Sunday, July 13, 2008
suddenly i feel the stress. completed all the lesson plans but lack of objectives. i feel the stress. pressure. high expectation for myself. i need someone to reassure me. i really need~
i feel the drift. my loves not with me. i am scared. who is there to make me feel secure? i am scared to lose my loves. really scared. who will make me feel better? who is going to step in and comfort me and tell me not to be scare? will they really go away? i dont noe.
i miss my loves. i really miss. things changed ever since i stepped into year 3. frenx are losing away. where is all my beloved?
astro no longer the one i used to be in. it changed. dont noe for the better or what. i no longer got the feel to go to astro. this is true. i never denied it.
i no longer feel like going to school. the attachment make me feel this way. i find school a bit strange. where is my 2 years bond in school?
i hate it now. i hate it. i feel like crying. i need to talk. but no one seems to be there. i feel miserable. i need my trust and my reassurance. sweetie where are you? i seems to be losing you. will we be like the same? will i be able to noe what i want? haish.
i really miss my frenx. =((
i feel the drift. my loves not with me. i am scared. who is there to make me feel secure? i am scared to lose my loves. really scared. who will make me feel better? who is going to step in and comfort me and tell me not to be scare? will they really go away? i dont noe.
i miss my loves. i really miss. things changed ever since i stepped into year 3. frenx are losing away. where is all my beloved?
astro no longer the one i used to be in. it changed. dont noe for the better or what. i no longer got the feel to go to astro. this is true. i never denied it.
i no longer feel like going to school. the attachment make me feel this way. i find school a bit strange. where is my 2 years bond in school?
i hate it now. i hate it. i feel like crying. i need to talk. but no one seems to be there. i feel miserable. i need my trust and my reassurance. sweetie where are you? i seems to be losing you. will we be like the same? will i be able to noe what i want? haish.
i really miss my frenx. =((
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