today went out wit xinyi.. she date me out ytd cos she knew i was feeling down.. she said shopping wit her will make my mood become better.. so i agreed to go out wit her..

meet her at 2.30pm.. but she sms me told me not to go out first when it was 2pm.. and i was alrdy out.. LOL!!! nvm.. i went to take 911 and i took one big round b4 reaching cwp.. haha.. den wasted lot of time.. den when reached cwp 187 went pass me.. LOL.. nvm la.. so i waited for another bus.. reached her hse bus stop at 3.10pm.. den she only came down at nearly 3.30pm.. omg.. and the weather was very very hot..

nvm.. we took bus to bukit batok interchange and took 106 to town.. reached town and we went to ate our lunch.. imagine.. lunch at 4plus 5pm.. haha.. dinner oso ba.. diaoz.. we went pepper lunch.. and i confirm!! i dun wanna eat pepper lunch again.. not very nice and it is expensive.. haish.. nvm.. den i ate until very full.. ok fine after tat went to art frenz.. and i got the membercard.. haha.. happy.. daddy helped me de.. cos art frenz de boss is daddy de "zhu peng gou you".. tat is wat mummy always say.. haha.. den he gave me membercard.. hoho.. so happy.. next time can go art frenz buy things le.. got discount.. den i bought pens and eraser.. haha.. xinyi bought stuffs for her learning corner.. hmm..

after tat went to buy necklaces.. and after tat i got a craving for ice cream.. and i asked her to walk to somerset mrt cos i wanted to see the xmas lighting.. so we walked.. i wanted to eat macdonald ice cream.. but no macdonald for us to go in.. so we took bus to marina sq.. hoho.. den we went to candy empire.. she bought chocolate.. and i got one.. haha.. she gave me de.. but haven eat la.. hehe.. den we went marina sq macdonald.. and u noe wat.. we ate set meal.. and tis is definitely damn full.. i was sooo full.. so i din finish everything and my ice cream is gone.. hmph..

ok.. we walked all the way to dunno where to take bus cos we too full.. haha.. walk one big big round to the bus stop sia.. LOL!! but fun ar... hehe.. took bus to bukit batok her hse there den change bus home.. and daddy was calling me asking me where am i.. he worried i had no bus home.. but i noe.. last bus is at 12.50am.. so nvm.. hehe.. =))

i lurv tis fountain outside takashimaya.. it is soo nice.. i lurv taking photo there.. =))

i dunno whether who should i believe.. maybe i should really trust wat he said ba.. but will it be true?? can i really believe wat he said?? haish.. i dunno.. my mind is totally blur.. i cant really think.. but if tat is not the truth den why others will say it?? haish.. we shouldnt trust anyone so easily.. and this is kinda true.. no one will treat u the way u treat them.. to u maybe they are very impt.. but to them.. u are jus an ant to them.. dun ever be so naive to believe the person.. even if the person is your best frenz or even family members.. they will betray u one day.. cos u nv noe.. i wan to make the trust there.. but i jus worry i cant put the trust there.. maybe it is really not fated for me.. should i really give up on everything and think of another?? haish.. i dunno.. will there be a true one for me to guide me along??? aaaaaahhhhhhh... i am in a lost.. i hope everything is not true.. i really hope.. and i dun wish to noe it as a truth!!! i cried once again.. =(((((

i dun wan the year to end so fast.. 2006 is a bad year for me.. many things happened and i din noe wat to do.. later in life.. everything change.. haish.. i haven finish alot of things tat should be completed in 2006.. i guess i wun have the time to finish it.. haish.. and i really hope 2007 is a good year for me.. i dun wan anything to repeat jus like it happened in 2006... let pray hard!!

before i start posting.. let post some pics whereby i took it durin cindy bdae celebration.. and i manage to post tis few pics only.. haish..

hoho.. today meet leen they all at city hall mrt at 11am.. but i was late.. wahahaha.. all thanks to cindy ar.. she called at 9.05am and we talked on phone until 9.25am.. and i was rushing for my time.. den meet shuling at admiralty mrt and off we went to city hall.. leen was the earliest.. and i was shock to see her cos she perm her hair again.. look like a doll doll.. and tat the effect she wanted.. haha.. anyway.. qingling was late.. haha.. soon met cindy and i was trying very hard to act along wit them.. cos i wanted to laugh but i cant.. if not i will ruin the whole plan.. haha.. yvonne ar.. u confirm cannot be actress.. wahaha..

ok done.. finally the plan was put in properly and everything went on.. we went yuki yaki and i had a very full breakfast.. lunch and dinner.. omg.. i was full de la.. but tis time round eat more den usual when i go yuki yaki.. haha.. shuling said can do better next time.. wahaha.. after eating.. we went walk walk.. went into kiddy palace and cindy bro terrence wanted to buy a toy.. but cindy told him tat toys no use de.. and den he cried.. we panic.. so we allowed him to buy tat toy and it cost over $30.. hmm.. at first we buying for him but later jianxiang paid the money.. LOL.. anyway.. went mini toons too.. den bought a hair band and a hp pouch.. leen bought me one earrings.. giraffa de.. she gave me as my xmas pressie.. so nice of her.. and cindy mummy oso bought me bdae pressie.. she bought winnie the pooh de bubbles for me.. she noe i lurv it.. haha.. den shuling oso gave me pressie.. a piggy de photo frame.. nice nice.. haha.. smile.. i oso pass their pressies to them le.. hehe..

left marina square at 5pm and i headed to lot 1 wit leen and her bf.. den suddenly he called.. as i would be meeting him at lot 1.. he asked whether i wanted to meet at cwp.. but i was alrdy on my way to lot 1.. so i told him nvm.. cos at first i tot he watching movie wit her ma.. but who noe they din watch le.. i called to say change to cwp but they dun wan.. lolx.. nvm.. met them at lot 1.. pass him his xmas pressie.. and he went home.. i tot can go walk walk awhile.. but we din in the end..

i pulled xinyi out.. and we went to town.. LOL!! catch deathnote at 9.20pm.. and imagine i reached cine at 7.30pm.. hoho.. and it was raining man.. haish.. luckily xinyi jus now went home and took an umbrella.. haha.. but she very bad.. she dun wan to share wit me.. when we reachin cine she took the umbrella away.. sooo stupid.. i go one corner cried.. -______-
ok anyway.. deathnote 2 is a nice show.. but the ending is not wat i wan.. i dun wish for tis kind of ending.. and most impt!! i dun like LIGHT!! he is a bad bad bad guy.. he make L die.. OMG!!! ok fine.. xinyi and i was stuck in town.. we din noe where we suppose to go as there was no bus alrdy.. but lucky enough.. we managed to catch the last mrt to kranji.. at first we not going home but tml she had to go goat farm so i told to go home.. so we went home.. she took a cab home at kranji while i alight at admiralty and took the last 913 home.. hoho..

**anyway.. he said smth which hurt her.. she felt upset and she dunno wat to do.. she is once again hurt by him.. and she dun wish that he continue his kind of lifestyle.. she worried for him.. but does he noe?? he will nv noe how wonder she is for him.. this is wat they call love.. cos one worry for the one they love.. is she still experiencing the love for him?? sometimes she wonder... =( **

OMG!! i dunno wat to do.. and it is like everything so last min.. my mummy said granny bdae on 1 jan.. i was like thinking ok fine.. anyway i will be home in the morning.. but she added on saying maybe will change to 31dec.. and i was shocked!!! wat should i do.. i alrdy promise them to be wit them on tat day.. and now.. sudden things comin in.. oh gosh.. and i dun like it.. how am i going to react.. haish.. i dunno.. tml confirm everything wit daddy den say ba.. and i am tired.. jazz pulled me out tml.. haish.. shall end everything le.. pics will be up next time ba.. =)

wah.. so many days din blog le. this shall be a very very long entry.. slowly read ba.. hehehe...

22 dec 2006
finally!!! i met rain and stella for an outing.. hehe.. we went k lunch.. and i had alot of fun.. hehe.. playing.. taking pics and singing... hoho.. cant imagine ba.. if i was around.. i would become crazy and true enough.. we were mad when singing.. haha.. after singing.. we went to take neoprints.. had lot of fun taking pics too.. hehe.. fun fun fun.. but sad.. i had to leave at 5plus cos i need to rush back to sch for astro meeting.. i guess stella and rain fun when they go shopping ba.. hehe.. reached sch at ard 6plus and not much ppl came and tis was some sort of expected de.. haish.. discuss for the ANE gathering.. and everything was almost done discussion ba.. only need confirmation by the participants.. hopefully everyone come and have fun.. hehe.. =)) after astro went to meet xinyi as i had promised her to go wit her to be her miss santa.. and we went to yanyi hse and one of her frenz hse.. yanyi sooo cute sia.. xinyi told her meet at her hse de void deck but she went over to the bus stop and we couldnt find her.. haha.. after tat we walked to cck interchange and den leh we took bus to her another frenz hse.. but she alight at the wrong station and we had to walk 2 bus stop to reach her frenz hse.. gong de leh she.. haiyoyo.. nv change.. *kidding* after tat.. i was hungry and we went to lot 1 de macdonald.. saw jasper all at the macdonald.. haha.. den reached home at 1am and wrap pressie..
rain.. me.. and stella.. funny face...
big head!!! haha.. all squeeze until sooo front...
smile smile.. 3 of us again.. *twist*
me and rain.. she nv sing.. i help her sing.. wahhaha..
me and stella.. we sang half way take pics.. LOL..

wah.. so many din update le.. i shall slowly slowly blog all out.. lol..

18 dec 2006
hmm.. today got make up lesson for cs1.2 social studies.. so went back to sch and meet up for fp1.2 de assignment.. and until now.. i still haven finish my assignments.. haish.. shall start next week after xmas.. hoho.. after my meeting for assignment.. went to IMM to meet up wit xinyi and her sis.. waited for nearly an hr for them.. cos they still not ready.. and it started raining and raining.. so stupid.. i hate raining day.. there is nth for me to do.. haish.. den when met her we went to mos to have our lunch cum tea break.. haha.. den after tat awhile i jiu go home le.. cos mummy scoldin as i need to see doc.. so i rush home.. but when i reach home dowstair.. mummy ask me go chong pang wit godsis family to buy things as next day going to genting le.. so i went.. den after dinner.. sell my hp.. now i dun hav hp... LOL.. den go cwp wit mummy to meet daddy ask he wanted to go to hello shop to ask for the internet plan.. and wat the hell.. i cant get the plan i wan.. idiotic.. they say i need transfer name and need one mth notice.. wat is tis man.. haish.. was very angry and mummy was nagging as she said i haven go see doc.. den suan le.. we went home.. see doc.. and doc said i got infection.. and i need eat medicine!!! and u noe i HATE medicine.. omg.. haish.. nvm..

19 dec 2006
today woke up damn early.. haish.. but i lai chuang awhile lo.. den late.. mummy scold.. lol.. raining whole day and it was so stupid.. i was very cold.. haish.. den went to meet my godsis family and off we went to genting.. went to san yi hse there to have our breakfast.. after that we were on our way.. all the way it was raining.. and i feel damn sianz.. but on the way my godsis all soo funny.. my entertainer man.. haha.. wah sia.. reached genting at 1.25pm.. and it was soooo COLD.. when i alight from the car.. my teeth was shivering.. the teeth is somehow fighting against one another.. so cold.. cant tahan man.. den quickly walk inside the lobby and wait.. and we cant even go outdoor to play.. it is soo cold.. the mist is making the whole area blur and cant see.. haish.. nvm.. went shopping.. but nth catch my eyes.. so din buy anything.. hahaha.. den after tat.. went to genting hotel arcade and we played alot.. aileen they all won some prizes like soft toys.. but aileen wasnt tat lucky.. all she won was small small stuffs while annabelle de was big stuffs.. and she started complaining.. went back to hotel at 9plus and mummy went to the casino.. at hotel.. aileen was so funny.. she kept laughing.. all kinds of laughter and we couldnt help it but keep laughing.. den awhile mummy come back and they talked awhile everyone fast asleep.. it was cold during midnight.. i was shivering.. wit no blanket as i was sleeping one the floor inside my sleeping bags.. lolx..

20 dec 2006
woke up at 8plus.. den bath and went down for lunch.. we had hongkong dim sum and i was soo full.. den godma went to check the renewal price for the annual pass.. den she renew the pass for them.. and they went to play the games at indoor.. but the queue was sooooo long.. we queued for so long the games all.. den i oso went to get one indoor pass.. and i accompany annabelle to watch the 4D animation movie.. well.. overall was quite ok.. but we queued for almost an hr for tat movie.. after tat.. we went for dinner.. meet mummy and steven uncle and we went to sushi king to have our dinner.. yum yum.. the sushi soo nice.. lurv it man.. it somehow help to solve part of my sushi craze.. haha.. after tat.. mummy and steven uncle went to casino again while the rest of us went to play again.. sit the ferris wheel.. so fun.. lurv the wheel.. den oso sit the boat.. nice tour.. haha.. actually wanted to sit the reindeer and the flying boat but the queue too long and godma dun wan.. so no choice.. ard 8plus mummy came and we went to buy pressies.. hehe.. smth funny happened.. aileen wanted to buy lollipop.. and it was those kind big big de.. colourful one.. den she took one.. godma dun allowed her to buy but she went to mummy and mummy said wait first.. godma changed the lollipop to a seashells shape de lollipop.. when aileen saw tat.. she quickly rushed to the counter and the caisher scanned the lollipop.. omg.. can u imagine how fast she reacted.. haha.. den after buying all the pressie.. went back to hotel.. everyone bath and wanted to sleep.. aileen suddenly kept laughing and laughing.. it was soo funny.. she laughed non-stop.. haha.. den somehow she was having fun.. haha.. she soo cute.. hmm.. and we oso exchange the coupons at the arcade.. annabelle won a big bear bear.. aileen was complaining she dun have it again.. hoho..

21 dec 2006
today woke up at 8plus too.. but aileen all was awake very early and making all sort of noise.. laughing screamin.. and i was woken by all this sound.. den today we ate pizza.. but tis pizza was kinda small.. unlike sg de.. so big.. so i was not so full.. haha.. den went to buy somemore pressies as i din managed to buy all the other day.. somehow i was thinkin i miss out one person pressie.. and when i reached home.. den i realised i miss out his.. omg.. kill me pls.. haish.. feeling quite upset abt tis.. how can i forget.. haish.. *slap myself*
anyway.. when we coming down from genting.. my ears hurt alot.. haish.. den awhile when we reached the bottom of the hill i was fine le.. annabelle oso feeling very xing ku.. she felt like vomiting.. haish.. so ma fan.. lucky she din vomit in the end.. i gave her the lemon sweets i bought.. we were lost when we were at KL.. we asked so many ppl the road direction.. in the end we asked the polices.. and lucky we managed to get back to the same track.. and it was still raining in some area.. i even saw flooded villages.. omg.. i wondered how the ppl there and where they are living now.. something terrible happened!! we hit a monkey.. the monkey was trying to cross the road from another side.. but got one car passed by and the monkey ran back.. den i suddenly came out again.. steven uncle couldnt stop.. if he siam away from the monkey.. the whole car might drop into the big drain or causing an accident.. the monkey hit it's head against the car.. but luckily enuff.. it din die.. the wheel din roll over it.. it jus pass thru from the centre of the car.. and it den ran across the road and back to the jungle.. god bless the monkey man..

yup.. indeed i miss all my frenz.. i miss my home and my lappie.. my hp all.. now i can have it all.. smile smile.. tml meeting my frenz.. and this 3 days are for me to meet up wit all my frenz and enjoy.. after tat it will be assignments time.. stress.. haish.. nvm.. after all the fun.. i must continue to work hard.. and i need to prepare myself for another difficult semester.. hmm.. gambatak YvOnNe!!!! photos taken at genting will be posted next entry.. =)

omg.. imagine.. i woke up only at 2plus in the afternoon today.. i am a pig man.. but i got a real good sleep.. haha.. but soo stupid.. woke up only my mum nag at me for havent pack my thing.. wah piangz.. ppl jus wake up she nag.. haish.. dun talk abt her le.. lolx..

yup.. it had been confirm.. daddy is going on a "business" trip next mth to europe countries.. he will be going for 13 days.. noe why i said it is "business" trip.. cos daddy is going there to buy dogs ma.. not really on business.. hehe.. he will be going to different countries.. haish.. i sure going to miss daddy lot lot le.. he hasnt been away for so long.. at most he nv come home for 1 to 2 days cos of work.. haiz.. but i told daddy tat he go one country must buy me a pressie.. and must be very very ex de.. mummy replied me buy one wife come back la.. sure ex liao.. -_-" i noe it is lame.. haha.. but i cfm daddy will buy gifts back.. hehe.. he havent tell me the date.. haish...

chatting wit d***** today.. my nick was change to "i hope u will guide me along" and he came and ask me who i wan to guide me along.. i told him nobody and he said i tends to keep everything to myself.. i told him ya.. i nv tell anyone i always keep it to myself.. even rain oso dunno anything.. he told me i will suffe a breakdown.. but i eventually alrdy suffer one.. he add on saying i will suffer more.. hmm.. see how lo.. he suddenly ask me.. whether i enjoy my single life.. i told him no.. cos everyone ard me is couple.. and how do u expect me to enjoy single life?? he ask me i wanna taste lurv.. oh gosh.. he jing ran ask me tis kind of question.. i was shock.. and i took a long time to reply him.. yup.. it is definitly true tat i wan to taste wat is lurv.. but surely it must be someone whom i like and he like me too.. but i guess i shall need a long long time to find ba.. =))

somehow i have been thinking alot today.. i think wat if one day i really lost everything in my life.. wat kind of person i will be then?? hmm.. sometimes i wonder.. next yr everyone will be getting busier and busier.. no one will be there for yvonne to hold support.. everyone will be gone in yvonne life.. if they nv gone.. they will oso slowly disappear in yvonne life.. i dun wish to see tis from happening.. i wan them to be wit me.. i am selfish.. i noe.. i jus dun wan anyone to leave my life.. i wan them to accompany me until one day i die.. sometimes i oso thinking.. why one die.. will one really go to heaven or hell?? or is tis wat the adults told the children?? haish.. tis shall be an unknown question.. hmm..

anyway.. today is my darling nephew bdae.. he is 2yrs old le oh.. havent buy pressie for him.. hehe.. cos wun be seeing him until new yr ba i guess.. haha.. but i shall sing one song for him..

HaPpY bIrThDaY tO YoU
hApPy BiRtHDaY tO yOu
HaPpY bIrThDaY tO ZaYd GoH xIaNgFeNg
HaPpY bIrThDaY tO yOu!!!

really hope to see him sooon.. i miss my nephews and niece a lot.. hmm..
if i see them i surely will forget everything.. so i wish to see them everyday.. they will brighten up my life.. i lurv them lot lot.. mUaCkZz..

wah.. today i went chong pang.. hoho.. den had a very full dinner.. godsis dad treat eat fish head curry and other food.. yum yum.. tasty.. haha.. den after tat went shoping!!! can u imagine.. within 2hrs.. we bought 6 pairs of shoes?? omg.. so many rite.. haha.. ytd mummy they all went there alrdy bought 4 pairs.. omg.. QIANG!!! haha.. ytd they bought 4 pairs is one godma de.. one aileen and one annabelle.. and one aileen granny de.. den today is one is mine.. mummy one.. annabelle two sch shoes and one sports shoes.. aileen one.. imagine.. haha.. today is shoes craze.. haha..

den i oso bought one shirt.. hehe.. nice nice.. i like it.. hehe..

anyway.. i going to sell my phone le.. den using either mummy de or bro de for temporary.. cos now i waiting for my new phone to come.. hope it come soon ba.. *sMiLe*

**she dunno wat she really wan.. she is currently escaping from everything.. she dun wish to think so much and to care so much.. she miss him.. but wat can she do.. is she still in lurv wit him?? she oso dunno the reason for it.. she is scared and she is worried.. she dun wan to be hurt again and she dun wan to cry one more for him.. she wish tat everything is back to the past.. sometimes she regret telling him things which she noe it would nv come true for her.. once again.. she cried bitterly when she think of all this things tat happened.. she noe she shouldnt cry.. but tears jus start rolling down her cheek.. everything tat happened to her make her feel very hurt and sad.. when will she be waking up and noe the fact tat everything cannot be turn back?? when will she be back to normal like wat she was during her sec life?? she din cry b4 when she was in sec life.. all she noe is laughter.. but now.. she forget her laughter and always seeing her cried.. even u see her laugh wit u she still dun feels happy inside her.. wat can she do?? heaven is playing a trick wit her and make her turn into a sad ger.. she can nv find happiness in her dictionary.. who will be the one adding in the word happiness in her dictionary?? once again.. she dun believe in lurv anymore.. she is scared again.. hopefully one day she can find back the trust she ever had in the word "lurv".. =(( she cried once again**

hmm.. today lesson was being drag as we were having presentation on our lesson plan.. after lesson.. went to canteen 1 and had my lunch wit cindy.. leen and her bf.. after lunch.. went to spect shop buy lenses and off i went to blk 52 again.. wait for xinyi lo..

after tat we went to IMM.. cos she said she wan to go to Giant.. but in the end.. we went into Daiso.. and we spent an hr there.. she bought things.. and i saw cute stuffs there too.. hmm.. after tat.. she hungry le.. so we went to eat Mac.. omg.. i going to be fat again.. everyday same routine sia.. cannot!! after lunch walked around den went into Giant.. she was shopping for her chocolate.. but she cant find.. den we went back to westmall to find.. but we still cant find.. hoho.. den after tat jiu go home le.. haha.. sianz rite.. lolx..

hmm.. ytd we were chatting and she said my entries were all kinda emo.. cos i almost every para still got the word "haish".. LOL.. actually i oso dunno why i always put tat word.. but i alrdy use to it le.. i cant change liao.. whenever met something not peaceful i will sigh.. this is me.. hmm..

anyway.. i bought a nail polish today.. hehe.. happy.. but cannot let mummy kn ar.. cos she sure nag de... wahahaha.. nvm.. the color soo nice.. i like it.. =))))

nth special today i guess.. haha.. but i heard alot of ghost stories from xinyi.. i wonder whether i can sleep tonight not.. somemore my bro jus now was watchin the show "one miss call" and later i guess he will be watching "ju on 2" ba.. hope he dun on the sound too loud.. hehe..

*excited!!! going genting highlands soon.. hmmm.. =))))*

me and dear sista.. rain rain..

me & yvette jie jie.. smile..

yvette jie jie.. zhiying mei mei.. and me!!! *twist*

i guess tat all for today ba.. hmmm.. still very worry abt assignments.. haish..

*i think i like u!!! i oso dunno..*

hmm.. today shall be a quite peaceful day but i am going to be dead for my PPCM quiz!! haish.. matching and fill in the blank is quite ok.. but the case study i dun even rmb anything i study ytd... omg.. i am going to be dead man.. haish.. den got sudden evalution from belinda.. and i anyhow do the thing.. haish.. no choice.. so sudden la..

anyway.. had quite some fun during CS1.2 tutorial on maths.. hmm.. actually today is nth much de lo.. we did some discussion on the lesson plan on manipulative.. and finally we are done for CS1.2.. other projects coming up soon.. haish.. tired sia.. haish..

nowadays i am crazy in writing letter.. somehow.. i am crazy.. LOL.. doing all the writing during lesson.. cos i simply cant concentrate.. so no choice.. but somehow i manage to get some in my brain.. haha.. *clever ger!!*

omg.. u kn wat.. kelvin oso bought w850i.. he bought it on 4dec.. oso no stock.. den i saw him today.. and the stock come le.. why the person haven call me.. i wan my phone.. haish... waiting and waiting sia.. hope the day hurry come.. and finally!! it has been confirm.. 19dec going to genting le.. CONFIRM!!! den we leaving at 6.30am from our hse.. omg!! so early sia.. haha.. den shy ya and xin jie oso going.. hmm.. they not going to genting le.. tey going sunway lagoon!!! i wan.. why nv bring me go.. oh gosh.. hmm.. nvm.. can go play jiu hao.. *happy*

hui come to me ask me why i am upset.. den i told her.. and she "scold" me.. haha.. den i told her if one day i die.. she should buy many roses for me.. or all kinds of beautiful flower.. den she scold me.. say i cannot die b4 her.. -.- she sooo cute.. i simply miss my sec frenz.. hui ar.. if u reading.. u should kn wat to do le oh.. hehe.. =))

hmm.. somehow i am feeling down today.. many things happened and i cant think of anything now.. reading my ppcm textbook but nth seems to get inside me.. and i only halfway thru.. HALFWAY THRU!!! i am going to die tml during the quiz.. haish..

today is a super tiring and stress day.. early morning went to childcare but nth seems to be pleasing.. teachers were argueing among themselves loudly in front of children and they seems to be like nobody business.. children were all shouting across the classroom to one another.. everything is so chaotic.. nth seems to be smooth in the class.. talk to the children no one ans they continued running ard and shouting.. anyway.. observe the child for my fp assignment le.. but i dunno whether it is correct or not.. haish..

went back to sch for LAECY lesson.. it a fun lesson.. but i jus no mood to concentrate.. maybe wat happen in the childcare affect me a lot ba.. hmm.. bought a very cute and fun stuff.. it is a wand.. me leen cin bought one each.. so sheng qi.. when press one button got sound and light de.. den very fun.. we using it for our pointer for LAECY lesson.. quite a good thing to buy.. although quite ex la.. nvm.. cos it really can attract one attention.. hope that everything turn out fine when i am using the pointer..

oh gosh.. i am very very stress.. my assignments due date are coming nearer and nearer!! and all is grp work.. wat am i suppose to do?? my holiday is coming too.. but wat is the use?? i cant even enjoy myself.. den wat for giving us holiday when we have to complete so many assignments?? i not complaining.. i like tis course.. but everything is so rush.. assignments are alot.. and we have to coop it very well.. but definitely there are times whereby one is feeling sick and tired of all the assignments.. and everything seems to be so difficult.. dun understand everything.. poly life is stressful man.. arghz.. how i wish i am now graduated.. haish.. life seems to be unfair and everything is soooo stressful..

currently mugging on PPCM.. a 30 mins quiz tml.. and it cost me to be stress over it.. i wan to sleep.. but i need open my eyes to study my quiz.. and it is alot.. i regretted tat i din start reading it when i was free last week.. and now i have to rush!! arghz.. i bet i can finish reading and i bet i will pass tml quiz.. my brain is now not working again.. everything is rejected by my brain.. i simply cant memorise anything for now.. i feel like crying le.. again!! i shall be slap against wit.. i alrdy said i wun cry.. but i simply cant control.. =(((

EsPeCiAlLy FoR rAiN:
i saw your blog and i know.. u are not bad at all.. cos most of the time i am the one in wrong.. u accept my wrong and also bring me thru all my mistake.. i admit sometime i may be childish.. but u nv say anything.. u jus swollen it down and make me feel happy.. i feel really happy when i am wit u.. going out and hanging ard wit kuku family makes me happy.. especially the times we get tgt to see our dearest.. it is the most wonderful time i had.. currently i am busy wit all my sch work.. and the time we get to see each other become lesser and lesser.. but our relationship is not decreasing.. we had been thru all the difficult times.. and now we are tgt as best sista.. if times i really make u very angry.. u must tell me.. so i kn.. dun keep inside u.. cos i will be sad if u are sad.. if u happy i oso happy.. so u know la.. hmm.. sista life rox and best of all.. we have strong strong sista lurv.. hehe.. *sMiLe*

today is a very sleepy day for me.. i was feeling soo sleepy and nearly fall asleep during class.. but i tried my best to stay awake.. by copying the necessary stuffs.. yvonne today so guai.. she copied notes.. haha..

den today kinda like some part of the day i was so quiet cos i wan sleep ma.. haha.. anyway.. discuss assignments again today.. oh gosh.. can i stop all assgnments man.. haish..

yup.. today got a shocking news.. tat is my frenz went stead wit a guy le.. haish.. i dunno whether i should say it is a good news or bad news.. i hope she is happy wit wat she wan.. but on the other hand.. a person will be deeply hurt.. both are my frenz.. why is all tis happening man.. a guy like someone for nearly 5yrs.. the ger dun give him an ans even though he confessed his lurv to her.. and jus recently.. a guy appeared in front of her.. and now they are tgt.. the other one will be suffering.. he does not know the truth.. should we tell him wat is happening?? or should he be kept in black?? arghz.. dfficult decision.. he once said tat it is not fair.. and he oso knew tat guy is appearing in her vision.. but there is nth much he can do.. praying hard that he will be fine after everything.. but now.. we hav problems.. should we tell him now?? haish.. i am so worry.. i worry he might burst.. i oso dunno why.. tis is damn hurting la.. i experience it b4.. i know the pain.. haish.. it so hurting to tell him the ans.. but he must kn the ans.. arghz..

wat should be our conclusion for tis?? nv believe in lurv.. lurv one can be short.. waiting for an ans is long.. it will be very very hurting.. =(((((((

i noe wat i wan.. but i dunno wat to do.. i am stuck in the middle of the track and soon.. i will be knock down by the train.. and i shall be die.. haish.. i dun wish to stay on.. many things make me feel depressed.. i am stress and tired.. i cant bother anymore.. i wan to leave tis world to a very very far place.. no one know me and i can live happily.. but b4 tat.. wash away all my memories.. i will be a new person again..

i hate the world.. it is always rotatin.. and days by days.. time by time.. all passing soo fast.. haish.. things are meant to be kept as a secret.. i shall keep tis inside me forever.. even the day i die.. i hope he will be fine and he will he happy..

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