun!
oh ya oh ya! i saw haohao today! his stupid mother brought him home and when i reached er yi's house he was sleeping but suddenly he woke up liao.. the moment he saw me he smiled at him and called me biao gu.. so sweet can.. heex! then i played with him.. i totally got no mood to study.. so i played and played.. then xiangxiang went out with er yi they all to the bank.. so i spent the time playing with haohao.. he so cute lah! i asked him to call me he call me and he kiss me after that.. and i wipe away his kou shui and said eeee.. the second time he kissed me he helped me to wipe away his kou shui.. haha! so cute right and sweet.. i simply love him.. he is tooo adorable liao! haha! and he knew how to keep the toys.. heex! i taught him one can.. love myself! *proud* wahaha!
and xiangxiang came home with 3 guns and 2 cars.. er yi bought the guns for chunjie.. haohao and xiangxiang.. xiangxiang so funny.. he posed with his gun.. and he shoot me using his gun but i told him only to shoot at bad people.. he went to the door and kept shooting outside.. then i commented that later the bad people shoot you back he quickly went to hide behind the curtains.. so funny! i kept laughing.. haohao followed what he did.. their pattern soo FUNNY!! they are so cute.. heex.. =)) let me show you 2 photos of xiangxiang with his gun!
so funny leh him.. but sometimes he so naughty.. asked him to keep his cars he dont want.. want to beat him he ran and said da bu dao.. wah kaox! i bei him qi dao i want to vomit blood.. =.= cant tahan him man! but he is sweet and nice afterall.. he will kiss and hug you when he sees that you are sad.. =) i love them! XD
went to da jie's house.. haiyo my xuanxuan sooo KAWAIIIIIII!!!!!!! but her face got one big blueblack.. she knocked onto the table the other day.. she also very active man.. she can climb out from the rocking bed.. i rock the bed she climb out.. this girl ar.. er yi said she is a tomboy.. she doesnt behave like a girl at all.. and she kept fall down.. the moment er yi finished saying this sentence.. a loud sound was heard and she was lying flat on the floor.. she hit onto the table again.. =.= oh ya i saw haoyi also.. so chubby leh him.. feel like pinching his face.. but he so cute so dont want.. heex.. i carried him and he certainly weigh a lot.. haha! they are soo cute! how i wish i live with them and everyday i can hug them and play with them! and xuanxuan called me yiyi! heex.. so sweet lah.. hoho! chunjie also called me yiyi.. and he wanted to kiss me today lah.. kiss dont noe how many times on my lip.. wah! sooo SWEET!! i love them all man!!! =D
just now was eating dinner.. we split into 2 tables.. the old gang and the young gang.. i sit with all my cousins.. only junhao biao di doesnt join us.. he always also dont want to join us one he always stick with his mother.. haha.. then we were talking and laughing.. i still remember when we were young we always play together.. we stick together and share everything together even with junhao biao di.. but now he no longer part of us.. shy ya biao mei was saying that junhao biao di never talk to us and i added on saying that he never even play with us.. and then shy ya biao mei commented again lucky ah kai biao di wasnt like this.. ah wei biao ge said if ah kai biao di like this he will give him one tight slap.. we laughed till mad.. he also said that he always give everything to ah kai biao di and treat him like his own brother.. then i added on saying wah heng ar lucky minyi biao mei also not like this.. and shy ya biao mei said if she like this we all give her two tight slap.. minyi biao mei is the youngest in the family and we really treat her like princess.. she is so cute when she was young.. ah wei biao ge said we always kiss her like mad.. and minyi biao mei went =.= haha! how nice it is to gather with all my cousins again.. it was so sad that lingling jiejie.. da jie and ah boy didnt join us.. initially ah boy did join us.. his gf wants to join us too.. she stayed at kota tinggi which is very far from JB so san yi said dont want cause very ma fan.. then san yi and ah boy black face one another.. in the end he didnt come.. sadded lah.. da jie is because got baby and very ma fan.. lingling jiejie is because she went to dont noe where with her bf only come back on 19feb.. sianx!
sometimes i think back.. i am always very close with my mummy side de relatives and not my daddy side.. in the past i was close with my cousins from my daddy side.. we always went to one another house to stay over and play.. but as the time goes by.. everything change.. how i wish i can be close with them again.. my daddy only got one elder sister and my granny only have 4 grandchildren.. we used to be very close cause we always went to granny's house to stay over during holidays.. but now no more.. i hardly went to my granny's house.. 10 fingers can count how many times i went there to sit there and talk to her.. i dont stay over too.. haish.. i am a bad granddaughter.. real bad.. =(
oh ya just now when i was in san yi's car i was telling mummy about ah wei biao ge and his stupid wife matter.. he wants to ask his wife back.. i was like huh what the hell.. she already betray you and now you want her back.. i didnt comment anything.. but i tell mummy i dont think he should do that.. and he gave her a choice that if she wants to come back to the family she dont go to melaka with that bf of hers.. but she went in the end.. the answer is very clear i told them.. even shy ya biao mei also said that.. i dont understand.. if one really love one another.. there isnt this kind of things that happened.. since this kind of thing happened.. let it go.. like what happened to me i am letting it go slowly.. and just now i got so angry.. that yi po from my nephews mother side came and brought my nephews to us.. xiangxiang was reluctant to let go.. then mummy carried him and lead him to other things.. he was alright.. haohao also okay he was with me and i was giving the fish to him.. and suddenly she just came over and carried haohao.. kaox i so angry leh.. he already okay what for she come again and take him away.. in the end they reluctant to let go again.. wah kaox i feel like scolding.. mummy also said that.. so what my nephews reluctant to let go.. they always do that.. when i bring them go out and come home they also reluctant to let other people carry them.. so what.. this is children.. kaox! damn angry.. feel like slapping.. ROAR!!!!!!
and just now mummy said something.. guo sheng came over to san yi's house to find ah boy.. then mummy they all was over there.. he asked my brother where is me.. he told him i went to er yi's house.. and worse is he not ask like where is yiwen.. he asked where is my mei li de lao po.. kaox! when did i become his lao po.. i forget what he said somemore lah.. my brother was telling me this when i was having dinner.. and my face went hot.. =.= then mummy continued saying that guo sheng said he wants to study in RP and he wants to rent a room in my house.. mummy said one month $500 he replied huh so expensive ar next time i going to marry with your daughter leh.. $300 lah.. then mummy replied him no yi kou jia $500.. wah piangx! he not paiseh i paiseh lah! i hear liao i faint can.. i already told him he yi dian duo bu xiang lin junjie loh.. dont understand one leh.. =.= then he also said something to my brother.. i think is er lai lai jie fu gei ni qian! wah kaox! so dui nian lah! this boy hor let me see him he will get it.. =.=
okay lah! long post.. actually i got a lot to complain and to rant.. but to make my blog clean.. i better dont.. =D i shall complain and nag everything to my lovely sweetie.. wahahaha! she is the only one who always let me complain and nag to.. wahaha! =D
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Sunday, February 10, 2008
7 feb 2008
first day of chinese new year.. so dumb can! i woke up at 8am cause daddy told me to wake up at that time.. and they didnt wake up! mummy waited till nearly 9am then woke up.. and she still went to hang her clothes slowly.. i wanted to ask why they asked me to wake up so early while they continued sleeping.. roar can! and i waited for 4hours before we officially declared that we were going out.. -.- and what so irritating was.. i dont wish to step into toa payoh.. granny's house can alight at AMK and take a bus there.. but mummy dont want.. and so dumb can therefore we alighted at toa payoh.. haish.. feeling so upset the moment i step into toa payoh.. i quickly walked to the bus lane and soon the bus came and off i went.. and what more irritating was that i merely stepped into granny's house for less than 2hours and i went home already.. this is the first time we did that! why?? because some i dont noe who relatives came and they just occupied the whole house can! granny's house is small cause only 3-room flat.. and imagine one whole bunch of people step in.. no place to stand liao.. and they dont even noe who are we.. cant even recognised my daddy and they claimed to be my daddy's cousin.. how funny man! =.=
i realised when i dont wish to step into certain place.. i confirmed have to step in.. i feel so irritating can! i step into toa payoh.. then i step into orchard right next to heeren when i was heading to sentosa with my cousins.. then i step into tiong bahru.. kaox! all those places i dont wish to step in.. =.= haish! damn sad!!!!! and also went to the flower festival.. wah kaox! i swear i will never go next time during chu yi man.. the people are damn lots! people push and push.. imagine got elderly got young.. holiday is a day for those bangalah workers can! they went to the flower festival too and guess what they pushed and pushed.. i feel damn pek cek can.. and other foreigners also and i nearly fell.. in front of the sentosa guides some more can.. he still loooked at him and asked me whether i was alright.. i told him ya and smile to him.. he was so polite.. haha! i went off with my cousins and i didnt see anything.. haha! cool.. wasted $2 to get in and just go one round the carpark.. =.= after that went home and went back to malaysia..
my lovely winnie the pooh bed! i love my bed man.. and i got pooh!! heex.. nice right?? i sleep tightly on my lovely bed.. =))
above are all the photos taken during first day of chinese new year.. i wear until so shui bian.. wahaha! no time to shop can! heex.. =D 
the very first one.. i smiled and he didnt.. then he looked at the photo and said "haiyo ni mei you jiao wo xiao.. wo men pai xiao de ar!"
the second photo.. and we smiled he continued saying "wo men deng xia bu yao xiao hor.."
after that we tried other patterns.. and he kept laughing like mad.. haha! i simply love being with him.. but too bad.. haohao wasnt around.. he went to genting with his irritating mother.. so loh.. i miss him can! roar! if not i will have more fun.. =))
the other little boy is my second nephew chunjie.. i tell you i cant play with him much.. he is like dont noe how to say.. i feel very tired when i was with him.. i need to chase him need to catch him.. there isnt any moment he will be sitting down on the floor quietly playing with his toys.. not at all! but he is cute i admit.. just that a little too active till i am scared.. =.=
9 feb 2008
today stayed at san yi's house.. then xiangxiang came over during afternoon to have lunch at san yi's house.. so funny lah him.. i had a lot of laughters with him.. but he can be quite a tough boy at times.. he climbs and he runs.. crazy little boy.. haha.. but i had fun with him.. didnt take photos today cause didnt go anywhere except that went to watch chang jiang qi hao with mummy brother san yi and ah kai cousin.. oh ya.. ying xin and ah boy cousin were at home in the afternoon to have lunch.. then guo sheng came over too.. he so funny lah.. yesterday night he said what i became so pretty suddenly.. then asked me he can go after me mah.. i looked at him and smile only cause i was watching my jj.. then he continued saying he and jj look the same.. ask me consider also.. i gave him a stupid face and he showed me a sad face.. mad lah him! i cant tahan him man! crazy liao.. oh ya.. chang jia qi hao that wa wa sooo CUTE!!! i want one can?? haha.. and city square is selling so many vday stuffs.. i looked at it my heart pain one time.. -.- maybe it is time for me to stop thinking and let it go.. vday only what and i must always remember 15feb got exam! so no vday for me!!! remember!!!
10 feb 2008
today woke up at 4am and san yi drove us out to singapore.. kaox! JAM!! and i was stuck inside the traffic for 1hour plus! roar! so many buses and cars! i dont understand why.. =.= so early still got so many vehicles.. haiyo! i was so tired can.. then went to sentosa with er jie family er yi and er yi zhang mummy and daddy san yi.. i went into the underwater world and dolphin lagoon with er jie family and er yi and er yi zhang.. mummy daddy and san yi went walking around.. heex.. but the number of people are a lot.. i feel so tired till i got no strength.. chunjie is another one making me so pek cek.. he dont want to be carried.. he wants to walk but the moment we put him down he started running like nobody business and i dont noe how to chase after him.. i had a hard time.. and plus er jie pattern of taking care him make me feel so wrong.. i dont noe how to say but the way she and er jie fu take care of chunjie make me feel like scolding.. the moment chunjie cries they will hug him and give everything to him.. they scold him and he cried but they still gave him everything.. like that he also dont noe whether what he did is correct or wrong.. but i got nothing to say they also dont care.. but still okay lah.. just very tired! =) let the photos do all the talking bah.. didnt take a lot also.. sianx! oh ya i took photo with the dolphin.. so cute can and the feeling is cool.. haha!
first day of chinese new year.. so dumb can! i woke up at 8am cause daddy told me to wake up at that time.. and they didnt wake up! mummy waited till nearly 9am then woke up.. and she still went to hang her clothes slowly.. i wanted to ask why they asked me to wake up so early while they continued sleeping.. roar can! and i waited for 4hours before we officially declared that we were going out.. -.- and what so irritating was.. i dont wish to step into toa payoh.. granny's house can alight at AMK and take a bus there.. but mummy dont want.. and so dumb can therefore we alighted at toa payoh.. haish.. feeling so upset the moment i step into toa payoh.. i quickly walked to the bus lane and soon the bus came and off i went.. and what more irritating was that i merely stepped into granny's house for less than 2hours and i went home already.. this is the first time we did that! why?? because some i dont noe who relatives came and they just occupied the whole house can! granny's house is small cause only 3-room flat.. and imagine one whole bunch of people step in.. no place to stand liao.. and they dont even noe who are we.. cant even recognised my daddy and they claimed to be my daddy's cousin.. how funny man! =.=
i realised when i dont wish to step into certain place.. i confirmed have to step in.. i feel so irritating can! i step into toa payoh.. then i step into orchard right next to heeren when i was heading to sentosa with my cousins.. then i step into tiong bahru.. kaox! all those places i dont wish to step in.. =.= haish! damn sad!!!!! and also went to the flower festival.. wah kaox! i swear i will never go next time during chu yi man.. the people are damn lots! people push and push.. imagine got elderly got young.. holiday is a day for those bangalah workers can! they went to the flower festival too and guess what they pushed and pushed.. i feel damn pek cek can.. and other foreigners also and i nearly fell.. in front of the sentosa guides some more can.. he still loooked at him and asked me whether i was alright.. i told him ya and smile to him.. he was so polite.. haha! i went off with my cousins and i didnt see anything.. haha! cool.. wasted $2 to get in and just go one round the carpark.. =.= after that went home and went back to malaysia..
my lovely winnie the pooh bed! i love my bed man.. and i got pooh!! heex.. nice right?? i sleep tightly on my lovely bed.. =))
above are all the photos taken during first day of chinese new year.. i wear until so shui bian.. wahaha! no time to shop can! heex.. =D8 feb 2008
today went to da yi's house which is located at yong peng.. part of malaysia.. took a very long journey inside the car.. i was playing with xiangxiang.. haha.. he so funny lah! we took photos! and let me recalled what he said to me.. i asked him to take photos.. and he posted.. let see below..
the very first one.. i smiled and he didnt.. then he looked at the photo and said "haiyo ni mei you jiao wo xiao.. wo men pai xiao de ar!"
the second photo.. and we smiled he continued saying "wo men deng xia bu yao xiao hor.."
so we took another one without smiling.. and so he got so addicted to taking photos.. so we continued taking a lot of photos.. i didnt post all.. only some.. =)
after that we tried other patterns.. and he kept laughing like mad.. haha! i simply love being with him.. but too bad.. haohao wasnt around.. he went to genting with his irritating mother.. so loh.. i miss him can! roar! if not i will have more fun.. =))
the other little boy is my second nephew chunjie.. i tell you i cant play with him much.. he is like dont noe how to say.. i feel very tired when i was with him.. i need to chase him need to catch him.. there isnt any moment he will be sitting down on the floor quietly playing with his toys.. not at all! but he is cute i admit.. just that a little too active till i am scared.. =.=9 feb 2008
today stayed at san yi's house.. then xiangxiang came over during afternoon to have lunch at san yi's house.. so funny lah him.. i had a lot of laughters with him.. but he can be quite a tough boy at times.. he climbs and he runs.. crazy little boy.. haha.. but i had fun with him.. didnt take photos today cause didnt go anywhere except that went to watch chang jiang qi hao with mummy brother san yi and ah kai cousin.. oh ya.. ying xin and ah boy cousin were at home in the afternoon to have lunch.. then guo sheng came over too.. he so funny lah.. yesterday night he said what i became so pretty suddenly.. then asked me he can go after me mah.. i looked at him and smile only cause i was watching my jj.. then he continued saying he and jj look the same.. ask me consider also.. i gave him a stupid face and he showed me a sad face.. mad lah him! i cant tahan him man! crazy liao.. oh ya.. chang jia qi hao that wa wa sooo CUTE!!! i want one can?? haha.. and city square is selling so many vday stuffs.. i looked at it my heart pain one time.. -.- maybe it is time for me to stop thinking and let it go.. vday only what and i must always remember 15feb got exam! so no vday for me!!! remember!!!
10 feb 2008
today woke up at 4am and san yi drove us out to singapore.. kaox! JAM!! and i was stuck inside the traffic for 1hour plus! roar! so many buses and cars! i dont understand why.. =.= so early still got so many vehicles.. haiyo! i was so tired can.. then went to sentosa with er jie family er yi and er yi zhang mummy and daddy san yi.. i went into the underwater world and dolphin lagoon with er jie family and er yi and er yi zhang.. mummy daddy and san yi went walking around.. heex.. but the number of people are a lot.. i feel so tired till i got no strength.. chunjie is another one making me so pek cek.. he dont want to be carried.. he wants to walk but the moment we put him down he started running like nobody business and i dont noe how to chase after him.. i had a hard time.. and plus er jie pattern of taking care him make me feel so wrong.. i dont noe how to say but the way she and er jie fu take care of chunjie make me feel like scolding.. the moment chunjie cries they will hug him and give everything to him.. they scold him and he cried but they still gave him everything.. like that he also dont noe whether what he did is correct or wrong.. but i got nothing to say they also dont care.. but still okay lah.. just very tired! =) let the photos do all the talking bah.. didnt take a lot also.. sianx! oh ya i took photo with the dolphin.. so cute can and the feeling is cool.. haha!
one of the sweet moment.. chunjie kiss me! haha! he can be very sweet and cute at times.. but just that he is far too active till i suspect some special need.. i dont noe.. but true.. he is already 2 years old.. he doesnt speak anything.. imagine my niece younger than him for 8months already started calling mama papa and all.. he didnt.. he just aaaa all the way.. but i think this is just because he is slow in his timetable.. so nothing will be wrong.. his activeness also is alright.. cause he is just a child.. =)
today is such a long post.. i post everything.. hahaha! and i think it should be the time i recover from the sadness.. let him be a memories.. move on yvonne.. i believe you can do it.. good times will arrive.. convince yourself that he is a jerk kays! he is a fake person too.. so dont bother by him.. you will meet someone nicer than him.. =)
we leave a mark @ 11:22 PM.
Wednesday, February 06, 2008
happy chinese new year everyone!
i am feeling so bored.. so i come again to blog! heex.. i somehow being attracted to blogging again.. mad right.. last time so long never blog now everytime come to blog.. maybe this is then my usual life bah.. last time i also everyday blog but because got a lot of assignments so i give up on blogging everyday.. so loh.. heex!
oh ya i am here for some important stuffs.. so there they are.. =))
to my sweetie girl..
i just want to say sorry to you.. i noe i cause a lot of troubles to you making you feel very fan also.. i am really sorry.. i noe whatever i say might not do anything good.. yes i do agree that he is a jerk.. and i cannot believe in him anymore.. but this need time.. i already use to believing him so give me just some time.. a little time will be enough and i believe in myself.. and i promise he is just a passerby and an entertainer to me.. he only brighten up my days by chatting and making me smile.. nothing else.. and sweetie girl dont bother dirty your hands by smacking him or whatever.. even if we get to see him we just pretend we dont noe him kays.. i dont want to make myself look like a fool afterall.. and i also promise emo-ness will be over soon.. after i get in touch with my lovely niece and nephews i will confirm be a happy girl.. let it be the last bah.. =) everytime said here will be fulfill.. so no worries.. i will be a happy girl and live happily.. =D and to sweetie girl.. i love you like always do.. i still want you to hold my hands and let me feel warm till i find the perfect prince for myself.. i will be wearing the guardian angel you gave me during xmas and you will always be my guardian angel.. i love you! *muackx*
i noe i have been causing a lot of problems to many people.. when people already got their own problems.. i still add on to it.. i feel bad.. i decided not to add on to people's problems.. i shall keep everything within myself and like that i wont cause any troubles to anyone.. =) let it be the last post for me to shout out all my problems and emo-ness.. haish haish haish haish haish haish haish haish haish haish haish haish haish~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ i shall not haish that much next year! =)) wishing myself all the best and never fall for all this again! =))
lastly, HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!
i am feeling so bored.. so i come again to blog! heex.. i somehow being attracted to blogging again.. mad right.. last time so long never blog now everytime come to blog.. maybe this is then my usual life bah.. last time i also everyday blog but because got a lot of assignments so i give up on blogging everyday.. so loh.. heex!
oh ya i am here for some important stuffs.. so there they are.. =))
to my sweetie girl..
i just want to say sorry to you.. i noe i cause a lot of troubles to you making you feel very fan also.. i am really sorry.. i noe whatever i say might not do anything good.. yes i do agree that he is a jerk.. and i cannot believe in him anymore.. but this need time.. i already use to believing him so give me just some time.. a little time will be enough and i believe in myself.. and i promise he is just a passerby and an entertainer to me.. he only brighten up my days by chatting and making me smile.. nothing else.. and sweetie girl dont bother dirty your hands by smacking him or whatever.. even if we get to see him we just pretend we dont noe him kays.. i dont want to make myself look like a fool afterall.. and i also promise emo-ness will be over soon.. after i get in touch with my lovely niece and nephews i will confirm be a happy girl.. let it be the last bah.. =) everytime said here will be fulfill.. so no worries.. i will be a happy girl and live happily.. =D and to sweetie girl.. i love you like always do.. i still want you to hold my hands and let me feel warm till i find the perfect prince for myself.. i will be wearing the guardian angel you gave me during xmas and you will always be my guardian angel.. i love you! *muackx*
i noe i have been causing a lot of problems to many people.. when people already got their own problems.. i still add on to it.. i feel bad.. i decided not to add on to people's problems.. i shall keep everything within myself and like that i wont cause any troubles to anyone.. =) let it be the last post for me to shout out all my problems and emo-ness.. haish haish haish haish haish haish haish haish haish haish haish haish haish~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ i shall not haish that much next year! =)) wishing myself all the best and never fall for all this again! =))
lastly, HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!
we leave a mark @ 11:58 PM.
supposed to go boat quay yesterday night.. but ended up at heeren balcony.. -.- all because of that sweetie girl.. she changed and changed location lah.. =.= i still miss my boat quay date can! roar! some day i shall go back there again.. =)
yesterday met her at bukit gombak mrt and we head down to somerset mrt.. i was so afraid to step into somerset mrt.. i dont noe why.. i got the fear to step into somerset mrt.. and worse.. i think i saw him.. but heng is he never see me.. that the heng part.. but i not sure whether is him.. i do hope that that person isnt him.. =) i walked out of the mrt feeling very vex.. sweetie hold my hands and i feel the warmth.. stood in front of heeren and i feel that scared-ness.. i dont noe why.. i just have the fear when i step into heeren.. the impact of his face and everything is there.. so i worried.. i panicked and i nearly cried.. haish.. many many things flashed back in my mind.. i dont noe what to do neh.. maybe is just all my bad can.. my bad my bad.. =(
okay stop talking about that.. if not i will cry again.. =) sweetie brought me to go and meet her frenx.. 2 guys actually.. they were at cineleisure playing pool.. haha.. then we headed to balcony to have a drink.. sweetie ordered vodka orange and we shared.. we chat and we intro and i get to know 2 more guys from ngee ann.. but all graduated liao.. sianx lah! i am still in ngee ann.. haha.. okay later another person came over le.. then the 3 guys all siao one.. play until like siao can.. =.= then we played games too.. but i was too gong also lah.. sometimes i need to drink i still dont noe still keep waiting then they tell me then i noe.. haha.. gong can.. =.= but i had fun yesterday.. at least my mind wasnt thinking much when i was playing with them.. so i enjoyed too.. =))
later we walked all the way from heeren to bugis junction.. initially they wanted to play pool.. but most of the shops already close cause it was wednesday midnight.. so loh.. dont have le.. so we slowly walked to bugis junction just to find a 24hours mcdonald.. cool right.. it was a cool night.. i was feeling cold.. sweetie was either walking in front of me or behind me.. she never hold my hands that night.. i feel sad can.. we promised to hold each other hands.. but she didnt.. and i dont noe whether to believe her.. cause she doesnt seems to be alright afterall.. =.= we took the first mrt home too.. reached home i cant take it liao.. bath and sleep on my lovely bed.. =)
finally i had my reunion dinner.. and here i am rotting in front of the lappie again.. haish.. i looked at my msn contacts.. i feel weird.. i dont noe why.. i wish that he is online now.. but he is not.. i just cant stop myself from thinking.. how how how! told leen about it liao but then also no use.. i still will keep thinking leh.. roar! please stop me from looking at the list and think.. i am the strong one.. i am the good one.. i shouldnt make myself like this.. so i have to stop myself from all this shit.. and i asked again.. who is responsible for all this shit?? i wonder.. he or me?? haish!
yesterday met her at bukit gombak mrt and we head down to somerset mrt.. i was so afraid to step into somerset mrt.. i dont noe why.. i got the fear to step into somerset mrt.. and worse.. i think i saw him.. but heng is he never see me.. that the heng part.. but i not sure whether is him.. i do hope that that person isnt him.. =) i walked out of the mrt feeling very vex.. sweetie hold my hands and i feel the warmth.. stood in front of heeren and i feel that scared-ness.. i dont noe why.. i just have the fear when i step into heeren.. the impact of his face and everything is there.. so i worried.. i panicked and i nearly cried.. haish.. many many things flashed back in my mind.. i dont noe what to do neh.. maybe is just all my bad can.. my bad my bad.. =(
okay stop talking about that.. if not i will cry again.. =) sweetie brought me to go and meet her frenx.. 2 guys actually.. they were at cineleisure playing pool.. haha.. then we headed to balcony to have a drink.. sweetie ordered vodka orange and we shared.. we chat and we intro and i get to know 2 more guys from ngee ann.. but all graduated liao.. sianx lah! i am still in ngee ann.. haha.. okay later another person came over le.. then the 3 guys all siao one.. play until like siao can.. =.= then we played games too.. but i was too gong also lah.. sometimes i need to drink i still dont noe still keep waiting then they tell me then i noe.. haha.. gong can.. =.= but i had fun yesterday.. at least my mind wasnt thinking much when i was playing with them.. so i enjoyed too.. =))
later we walked all the way from heeren to bugis junction.. initially they wanted to play pool.. but most of the shops already close cause it was wednesday midnight.. so loh.. dont have le.. so we slowly walked to bugis junction just to find a 24hours mcdonald.. cool right.. it was a cool night.. i was feeling cold.. sweetie was either walking in front of me or behind me.. she never hold my hands that night.. i feel sad can.. we promised to hold each other hands.. but she didnt.. and i dont noe whether to believe her.. cause she doesnt seems to be alright afterall.. =.= we took the first mrt home too.. reached home i cant take it liao.. bath and sleep on my lovely bed.. =)
finally i had my reunion dinner.. and here i am rotting in front of the lappie again.. haish.. i looked at my msn contacts.. i feel weird.. i dont noe why.. i wish that he is online now.. but he is not.. i just cant stop myself from thinking.. how how how! told leen about it liao but then also no use.. i still will keep thinking leh.. roar! please stop me from looking at the list and think.. i am the strong one.. i am the good one.. i shouldnt make myself like this.. so i have to stop myself from all this shit.. and i asked again.. who is responsible for all this shit?? i wonder.. he or me?? haish!
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Tuesday, February 05, 2008
i shall have an early blog today.. heex.. =)) i got nothing to do.. didnt study as well cause i was so busy just now.. i helped mummy to wipe the door and wash the fans.. all the fans in my house can.. wah praise me please! i am such a good girl today.. oh ya i also clear my room.. i threw away almost everything.. and my room is now so clean.. but look like still got a lot of things.. sad.. but nevermind at least i noe i got clean up.. haha!
i dont understand you noe.. why is he still being so nice to me after i already did something so jue.. i thought we will never talk again but i think i was wrong.. got gf already still so nice to me i feel weird.. =.= i have nothing to do with him already but then it seems to be a small case to him.. i also dont understand why.. he is still very concern about me asking me not to go and drink today.. he will chat with me if i feel bored.. gosh.. what he wants man.. i totally have no idea.. i told him i dont want to have anything to do with him.. he just said he and me are still frenx and he wants me to be good.. okay i accepted that.. we are still frenx yes i agree.. but is he being too over?? he wants to see me and wants to talk to me.. but i feel that i shouldnt.. i dont want to make myself sink any deeper.. he is still being very nice.. crap with me and entertain me.. when he feels that i am sad he will keep make me laugh.. the truth is he knew how i feel.. and he always ask me to be a happy person and dont be sad.. i hope i can man.. let see whether he will still talk to me today bah.. i noe he is still very concern about me but too bad i dont want to have anything to do with him also.. =) sweetie told me to be frank with him.. tell him to stop talking to me until i get over everything.. but i dont have the heart to do so.. so i told sweetie.. she said she dont want to hear anything about him anymore.. but sweetie can you just listen to me?? i noe he already make a very bad impression in your mind.. but i mean we are just frenx.. not to get into anything else.. i noe i hurt myself like that cause i can feel that my heart is hurting.. but i dont want to loose a frenx.. i promise nothing more than just a frenx.. =)
oh ya i am going out later.. to chongpang with mummy and daddy to find my shoes.. and i am supposed to get a pair of jean.. but too bad i dont feel like going.. i havent decide man.. =.= go or not to go? hmm.. roar! help help!!!!!
i dont understand you noe.. why is he still being so nice to me after i already did something so jue.. i thought we will never talk again but i think i was wrong.. got gf already still so nice to me i feel weird.. =.= i have nothing to do with him already but then it seems to be a small case to him.. i also dont understand why.. he is still very concern about me asking me not to go and drink today.. he will chat with me if i feel bored.. gosh.. what he wants man.. i totally have no idea.. i told him i dont want to have anything to do with him.. he just said he and me are still frenx and he wants me to be good.. okay i accepted that.. we are still frenx yes i agree.. but is he being too over?? he wants to see me and wants to talk to me.. but i feel that i shouldnt.. i dont want to make myself sink any deeper.. he is still being very nice.. crap with me and entertain me.. when he feels that i am sad he will keep make me laugh.. the truth is he knew how i feel.. and he always ask me to be a happy person and dont be sad.. i hope i can man.. let see whether he will still talk to me today bah.. i noe he is still very concern about me but too bad i dont want to have anything to do with him also.. =) sweetie told me to be frank with him.. tell him to stop talking to me until i get over everything.. but i dont have the heart to do so.. so i told sweetie.. she said she dont want to hear anything about him anymore.. but sweetie can you just listen to me?? i noe he already make a very bad impression in your mind.. but i mean we are just frenx.. not to get into anything else.. i noe i hurt myself like that cause i can feel that my heart is hurting.. but i dont want to loose a frenx.. i promise nothing more than just a frenx.. =)
oh ya i am going out later.. to chongpang with mummy and daddy to find my shoes.. and i am supposed to get a pair of jean.. but too bad i dont feel like going.. i havent decide man.. =.= go or not to go? hmm.. roar! help help!!!!!
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Monday, February 04, 2008
today is yet another i dont want to do day.. i am supposed to study for my exam.. but due to certain thing that happened last night.. i feel damn sad and i got no mood to study.. sweetie is not online.. dearie working and i dont want to bother her much.. haish.. i feel so sad.. sad till yesterday night i couldnt sleep.. i feel so tired also neh.. haish..
guys are jerk arent they.. i feel damn hurt by him loh.. i dont noe why.. you are so nice that you keep contacting me and making me feel that you are not too bad yah.. later we quarrelled you said sorry and tried to all the sweet talking to make me feel that you are really sorry.. i forgave you that time.. then we never quarrelled again.. you make me feel so touch when you actually tried your best to cheer me up when i am sad and telling you everything.. you make me feel love.. and so we chat happily and laughters are all around.. slowly i realised i fall for you.. but then i didnt got the chance to say anything.. everything changed and yah.. you said you are sorry for being unfair to me.. i accepted that.. i hope to delete your contact and stop contacting you.. i didnt fall in too deep so i am still lucky and i can get over it fast.. ya i admit i do curse and swear.. but you cant blame me for that.. i am just protecting myself from being more hurt.. okay i think i shall not contact him and we shall go separate way.. anyway he is just a passerby in my life.. so shall not contact him anymore.. i am not cruel.. but to protect this friendship of mine.. so people just let me cry hard and i will survive thru..
2008 is not a good year for me and i can say that.. many things happened which make me feel so lost.. i wanted to go back to the usual route i also go.. but too bad.. i doubt i can.. i need people to lead me back.. just lead me back to the usual route and i will be fine after that.. and i shall never believe in love again.. until i really can get over everything.. haha!
oh ya mummy and daddy just came back buying a few bags of bottle drinks.. haha.. then my cousin already fast asleep.. he need to work from 5am to 2am tomorrow.. wah piangx.. ke lian de him.. wahaha! then tomorrow i want to go and buy my shoes! i dont care!!! roar!! i havent buy.. =.= and i feel like buying skinny also.. but then i wonder whether i should go.. haha.. no one goes with me.. then i feel so sianx.. let me decide whether to go buy shoes and jeans not.. hahax!
to that stupid sweetie! the world is never perfect understand! so please hurry decide.. if you choose to ask him go then too bad tomorrow i dont want to go liao.. cause i feel weird.. then if you choose to ask me go cause we so long never go boat quay and emo there liao.. then he shall not appear.. so you are to choose one! understand one only! if not you will be dead!!! =)
guys are jerk arent they.. i feel damn hurt by him loh.. i dont noe why.. you are so nice that you keep contacting me and making me feel that you are not too bad yah.. later we quarrelled you said sorry and tried to all the sweet talking to make me feel that you are really sorry.. i forgave you that time.. then we never quarrelled again.. you make me feel so touch when you actually tried your best to cheer me up when i am sad and telling you everything.. you make me feel love.. and so we chat happily and laughters are all around.. slowly i realised i fall for you.. but then i didnt got the chance to say anything.. everything changed and yah.. you said you are sorry for being unfair to me.. i accepted that.. i hope to delete your contact and stop contacting you.. i didnt fall in too deep so i am still lucky and i can get over it fast.. ya i admit i do curse and swear.. but you cant blame me for that.. i am just protecting myself from being more hurt.. okay i think i shall not contact him and we shall go separate way.. anyway he is just a passerby in my life.. so shall not contact him anymore.. i am not cruel.. but to protect this friendship of mine.. so people just let me cry hard and i will survive thru..
2008 is not a good year for me and i can say that.. many things happened which make me feel so lost.. i wanted to go back to the usual route i also go.. but too bad.. i doubt i can.. i need people to lead me back.. just lead me back to the usual route and i will be fine after that.. and i shall never believe in love again.. until i really can get over everything.. haha!
oh ya mummy and daddy just came back buying a few bags of bottle drinks.. haha.. then my cousin already fast asleep.. he need to work from 5am to 2am tomorrow.. wah piangx.. ke lian de him.. wahaha! then tomorrow i want to go and buy my shoes! i dont care!!! roar!! i havent buy.. =.= and i feel like buying skinny also.. but then i wonder whether i should go.. haha.. no one goes with me.. then i feel so sianx.. let me decide whether to go buy shoes and jeans not.. hahax!
to that stupid sweetie! the world is never perfect understand! so please hurry decide.. if you choose to ask him go then too bad tomorrow i dont want to go liao.. cause i feel weird.. then if you choose to ask me go cause we so long never go boat quay and emo there liao.. then he shall not appear.. so you are to choose one! understand one only! if not you will be dead!!! =)
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Sunday, February 03, 2008
yeah yeah yeah!! today is a special day! why do i say so.. cause i went to see my beloved 5566!! and they simply rox!!! heex.. they are so SHUAI!!! okay let start with beginning kays.. i wear mei mei waiting for my rain dearie to come and fetch me go junction 8..
went for breakfast with her and her parents at kim san leng bishan.. and after that went to queue up for the auto session.. meet up with maylyn and minyi jie.. so we sat there chit chatting away.. soon yvette ah ji arrived liao.. she so funny lah yesterday night still tell me not coming.. but she comes in the end.. heex.. we played and we joke and we chat.. and we had fun.. we talked to kuku stella over the phone for a very long time cause we are there to entertain her.. heex.. and we use 3G phone to see little precious.. she so cute can! i cant wait to see her and hugs her.. heex.. =)) okay i admit.. i became siao after i had my breakfast.. but i wasnt that okay after that cause my stomach hurts.. i keep complaining that my stomach so painful.. and they all see me until like so ke lian.. but most funny thing is.. after i went up to top of the 8 and prepare for 5566 to come out.. my stomach okay liao.. wahaha! it noes that i am going to see my beloved 5566.. hahax! let me show you some of my darling xiezhi photos kays! took by me but my hands were shivering when i was taking the photos.. =DD
okay lah enough of my shuai darling.. =)) see me more kays! wahaha!
me and my rain dearie~
went for breakfast with her and her parents at kim san leng bishan.. and after that went to queue up for the auto session.. meet up with maylyn and minyi jie.. so we sat there chit chatting away.. soon yvette ah ji arrived liao.. she so funny lah yesterday night still tell me not coming.. but she comes in the end.. heex.. we played and we joke and we chat.. and we had fun.. we talked to kuku stella over the phone for a very long time cause we are there to entertain her.. heex.. and we use 3G phone to see little precious.. she so cute can! i cant wait to see her and hugs her.. heex.. =)) okay i admit.. i became siao after i had my breakfast.. but i wasnt that okay after that cause my stomach hurts.. i keep complaining that my stomach so painful.. and they all see me until like so ke lian.. but most funny thing is.. after i went up to top of the 8 and prepare for 5566 to come out.. my stomach okay liao.. wahaha! it noes that i am going to see my beloved 5566.. hahax! let me show you some of my darling xiezhi photos kays! took by me but my hands were shivering when i was taking the photos.. =DD
this is the board.. i took it the moment i find a spot and stand on the barrigate.. =)) shuai leh.. wahahaha!
some others funny photos which i think should be either me or rain take one.. haha.. both of us so funny lah.. cause we got DV and got camera.. so we take turns to use one of it.. when rain's hands is tired change to me take DV.. then i realised i am not good in taking video.. my hands shakes.. heex.. so most of the time still rain take the video.. after some times.. i give up in taking photos.. cause all become blur.. so i take nothing.. i climb on the barrigate and look at my darling.. he looked at me.. cause i so outstanding lah.. i am the only one standing on barrigate who is so tall.. wah piangx.. pai seh can.. then shaowei korkor also see me.. =.= dui nian.. haha.. then i faster come down.. oh ya did i mention that i saw yeeshan too?? haha.. she is behind me.. =) i didnt realise that she likes them too.. haha! okay enough of my talking.. look at these nice and shuai pictures! heex!
okay lah enough of my shuai darling.. =)) see me more kays! wahaha! 
me and my rain dearie~
me and my yvette ah ji~
=)) i love my days! but some thing break my heart and i cried.. i think i must be the one thinking too much.. so everything is just a dreamx and forget it.. treat it as we never noe each other! =) i think that would do me good too.. i hate the way i am behaving now.. i hate it.. okay i shouldnt say anymore.. it only make me cry more.. =(
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