okay my nephew went home today.. my house seems a little empty and quiet now.. haha.. back to normal liao.. he will be back in another one week time.. haha.. cool right.. =)

alright.. school starting soon.. and i feel very very unstable.. maybe i am just feeling scare and afraid bah.. i dont even noe myself neh.. =.= i noe i enjoy school life.. but then new semester make me feel stress.. haish.. everything is getting harder now.. study and study.. assignments coming in again and again.. wah.. stress ar!!! havent school reopen i already think of this.. mad!!! -__-"

alright.. certain things are unable to be kept as secret already.. it will be open secret very very soon.. but then please.. things are not always true.. whatever.. people mouth just couldnt stop talking for a while.. their mouth will talk to others and then gossip begin.. rumours and everything started flowing and flowing.. people coming to you asking and asking.. sometimes it might seems unfair you noe.. i hate it when people gossip behind your back and never approach you to ask for the truth.. then people start to imagine and think badly about you.. i feel bad.. if only i am more confident and i noe myself more.. i wont get into this mess.. i am feeling very very luan now.. i dont noe anything.. the heart doesnt link me to anywhere.. i need help.. who willing to help me now?? haish.. blame myself for getting into this mess again bah.. i am such an idiot who always get into troubles..

thinking and thinking.. i couldnt find the answer.. my mind is blank.. haish.. why is it so unfair one.. maybe.. i am the only one thinking that it is unfair.. haha.. i look down on myself.. noe why.. cause i am not slim.. i am not pretty.. anyway.. many things make me look down on myself.. so dont ask me why also.. haha.. =))

hello~ it had been days since i last blog.. haha.. everyday had been so busy.. so fun and enjoyable.. =)) having a kid at your house is fun kays.. having to chase him around can make you feel so energetic lah.. haha.. the way he speaks also make me laugh till mad.. haha.. soon he will be going home.. but a week later.. he will be here again.. heex.. but school reopen liao.. sianx.. =.=

alright.. we visited the airport yesterday.. got quite a few photos.. but havent upload.. so be patient and wait for me to upload bah.. haha.. airport is such a nice place to go to.. but with my xiangxiang around.. it turns into a very noisy place.. -.- he shouts and shouts.. so noisy and he speaks as if he is a big boy.. haha.. kept saying that the aeroplane was there for him to board.. =.= mummy asked him whether he got money in his pocket.. he answered YES!! lolx.. couldnt stop laughing man.. haha.. =D

alright.. fun fun.. everyday is so fun.. got to repeat again and again.. haha.. and today i realised something.. time table is out!! and i gotta COMPLAIN!!!!! monday to wednesday are fine.. but not thursday and friday!!! grrr... thursday even week got 5 hours of break!!! wah kao!! stupid leh.. and cd2.2 is no longer sukuna!! i want sukuna!!! and i got a few i dont noe de lecturers!! haish.. i thought lecturers will still be the same as xinyi de lecturers.. but no!! oh my god!! i am not surviving through this semester.. how how!! friday having lessons from 9am to 6pm with only 1 hour of break.. kaox!!! arghx!!! having astro from 6.30pm.. i need rest man!! thursday still got tuition till 9.30pm.. arghx.. die.. kill me!!! hopefully everything not confirm yet bah!! pray!!! pray!!


anyway.. i maybe heading to zoo tomorrow!! yippee!!! here i come.. hoho~ =D

hello everyone!! i am back to blogging again.. finally get some time to blog.. xiangxiang is sleeping now.. he is staying at my house till next week.. cool!!! but my er yi went home with haohao liao.. haha.. and i have plenty of pictures oh.. but then i only blog certain pictures which i think are nice.. heex.. heex.. i had tonnes of fun with my nephews this few days.. my days were busy.. haha.. fun Fun FUn FUN!!! heeeeexxx

yup.. my nephews and my er yi and my biao ge came on thursday night.. xiangxiang so funny man.. he asked lots of questions and he is very curious about everything.. haha.. we went playground and he became mad!! run and run.. slide and slide.. that is how kids behave.. lively and happy.. haha.. how i wish i am like that too.. =)

dont bother to talk much.. so let's see pictures!!

yuhao and xiangfeng.. playing on the car.. but yuhao is very scared.. =.=

below are all yuhao aka haohao cute and gong photos..

here come my xiangfeng aka xiangxiang.. he loves to smile till so funny.. =.=

yesterday night we went to the mid-autumn festival celebration.. haha.. xiangxiang became crazy again man.. run and run with the balloons.. fall down also nevermind.. mad one sia.. haha.. my cutie godsis aileen had so much fun with him.. haha.. finally got someone call her jie jie.. she got so high.. haha.. both my cutie sia.. =))

aileen and xiangxiang.. haha.. pig face man.. =.=

annabelle and xiangxiang.. holding hands and walking round with the MP..

finally.. they took the pictures together.. haha.. aileen xiangxiang and annabelle..

before i end my blogging today.. heex.. here is one very funny video.. enjoy!!! XD

i love you!! =))

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Your IQ Is 90

Your Logical Intelligence is Below Average Your Verbal Intelligence is Average Your Mathematical Intelligence is Exceptional Your General Knowledge is Average

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friday, 14 sept 2007

today exam results out!! and i got so upset.. haish.. GPA 3?? everything gone.. i got no hope for wheelock liao.. haish.. what a lousy semester.. all those lousy grades worsen my day.. haish.. and i got all mix up.. selene told me she meeting me at 1.30pm.. but i thought 2.30pm.. in the end.. she waited for me at taka for 30mins.. sorry ger.. =.= alright we had tako pachi.. but then it wasnt nice.. i still like the one in school de.. but going to wait till school reopen.. and selene still said we go japan eat.. haha.. for just one tako.. we need go till japan. wahaha.. anyway went to paragon toyrus to buy toys for my niece.. and finally i got what i want to buy.. heex.. got it and we slacked at taka mcdonald.. haha.. eating my ice-cream.. yummy!!

went back to school for astro.. and i got a shock out of my life can!! no one turn up.. i only managed to see yubin nicholas robin dinie and david.. i was shock!! everyone was asking yvonne did you inform them.. YES!! i did inform them.. but where are they?? i dont noe.. I REALLY DID EMAIL THEM!! haish.. i was sad.. i finally knew that i dont really have much use.. writing minutes and arranging things i am good at.. but i am lousy at contacting people.. what the use of me then.. so demoralise can.. and i made others waste their trip to school.. what the hell.. i am feeling bad.. sorry to those who have made their trip to school.. =((

saturday, 15 sept 2007

went for tuition early in the morning.. everything was alright.. but i didnt get my pay that day.. the parents forgot about it and so the grandfather knew nothing.. so nevermind.. it was alright.. i wasnt in need of the money.. =)) after that went back straight to malaysia.. i had to thank god for hearing my prayer man.. i prayed that there wasnt a lot of people.. and indeed.. no people at all.. and i reached the destination in less than an hour time.. heex.. so happy can.. waited for mummy they all to come and fetch me.. heex..

after lunch rot at san yi's house.. and was waiting so impatiently.. and i watched a bit of transformers.. haha.. quite exciting at the back part.. haha.. set off to da jie fu's house at ku lai.. xuanxuan 1 year old birthday.. haha.. and i had fun with my nephews and niece.. and i got so happy when my niece let me carry her.. haha.. first time sia.. but actually i did carry her last time.. when i went over to san yi's house to stay to take care of her.. haha.. but for just less than 5 minutes.. all san yi fault.. she took her away and she cried.. =.= looking out for me and wanting me to carry her.. lolx.. she is very very cute can!!! haha.. i love her man.. heex.. shall go back to malaysia soon and asked da jie to bring her to er yi's house for me to play and look at.. haha..

my cutie ger.. xuan xuan.. haha.. she first time didnt cry when we playing with her.. last time everytime cry de.. haha.. see how cute she is kays..

this is her before she change to another dress.. see her teeth.. haha.. weixiong korkor said next time can start running together with her liao.. haha.. cool~~

this is her.. ta ta~~ change into a white dress.. she is the princess of the day man.. so cute.. this dress is my biao mei buy for her one.. cute leh and she likes to shake her legs.. and the shoes fly..

see how cute she is.. giving me her things.. and she put that inside her mouth lah.. this cutie ger of mine.. haha..

this is my da jie de family.. taken when we were singing bdae song for xuanxuan.. smiley~

alright.. here are some photographs of my nephews.. take a look at all my cutie ones~

hao hao.. my gong gong nephew.. but yesterday he was soo funny can.. he loves to say "怕怕" haha.. and also he likes to "ball ball" cute right.. haha..

my biao mei minyi and my gong gong.. haha.. see how gong he is.. =.=

xiang xiang and me!! he is my da shuai ge can.. but now.. erm a bit funny.. haha.. he got so dumb look now.. looking at the camera then give me stupid face.. he loves to do that.. and he sooo funny can.. when you got a sweet on hands.. he called you.. and be so nice and close to you.. and always reply you.. he stick to you like mad can.. but everything no more.. he gone liao.. dont want you.. =.= funny thing is.. he doesnt noe how to pronouce properly.. "飞机" will become "黑机" and we got hell lots of laughter.. and his name is 吴祥锋 but he said 宜祥同.. something like that lah.. mummy asked him to say "我很乖" but he said "我很呆".. so cute lah!!! XD

my da jie and my biao mei.. they took my phone to play!! haha.. my biao ge said he sees ghost.. haha..

this one is my second nephew.. chunjie.. see how cute de is in that tigger shirt.. haha.. finally i gave it to him.. and he just woke up from sleep.. so it looks funny and cute when he walked around.. haha.. gong gong de face too.. =)

me and chunjie.. loves.. he looked as if he wants to cry liao.. =.=

xiangxiang again.. see how wet his shirt.. lolx.. all his kou shui.. eeeee.. haha.. he had so much fun playing with ball..

sunday, 16 sept 2007

went for tuition early in the morning too.. after which went to causeway point and waited for rain.. and off we went to hunt for pressie.. haha.. walk ar walk.. finally we saw something cute and adorable.. so we bought a pair for yvette.. haha.. cute.. after that met up with stella jiabao and melting.. we were shopping for a while for stella dress.. then yvette also came to causeway point to meet us.. we left after awhile and headed to marina square.. yuki yaki!! and by that time i am damn hungry!! from morning till night i ate nothing.. haha..

yup!! yuki yaki time.. see all the food we had.. so nice and yummy!!

we were so full after that.. and first time i got no choice but to eat as still left alot.. and i raised white flag after trying to help a few.. i nearly vomitted man.. rested for awhile and we had ice-cream!! yummy!!! nice nice.. i had fun making ice-cream too.. heex..

this ice-cream is i made one can!! i ate all up.. haha.. so nice.. i love ice-cream lah!! XD

this one is made by melting if i not wrong.. see what he did.. add all the topping and make ice-cream.. =.= siao one lah.. haha..

oh ya.. the manager did this.. so cool and style.. bear bear ice-cream.. haha.. melting ate it up!! lolx..

only manage to took photo with yvette ah ji.. haish.. didnt have time to take with rain and stella they all.. so sad can.. after that we went to shop for a while.. and stella finally bought a very nice dress.. =)) me rain and yvette already said hao we 3 get same dress but different colours.. haha.. nice nice!! i cant wait.. heex..

alright.. i got to really thanks rain they all for buying this necklace for me.. i love it man!! and i got a shock when they gave it to me.. this is the necklace i ordered from wendy.. and i only pay a few bucks.. and they claimed it all up.. it is expensive man!! $200plus.. gosh.. but i really had to thank them.. i love you gers!~ =))

this is the package.. nice right.. next time i shall wear it to chase car when 5566 come.. haha.. =D

i love many activities days~

orh?? earthquake?? eh how come i got no feeling one?? dearie said her house got the feeling.. eh my house and her house can say is the same estate ar.. or am i too dumb to noe that it was actually shaking?? haha.. dont noe.. maybe my house got no effect ba.. but hopefully everything end fast kays!! and i dont wish to see another tsunami coming.. it is SCARYY!!! and there goes my east coast this sat.. =(

hmm.. tuition cancelled and i was at home the whole day.. such a boring day.. nothing to do also.. only can watch yin ye and zhong ji yi ban.. hmm.. the whole day was show time.. none was online.. oh i got selene and chuxiang to entertain me for a while.. and eve too.. but everyone was kinda busy so didnt really chat much.. hmm..

yesterday was like a big storm.. i tears and i was sad.. maybe whatever it was.. my thinking.. i let my imagination run wild yesterday night.. i think i made sweetie dont noe what to do again bah.. hmm.. night wasnt a good one.. couldnt get into dreamland until it was 4plus.. and i woke up at 10am.. gosh!! automatic one can.. =.=' but i am tired.. haha.. everything will be alright now.. things are being back to normal i guess.. =))

da jie sms me in the afternoon.. =.=" cannot dont go back malaysia for xuanxuan birthday party liao.. cause i already promise da jie i going.. must be my biao mei lah.. tell da jie i not going.. -_____- tomorrow shall get my butt up and head to town to get something for my lovely and cute niece.. heex.. selene will be my date tomorrow!! yippee~ but firstly must get some money from daddy first.. pay havent come in.. so loh.. sorry daddy.. please give me some first kays!! heex..

alright.. quite a full event for this coming 3 days.. =D

14 sept - heading to town with selene and going astro at night..
15 sept - going back malaysia after tuition..
16 sept - going out with my beloved kuku family for celebration..

woohoo~ i love dates!!! heex.. it is bored to be at home.. going out is fun!! yippeee~~ enjoy!!

just a very random post.. with 2 of my beloved.. heex..

this is my big nephew xiangfeng.. haha.. according to my biao mei.. my youngest nephew yuhao da bian on the floor.. then this kpo boy here went to take toilet paper and was trying to clear up the da bian.. haha.. i was laughing like mad when i saw this photo yesterday night.. so funny lah.. everytime whatever he does make everyone laugh like mad.. like yesterday afternoon mummy called er yi and he picked up.. he was trying to talk but we dont understand one.. haha.. then asked him call me he called me yi po.. =.=" *faint* he thought i was mummy that time.. haha..

below is my lovely and cute niece qi xuan.. haha.. my xuan xuan.. heex.. when was the last time i saw her?? june.. ah ma birthday.. now she cuter man!! i got to admit she is cuter than me.. haha.. of course can!! LOL~ i miss her neh.. saturday her 1 year old birthday party.. but i doubt i am going in bah.. haish.. i also dont noe.. see how bah.. wah sia.. i cant resist keep smiling when i look at her photo.. she is SOOOOOO CUTE and ADORABLE man!!!



haha.. really a very very random post right.. haha.. but i really miss them leh.. and whatever.. my nephews not coming this week liao! all lie ALL LIE!! when i am down.. all started to give me lie.. all are liar.. i HATE liar!! i feel so sad now.. who willing to let me cry on.. double hurting man.. yesterday also today also.. forget it lah.. and i am not going to cry i got to be strong!! STRONG!! but......... i cant.. i really feel like crying hard.. nowadays my tears is like mad.. want cry jiu cry.. siao! scold me all you want bah.. i will try to control my tears..

today was feeling a little better.. everything was fine.. watching mingdao and qiao en and mengzhe show.. something like xi jie shao nian ar.. haha.. nice!! and funny.. made me laugh and smile like an idiot.. haha.. but i felt great.. =)) watching and watching.. nice show.. =D

went for meeting today too.. so little people.. and they are talking rubbish after that.. haha.. but i always enjoy myself during astro.. whatever they said make me laugh and i feel happy!! meeting last till 8pm.. but most of the time talking craps.. =.= haha.. walked out of school and headed to bus-stop.. but they walked off to KAP for dinner and i headed to west mall to find sweetie..

yup.. went westmall to watch rat-ta-too-ee with sweetie.. her sister and her daddy.. a very funny and nice show.. not like what robin and logen commented.. haha.. but part of it was disgusting!! the rats running across in one big bunch.. gosh.. damn er can.. =.= i gave it a rating of 4 out of 5.. because it made me laugh till mad.. haha.. went home after that and sweetie was accompanying me to wait for 187.. as usual.. we chat at the bus-stop.. how i wish i dont need to go back so fast.. our time together is short.. haish.. tonnes of things want to talk to her.. but things just wont come out.. nevermind nevermind.. =D

i am sad now.. feel like crying.. haish.. no one listen to me!! i want to go out and play on sat.. but it seems like none is interested.. haish.. they are BAD BAD BAD!!!! i dont like them liao!! DONT LIKE DONT LIKE!!!!!!

there are certain things inside my mind.. i dont noe what to say.. but i noe i am going to go crazy soon.. so many things are kept inside.. deep inside me man.. i want to start to believe in myself.. but i always ended up hating myself for doing anything.. i want to talk.. i want my cosy night at boat quay.. but it doesnt seems to be there.. haish.. many many worries.. many many questions.. no one will noe how to answer i guess.. haish..

i think and think.. question myself again and again.. i wonder.. many it is always like that.. that question float to my mind again.. do i really really fall for him?? this is the question i kept asking myself.. but i dont get my answer.. sometimes.. watching him from far make me feel happy.. but watching him being sad and getting emo make me feel a little heartache.. how i wish i am there to comfort him to accompany him.. but as usual.. the one will never be me.. it will always be the other who go before me.. ha ha.. that could be fate..

ehh.. being emo is part of my life.. but it had been long since i last emo bah.. i always enjoy playing and laughing and even smiling at any single things.. maybe seeing tommy emo make me emo too.. haha.. this is the powerful of see people sad i also sad.. haha.. let me mix with people who are happy.. and i will forever be happy liao loh.. =)

no one will understand me.. so let it be.. leave me alone and i will be fine..

yup! i spent my day watching why why love again.. till episode 12 liao.. haha.. so nice can!! and whatever.. my he xiao mei cannot die!! and i believe director also not that cruel right.. haha.. left 3 episodes and i am going to finish the whole show.. next up will be zhong ji yi jia luh!! heex..

alright.. er yi called in the morning.. xiangxiang and haohao coming next wednesday!! hoooo... and i am so high!! i told selene i bring xianxiang go astro.. haha.. she said anything.. wah.. but i doubt so ar.. astro later people bully me.. then i tou da liao.. haha.. next xiangxiang going to stay at my house for a week.. er yi going back with haohao.. and this might be the last time i going to see haohao.. haish.. his mum want him back.. but i very very angry.. where got this kind of mother one.. she demand that she want one son back.. hello.. she divorce with my cousin.. reason why.. got another guy.. now she said she want haohao back and she will take care but they must give her month nai fen qian.. what the hell lah.. forget it.. she got no strength to raise a child up as she not working.. aiya forget it.. but it is very hurting to lost contact with my nephew.. haish.. i miss him can.. =((

nevermind dont talk about it anymore.. alright.. i got qiang wen today by falicia.. she is mad today.. totally oh my god lah!! she rushed to me suddenly a kiss on my face.. i got so shock.. wah piangx.. this ger ar.. can make me laugh till mad and also can make me angry till i cry.. dont noe what to do with her.. =.= but i always have fun with her.. she make me forget what i was thinking on my mind just now.. thanks to her.. =)

爱情是什么？我不知道。我只知道喜欢一个人有点痛苦。哈哈！
我渴望爱情。我想要爱情。
我神经了！！

crazy me.. so random can.. haha.. but really.. my mind was thinking a lot.. yesterday night still foolish de sms sweetie.. she got a little shock out of her life if i am not wrong.. haha.. she couldnt control me either.. =) to think.. i have been thinking.. if really that happen.. what will i do?? opening up my hands again?? giving people blessing again?? i dont noe.. i dont noe how to fight for it.. haish.. you can scold me foolish.. you can scold me silly.. but i got nothing to compare to.. i am not pretty.. i cant make people fall for me.. haha.. that is true!! =) yup.. i am foolish enough.. alright.. everything should be alright ba.. =))

this was the beautiful cake that they gave me..

this are the pressies i bought for my frenx from genting..

see!! what a ugly face!! all junwei fault!!!

this is the weapon.. junwei used it to feed my face.. gosh!!

they celebrated my bdae!! thanks guys.. but some not inside..

chuxiang logen and junwei gave me de sotong.. cute right..

that all for today.. so tired liao.. after all the screaming and laughing.. and tommy is so funny!! i called him and he said so many funny things.. lolx.. haha.. it is true that whatever he says will make me laugh like mad.. haha..

many things are beyond humans control.. let nature take the course bah.. =)) maybe it is true.. maybe it is not true.. but what i going to do is to believe myself.. and whatever it is.. i will find my way out one.. =))

believe the god and you will noe the answer

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