hehe.. today recover from pain le.. happy.. at least no need to xing ku liao.. haha.. see la.. even no need see doc i oso can ok.. so next time sick le den no need see doc le.. wahaha.. jazz i prove u wrong le.. hehe.. today wake up at 12plus.. den eat breakfast lo.. daddy was at home.. den i was like tellin mummy tml is 30sept le.. cos her hp de contract over 21mths le.. den singtel send some letter saying if she bring tat letter to renew the plan den can hav smth offer.. den i was like signallin la.. i wan change hp.. as tat day daddy strike toto.. got ard 500.. den can change hp le.. but daddy say he wun change de.. haiz.. quite upset.. mummy was saying wait until dec den change la.. will drop price de.. but hor.. it wun drop de lo.. u see w800i.. oso nv drop much.. haiz.. i jus wan change a good fone ma.. my tis fone so stupid.. tat time drop le become worse sia.. camera oso not clear.. see la.. haiz.. why everytime oso have to wait de.. sad sia.. no choice la.. haiz..
today leen call me askin me to help her find ppl to buy the cal water.. and i agree to help her.. since i am unable to join her in the company.. so i help her.. den in the end.. i really help her to earn one carton de pts.. but i think i nv help much.. haiz.. anyway really hope she can strike hard in tis career of hers.. wishin her all the best too.. really oso hav to thank her for understandin me la.. i really very fortunate to hav her as my sis.. lurv her lot too.. and the rest of my sotong family.. hehe..
today went for astro.. meet laisheng and tinshen at 5.45pm at wlds mrt.. den take mrt to sch.. den at sch very relax sia.. nv do much.. until evern come den we all started to discuss everything.. next thurs we going town to get our stuffs and fri is the trainin camp le.. haiz.. feelin quite scare.. haiz.. dunno why oso.. haha.. den today very ke lian la.. shuling and clement go off first cos she say tml she need to work.. den nvm lo.. tot still got laisheng and tinshen.. but who kn.. they oso went off le la.. left me alone.. me and the rest not very close la.. den very ke lian lo.. alone sia.. take lift to lvl 1 oso scare la.. no choice ma.. somemore nearly 10pm liao lei.. haiz.. den wait for bus damn long la.. arghz.. stupid oso.. reach hm alrdy wat time le.. 11plus.. haiz.. sianz.. k la.. i guess tat all for today.. tml going to msia le.. wed den come back.. oh ya.. da jie jus now msg me ask me help her think of my niece de english name.. hoho.. i think germaine is quite special.. so i told her.. but she dunno how to pronounce.. tml go teach her.. haha.. den my niece de chinese name is tai qi xuan.. full name is germaine tai qi xuan.. haha.. nice nice.. tml see her le.. yippee!!!

haiz.................................................................................

ytd nite.. i cant get to sleep man.. whole nite keep wake up.. stomach really really very pain.. den keep goin toilet oso.. den really damn weak la.. arghz.. den as a result.. today wake up at 1pm.. no choice la.. today oso nv pass very well lo.. altot nv go toilet so much le.. but my stomach very xing ku.. den awhile later feelin better le.. so online lo.. but hor.. the pain come yi zheng yi zheng de.. so xing ku lo.. den tat yi zheng yi zheng pain mummy say is gastric pain le la.. but i no medicine eat.. haiz.. den nvm la.. den evening time mummy nag and nag say go see doc la.. den i keep saying dun wan la.. awhile jiu hao le.. but who kn it nv hao.. den now really is yi zheng yi zheng de pain lo.. when will tis stop?? haiz.. very xing ku neh.. haiz.. online tell ting and jazz how i feelin now.. scold me again.. den ting still say she will burn money and buy coffin for me.. wah sia.. so bad.. den i tell jazz pain let it be lo.. die better since life so not easy for me.. den she nag and nag at me.. wah sad sia.. but i wun die so easy de.. at least must let me hav a taste of havin a bf ma.. wahaha..
today oso finish thinking of the flag design.. tshirt design and the grp name for ane camp le.. but i think my idea damn stupid sia.. haiz.. no choice la.. me de brain not creative at all.. so only can blame myself..
i really hope tml wun like tat de la.. i wun wan wait go astro den still like tat.. i will be very very xing ku sia.. haiz.. mind oso wondering will he be going to astro tml.. haiz.. wonder and wonder.. oso dun hav a ans.. dun wish to talk to him today cos ytd he did a very bad things.. dun wish to say le.. make me damn hurt lo.. haiz.. why guys always like to make gals sad and hurt de.. cant they jus think abt it?? cant they?? and why is lurv in the world? lurv only make ppl sad and hurt.. wat tat for.. haiz.. dun say le.. say le more sad.. =(

haiz.. today very very weak.. mornin wake up nth de.. eat a hotdog bread den head to office le.. den slack at office awhile den went in to training room for training.. today training is by mr steven.. but i wasnt paying much attention.. cos when i sit down and whole training begin.. my gastric start to pain and i very nan shou.. no choice.. i sit thru whole training.. and i feel like vomitin.. but vomit bu chu lai.. so i nv care much.. den after training.. i suddenly very very cold.. both of my hands is shivering la.. den miss nurul wan to talk to me.. leen and pengyong.. but the time there i jus listen.. nv talk much oso.. den after tat.. leen and pengyong go eat.. i told leen i go home first cos i really very xing ku.. den on the way back wah i cant sit still sia.. cos i am really very xing ku la.. den decided to tak bus home oso.. no choice la.. no strength to walk le.. den reach home ask mummy got gastric de med ma she say dun hav.. wah.. no choice sia.. i whole day only eat a bread den feel abit hungry.. but dun feel like eatin.. so go make milo drink.. but nv finish la.. den after tat feel better abit.. who kn.. it change to food poisonin.. keep going toilet.. den stomach very xing ku oso.. mummy say go see doc.. but i insist a NO!! cos i dun wan see doc.. easy.. keep going toilet sia.. den really damn weak.. den sit awhile den go lie on bed.. den after tat feel abit better so come online.. nick was sayin i am sick but dun wan see doc.. so many ppl come say go see doc.. ting still say no see doc wait more worse.. when go hosp sms her.. she will visit me.. wah piangz.. curse me.. nvm.. cos i still INSIST.. no doc.. =)

jus now i did smth.. i email leen tellin her i wan to give up le.. i am really tired and basically.. i hav a feelin i wun succeed.. so might as well give up now.. i kn i hen dui bu qi leen.. but i dun wish to see she and miss nurul worry for my sales.. i believe leen can hav more ppl who are more potential den me.. sorry leen.. i kn i am in a wrong.. but i hope u forgive me k.. sorry..

today we go celebrate yilin de bdae at party world civic centre neh.. hehe.. really enjoy myself there neh.. i long time nv have tis kind of joy le.. hehe.. thank yilin for bringing us there too.. hoho.. den we sing alot of song sia.. but hor.. i still think i sing very nan ting lo.. hehe.. den hor.. so stupid.. play wat games.. den lucky nv drink la.. but hor.. i tried it too.. it taste horrible.. nv tried beer k.. cos it is horrible.. diaoz.. k la.. show u some pics taken by gary.. still got more.. wit jazz.. so must wait ar.. hehe..


have been feelin very trouble nowadays.. i dunno wat i should do..haiz.. i dun have tis kind of feelin in the past de.. but i dunno why i got it now.. haiz.. i shall not say more ba.. haiz.. wait until i really think of it le den say ba.. haiz.. i dun like tis feelin arghz.. i need someone to talk to.. pls.. pls..

haiz.. wat should i say.. e and bf are ok now.. everything go back to usual.. and if not wrong c and her dar oso patch le.. i guess tis is how powerful lurv is ba.. maybe i should say tis is true lurv ba.. u nv kn..
but now i am afraid.. i afraid things will not goign to be like tis.. someone keep tellin me to tell him the truth tat i like him.. but i dun dare.. i dun wan to face the truth.. i am dan xiao.. wo buu gan mian dui xian shi ye bu yao zhi dao ta de da an.. ying wei wo hai pa.. wo hai pa nian peng you dou mei de zuo.. recently.. he hav been like tat past.. treatin me very coldly.. i dunno why.. ytd he was not in good mood.. and he talk to me as if i made him angry or wat.. i am very angry and hurt abt it.. i dunno wat to do.. i cant tell anyone.. all i can is to man yuan abt it to sq and rain and even ting.. but they cant help me.. tis kind of feeling hurt.. sq scolded me and say i cant always like tis.. but wat can i do.. my feelin is all mix up.. i dunno whether wat i do is correct.. seein ppl havin difficulties in relationship i will tell them to be jian qiang.. no guys we oso can leave.. but tis is not how i feel inside me.. i really wish tat there is someone beside me.. cos i hate being alone.. arghz.. i dunno why today i so sad.. i dunno.. i only kn i need to say out everything.. if not i will break down.. tml yilin celebrate her bdae.. she ask me ask him along.. i ask him.. he say see how.. den no reply le.. i sms him he no reply.. i dun wan call him.. cos i am afraid of knowin the ans which i might break into tears.. he dun wan reply me.. cos last time he alrdy say he lazy reply msg.. call beta.. but wo jiu shi bu gan.. why?? why am i so dan xiao?? why i always dun dare to face the fate?? why i am afraid of it?? why i always choose to tao bi?? why why why?? i need a ans.. who can tell me??????? *cry*

saturday..
today is my cousin bdae.. so we went over to msia.. wah piangz.. we go as early as 9am in the morning.. and there is alrdy so many ppl at the custom.. wah.. sg custom oso many ppl.. msia de oso.. wah piangz.. den finally reach at 11am sia.. den my auntie come and drive us.. mummy went to see doc.. den auntie drive me to go see da jie at hospital.. den when reach there.. auntie call me go find da jie first she go put car coupon.. but i go.. i nv see her.. cos i dun dare go inside.. den i went to find auntie lo.. den after tat.. we go ask the nurse and she told us is bed 6.. so i went inside see den realise actually tat one da jie.. wah piangz.. didnt kn man.. haha.. den talk to da jie den awhile later weixiong korkor oso come le.. den he bring us go see baby.. wah.. so cute.. the nurse push the baby out to let us see.. den auntie was like teasin the baby.. haiyo.. but she look so cute.. hehe.. den after tat auntie go bring mummy here after she see doc.. den me accompany da jie.. awhile mummy come le.. den talk talk awhile.. go see baby again.. tis time she keep crying sia.. i think she either wet her diapers or she is hungry.. lolx.. but the nurse no care de.. wah piangz.. i heart pain sia.. lolx.. den after tat go back to ah ma hse le.. den aunties all were busying in the kitchen.. and me oso busy.. busy helpin my cousin tie the balloons la.. u kn i scare balloons de.. den now still ask me tie.. cos no one wan help her tie.. haiyo.. den after tat.. ard 5plus cousin de frenz come le.. so many children sia.. lolx.. den so noisy.. haha.. den after tat.. at 6plus me jingwei and 2nd auntie go bring xiangfeng from his grandma hse.. den when we board the car ar.. he cling to me and started crying.. cos he is scare of jingwei la.. haiyo.. den i carry him to 2nd auntie and i sit in front.. den after tat he keep crying la.. den after tat at nite.. 2nd auntie wan to eat so i carry xiangfeng go out play and walk walk.. he feel so happy sia.. den keep playin wit the balloons.. haha.. den after tat.. shy ya de bf come le.. den xiangfeng see him so happy sia.. keep clinging to him.. haha.. den chunjie oso come le.. so i play wit him.. now he havin stranger anxiety ar.. den other ppl carry him he keep crying.. haiyo.. baby is like tat de.. den at ard 10plus we went to 3rd auntie hse le.. den ard 11plus we start to drive back to sg.. but who kn.. traffic jam sia.. wah piangz.. jam until 2plus den reach home.. inside car sleep..

sunday..
today wake up at nearly 1pm.. den 2plus online le.. saw e and c blog.. wah piangz.. i hate guys who like tat sia.. empty promise to their gf.. den now if i nv see wrongly.. both of them break le.. i must tell them dun sad.. still got the sotong family ard.. tell me anything tat is botherin u.. dun keep it inside.. cos i kn it hurt inside too.. altot i haven hav a taste of havin a bf.. but i am tasting liking someone but dun dare to say.. haiz.. tis is oso painful.. i am scare.. i scare things will become like wat c and e is suffering..they are feel down.. but i oso dunno wat to do.. i wan help them.. but i am sux in tis area.. haiz.. i cant solve my own prob.. how am i going to help them.. i dunno.. i wan to help.. but but but.. arghz.. i really struck..
i wan to be wit him.. but i scare things might turn out like wat c and e is havin now.. b4 tat is my cousin now is my frenz.. wat should i do.. haiz.. i need ppl advise.. haiz.. help me pls..
anyway.. 2nd auntie ask me go her hse help my da jie take care of baby.. but i dunno wat to do.. i need to go ve and astro.. astro is compulsory must go.. but wat should i do?? nv go ve den eileen will be alone.. but i really feel like helping my da jie.. haiz.. i oso dunno lei.. arghz..

today went early for morning training.. the training is quite long and it drag to 2plus in the afternoon.. den me and eileen went to eat at lau pat sat.. yilin was doing her SA as her mum come down to the office.. den after we eat.. we had nth to do.. no ppl to call for recruitment and no SA to fix.. den we were standin at miss chelsy table there doing nth.. den awhile later.. mr eugene say he is conducting training.. ask those interested to come.. since we hav nth to do.. so we went over to the training room and listen to mr eugene training.. den we were very cold man.. den ard 1plus hr later den we went off le.. we went back to miss chelsy table there and chit chat wit the other.. mr jingkang was analysin my pulse analysis.. den he say i wat wat wat.. den i dun wan believe him.. cos he is a no license de doc.. haha.. den at tat time.. mr bryan walk pass.. den he askin who got lip balm.. den i tell him i got.. but end up no use.. cos no very good la.. haha.. den he say me go view him in friendster rite.. den i say how u kn.. den he say see tat face i kn liao.. wah piangz.. kill him pls.. den we attend for the company slideshow.. bcos need to attend slideshow.. den i nv go astro lo.. haiz.. no choice.. managers say must go tis week.. no choice lo.. we stay for the slideshow for one hr and eileen hav to go.. so i went wit her.. den suddenly my knee cap very pain sia.. i guess last few days climb too much stairs le la.. den oso nv climb in a proper way.. so lo.. idiot.. arghz.. pain ar..

haiz.. he today nv come company lo.. ytd i show him one of my prettiest manager de friendster cos he say the company got one very chio de gal ma.. den i show him tat pics he say not her den say i cheat his feelin.. wah piangz.. how i kn is who sia.. pig him de lei.. haiz.. dun care.. he going to be dead very soon.. cos i going to kill him.. lolx.. tml going msia.. den i wan go see my da jie and the baby.. hehe.. oh ya.. my da jie give birth to a baby gal.. my niece.. hehe.. so happy.. my niece de bdae is 21sept.. haha.. tml go see and carry her.. yah hoo... hehe..

today wake up early in the morning and went for training at 11am.. after training.. rush back home to bath and wait for his call.. cos he say he will call me when he wake up.. guess wat.. he 3plus den call me.. when he callin me.. still say i am eating my breakfast.. wah piangz.. den he ask me wan go where.. i say i not too sure.. askin him to think and call me back again.. den i call rain and jazz for suggestion.. end up.. all de suggestion very far.. lolx.. den i call him back askin him wan to go marina square.. he shock.. cos is alrdy 4plus and now den go marina square.. he say dun wan la.. and say tat he hav a bad memories at tat place.. so in the end.. we nv go.. den after tat.. he say he lazy go far far.. den he ask me where i stay and i say woodlands and we settle to go cwp.. diaoz.. funny sia.. den he say he call me back in 3hrs time.. so i went to watch dvd and den fall asleep sia.. when i wake up alrdy 7pm.. haha.. so take a bath den went to 768 wit mummy.. den i call him at 7plus but he no ans.. awhile later he call back saying jus now he was bathing.. den he ask me go lot 1 lo.. but i think lot 1 nth de.. so tell him dun wan la.. so in the end.. he come cwp.. haha.. we meet at 8plus but he was late.. bleah.. den he come out first thing say he wan go toilet.. so we went to the toilet at mrt station lo.. den i wait for him at the pillar there.. when he come out.. i dunno he come out.. he tab me and still keep laughin.. wah piangz.. scare me to death man.. den on the way.. he keep askin me alot of qn sia.. den i only smile smile lo.. den we decide to go to mos burger.. den so qiao.. i meet suyin they.. den is he tell me my frenz ar.. i was like.. erm who ar.. lolx.. den suyin keep di xiao lo.. wah piangz.. so pai seh.. lolx.. den he go buy food.. den he come back me go buy.. but i cant finish the food.. den all the way we were talkin abt mlm.. he ar.. he been to VE.. and say there got one very pretty gal.. den he oso say a lot abt mlm.. cos he work in mlm b4.. so lo.. den he keep sayin wish me cheng gong.. like suan me sia.. wah piangz.. den keep askin me treat him eat crystal jabe.. wah piangz.. he ar.. i dunno wat to say liao.. lolx..

haiz.. i really dunno wat to do lei.. haiz.. going out wit him is normal la.. nv do much oso.. cos so late le.. tml i ask him to come company see la at 5pm.. den he say see first.. if he very sianz.. den he come.. lolx.. wan see pretty gal only.. lolx.. i am really scare.. i dunno how he treat me.. i am worry too.. maybe he really only like pretty gal.. u nv kn.. haiz.. let fate decide ba.. haiz..

today actually going for morning training de.. but i last min need help mummy wit some stupid stuffs.. so i nv go.. eileen sick le.. haiyo.. tat day she alrdy sore throat.. den today turn to high fever.. hope she feelin well now..
2pm meet weeling and jazz at raffles mrt and bring them to office for the pp and bp.. den after tat.. cs wit miss nurul.. den after everything.. went to bugis.. walk and walk.. wah piangz.. today legs damn tired.. dunno why sia.. stand for too long den must sit down to rest lo.. diaoz.. den went to bugis until 9plus den take mrt home le.. haha.. sit on the chair throughout man.. so relax.. den oso can rest my legs.. wahaha.. den reach home.. my cousin went home le.. wahaha.. no one snatch my com today.. so happy.. but he comin back on fri.. arghz.. but anyway.. sat and sun not at home so no need snatch.. lolx..

yup.. tml going office in the morning.. cos need to attend mornin training.. who ask me today nv go.. see la.. den after tat going out wit him.. he win le lo.. jus now i sms him he no reply.. den i call him at 9plus.. i ask him why no reply.. he tell me cos i tell u dun sms me le ma.. den still keep laughin.. kill him sia.. den he say tml morning den contact me.. piangz.. he wait forget den sure put aeroplanes.. but he say when i finish everything call him.. cos he say he must see wta time he wake up.. lolx.. he say he sleep very late.. pig.. wahaha.. i say u pig ar.. he say ya.. lolx.. funny.. haha.. hope tml can enjoy ba.. i wan take neoprint.. dunno he wan ma.. lolx..

yup.. forget it.. tis is wat i can say.. i kn leen is very angry abt tis matters.. but there is really nth we can do.. ppl change de.. so leen... jus forget it k.. dun get angry abt it too.. wait u got wrinkles ar.. haha..

today went to office wit eileen.. den help nelson and jingkang and miss nurul to call recruitment.. haha.. first time callin recruitment some more is cold contact sia.. quite scary oso.. den after tat.. went to lau pat sat to eat shrimp dumpling noodles.. wah.. so nice.. haha.. den eileen have her shrimp dumpling soup.. lolx.. den after tat go back office for a while den go off le.. we went to dohby ghuat to shop.. cos we lookin for some nice clothes to wear to office lo.. but too bad.. cant find any.. but we bought earrings.. yippee.. tml going to wear new earrings.. hehe..

sometimes hor.. i wonder lei.. why ppl hav bf le will treat their frenz differently.. even they say they wun la.. but they actually did.. maybe ppl will say i wun.. but u nv kn.. and maybe i myself is like tat de.. we oso dunno ma.. so we cant predict wat we will do in the future.. so jus grab hold of the present.. and dun regret it next time... =)

i saw your blog.. i make it clear.. since u wan say is mine fault den fine.. but sometimes u ask me put myself in your shoes.. but did u put yourself in my shoes?? last time u always force me to go wit u to anywhere wit u and your bf.. u think abt my feelin?? i nv say it out.. everyone de limitation is the same.. u actually pass my limitation.. but i still nv say anything cos u is my frenz.. but since today u ask me be in your shoes.. fine.. i wun say anything much.. and u kn wat u have done no need we to say it out.. tis kind of things is not very good to say out.. think abt it..

forget abt those unpleasant things.. let talk abt today.. today went over to office at ard 2plus.. den call my frenz to ask them come for interviews since they interested in knowin more.. den oso have a talk wit miss nurul and jeremy.. shouldnt give up so easily.. so i must jia you!!!!! even wei meng oso come to me and tell me alot.. askin me to jia you.. ppl from other team oso support me lei.. haha..
ya.. he call me at 5plus.. cos i sms him tellin i free tml.. but he ar.. tml not free suddenly.. wan change to wed.. but wed i got recruitment.. so cant make it.. den change to thurs lo.. haha.. but kkinda like still worry la.. haiz.. dunno wat to do oso.. hehe..

wah.. must really congrats yilin cos she close a deal wit her dad.. mummy ask whether fri following her to ah ma hse.. but fri got smth on.. so sat den go.. den i told her yilin dad bought a single.. den she say her dad help her ma.. den i say.. every parents will help their child de lo.. den she add on.. i wun help u de.. cos u choosen tis path u must work yourself.. wah.. i sianz half.. diaoz.. nvm.. i ask other ppl.. lolx..

everyday living in a miserable life.. i oso dunno wat i should do.. today went for my second sa wit mr jeffrey.. den he talk alot to my aunt and uncle.. both of them are like so quiet.. nv talk.. but who kn when my uncle talk.. can actually kill a ppl.. wah sia.. haiz.. den sa mv close la.. suan le lo.. gain experience oso.. den went back to office to put the kit all and have a chat wit miss nurul.. she ask me to bring back the pillow pad and let my mum tried and explain everything to her again.. but when i reach home.. i ask her to put tat pillow pad behind her back.. she put.. but no feeling.. fine.. i explain to her abt tat report on a dang niao bing patient la.. she dun believe.. she say if really can cure den when still need invent medicine to eat.. she keep sayin she dun wan buy all tis things cos she think it is no use.. wat can i do?? she dun wan buy and try.. arghz.. quite upset abt tis cos i am wei le her good lei.. even her own daughter she oso wun believe.. wat is tis.. she add on sayin if i can really earn money in tis industry.. den my cousin de bf zhao jiu become rich le.. but she nv kn.. who can predict the future.. if one day he really become rich.. wat will u say.. and i am veyr tired le.. everyday come back see her face.. get naggin everyday.. who can tolerate tis?? ARGHZ!!!!!!!!!!
i wan to give up.. but i dun wan let my frenz down.. but i really have no ideas who to approach to.. i have no confident.. i kn i must help miss nurul to fight.. but i cant.. let myself forever struck in tis position ba.. no promotion and no money take.. ARGHZ!!!!!!!!!

friday
early morning wake up.. den when leaving hse.. jazz sms say she last min cant turn up for the interview.. wah.. i very angry lo.. cos she actually alrdy promise.. den nvm lo.. cos sokleng.. clement and bizhen comign for interview oso.. den the ppt was done by mr eugene and bp was mr steven.. haha.. den after interview.. go lau pat sa eat dinner lo.. den go astro wit sokleng and clement.. got eileen and her bf oso la.. haha.. den after tat.. suddenly very tired sia.. dunno why.. den take bus to sch.. firstly is presentation by dinie.. yubin and victor.. after tat.. went to our sleepin area at blk 18.. wah.. the air con damn the cold sia.. i whole nite freezing inside.. haiz.. den i whole nite nv sleep oso la.. until it reaches 6am in the morning.. i cant tahan le.. so sleep awhile.. take out contact lens oso.. first time wear spect in astro sia.. eee.. so ugly.. -_-" den ytd midnite use clement de lappie to online.. chat wit him.. he is back.. haha.. i ask him now hurry come astro sia.. haha.. but awhile a gal say she wan use the lappie awhile.. so i give it to her.. but she use quite long la.. den when i online back.. he offline le.. haiz.. nvm la.. haha.. oh ya.. get back results oso.. pass all my modules.. wah damn happy la.. hehe.. my gpa is only 3.06 lo.. wah.. not veyr happy wit tat la.. cos someone told me need every sem get 3.5 and above den can go uni.. haiz.. but definitely will work hard oso de.. nvm la.. at least no need repeat modules can le.. haha.. =)

saturday
when come back tis morning wah.. hurry take a bath and went to sleep le.. haha.. sleep until 3plus in the afternoon.. den wake up eat my so called lunch.. den start to watch full hse le.. wah.. damn excited now.. i lurv it.. muackz.. den jus now was fixing sa.. and my mum idiot de lo.. go tell my godma i am selling wat wat wat.. wah kaoz.. den she nv let me say lo.. kaoz.. i damn angry lo.. go back room.. dun wan talk le.. den anyway.. my godma say she not free tml.. so suan le.. den i fix sa wit my aunt.. and she say can.. tml 3pm.. wah.. must wish me luck tml sa.. jia you le!!!!!!!

yup.. today havin my very first SA.. and i am attached to miss cindy.. she is a very nice manager.. she told me alot of things too.. she came up to my hse at 8plus in the nite and she left my hse only at 11plus.. she have to take cab back to her hse too.. i really have to thank her alot man.. i guess now my mum should be convince ba.. but when i come back.. she still askin me not to work there.. but i am not going to give up.. i am going to thrive harder and make myself successful.. one day.. i will buy tat products for her and she will kn..
altot i kn i nearly cried out la.. cos my dad dun wan believe in me.. he scolded me stupid and say alot of negative thingy.. but i wun give up.. i must prove everythin to them and tis really good.. i will!!! i wun give up.. jia you le yvonne..

today is a short post cos i am too tired.. but i kn myself well.. tml is a bright new day.. jia you!!! tml overnite ob should be fun.. hehe.. sleep early!!!

today is a damn sad day lo.. early morning go for mr kit tan de business plan trainin.. den mr kit tan training is quite good.. quite enjoyable too.. haha.. den after tat.. went for lunch wit eileen.. yilin.. some other managers like jing kang and a few la.. dunno their name.. only kn jingkang name.. diaoz.. den after eatin.. jingkang and some managers went back office.. me eileen and yilin stay and wait for jeremey they all.. den jiu yuan was asking why i join tis company.. i told him cos i wan to kn more frenz and learn more things.. he oso told us alot of things too.. thank to them man... =)
den after lunch.. jeremey brought us to miss vera den she teach us how to call our parents to fix appt date.. miss vera she oso explained alot of things to us.. she kn my situation.. so she helps me alot.. but when i call my mum.. she jus simply dun wan to get involve in all tis things.. ask her to come down office she oso dun wan.. haiz.. den nvm la.. she still hung my fone.. i damn sad lo.. and i cried.. miss vera say it is normal cos she oso cried last time.. jingkang all saw me cried and kinda like shock de face la.. cos i saw.. den miss vera say must be strong.. so i must be strong.. cannot let tis things to make me sad.. i still wan prove myself to them!!! jia you!!!
he will be back in 2days time.. haiz.. really miss him alot.. i dunno why la.. haiz.. nowadays moody oso.. hope he hurry come back!!! =)

today mood actually good de.. cos learn alot of things today.. but wat the hell happen when i reach home.. told my mum abt the manager coming to the hse to tell them wat the job actually is abt.. and to let them kn more abt tis job.. my mum say she dunno.. when daddy come back.. i told him abt it.. wah piangz.. he say he not free still nvm.. he add on sayin haiya.. all tis thing cheat ppl de la.. wun last long de.. dun so stupid go believe la.. say all kinds of idiot comments la.. wah piangz.. at tat moment i nearly shout out.. cos i was feeling damn irritated la.. he nv give good comments de lo.. his mindset is kinda like fix to one point.. and tis is wat i hate him most.. he will nv support us de.. haiz.. suan le..tml tell eileen all den see how la.. now i oso dunno anything.. i cant change his mindset.. i guess maybe my managers can.. he oso saying work as this can earn money meh.. wait long long la.. i must prove to him in tis job i really can earn and i can make my dreams come true!!!!i shouldnt let all tis stupid things affect me.. i must work hard and prove to them i can do it de.. no worry!! i myself jia you jiu hao le.. dun care abt wat the others think.. u think of it yourself can le..

yup!!i must prove myself rite!! haha.. ya.. jus now get a shock out of my life.. he is online.. but only for a while.. i guess someone is using his laptop ba.. cos the dp is his laptop pics.. or maybe he bring his laptop there.. but i guess tis isnt possible ba.. haha.. but hoping tat he is well there.. haha.. tml havin red hse trainin at 11am.. so i guess i going to go off to bed soon.. cos quite tired.. haha.. k la.. nite everyone!! =)

yup!! show u guys some pics we hav taken during our trip to sentosa on 5 sept.. hippee..

today should be quite a fullest day i ever had during my holidays.. cos i have learn alot today neh.. all thanks to the mm in the company.. and oso thank to jeremy and eileen for lettin me kn tat there is tis kind of job in the country.. thank thank =)

but mood today isnt better anyway.. all day was feelin quite anxious and sad.. i guess should be feeling tis way de ba.. since he wun be online for the next 4 days.. by tis time he should be in his room restin le.. he was sick.. tat wat he told me ytd.. hopefully today he feels fine and really an enjoy himself during the trip there.. telling him to enjoy but he was saying he tried to.. wah piangz.. can let him go and hav fun he still need to try.. haiz.. sometimes really wonder wat kind of ppl he is.. i mean i dunno his char tat well la.. so i will wonder..
today yilin post a veyr good qn to me.. cos i told her tat i hate guys who smoke cos i hav been inhaling 2nd hand cigratte ever since i was born.. so i definitely hate ppl who smoke.. and she ask me.. if one day she smoke wat will i do.. tis is a very tough qn.. to me.. all my frenz are like tat type guai guai one wun dare to smoke.. btu why she ask?? she say tat ppl will be curious to try new stuff.. but trying out smokin is not cool man.. it harm u.. and i told her tat i will ask her to quit smokin if she really cant.. den maybe i will not be as close to her like in the past ba.. she was upset.. but i kn.. losing a frenz is far too impossible for me.. i dun like to lose a frenz.. but i think i might jus continue encouragin her to quit smoking.. she oso add on if one day i saw him smoking.. wat will i do.. i told her.. if i saw him smokin and i not yet his gf.. maybe i will try my best to stop lurvin him.. but i kn tis may be difficult.. but i dun like to be wit a guy who smoke.. tat the reason.. if i am his gf le.. i will try all the way to stop him from smokin.. tis is wat i can do.. tis type of qn is really tough.. and i dun actually kn will i still be like tat in the future.. i nv kn.. jus let time decide ba.. haha..

now wishin him well during the trip and enjoy himself.. =)

^-^we five and one cute little gal.. my godsis aileen!!! hehe..^-^


@_@diaoz.. my "chu wen" bei ppl take away le..@_@

hehe.. above pics were also taken during my bdae.. hehe.. tis pics were taken using zhiying de cam.. so i get it from her jus recently.. i guess should be uploading pics when taken during teacher day and pics taken when we went to sentosa...

yup.. today my cousin come my hse again.. he come my hse stay lo.. cos he doin the work permit thingy so cant go home lo.. so sad.. den he is here to snatch my com lo.. pig him de.. hmph.. nvm i win in the end.. cos he wan to go watch kim sam soon vcd.. wahaha.. bleah..
haiz.. ytd kinda like so scary lo.. i was online until ard 1am only cos i am scare.. he had been keep askin me to chat wit him on fone.. and i dun wan lo.. cos i dun feel like talking to him nowadays.. last time i guess i fan him until so shang ying le.. now he keep comin back to find me chat.. arghz.. den nowadays keep got new ppl view me in friendster.. all is those lai li bu ming de ppl lo.. send me msg oso.. wah piangz.. why is all tis things comin to me sia?? i only wan to live in peace lo.. no tis kind of thing.. haiz..
anyway.. today went for red hse training wit eileen.. quite a fun trainin too.. but smth ma lu happen lo.. arghz.. actually wan to leave at 4pm de.. but we dun dare stand up lo.. den wait and wait.. den suddenly they ask a gal to stand up den i stand up cos i wan go ma.. den they tot they saying de gal is me.. so ma lu.. mei lian jian ren... haiz.. den cindy oso not confirm whether wan to go to tat company to work wit us ma.. haiz.. dunno her neh.. cos she say her currently job de ppl dun allow her to quit.. haiz.. sad sia.. why the ppl like tat de lei.. dunno.. nvm la.. none of my business.. haha..
sianz.. jus now he online le.. den i chat wit him wit the dp of me and faizal.. he tot i wan to show him my bf.. i sianz half sia.. my only wish is him being my bf.. but he kn?? i guess he wun kn until the day i confess ba.. haiz..

today so sianz lo.. watch full house dvd again.. yippee.. i fall in lurv wit it again.. tis is my 2nd time watching it again.. wah.. i really lurv the story lo.. can u imagine?? haha.. so touching oso de lo.. rain so man and song hui qiao so pretty.. hehe.. after watching tat dvd went on to watch mtv feng sheng pang wan ren yan chang hui.. wah.. damn lot of ppl went for tat concert lo.. last yr got 5566 all tis yr no.. cos xiezhi is not in tw and renfu is busy recordin shi sheng soundtrack.. shaowei is oso busy filming jian dao shi tou bu.. haiz.. all so busy.. it has been a very long time since i see them 4 together.. haiz..
jus now went to garden wit my godsis all.. walk our way to wlds mart and shop there and buy things for almost 2hrs.. den my youngest godsis aileen suddenly wan to run.. den i accompany her lo.. we run all the way from the mart back to our hse.. wahaha.. damn tired.. cos i so long nv run le.. but quite fun oso la.. sweat alot.. den come home rest a while den go bath le.. haha..
oh ya.. today ard 2plus in the morning..my hp ring.. i tot who was it so late.. and i realise is him.. tat friendster guy.. wah piangz.. rare sia.. first time he call me lo.. and i tot wat happen.. he say he wan to chat but i rejected.. cos i was really very tired.. and i begin to have a fear when he chat or call me.. wat am i suppose to do?? i am really afraid le.. why do i hav all tis things to bother me.. haiz..
meetin cindy tml to go to that job interview again.. i guess yilin and ting tml going for the trainin ba.. haiz.. i wonder cindy working not ma.. cos i dun wish to be alone for the training.. arghz.. haiz.. dunno la.. tml den say ba.. den tml very damn blur sia.. ppl say wat i oso cant get into my head.. dunno why.. maybe cos of him again ba.. he is going oversea le.. kinda like dun wish he go sia.. haiz.. dunno why.. den oso worry tat when he come back he will be like last time.. dun talk to me.. den i will be damn sad de lo.. i dunno why i oso think on the bad side.. i nv think on the bright side de.. tat is why ppl scold me.. haiz.. worry oso he will forget wat he promise me.. he promise to bring me out.. will he forget it too?? haiz.. dunno.. 5 days.. can u imagine.. 5 days wun be able to see him online.. arghz.. tis feelin is not good.. i dun wan to hav tis feelin.. but i dunno why i keep thinkin abt it.. haiz.. jus hope tat he hav fun durin the trip and do take care of himself.. dun be sick or wat lo.. and hope he is save.. *PrAy*

yup.. today wake up at 10.30am.. wahaha.. overslept again.. and tis is me!! lolx.. meeting shuling and clement at 12.10pm at marsiling mrt station.. and guess wat.. i am earlier den them.. hehe.. den took mrt to clementi and take bus to sch.. reach sch jiu hand in the finance letter.. den after tat go get bubble tea.. wahaha.. i miss bubble tea.. hehe.. as usual.. choco ice blended.. lolx.. shuling cant tahan me le.. diaoz.. den after tat we went to club hse.. haha.. waited for a while den board the bus and off we went to ntu for the talk.. the talk is all abt sun.. haha.. quite interestin.. but my attention veyr short only ar.. veyr fast finish le.. haha.. den the talk last for 1hr.. wah sia.. gana bully by tat victor again la.. he everytime must say smth to bully me de lo.. dunno why sia.. idiot.. den after tat.. me shuling clement and chongyee went to marina square for yuki yaki.. hehe.. haha.. den wah sia.. they all very clever de lo.. take so many food.. in the end ar.. must to force to eat finish lo.. but i really cant take it le.. eat half way jiu full le.. so nv eat le.. den shuling say i bad la.. cos i dun wan eat ma.. diaoz.. but cannot blame me oso ma.. cos i really full le.. den after eat.. it was time for ice cream.. hehe.. and i teach them how to make those ice cream.. chongyee so surprise sia.. cos i guess making DIY ice cream is really rare ba.. den we really hav alot of fun neh.. hehe.. den after eatin.. we went back home le.. den chongyee hav to go back alone.. so sad sia.. den on the way home kinda like boring.. dunno why lei.. maybe tired le ba..
come home see tv bath den online again.. chat wit him.. his comp lose.. quite sad for him.. haiz.. nvm la.. next time can jia you again de.. hehe.. haiz..

den hor.. today smth very weird happen.. he.. the online frenz he say smth very weird to me today.. he ask me who i hate cos my nick i put u are making me to hate u.. den i told him is him.. den after tat he ask me why.. den i say nth la.. jus kiddin.. den he said smth i very shock.. he say how i wish your nick is for me.. and i went blank in mind.. is he talking abt the hate thingy or is he talking abt the how deep my lurv is for u thingy.. i am blur.. i ask shuling.. she ask me to go ask him.. but i guess i wun ask.. cos to me.. i dunno him and there is no feelin.. and my heart is only to that only one.. unless one day he reject me maybe my heart will change.. for the moment is only him!!!

i hate the way he treat me.. not him.. is tat friendster tat guy.. he think i am wat.. i dunno lo.. from ytd he givin me some sort of attitude.. i dunno is it i makin him to appear in tis way or wat.. ytd i show him pics of him.. askin him he shuai ma cos ting keep saying he not shuai.. but to me is shuai la.. den he say he ok lookin askin me is tat guy i like ar.. i say why must i tell u.. den he say suan le.. den i oso suan le la.. den start to give me attitude le.. i dun understand why lo.. den today sms me ask me go help him find his hp pouch cos he say he lost it and tat place is near my hse.. i was like diaoz.. i dun even kn where is it.. and plus i was in town to go for some job interview.. and he some sort of scolded me.. wah piangz.. wat the hell lo.. simply hate ppl who is like tat.. haiz..

dun care abt him so much.. let talk abt today.. yup.. go for job interview wit ting and yilin.. and i decide to work there.. yilin oso.. she say give it a try cos she think tat we can really learn alot there.. but i dunno abt ting neh.. den sun going to interview again wit cindy and maybe will start training wit her too.. i found tis job quite interesting.. although is earn by commission de la.. but i realise in there i really can learn alot.. tat why i decide to work.. hehe..
rain went to fetch westlife today.. i guess she is veyr happy ba.. but in the afternoon she was not happy cos there is no news abt westlife and later e day ppl tell her westlife will only be arriving at 11plus in the nite.. she say she nearly cry.. but heng her.. her parents allow her to fetch den come back.. haha.. i guess she now should be damn happy ba.. haha.. she really lurv westlife alot.. let see whether got more den 5566 ma.. haha.. kidding..
his competition by now is over and i wonder how he did.. he was busy jus now so i ask him to finish his work den chat wit me.. so have to wait patiently oh... hehe.. sq pass his driving test and i guess got his license le ba.. ask him drive me dou feng he say he no car.. so sad.. haha.. anyway.. must ask him pass me back my luck.. cos i still need it for smth impt in future.. hehe.. =D

^-^combined pics of my bdae celebration on 2 sept 2006^-^

haha.. finally upload some pics taken during my bdae... but not quite alot lo.. cos tis pics were all taken only at a very late time when i rmb abt the camera.. lolx.. cos most of the pics were inside my xiao jiu mu de dv.. tat why.. and some pics taken was wit zhiying.. so lo.. only manage to make tis few.. haiz..

ytd was talkin on fone wit him again.. he told me alot of things again tis time.. and today i show him pics of .. and he ask me tat guy is the guy u like rite.. i was stun.. den i ask him so wat i tell u abt him will u make him fall in lurv wit me.. he was totally speechless.. he say a lot of unable to understand de words.. i dun even kn wat he is talking abt.. he is giving tis kind of feelin tat i cant explain it out here.. i dunno why.. he even told me tat he is not in his usual self when talkin to me.. wat tis mean?? i dunno.. who can tell me??

today told cindy abt wat happen and she scolded me again.. she say why i go promise my frenz to sentosa.. i should have gone out wit him.. but who kn.. haiz.. my mind tat day really jus cant decide anything and u were not there.. ppl scold me silly and ppl scold me crazy and they oso scold me cant think properly.. how i kn tis kind of things will fall on me.. haiz.. i am really very brainless.. i kn.. haiz.. but wat can i do? i am always like tat de.. i really need courage.. i am afraid tat when i go out wit him i become an idiot.. den i guess next time i will nv ask him out again or he will nv ask me out again.. jus allow me tis week and next week to build up my courage.. den the followin week if he ask me out again.. i will agree.. and guess things will change.. but now.. i am worry.. i worry he forget abt it and den it will be fate.. haiz.. jus pray hard tat my wish will come true and he wun forget abt it too.. *PRAYING*
tml he will be havin some kind of competition.. but he dun wan tell me wat is it abt.. he say it is a secret.. lolx.. but wish him all the best and jia you.. must win oh... =)

haha.. today is my 18th bdae oh.. haha.. spent a day at sentosa wor.. meet jazz they all at 10pm at the interchange.. den jazz was late cos she overslept lo.. den waited for her soon she come and we board 963 to habourfront interchange.. reach there at ard 11plus.. den went to palawan beach to play.. wah sia.. we all play all kinds of games.. but kinda lame.. haha.. den oso play true or dare lo.. den some guys got to do some very daring de things la.. haha.. den actually no need go down water de lo.. but i scare ppl pull me down ar.. so go down myself.. lolx.. den after tat.. we went to bath and eat our lunch at 2plus.. after lunch.. all of them wan to go to the skyline station to play tat so call car.. tat car very fun!! if we release tat handle.. wah shiok!! haha.. cos it will go down very fast and it is really cool.. den when i reach the end.. my car stuck.. den cant move sia.. tat ppl there ask me to anyhow turn the handle.. but i try.. it wun move.. den i dunno wat to do.. all ppl lookin at me.. so ma lu.. haha.. den i use hand to push abit.. den it move le.. wah piangz.. funny sia.. den after tat.. we go to sit tat skyline to go back.. wah.. damn scary.. tis is the first time i sit all tis thing sia.. cos i will nv sit de lo.. no choice.. cos need to go back.. so need to sit tat skyline.. it is sooo high neh.. den my legs is hangin on the air.. i have to wear my slippers very tigh den can.. if not wait drop den i cant find anything.. wah sia.. den the skyline stop halfway sia.. den at there swing ar swing.. my heart jump faster.. arghz.. den jazz keep shoutin den make me more scare.. den when abt to reach.. i quickly jump down and my legs is like still shaking.. i swear i wun go up tat things again sia.. lolx.. den after tat.. we went to walk walk.. findin the bus line to go to ferry terminal to play.. den tinshen they all trying to jump over the fountain to reach a small top.. and tinshen did it.. so qiang sia.. haha.. den we oso take quite alot of pics.. haha.. den afer tat we decided to go to the sara sentosa resort.. to play acarde.. haha.. cos nth to do ma.. den we sit the green line de bus.. tat bus on top is open de.. we went up.. when the bus movin.. feel so fun.. cos veyr windy oso.. den they all oso sing bdae song for me.. wah.. so good rite.. den sing until so loud ar.. ppl in front turn and look at me.. but i gonna thank my frenz anyway.. haha..
den after tat.. we decide to go eat our dinner and go home.. haha.. but jazz they all went over to gary hse to ton overnite.. they ask me along too.. but daddy dun allow.. so sad.. so nv join them lo.. haha..
and i guess i am going to turn black soon le.. my face and my hands is all red.. arghz.. sun burn le.. should have gone out wit him instead of going sentosa.. haiz.. nvm la.. i am sure still got other chance de.. hehe.. waitin for him to come back next week ba.. haha..

haiz.. the whole day have been a very tiring day for me.. my mind is still whether to go sentosa or to go out wit him.. i sms him asking when he still free.. he give me all the schedule.. lolx.. saying thurs he got competition den if win fri will continue competition.. but lose.. fri free.. but i fri need to go astro tat ntu talk.. den i told him.. he say he too long nv go astro le.. den fri oso not going.. i sianz half.. haha.. haiz.. den i told him i still dunno tml wan go sentosa ma.. he ask me to go.. den say ask me out again next time.. so i told him k lo.. i go sentosa.. and i oso apologise for rejectin him so many times.. 2 times le.. haiz.. feelin quite sad abt it le.. but i oso dunno how.. many things crop up last min.. actually is able to go de.. but who kn ppl keep changin the time.. haiz.. i guess i gonna regret again ba.. cos on bdae going wit someone u like is veyr different in going out wit frenz.. haiz.. den he is going oversea next mon until fri den come back.. haiz.. den no more seein him online le.. sad again.. den eileen call me ask me whether wan to work at her workplace there.. den i told her i see how first.. cos i not sure whether wan work ma.. so lo.. haiz.. den tml sentosa like not much ppl going oso.. they told me abt 15 of them going.. kinda like why my frenz all like tis de.. haiz.. zhao zhi dao jiu promise him to go out wit him.. haiz.. sad.. rain.. i kn u sure scold me de.. but pls dun scold me tis thing.. cos i am really feelin bad..
mummy today go change the scv de thing to digital de le.. cos new tv ma so change oso.. den i got to see wanyu and shaogong today.. but shaogong only see abit lo.. but i tell mummy le.. pls change the plan she say see first.. but mostly will change.. den i can see wanyu le.. no need dl le.. yippee.. haha.. but my mood is still the same.. haiz..

haiz.. today when i online using lappie.. it suddenly keep hanging and den still nvm.. it cant detect the sound!! wah sia.. i was so worry abt it sia.. i dunno wat to do.. i sms laisheng and ask him.. he say he oso not too sure.. haiz.. den i use desktop to online lo.. den at nite.. i use back laptop to online.. den everything is fine.. wah.. scare me to death sia.. i was really damn worry.. cos if spoilt i will be in hell le.. hengz man..
afternoon when i online.. i chat wit him neh.. ytd he keep apologising tat he had not been able to make it.. den he had asked me whether i am free today to ask me out for dinner.. but i wasnt free cos i need to see the laptop but who kn the laptop is jus scarin me.. haha.. den he oso ask me when i free den i say u free u jus tell me lo.. den he tell me he mon not free.. tue free.. so ask me tue go out wan.. but i haven agree.. cos i not sure whether i can make it.. as tml actually should be going to sentosa.. but they CANCEL it!!!! i hate it de lo.. everytime oso like tat.. shouldnt they be plannin all the things first den go as wat it planned.. no they did not.. they change it to tue.. and now makin in confusion.. i dunno whether to go sentosa on tue or to go out wit him on tue.. wat should i do??? i oso dunno wat i should do now.. haiz.. tue is my bdae.. rain say go out wit him cos it is rare.. but i wan go sentosa wit me frenz.. haiz.. DUNNO LA!!!!! i hate ppl who last min change thing!!! I SIMPLY HATE!!!! and one of my frenz can still say u go enjoy wit your frenz den we go enjoy wit ourselves.. i hate...

yippee.. i come le.. today i really have alot of fun neh.. i must firstly thank all my frenz who have make their way down to my hse de bbq pit.. really thank u for comin.. i appreciaite it alot.. i oso have to apologise lo.. cos i guess i neglect le some of my frenz.. cos i was busy entertainin other ppl.. so really sorry!! den i at first oso wasnt very happy.. cos he didnt come.. he say he have forgotten abt it tat it was today.. haiz.. suan le la.. no choice since he alrdy so forgetful.. arghz.. but overall.. i have fun.. take quite alot of pics wit my frenz all.. hehe.. really happy.. den oso receive quite a lot of pics.. below de photo is all the presents i have receive oh... hehe.. thank my frenz for the presents as well..

den ar.. some of my frenz very funny de lei.. they pass me presents.. but u kn wat.. price tag inside.. haha.. i kn le la.. they wan me kn the price ma.. so next time buy back some price.. lolx.. haha.. and hor.. one more thing.. i am not sam soon mei lo.. stupid sq and junwei keep callin me sam soon mei.. haiyo.. so stupid de lei.. haiz.. anyway.. now very tired le.. wanna go sleep le.. but overall.. I rEaLlY eNjOy MySeLf!!! hehe... tml or when den i upload all those pics i took ba.. waiting for my xiao jiu mu pass me the dv part de.. hehe...

wah.. today wake up 12noon neh.. hehe.. cos too tired le la.. den eat lunch and start to clear the books on my table le.. clear and clear.. den ard 1plus.. clear finish.. and online!! hehe.. i lurv to online sia.. hehe.. den dl the audition sea games.. it a games abt dancin de.. try my bro de acc den find it fun so dl it oso lo.. but today the server is down.. haiz.. so haven play.. lolx.. den ard 4plus go bath and prepare to go out le.. cos later got astro at 6.30pm lo.. hehe.. meet laisheng 5.30pm at marsiling mrt but but.. i was late.. hehe... tis is me ma.. always late de.. haha.. den we take mrt to clementi den take bus to sch.. wah.. when reach sch.. there was no one neh.. so empty.. haiz.. den oso nv eat dinner.. go sch de cheers buy one packet of sweets and one packet of vitasoy.. and tat is my dinner le.. haha.. today astro very little ppl come neh.. ard 12 yr one i guess.. den we have to do a debate on why is it tat pluto is not consider a planet.. den my gry was on pluto should be a planet.. wah.. the debate damn exciting sia.. a guy call david is talking alot.. and so suay lo.. evelyn pick me to be the next speaker to talk cos mostly is david and dennis talking.. haiyo.. i so scare sia.. cos i kn nth neh.. diaoz.. den my frenz yun ru is trying to tell me all she can but i still dunno.. stupid de me.. so no choice.. i only say a few sentences den it become like dinie and david debate le.. they 2 like kinda arguing sia.. haiyo.. jus bcos of one planet.. den they look so fierce.. haha.. den after astro.. evelyn say next week we will be going to nie to have a talk.. den tat sokleng.. call her ask her wan go ma.. give me reply like so angry wit me.. wah sia.. she think i wan ask de ar.. i oso no choice ma.. evelyn ask me ask de.. u think i wan.. den like so bu shuang.. dun say le la.. say le jiu not happy.. den u kn wat.. evelyn ask me wan go mersing wit the astro ma.. i shock sia.. at first she ask i alrdy say dun wan.. den she ask me again neh.. haiyo.. diaoz.. den she explain alot to me.. but i still dunno whether wan to go ma.. haiz.. need wait for daddy de ans tml den can decide.. and have to give evelyn ans by tml.. hopefully can go ba.. den i can make more frenz.. bu yong yi zhi wait for shuling lo.. haiz..
oh ya.. today he call me.. wah.. keep laughin sia.. diaoz.. dunno why.. but i kn he call shuling askin ppl who is she.. wah.. call ppl still can ask ppl is who.. haha.. den he told me all the things la.. den keep laughing lo.. haiyo.. win liao la.. haha.. and tml is the day!! i hope everyone can enjoy neh.. hehe..

oh gosh.. guess wat happen today.. i meetin my frenz at 9.15am outside rss de bus stop.. but guess wat.. cos ytd too late sleep.. den i OVERSLEPT!!! i only woke up at 9.15am.. my mummy la.. she nv wake me up den go out le.. haiz.. den i wanted to call jazz to tell her i will be late ask them go in first.. den kor call le.. so tell him lo.. haha.. den after tat.. i rush sia.. quickly do everything i can den rush to bus stop to take bus to sch.. haha.. den after tat.. i reach sch at 10am!! diaoz.. sianz half.. haha.. den most of them come le.. hehe.. so happy.. cos can see them ma.. den we watch the concert lo.. den half way thru the concert me and ting went over to the hall to find teachers.. den i saw miss ong.. mdm ho.. mrs thong.. hehe.. i really miss them.. den awhile we went up le.. cos mr suppaya chase ppl go up lo.. haiz.. den we waited for the concert to finish.. den we go down again.. we went to those teachers and yilin give them flowers.. so touch ba.. den i really have a good talk wit all my teachers.. i really miss them alot neh.. how i wish i can everyday see them and talk to them and have all the fun we have last time.. haiz.. i wish i can go back to the past man.. haiz.. den when was abt to go la.. saw mrs elaine chua de baby.. she bring her to sch neh.. she look so CUTE!!! her eyes so big neh.. grow up sure very pretty de.. hehe.. den after everything.. go cwp wit weeling.. jazz.. lingkwee.. gary and lihui.. actually goign kbox de wit yen.. ting and yilin but the timing is not rite lo.. cos will be damn exp lo.. so decided not to go le.. so we went cwp walk walk.. go arcade.. play and play.. hehe.. but the big big de winnie the pooh is gone!!! i wan tat pooh!!! how i wish someone will buy tat for me.. haiz.. nvm.. forget it.. haha.. den today oso go order cake le.. hehe..
wah.. die le sia.. i haven clear my room!!!!!!! tml must wake up early le.. must clean le.. if not die.. haah..
one more very impt thing!! i think i hav regret givin up le.. cos i oso dunno why..after see kim sam soon.. i think i shouldnt jus give up like tat.. cos is too funny le.. how can it be lurv neh.. but i really in lurv wit him lo.. haiz.. dunno.. maybe today must think it over and over again le.. haiz.. i think brain is going to burst le ba.. cos too many things inside.. haiz..

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big hugs

families dates!
shopping dates <3
sleeping!!!!
watch nice shows
chatting online
sitting at boat quay with loves <3
clubbing with loves
dating with loves <3

protest

liars
backstabbers
smokers
cheaters
broken promises
things not done
heartbroken
crying
loneliness

chatbox

leave a mark behind..

wishes

▪ slim down
▪ prince sotong
▪ graduate from NP
▪ samsung f480 pink
▪ burberry bag
▪ gucci/burberry wallet
▪ make over of my room
▪ hamsters
▪ sentosa dates
▪ ride bicycle
▪ get my degree successfully

linkkks

alan_ane
binnyi_ech
bridget_ech
cindy_ech
clement_astro
daryl_ane
eileen_princess18
ervin_ane
ery_ech
evelyn_astro
felicia_ane
huili_ane
janice_ech
jiabao
jiashan_ane
junri_ane
karyan_ane
kelly_sjab
kokheng_ane
kuku_rain
kuku_stella
kuku_yvette
lihui
linxi_ane
lisa_sjab
maylyn
melissa_ech
mengyong_ane
myra_ech
nicole_ech
samantha_ech
sheryl_ane
simtheen
siuqing_jiejie
suyin_sjab
weeling
weifu_sjab
wendy_ech
xinyi_sweetie
xueli_ech
yangmeng_ane
yusliza_ech
zaijie
zhiying

memories

July 2006
August 2006
September 2006
October 2006
November 2006
December 2006
January 2007
February 2007
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April 2007
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June 2007
July 2007
August 2007
September 2007
October 2007
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August 2008
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November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
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May 2009
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July 2009
August 2009

applauses

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photos: bexidaisy on DA
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inspiration & lyrics: TLG
title script source unknown.


Youre My Angel - Loretta Chow