Sunday, June 28, 2009
i am tired. i finished the journal but not the 2 critical reflections. no mood to do. totally no! i am in a mood of searching my maltese puppy online! like DEHH!!
really need to do the reflections tomorrow. like omg. going to sleep late again. ahh!
i am tired! i want the maltese puppy! i want it please~
really need to do the reflections tomorrow. like omg. going to sleep late again. ahh!
i am tired! i want the maltese puppy! i want it please~
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Thursday, June 25, 2009
come on! it is time for a break. give yourself a pat on you back!
it had been very very tiring. i really need some sleep. deep and nice sleep. i miss my dreamland man. i dont noe when i can have enough sleep. i dont want to become a panda neh.. i will look very ugly leh. roar. with those heavy eye bags. ahhH! i dont want...
this whole week had been quite tedious. everyday working till late to finish readings and assignments. but i dont seems to understand the readings. assignments still okay. but dont noe what i am writing about. quite irritating when i simply cant figure out what i am doing. some of the readings made me quite confused. some are interesting to read. i am now trying to find my interest in reading them. so please give me some time. and i seriously need some sleep to allow my brain to work better.
seriously i feel that degree is very very different from diploma. in diploma assignments will be explain thoroughly by the lecturers and i can understand what i am going to do. but now.. is like i need to read on my own, do on my own and even understand on my own. i really need to stop depending on asking people for explanation. need to understand all by myself. hopefully i can do it. and degree is all about sharing and discussing ideas. so i need to understand what i am reading.
give me some support! and i need time to relax and enjoy. i want to date my sweetie, date kuku family, date my darlings, visit my kiddies in school and many many more. please provide me with more time! and also, mr brain of mine, please allow the brain cells to work faster kays. so i dont have alot of difficulties in understanding what i am doing. PLEASE! I BEG YOU!!!
it had been very very tiring. i really need some sleep. deep and nice sleep. i miss my dreamland man. i dont noe when i can have enough sleep. i dont want to become a panda neh.. i will look very ugly leh. roar. with those heavy eye bags. ahhH! i dont want...
this whole week had been quite tedious. everyday working till late to finish readings and assignments. but i dont seems to understand the readings. assignments still okay. but dont noe what i am writing about. quite irritating when i simply cant figure out what i am doing. some of the readings made me quite confused. some are interesting to read. i am now trying to find my interest in reading them. so please give me some time. and i seriously need some sleep to allow my brain to work better.
seriously i feel that degree is very very different from diploma. in diploma assignments will be explain thoroughly by the lecturers and i can understand what i am going to do. but now.. is like i need to read on my own, do on my own and even understand on my own. i really need to stop depending on asking people for explanation. need to understand all by myself. hopefully i can do it. and degree is all about sharing and discussing ideas. so i need to understand what i am reading.
give me some support! and i need time to relax and enjoy. i want to date my sweetie, date kuku family, date my darlings, visit my kiddies in school and many many more. please provide me with more time! and also, mr brain of mine, please allow the brain cells to work faster kays. so i dont have alot of difficulties in understanding what i am doing. PLEASE! I BEG YOU!!!
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Sunday, June 14, 2009
oh my god. the week passed by so fast. now it is going to start another new week. i cant imagine. is just like a blink of my eyes. gosh. and i got to say. i am starting my degree course next monday. i am not prepared for it. haish. i am very very worried. is like i totally got no mood for school even thought i had been to the writing clinic for 3 times le. and amanda told me everyday had to do reflection. and is a never ending reflection. i feel the stress. plus she said it is better to get all the books. cause i will need it for the reflection. haish. worried about the money worried about the assignments. i cant stop worrying. sobx!
let's not talk about my sad sad thing. if not i will start to cry again. :X oh ya, last wed took leave and went out with godsis family and mummy and xiangxiang nephew. we went to united square. cause i did promise him that i will bring him to see his favourite ben 10 show. haha. i guess he had fun then. haha! he got his special ben 10 watch, underwears, bowl, spoons, cup and toy. haha! i can said that the show was not as nice cause was about fighting. i dont like. and i warn him not to follow what those characters were doing. thurs was alright. took my class for the whole day. i was happy. at least i was with my babies. ((: we did chocolate fruit kebab. it was not as nice as the restuarant one. haha! but okay lah.at least the children enjoy making it. (: and it was a gift to their daddy for father's day. although father's day is like this coming sunday. hahaha! early gift for their daddy. ((:
fri was quite a sad day. cause it was my last day. i didnt get to see my half day children. i wonder they will miss me not. haha! and only 4 full day children turn up. like so sad right. cause last day of school le mah. haish. i bought some chocolate and custard pastries for the teachers. it was quite nice for the chocolate one. haha. i didnt manage to try the custard one. but sheeren said the custard one was better. haha. okay back to the main point. they were very bad. they threw flour on me lah! said it was to congrat me for getting into uni. like dehhh! they threw at me in front of my inventors kiddies. -.- and they were like what is happening. all of them came to me and asked me what happened to me. why got white white. i was like ehh it was flour. -.- then want to go back centre to clean up and auntie lim dont want help me open the door. -.- she also same gang one leh. so sad loh. never help me. the 3 ladies smiling happily inside lah. roar. but okay lah. lucky didnt gana much. mostly on hair and my legging. so i become a white lady that day. haha! but then still very sad. everyone was like asking will you come back soon? i dont noe how to reply. i just said dont noe. my babies are asking why you leaving you dont want us. all kind of questions. i was quite upset to reply them. so i just said ms yvonne will come back soon kays. and they smile. i miss kingston hugs, kaikai kiss, chloe holding hand, kayla hugs and all my n2 babies laughters. sobx! i miss them!!
sat i went clubbing at phuture. cool! but the dance floor was far too pack which i dont like. it wasnt like that in the past. suddenly like so many people. -.- and i got to know a few new people. like xinyi's cousin xinhui and their friend, shaun. haha! it was a very tiring night. we danced till we are very tired. and we drank till we like very full. and it was quite warm that night. but i still enjoy the night. sweetie, can we go again soon? and i will miss amanda for 6weeks. she is flying to boston le. next year will be my turn. sad! we promise to go again when amanda is back. so i will wait for amanda to come back! (:
tomorrow going back malaysia and tuesday going to genting till friday. hopefully i had loads of fun before the school start. ((:
let's not talk about my sad sad thing. if not i will start to cry again. :X oh ya, last wed took leave and went out with godsis family and mummy and xiangxiang nephew. we went to united square. cause i did promise him that i will bring him to see his favourite ben 10 show. haha. i guess he had fun then. haha! he got his special ben 10 watch, underwears, bowl, spoons, cup and toy. haha! i can said that the show was not as nice cause was about fighting. i dont like. and i warn him not to follow what those characters were doing. thurs was alright. took my class for the whole day. i was happy. at least i was with my babies. ((: we did chocolate fruit kebab. it was not as nice as the restuarant one. haha! but okay lah.at least the children enjoy making it. (: and it was a gift to their daddy for father's day. although father's day is like this coming sunday. hahaha! early gift for their daddy. ((:
fri was quite a sad day. cause it was my last day. i didnt get to see my half day children. i wonder they will miss me not. haha! and only 4 full day children turn up. like so sad right. cause last day of school le mah. haish. i bought some chocolate and custard pastries for the teachers. it was quite nice for the chocolate one. haha. i didnt manage to try the custard one. but sheeren said the custard one was better. haha. okay back to the main point. they were very bad. they threw flour on me lah! said it was to congrat me for getting into uni. like dehhh! they threw at me in front of my inventors kiddies. -.- and they were like what is happening. all of them came to me and asked me what happened to me. why got white white. i was like ehh it was flour. -.- then want to go back centre to clean up and auntie lim dont want help me open the door. -.- she also same gang one leh. so sad loh. never help me. the 3 ladies smiling happily inside lah. roar. but okay lah. lucky didnt gana much. mostly on hair and my legging. so i become a white lady that day. haha! but then still very sad. everyone was like asking will you come back soon? i dont noe how to reply. i just said dont noe. my babies are asking why you leaving you dont want us. all kind of questions. i was quite upset to reply them. so i just said ms yvonne will come back soon kays. and they smile. i miss kingston hugs, kaikai kiss, chloe holding hand, kayla hugs and all my n2 babies laughters. sobx! i miss them!!
sat i went clubbing at phuture. cool! but the dance floor was far too pack which i dont like. it wasnt like that in the past. suddenly like so many people. -.- and i got to know a few new people. like xinyi's cousin xinhui and their friend, shaun. haha! it was a very tiring night. we danced till we are very tired. and we drank till we like very full. and it was quite warm that night. but i still enjoy the night. sweetie, can we go again soon? and i will miss amanda for 6weeks. she is flying to boston le. next year will be my turn. sad! we promise to go again when amanda is back. so i will wait for amanda to come back! (:
tomorrow going back malaysia and tuesday going to genting till friday. hopefully i had loads of fun before the school start. ((:
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Monday, June 08, 2009
last friday met up with rain, stella and baby precious for dinner. we went to aijisen for dinner. haha. as usual had my favourite ramen ------------ teriyaki chicken ramen. haha! i love that most man. hoho! okay lah. baby precious is soooo cute can.. especially when she ties her hair. but too bad. didnt really take photos neh. sianx. cause camera no batt le lah. roar! and you noe what. she enjoys shouting and screaming lah. the whole shop also her noise level. haha! although it was a short meet up. i still have fun. i enjoyed sitting there eating together wit my love ones.. ((:
sat went to tampiness 1 and expo with them again. haha. we were quite late when we reached tampiness 1. sianx loh. in the end never walk around there. and also no chance to go to the popular fair. haha! nevermind. i still got 20% voucher from the pop club. hoho!. i want to go and get the sushi book. heex. yum yum! oh ya. bought quite a few things from the motherhood fair. wet tissues, socks for both hao and cherish, then what butterfly de for precious, crabbie shirt for hao, jumpy for precious. haha! although spend quite a lot, still have fun there. i do enjoy buying things for others. (: i like to see the smiley face on other people. hoho!.
but sometimes, people will ask why you never want to see your own smiley face? i do want to see. but sometimes it is quite hard to please myself. haha! so loh. nevermind. i will make sure i smile more too. ((:
yesterday was miss ong farewell party plus annual campfire. it was quite sad. miss ong cried and some of them cried too and this include me. haha! didnt really cry lah. just got watery eyes. controlling very hard. i will miss her neh. she is a good teacher. i remembered in the past i used to hear her scold and scold. we always made her quite unhappy. but we also did things which she feels very proud of us. i miss her scolding.. i miss her laughing.. haish. now she transfer to another school. i cant see her during teacher's day. haish. thinking back, we had a lot of fun with her. and she will always believe in us. she never loose patience with us, she never never cry in front of us even if we did badly. but yesterday she cried badly. i hope she will be doing well in her next school. do come back to rss often i hope.
i realised a lot of my teachers are no longer in rss. i miss them badly.. haish. like how i use to look forward to mrs thong and ms chithra lesson. cause we always have fun although they are very fierce.. i enjoyed their lesson. and also mdm ho.. went to her house to have revise for chemistry. oh my.. what a good flashback of o level.. it had been 4 years... mr kok mr sani hu laoshi mdm mattews and many many more. i miss them. how i hope they will all come back to rss one day for a special party.. please hope this day come! cause i miss them badly...
and this week is last week in childcare. ahhh!! i hope this will pass slowly. i miss them already. sad!
sat went to tampiness 1 and expo with them again. haha. we were quite late when we reached tampiness 1. sianx loh. in the end never walk around there. and also no chance to go to the popular fair. haha! nevermind. i still got 20% voucher from the pop club. hoho!. i want to go and get the sushi book. heex. yum yum! oh ya. bought quite a few things from the motherhood fair. wet tissues, socks for both hao and cherish, then what butterfly de for precious, crabbie shirt for hao, jumpy for precious. haha! although spend quite a lot, still have fun there. i do enjoy buying things for others. (: i like to see the smiley face on other people. hoho!.
but sometimes, people will ask why you never want to see your own smiley face? i do want to see. but sometimes it is quite hard to please myself. haha! so loh. nevermind. i will make sure i smile more too. ((:
yesterday was miss ong farewell party plus annual campfire. it was quite sad. miss ong cried and some of them cried too and this include me. haha! didnt really cry lah. just got watery eyes. controlling very hard. i will miss her neh. she is a good teacher. i remembered in the past i used to hear her scold and scold. we always made her quite unhappy. but we also did things which she feels very proud of us. i miss her scolding.. i miss her laughing.. haish. now she transfer to another school. i cant see her during teacher's day. haish. thinking back, we had a lot of fun with her. and she will always believe in us. she never loose patience with us, she never never cry in front of us even if we did badly. but yesterday she cried badly. i hope she will be doing well in her next school. do come back to rss often i hope.
i realised a lot of my teachers are no longer in rss. i miss them badly.. haish. like how i use to look forward to mrs thong and ms chithra lesson. cause we always have fun although they are very fierce.. i enjoyed their lesson. and also mdm ho.. went to her house to have revise for chemistry. oh my.. what a good flashback of o level.. it had been 4 years... mr kok mr sani hu laoshi mdm mattews and many many more. i miss them. how i hope they will all come back to rss one day for a special party.. please hope this day come! cause i miss them badly...
and this week is last week in childcare. ahhh!! i hope this will pass slowly. i miss them already. sad!
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Thursday, June 04, 2009
someone told me to update my blog. sooo here i am again. haha! miss lee lihui! you see i blog le hor. wahhaa!
alright, another week to go. i will be officially jobless. haha. no more income. need to save more and more man. haish. and this means, i got to leave my children.. SOB! i dont want. i miss them man. so sad. leaving them.. there are some unhappiness there. the confusion is still there. wanting to leave or not. hahaha. the mood is not right lah. i cant predict two years down the road what will happen. maybe i might not see the same old people again. maybe i might not be back at the same place. maybe i need to stay strong myself. or maybe... there are so many maybe lah. and to think, 2 years later my lovely babies are all in k2. definitely i am not going to be there with them. how sad. they are my first love. i taught them ever since they are in n1. seeing them progress make me smile. but now... i got to leave them. darling i will miss you all man. haish.
i cant bear to leave them. how??? okay i should be strong right. i need to stand strong and believe that i will be back! understand!!!!! wait for me! i will be back! heex.
oh... this sat going to go out with rain and stella and baby precious! heex. it has been quite long before i see this darling baby. heex. miss her neh! not to mention... miss the two ladies too.. haha! sometimes i told myself.. i need to put some time for my frenx. but then.. haish.. neverMind i will try to see how. hmmx.
alright... goodnight everyone! see ya soon!
alright, another week to go. i will be officially jobless. haha. no more income. need to save more and more man. haish. and this means, i got to leave my children.. SOB! i dont want. i miss them man. so sad. leaving them.. there are some unhappiness there. the confusion is still there. wanting to leave or not. hahaha. the mood is not right lah. i cant predict two years down the road what will happen. maybe i might not see the same old people again. maybe i might not be back at the same place. maybe i need to stay strong myself. or maybe... there are so many maybe lah. and to think, 2 years later my lovely babies are all in k2. definitely i am not going to be there with them. how sad. they are my first love. i taught them ever since they are in n1. seeing them progress make me smile. but now... i got to leave them. darling i will miss you all man. haish.
i cant bear to leave them. how??? okay i should be strong right. i need to stand strong and believe that i will be back! understand!!!!! wait for me! i will be back! heex.
oh... this sat going to go out with rain and stella and baby precious! heex. it has been quite long before i see this darling baby. heex. miss her neh! not to mention... miss the two ladies too.. haha! sometimes i told myself.. i need to put some time for my frenx. but then.. haish.. neverMind i will try to see how. hmmx.
alright... goodnight everyone! see ya soon!
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