Wednesday, April 30, 2008
finally i break down into half. i cried like nobody business. i feel super sad. i told him i want to step down right after the camp. i dont care anymore. i just need some peace in myself. assignments killing and the fear of attachment coming and it make me fall eventually. everything comes too sudden. so i was now the one at fault. nobody cares! i dont want this anymore. stop and end this.
and pardon me if i am giving any attitude. cause that is how yvonne behaves. this is my character. i give attitude whenever i not happy. so forget it.
and pardon me if i am giving any attitude. cause that is how yvonne behaves. this is my character. i give attitude whenever i not happy. so forget it.
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Monday, April 28, 2008
somehow today my topic will be my nephews. lolx! i simply cant wait for haohao to be here. just now er yi called and i wanted to speak to xiang but he doesnt want even though er yi told him i will bring him to take mrt. haha! he noes i seldom bring him to take mrt. but hao was so excited that he rushed to pick up the phone. first thing he said was mrt! haha! then he continued talking but i dont understand. and that xiang came and snatch the phone. and worse. he tried to talk like his brother. i dont understand anything. this "naughty" xiang!
okay main topic. er yi told mummy she need to go for an operation at the end of may which is xiang school holiday. and she requested mummy to take care of xiang. so he will be coming my house soon. lots of places which i hope to bring him to. that includes east coast park, escape theme park, woodlands swimming pool, botanic garden, pasir ris park and many many more. i wonder i have the time not cause attachment starting. but the fact is that i am worried for er yi lah. overheard mummy said that the tumor is at the zi gong there. eh i dont noe what is zi gong in english. =/ okay hopefully everything turns out well and fine. =)
another topic. she has the thought of giving haohao to other people. and I WAS SOO MAD! come on man i have see him for 2 years and he is the cutest and funniest in the family who i always love. er yi wanted to give kok wei cousin boss for adoption. please althought i dont have the right to stop, but then i confirm nobody will give to. kok wei cousin will never allow and shy ya biao mei also wont. and to think if i never see him again i will cry man. =( so mummy asked me i want to adopt not. i replied OF COURSE! and is i soooo willing to. but then i told mummy ask er yi every month give me $200 i will help her take care. i dont mind since i love kids. then mummy said adopt leh not take care. so must use own money take care. siao! haha nevermind got daddy to pay mah. heex. but i noe lah er yi only say say lah. she will never loh cause she loves them too! =) then mummy asked daddy whether he wants to adopt. and of course daddy loves to! cause he loves to play with haohao! heex. and not only me who always ask san yi to bring hao to my house, daddy also wants. daddy always play with haohao and buys him stuffs. heex! xiang also have lah but seldom cause he very very long never come liao. but anyway, if er yi tired of taking care 2 kids, she can also give me one to take care! i dont mind!! heex. =)
summary havent finish!! tomorrow going for NTUC childcare scholarship interview. abit worry but nevermind. JIA YOU! =) see my ranting and that it. =D
okay main topic. er yi told mummy she need to go for an operation at the end of may which is xiang school holiday. and she requested mummy to take care of xiang. so he will be coming my house soon. lots of places which i hope to bring him to. that includes east coast park, escape theme park, woodlands swimming pool, botanic garden, pasir ris park and many many more. i wonder i have the time not cause attachment starting. but the fact is that i am worried for er yi lah. overheard mummy said that the tumor is at the zi gong there. eh i dont noe what is zi gong in english. =/ okay hopefully everything turns out well and fine. =)
another topic. she has the thought of giving haohao to other people. and I WAS SOO MAD! come on man i have see him for 2 years and he is the cutest and funniest in the family who i always love. er yi wanted to give kok wei cousin boss for adoption. please althought i dont have the right to stop, but then i confirm nobody will give to. kok wei cousin will never allow and shy ya biao mei also wont. and to think if i never see him again i will cry man. =( so mummy asked me i want to adopt not. i replied OF COURSE! and is i soooo willing to. but then i told mummy ask er yi every month give me $200 i will help her take care. i dont mind since i love kids. then mummy said adopt leh not take care. so must use own money take care. siao! haha nevermind got daddy to pay mah. heex. but i noe lah er yi only say say lah. she will never loh cause she loves them too! =) then mummy asked daddy whether he wants to adopt. and of course daddy loves to! cause he loves to play with haohao! heex. and not only me who always ask san yi to bring hao to my house, daddy also wants. daddy always play with haohao and buys him stuffs. heex! xiang also have lah but seldom cause he very very long never come liao. but anyway, if er yi tired of taking care 2 kids, she can also give me one to take care! i dont mind!! heex. =)
summary havent finish!! tomorrow going for NTUC childcare scholarship interview. abit worry but nevermind. JIA YOU! =) see my ranting and that it. =D
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Sunday, April 27, 2008
last friday went for astro. and was such a pretty start. cause quite a number of people turn up for astro this time. but i dont understand. where are all the year 2 and 3. they seems to be disappear already. haish. sianx! how i wish i can put back all the year 2 and 3 to make them continue to stay in astro. and plus i do have a hard time thinking of my gls. and i tell you seriously, it has always been my dreamx to be a gl head cause i want everyone to enjoy. haha! alright after attending short lecture and introduction to the scopes, i went to join those ane participants for short games. and this was a SUPER WRONG decision i tell you! they are all MONSTERS! first we started playing bomb bomb chuki. and in the end they are sooo determined that i must LOSE. so in the end they anyhow said i lose and asked me stay in the dark room till everyone left. lucky enough jeff was willing to stay behind with me. so they cant do anything and so no forfiet. then gabrielle suggested playing another name called handiplast. this is a TORTURE man! i was unfortunate enough to sit beside yangmeng and sheryl. sheryl was beside edison. so i was lucky enough cause she seldom hit me. but it was a super wrong decision to be beside yangmeng. he hit like nobody business. and so i am very KELIAN! my legs went red after a few rounds. i tried very hard to hit onto yangmeng's lap to let him have a taste of pain. but always he would hit harder. i thought i can end this by changing place. and everyone saw that i changed place, they changed too! and now eidson was beside me. SUPER IRRITATING! he hit even harder than yangmeng so i was like crying already can! felicia was beside me and trying to help but nothing can be done. i really cannot tahan liao so i decided to stop the game. went to toilet with sheryl and i used water to cool my legs. and now it is SUPER UGLY! when will it heal?? mummy scolded me dumb for playing the games. although very fun, it is also very painful! bear the consequences man! i have also posted the photos of my injured legs. please come and ask me whether i am okay kays! felicia~ kill yangmeng and edison!!! haha!
oh ya! i bought 3 storybooks. and i simply get addicted to dorothy koomson's books! super nice can! i cant stop reading. but due to the fact i need to finish my CRIPE summary, i need to stop. and till now i still got no mood for the summary. and to think only the third week of school tomorrow. sianx man! and i still have to wait for another week before i can see my beloved nephew! i miss him man. heex! i want to bring him go gai gai. everywhere to let him play. =) alright back to topic, i need to finish 3 summary by this week. so i better start now. see ya guys!
somehow i feel that i need to say something before i go off. recently i do have some unhappiness with certain people. yah true astro. that is what everyone will think of. i came across somebody who i dont wish to name blog and i feel a little disappointed. sometimes i feel that the current comm wasnt a very cooperative one. they seems to be always standing on their own and ignoring others. i dont understand why. i feel sooo soo upset. many things arent supposed to be voice out. but it seems to come out again. haish! i dont noe what to say. i just hope eve is around again to help me to guide me but it seems impossible cause she is busy now. haish. we need to do self-reflecting!
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Wednesday, April 23, 2008
seriously! something is wrong with the song in my blog. whatever song i put it never appear. and now i dont noe what song i want to put. okay forget it can! shall have some peace kays when i am free then i will start to figure what the hell is wrong and it is time for me to change a new blogskin! wahaha!
yesterday went to sakura at orchard point and i really become a pig lah! eat until i super full can. the food there quite nice. can go there again next time. heex! oh ya baby precious getting super cute can her pattern. actually babies are all very cute cause their patterns super funny. haha! never had a chance to take photos cause my handphone officially declared that it went to the service centre for some surgery i think. haha! so sianx without my phone. haish! but nevermind i think it will be new one again when it comes back to me. heex! then went to heeren to walk walk. and i bought one new bag which cost me $69.90 and a pair of everlast wawa shoes which cost $36.90! and my pocket now is burning. the hole going to be very big soon! seriously lah i have been spending money like nobody business recently.. sianx! how am i going to save sia like that. ahhhh!! okay nevermind. i think i will need to stop spending for some time. so dont ask me buy anything kays! =) and we went to ding tai feng to eat xiao long bao! super nice! i prefer the orginal one. i shall bring mummy and daddy there next time. maybe i should consider for the coming mother's day. heex!
oh ya! uweekly is out and my makeover is out! you should go and grab a copy if you want to see how i look like during makeover. i find that seriously i have grow fat! super fat! and super ugly now! roar! how i wish i can be a beautiful girl like everyone on the street with a handsome guy beside. wah! i must be dreamingx!! haha!
alright i think i better go and have some rest to make sure i can be pretty. cause i need plenty of sleep now. and i need to start on my assignments liao! jia you my dear yvonne! dont forget camps are coming so jia you also! =)
yesterday went to sakura at orchard point and i really become a pig lah! eat until i super full can. the food there quite nice. can go there again next time. heex! oh ya baby precious getting super cute can her pattern. actually babies are all very cute cause their patterns super funny. haha! never had a chance to take photos cause my handphone officially declared that it went to the service centre for some surgery i think. haha! so sianx without my phone. haish! but nevermind i think it will be new one again when it comes back to me. heex! then went to heeren to walk walk. and i bought one new bag which cost me $69.90 and a pair of everlast wawa shoes which cost $36.90! and my pocket now is burning. the hole going to be very big soon! seriously lah i have been spending money like nobody business recently.. sianx! how am i going to save sia like that. ahhhh!! okay nevermind. i think i will need to stop spending for some time. so dont ask me buy anything kays! =) and we went to ding tai feng to eat xiao long bao! super nice! i prefer the orginal one. i shall bring mummy and daddy there next time. maybe i should consider for the coming mother's day. heex!
oh ya! uweekly is out and my makeover is out! you should go and grab a copy if you want to see how i look like during makeover. i find that seriously i have grow fat! super fat! and super ugly now! roar! how i wish i can be a beautiful girl like everyone on the street with a handsome guy beside. wah! i must be dreamingx!! haha!
alright i think i better go and have some rest to make sure i can be pretty. cause i need plenty of sleep now. and i need to start on my assignments liao! jia you my dear yvonne! dont forget camps are coming so jia you also! =)
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Monday, April 21, 2008
once again! yvonne is back again to blogger.. have been neglecting my blogger and my dear readers for a very long period of time.. due to the fact that i am quite busy for the past few weeks. going work and entertaining my nephew everyday.. haha! can be quite a tiring job you noe! =)
the new semester starts and i am back in school for studies again.. this semester everything seems so empty and sianx.. lectures are all theory base which make me feel so tired and sleepy.. worse assignments start to pile and only one week just gone.. i cant imagine myself being a year 3.. it is going to be a super difficult year for me i guess.. and depends on my studies now.. i feel that the opportunity for me to step into wheelock will be getting very small.. haish.. quite stress now sia.. and plus i still havent step down from astronomy main comm.. which make me feel even more stress.. judging from the situation now.. i feel that i cant really step down yet.. main comm are still quite new.. i think i still need to hold on for a few more months.. maybe i can step down the moment after ANE camp this year.. but still quite unsure.. hmm.. nevermind i just do whatever i need to do now first bah.. i shouldnt feel that stress now.. oh ya i am going to start attachment real soon.. beginning of june will be attachment.. i wonder which centre will i be attach to.. i really hope not to be the same centre as someone.. please! bless me my frenx!
oh ya! makeover photo is being publish in uweekly le.. somehow feel very excited about it.. see those photos le.. dont noe really nice not.. samm they all said nice but i feel that i am just so ugly can! and i think got become fat now leh.. daddy said the photos are being photoshop.. i think soo too.. when did i ever become that thin.. haha! but quite upset lah.. feel that got grow fat lah but people say dont have.. dont noe lah! PIG!! like that also can fan man!
tomorrow going out with kuku family! and please stay tune to my photos real soon! i have tonnes of photos to upload but havent! and i still havent upload ane camp photos! SHIT!! whole world looking high and low for it man.. =.= sorry!!!
the new semester starts and i am back in school for studies again.. this semester everything seems so empty and sianx.. lectures are all theory base which make me feel so tired and sleepy.. worse assignments start to pile and only one week just gone.. i cant imagine myself being a year 3.. it is going to be a super difficult year for me i guess.. and depends on my studies now.. i feel that the opportunity for me to step into wheelock will be getting very small.. haish.. quite stress now sia.. and plus i still havent step down from astronomy main comm.. which make me feel even more stress.. judging from the situation now.. i feel that i cant really step down yet.. main comm are still quite new.. i think i still need to hold on for a few more months.. maybe i can step down the moment after ANE camp this year.. but still quite unsure.. hmm.. nevermind i just do whatever i need to do now first bah.. i shouldnt feel that stress now.. oh ya i am going to start attachment real soon.. beginning of june will be attachment.. i wonder which centre will i be attach to.. i really hope not to be the same centre as someone.. please! bless me my frenx!
oh ya! makeover photo is being publish in uweekly le.. somehow feel very excited about it.. see those photos le.. dont noe really nice not.. samm they all said nice but i feel that i am just so ugly can! and i think got become fat now leh.. daddy said the photos are being photoshop.. i think soo too.. when did i ever become that thin.. haha! but quite upset lah.. feel that got grow fat lah but people say dont have.. dont noe lah! PIG!! like that also can fan man!
tomorrow going out with kuku family! and please stay tune to my photos real soon! i have tonnes of photos to upload but havent! and i still havent upload ane camp photos! SHIT!! whole world looking high and low for it man.. =.= sorry!!!
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