i dunno wat is going on today.. everything dun seems to be true to me.. and i feel damn hurt inside.. why am i killin myself wit all this trouble which is none of my prob at all?? i cant say tat it is none of my prob.. cos tis concern each and everyone of us.. wat lie between us is something which we are capable of..

everyone seems to change ever since sch reopen.. why is tat so?? the fun and joy we had in the past dun seems to come back to us.. i wish i nv did anything which agitate lao tian ye.. and den he give me all the "rewards" i deserve.. do i really deserve all tis?? do i?? this is a very stupid qn to ask.. and it seems like if i dun ask everything wun be back to normal as wat i wan it to be..

on the way home after havin dinner with xinyi.. i think alot.. and i nearly cry when i am in the bus.. but i hold back.. holding back my tears is a gao nan du for me sia.. my heart seems to hurt alot and i keep asking myself wat i do now is it correct.. do i really hav to think tat way?? seein everyone leaving and together again is pain for me.. PAIN!!!! i dun wan all tis feel.. i hen nan shou.. i dunno who to approach.. now i wish i suffer from brain damage and i will be able to forget everything..

if one day i suay suay die out of the sudden.. will my frenz be upset?? will they think back wat they did to me?? will my family miss me?? will my family realise tat they shouldnt jus care abt my bro and not me?? i hav alot of qn to tis.. but i dun seems to kn whether i will get the ans i wan.. our life is plan properly for us once we are born into tis world.. everything is rite in front for us.. we cant change anything.. i feel tired.. i hope i can sleep and sleep and sleep.. wake up only after 100yrs.. whereby everyone is gone except for me..

i worry i cant take it anymore.. i am going to burst into tears once again.. tears!!! tears!!! i hate tears.. but i cant help it.. tis is all destinated for me.. i feel damn hurt inside.. lurv and friendship.. wat is going on inside me?? i dun even kn.. i need a shoulder to lie on.. a firm shoulder who can support me when i fall.. where is my firm and strong shoulder?? where?? lookin and lookin... but i fail to look..

xiezhi and renfu coming.. but i dun hav any feelin to go and see them.. told rain.. she say smth.. shocking!! but not cos of tat den no feel.. i jus dun hav the mood now.. maybe i will when date is nearer ba..

我希望时间能够停留在以前！我希望我们能回到从前那样。可以讲话，玩和很多很多！！现在的我只会劈开彼此！我不要！！

today i really sick le.. my throat is damn painful!! i cant swallow.. even drink water oso got prob.. ahhh... but den i still went to class today.. i dun have attachment today cos centre is close.. dunnno why.. next week will be going to k1 class le as my nusery hav been promoted to k1.. haiz.. so worry now.. hmmm...

i hav not been updatin for quite a few days.. cos i was at camp.. hmm.. wat should i say.. yup!! ane camp rox.. all the GLs rox and most impt is my group ICE AGE rox.. hehe.. my participants all soooo funny.. haha.. they give me alot of enjoyment.. fun ya?? xinyi shuling all say my grp de cheers so xiao hai zi.. cos i am from ECH ma.. so they think de cheers all kids cheers.. haha.. but quite nice.. i lurv all the cheers they tot of.. hoho.. =))))

but.. there was still some disappointment during the camp.. shall not elaborate more on tis ba.. forget it fast.. =))) tis make me very very very emo.. haish..

today i was SUPER blur la.. i forget to bring the whole of my FP1.2 de assignment thingy.. wah kaoz.. at first i tot i only forget to bring the checklist so i quickly called hannah ask her help m photocopy cos i still rmb wat is my checklist thingy.. but den when i was inside 184 going to sch..i saw ting de child drawing den i stun.. i rmb i forget to bring tat too.. den i panick.. i dunno wat i need to do.. i told leen they all.. they all stun oso.. haiz.. den i so afraid la.. cos i scare i might drag the whole grp down.. den everyone will be downgraded.. i so worry.. den i told juliana.. she was kinda angry.. but lucky.. some ppl oso forget tis forget tat so she give chance.. we hav to submit to her b4 1pm.. so i called home.. ask mummy bring to JE for me.. but she scold.. i wan go home take she say no need go sch ar.. den say she will bring there scold me dun miss lesson.. den i was like huh.. u not willing to bring to me den now still ask me go lesson.. wah piangz.. den get scoldin and scoldin.. today i was very tired and stress.. after callin mummy i cried.. leen come all shock askin wat happen den say dun cried but i jus cant control when i kn i forget to bring i alrdy wan cried le.. i was soo afraid la.. haish.. den sms xinyi saying i cry.. she say was like huh.. cry.. lolx.. den she come out of her class sia.. pei me awhile.. but she soooo bad.. see her frenz got tako pachi den go to her frenz.. sooooo sad hor??

haiz.. miss phillip lecture.. rush to JE take the things from mummy.. but who kn.. she tot i say 11am den come out of the hse.. so she slowly take her time.. i each JE at 11.25am.. she reach at nearly 12noon.. wah piangz.. haiz.. den gana scoldin again la.. suan le.. got tat drawing jiu good le.. den rush back sch gave it to juliana.. when she saw the pics she was surprise cos my child is only 4yrs old and she can drew all those things.. =DDD anyway.. i feel soooo relax after i submit.. =)))

xinyi bei wo pian le.. wahaha.. sooooo fun.. she jing ran nearly believe wat i say.. i am agood actress.. LOL!!!!!!! yi ya huan ya.. who ask her pian wo last time.. wahaha.. sooooo funnnn.. and xinyi.. pls k.. my jiang li.. cos i din doze off in class today.. i very guai.. u not guai cos u nearly ar.. hehehe.. rmb k.. tml take from u.. =))

ytd was sooo busy tat i got no time to blog at all.. i was rushing all my projects.. haish.. is like a huge mountian.. ytd i only manage to sleep at 2am.. i got no choice.. my time is like so pack for me.. i got no time left for myself.. den ended up.. i was sooooo tired today.. and i finally breakdown today.. i cried when my frenz who suppose to meet for big book din come sch today.. totally hav no choice.. i jus cried.. after cant contact her for a long period of time.. tears dropped down.. my frenz were like kinda shock.. cindy mummy bring me out of class and to toilet.. tears dropped and dropped.. but luckily.. it din last long.. awhile and i was ok again..

i oso decided not to go town le.. cos i really hav no time.. so i went to JP this fashion wit cindy mummy buy shorts den go home le.. no time to waste.. reach home bath and started on my cog devt.. i was stuck.. i cant start a word.. my mind was still not concentrating.. sms xinyi tell her everything tat happen.. she asked me bu yao ku.. hoho.. but wo yi jing ku guo le.. haish.. i guess tis time round i really cant take it le ba.. even though i cried.. but i still feel very xing ku inside.. i dunno wat to do le..

after camp i guess i will be busy oso ba.. i need rush all my assignments.. after 8dec.. i guess i will be free for awhile ba.. few days only.. after tat need start doing all assignments again.. arghz.. haish.. let relax for awhile.. see pics..

me and sockping studying at library.. we soo hardworking.. hoho.. so many papers... =))

me and sockping.. taken when we were abt to start studying.. hoho.. =)))

this is my CS1.2 de art piece.. no. 2 le.. my rabbit de i forget to take foto.. sob sob.. nice ma?? look so funny ya??

it should be all the pics for now.. haish.. tml going for camp le.. so worry tat i cant get high.. so many things in my mind now sia.. arghz.. tired and stress!!!

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~~~~~

STRESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

TIRED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SCARE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WORRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WHAT SHOULD I DO????????????

lot and lot of complain!!! i hav no choice but to complain.. there is NOT enough time for me at all!!! time flew really really fast and now i am left wit only a few days to complete everything of mine.. arghz.. i dunno wat i doing now oso.. is like i am struck at a place man.. haish..

there is lot and lot of things to complete by tis week.. my cs1.2 assignment.. my fp1.2 assignment which hav to be handed in by 27nov.. and i am still struck in my cognitive devt interpretation.. i dunno how to start!!! i am very stress.. den i still have myc de assignment which haven start discussin.. and my BIG BOOK!!! and ppcm too.. wah piangz.. is like nv end de lo.. i oso dunno how sia.. feel like crying.. but cry got use ma?? haish..

wah.. damn busy la.. today during 3hrs break finally draw finish most of the pics for my big book.. hmm.. and i had passed it to alicia.. she will be drawing the rest..

aaahhh.. i very very stress lei!! is like i forever haven finish my things de lo.. i oso dunno why like tat.. tml going to stay in sch wit sockping and do up my assignment for FP and PPCM.. i am going to die soon la.. so many things to complete and now i havin complete it.. wah piangz.. wat am i suppose to do?? i am freaking tired le.. but it seems that i cant get everything done.. arghz.. i really need help!! sem 2 is not a good sem.. everythings are coming fast.. and time really flew pass de.. is jus one blink and it is alrdy the next day.. wah piangz.. can time stop passing so fast?? can can??

WAH~~ my GL shirt de paint all gone le.. only left my name... why?? arghz.. so angry la.. why like tat.. when mummy told me i was like huh how can tat be.. it is a paint which can be paint on shirt leh.. wun drop so easily de lo.. but when i went to see.. i was shock.. it is really all gone.. except for my name and a very light GL name.. wah piangz.. ask yeeshan abt it and she say her shirt oso become glittery.. so i went to tell evern and tml she will pass me the paint and i need to paint it again.. haish.. no choice.. who ask it to drop.. so i quickly go tell sockping and jungkun abt it.. haish.. i guess i need to quickly paint the shirt.. before thurs i hav to complete it.. cos need to at least rinse the shirt.. hmm.. so i must JIAYOU le la..

haish.. i really wish i can hav a break.. where is my holiday?? i miss my holi.. pls hurry come.. and am i going to celebrate xmas alone?? who will be celebrating wit me?? if no one den i will be having a lonely xmas.. sob sob.. haish..

i am mentally tired!! i need a rest.. haish.. when i can i hav my rest?? i am dieing off very sooonnn... haish.. anyway.. take care everyone.. =))

a very tired day indeed.. hmm.. wake up ard 12noon.. den call shuling to meet her up as she took my drawing block home ytd accidentally.. hmm.. meet her at 2pm at cwp lo.. den when i reached she haven reach.. hoho.. den walked to the place where usually she would walk pass de.. den she came wit her bro.. haha.. den took the drawing block and off i went back to home.. hmm..

den went over to funland childcare at my house void deck.. watch a series of performance by the children as it was their graduation day.. the children so cute lo.. and got one very talented sia.. she dance solo.. indian dance.. so clever.. haha.. den after watchin jiu go home le..

reach home.. i start doing my ASSIGNMENTS!!! i simply hate assignment.. cos i dunno how to start and do it.. and worse is nobody kn how to tell me how to do my fp de assignment.. i wan so sad.. cos i cant start my fp assignment.. so i move on to my big book.. and tis irritated me more.. arghz.. draw and draw.. i wasnt please wit all my drawing.. it look horrible.. arghz.. but my cousin say it was cute.. do u think so?? arghz.. den i was very very busy wit all my assignments.. no time to go out le la.. i wan buy things.. haish..

ard 10plus i totally cant concentrate le.. so i stop drawing le.. tml den continue if i got time.. cos i still got other assignment to complete.. haish.. my cousin wan me to bring her to library.. hmm.. she come my hse cos she wan go library tml.. i dunno whether i goin ma.. maybe bring my work there to do ar.. haish..

time is running soo fast.. i dunno how to stop time from rushin sooo fast.. it seems like i dun hav all the things i wan and it seems like tis yr is a very tough yr for me.. everything happened so sudden and end so sudden.. hmmm.. i dun have time for my family and frenz anymore.. lifestyle change so much.. how i hope i can stop everything.. and prevent things to happen too.. aaaaahhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*life is so saddening*

i miss all my frenz.. i miss the time we had tgt.. i miss a lot of things.. i miss my nephews and nieces.. i miss my cousins.. i miss my godsisters.. i miss a lot and a lot of ppl.. when will i hav time to meet them up?? when when when?? arghz.. sad!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*i miss ------------------------------------------* AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH~~~~~~~

today i nearly late when meet shuling.. cos i am still at home when it was 9.40am.. hoho.. cos of the hw tat we do for cd1.3 la.. i dun find the link juliana say she will put.. arghz.. den ard 9.15am.. ting told me got ppl say no need submit thru mel le.. wah piangz.. damn angry.. waste my time worrying wat to do.. arghz again..
luckily.. we are not late.. hehe.. but we sit at cheers there quite long so we were late 10mins for komala lesson.. and i din kn got notes.. den i nv ask my frenz to help me print.. soo.. i din hav the notes she wan and i was not listenin to class at all.. haha.. busy drawing the rabbit and crocodile for my art portfolio.. hehe..

after class.. i met up wit alicia to start doing our big book.. wah piangz.. i tell u i damn sad.. cos i was drawin like hell.. and my drawin only got one word to describe.. SUX!! so stupid la.. arghz.. den alicia draw until so nice la.. haish.. den almost breakdown when i was drawing sia.. haish.. den waited until 4plus xinyi and qiuwen and sq come le.. den tat qiuwen la.. yi zhi say my drawing unbalance de.. den i sooo sad.. sob sob.. cry le la.. they all is art educators.. i not lei.. so my drawing really very ugly de lo.. i hate drawing difficult pics sometime.. arghz..

today astro is briefing for ANE 12 de.. hmmm.. got all the details and stuffs for the camp.. got my contact lists too.. my group got 20ppl neh.. WaH!! so many.. hoho.. die le.. wait i cant handle den i die.. cos last time SJAB camp 1 grp only at least 8ppl la.. haha.. cos we got not much ppl ma.. -____- den after briefing got quiz.. wah piangz.. so hao xiao la.. haha.. after quiz we got meetin.. den think of cheers and everything.. and we were brief on how to contact the participants.. hmm.. and quite a no of things we must tell them.. hoho.. =)) xinyi is in my grp.. she is my grp de attached GL.. hoho.. happy.. =DD camp is jus next week.. feelin quite excited abt it.. but den lei.. dunno whether i can huo guo ma.. so worry oso.. hmmm.. shun qi zi ran ba.. =))))))))))))

haish.. it kinda like we 3 are kinda moody again for today.. it is another fri which we gather together and chat.. sitting at mac was cool and fine while we having our dinner.. hmm.. soon.. after we finished.. things come.. mood change and everyone was pourin out their feelings.. and when sp talk.. i really wasnt listenin.. my listenin skill jus close down for a moment.. all i can do is to nodd my head and sp was sayin i wasnt listenin.. sorry.. den when it xinyi turn to pour.. i was still not listenin attentively.. but i still kn wat she was talkin..

hmm.. sometime i can only say things will change de.. it wun last.. many things jus happen suddenly.. can u imagine?? life is not as simple as wat others might think.. most of the things happen on us and we feel tat why has it got to do wit us.. tis kind of feelin is very painful.. cos i kn.. i experience it b4.. dun worry.. it will be over soon.. and i am sure u can still get back the feelin de.. maybe u are currently thinkin wat is happenin.. so i shall not say much.. but ger.. rmb hor.. i told u.. if my frenz is sad i will oso get affected de oh.. so if u dun wan see me sad.. den u must be happy oh.. =)

*so nice of xinyi.. she ba her caterpilla song gei wo neh.. hoho.. =)*

hoho.. so happy today.. cos i finally done my scv2 presentation le.. and ms tan was like quite pleased wit wat we had done and she said tat our presentation was interesting and definitely.. it will attract the 6 years old kids and msg oso will transfer to them.. hehe.. everyone was happy.. even my classmates responsed to our qn as well.. hehe.. soo happy.. hoho.. fun fun..

leen helped me buy my suan mei dang le.. hehe.. den i got 5.. one for ting.. one for cindy.. one for xinyi.. one for sockping and last one is for me.. hoho.. i lurv tis sweet neh.. if got sell in one container de i sure ask leen to help me buy.. but too bad.. they din sell in container de.. hoho..

saw xinyi at lvl 6 de toilet and i finally scare her.. hoho.. cos i kn she went to toilet as qiuwen told me.. den cin wan go toilet so i accompany her to toilet.. den when i was going to reach toilet.. i saw xinyi frenz den i kn she comin out soon.. so i asked cin to go in first and when the door open i boo.. she no reaction.. but i kn she pei wo xia dao le.. hoho.. den i oso passed her the sweets.. hehe.. den she going to be kill when i see her the next time.. cos i wei le got presentation den tie hair de.. cos i am acting as chinese ger.. den i wear tat dress.. den she sooo stupid.. say i today act cute.. den i replied saying i ben lai jiu cute.. wahaha.. she nth to say.. but i kn she got do one action.. -___- sooo sad.. i sooo cute she say i act.. lolx.. kill her tml ba.. wahaha..

yupp.. i finish my cd1.3 de summary on brain le.. wahaha.. but i haven complete my LAECY.. haish.. after bloggin den go do ba.. hoho.. sooo many things to do now.. haish.. brain crack le.. hmph.. i totally forget wat i wan say le.. hmph.. die.. oh ya.. rmb.. hoho.. ytd starhub send us voucher.. and mummy singtel plan is ending on 18nov.. den is $100 voucher.. and mummy switchin to starhub cos of the voucher.. and I AM ABLE TO GET MY W810I!!! happy.. but i wonder when will i be able to change.. hmm.. and pls say goodbye to my K700I.. and it is not a very good fone.. and dun buy fone wit joystick.. it spoils easily man.. =)))))))))

haish.. 8am lesson again.. and is like killin me sia.. hoho.. corina was going thru ppcm de assignment.. hmm.. kinda got listen abit.. and wat really irritated me was when we were splittin for grp.. arghz.. i really feel like killin ppl when we were discussin to split grp.. wah kaoz.. damn bu shuang lo.. is her herself wan go join another grp de.. den still cry and i dunno wat she told others la.. pengz sia.. nvm.. suan le.. den we had break.. hehe.. at canteen 1 oh.. hoho.. den saw my last time s&w de bb student coach.. -___- durin break was rehearsing for tml scv2 de presentation.. hmm.. kinda like luan cos we only got one script.. nvm.. finally everything was done after 45mins.. and i guess we could finish it within 20mins ba.. hope it is interesting to all ba.. =))
almost fall asleep during belinda class.. haish.. kinda soo tired.. den leen said she sleep lo.. i cant cos i was very distracted by the sound.. so i din sleep.. hoho.. den we watch cartoon.. peter and e wolf.. hat love story.. wah.. the love story so sweettttzzz.. hehe.. =DDD
den during philip lesson.. i was havin FuN.. hoho.. i do lot and lot of art paintin.. i was playin all along.. den our cs1.2 assignment discuss finish and now is time for us to produce our art work.. hoho.. fun sia.. muahahaha.. i lurv art lesson.. but kinda like i always get poor results for art during sec sch.. hopin it will turn out nice.. once i complete my work i will take photo.. den i shall present my art piece to everyone.. hoho.. fun fun..

today was really pissed off.. arghz.. cant imagine if i get to shout at someone.. and i will see ppl cryin in front of me again.. kaoz.. assignments are meant to be do in grp and everyone contribute to it.. it is NOT few of them doin and e rest jus sit and see or contribute very little.. tis is terribly unfair to the few who are workin so hard on it.. if tat the case.. why teacher still wan us work in grp??? do in grp will receive the same marks.. and tis will benefit those who din contribute at all.. wat the hell.. tis is so unfair.. i reallt hate workin wit ppl who dun wan to voice out or to contribute any ideas or things.. pls la.. poly life is all project work base.. open your mouth and talk.. not sit and listen.. ARGHZ!!!! pls pls pls.. split the work fairly.. and hopefull everything is done on time..

life not peaceful at all.. all of u lie to me.. arghz.. den ting oso quite sad.. i cant help.. only can tell her wat i think abt e matter.. today on the way home we was talkin and she seems deeply hurt.. i hate to see her feelin tis way.. to me.. ting is always happy de.. but ever since *** come to her.. she was kinda feelin emo ba.. haish.. why cant lao tian ye be fair abit?? givin all e troubles to 2 gers who are only 18.. she was tellin me tat she wan to 4get abt him and move on to another ppl.. but can tat be done?? haish.. tis applies to me.. can tat be done??? hoho.. let find it out sooner or later ba.. =))))

today was soo tired.. haish.. everyday oso sia.. i cant tahan liao.. guess going to fall sick le ba.. hmmm.. eyes soo pain la.. but den must still wear lens go sch.. without lens i will not go sch unless wit special reason.. lolx..

yup.. today binn yi i din late hor.. she is the one who is late.. hehe.. den we took bus and went to buy breakfast at 883 lo.. and we sat at a place to eat and talk abt lot of things.. den we realised we were late by 5mins.. lolx.. nvm den.. write 5mins late lo.. den come out 5mins late lo.. hoho.. den today was quite busy cos we were doing our checklists.. haish.. peggy din come on time so i tot she not comin so switch to kimberly.. jus as i did half way she came le.. no choice.. no time liao.. time is rushin me.. so everything i oso change to kimberly lo.. den today finally went outdoor.. and i managed to get her to do the things i wan..

heng.. today checklist finish le.. and i can start doing my summary on physical and cognitive devt le.. i am going to be damn busy tis weekend sia.. need to rush all my assignments as next weekend will be ANE camp le.. no choice.. den assignments hav to be handed in during week 7.. wah piangz.. rush sia.. arghz.. i really hav no time to waste le.. and i cant go out nowadays le la.. arghz.. pig.. no time to go out oso.. den rain askin me whether sun wan go escape got wat offer.. but i dun hav the time.. haish.. kinda so long nv go out wit my kuku family le la.. wah.. rain ar rain.. can change not.. change to during my holi.. my holi start on 17dec and end 2jan.. hehe.. tell u only ma.. den u plan hor.. hehe.. thank thank.. =D

yup.. today saw xinyi and we went home tgt.. leen was "avoidin" me.. she keep say i noisy den dun wan go home wit me.. sob sob.. den today take 961 home.. soooo many ppl la.. arghz.. and den smth was told to me.. and it shall be a secret and not going to expose.. things jus kept inside me and i not going to voice tis out.. and life is not easy for me now.. hav to really work hard and move forward.. dun stop at the last time.. jus say tat.. i hate u... hate hate hate...

today i am very very tired.. *yawn* i nearly sleep during juliana and philip class.. i cant really concentrated during their lesson.. i had been not having enough sleep for the past 3 weeks.. so tired.. i guess my *hei yan quan* is getting darker ba.. haish.. soooo tired.. i must get enough sleep soon sia.. if not i am going to faint soon.. and more worse is tat next fri is astro ane 12 le.. wah.. sooo fast.. and i am not prepare.. clement said GLs have to sleep wit the participates.. and helpers all sleep with main and sub com.. eeee... dun wan.. like not soo good lei.. arghz.. dun care la.. next week den say.. assignments are piling very fast.. i alrdy have 2 assignments which i hav to hand it in on 27 and 29 nov.. wah.. i haven even start on it.. arghz.. now is rushing for scv de presentation which is due tis thurs.. eeee.. hate it sia.. my brain is like not working le la.. arghz.. stress lvl is climbing up le.. wah piangz.. tis sem is like sooo stupid.. i cant be like wat i use to be when i was in sem 1.. haish.. but i guess tis is really life but.. i hav no choice but to go wit wat is plan for me.. since i choose tis path.. hmm...

weather has not been good for the past few days.. and everyone is fallin sick le.. most of my course mates alrdy sick le.. classroom is full of germs as most of them are coughin.. haish.. frenz pls take care and dun fall sick.. sick le jiu hen tong ku.. so must take care wor.. =) it is soooo cold.. *freezing*

today dunno where tat ger went sia.. sms her no reply me.. still ask me wan buy anything ma cos she at town.. den no reply me.. wah piangz.. if i see her wan .... her liao lo..

tired.. eyes is closin and mind is not workin anymore.. i guess my brain hav stop workin for tis few days le.. arghz.. dunno why sia.. mental break down sia.. =( emotion breakdown oso.. sad sad.. see few of my frenz sad i oso sad.. haish.. dun sad la.. i oso dunno wat to do le.. i need someone to help me to open my brain and see wat is storing inside.. take away those painful memories of mine pls.. leave only those happy moments for me.. =D

wah piangz.. i am damn damn unhappy lo.. mornin was fine.. i yi bian watch goong yi bian color my scv de things.. den ard 4pm jiu online lo.. den i chat chat wit ppl searchin for my blogskin.. hmm ard 6plus.. i talk to leen askin her things cos got one IDIOTIC ppl come to my blog and tag me NONSENSE stuff.. i was quite pissed off.. den leen and xinyi scolded tat ppl in my taggie.. and i hav ban and delete tat ppl de tag.. dun ever let me see tat ppl again.. angry..
den leen oso told me tat she angry oso.. i shall not say tis out.. tis is for me de.. den i helped them by doing parts of the things too.. and now.. i hav finally finish le.. time to blog lo.. hmm..

currently my mind isnt workin le.. i cant think anything and now even draw a pic of guan yin pu sa.. i will die.. maybe like wat leen say jus print it out ba.. hmm.. alrite den.. and my drawin really sux la.. so ugly.. my imagination of things oso sux.. i cant really draw.. even e pics is in front of me i still can draw until so out of shape lo.. den i decide to give up on drawin le la.. hmph.. so angry lo.. arghz..

sometimes.. i dunno why.. friendship can really change after a period of mia wit each other.. tis is wat we called not true friendship ba.. maybe some ppl are correct.. ppl do change after some times esp they got wat they wan le.. and i usually HATE it de.. cos i am someone who can nv survive without havin a fren.. i dun wish to see either of my frenz leavin e grp alone.. i really hope everything can be settle fast.. dun wish it will hurt anyone..

i hav been thinkin alot recently.. wat is really call lurv?? i oso dunno.. my xin hai shi fang bu xia him.. wat should i do?? ppl always say time will heal but it doesnt happen to me.. i am begining to be more and more hurt.. even though i say i will give up.. but it doesnt seems to be like it.. i oso dunno wat to do liao.. tears rollin down my cheeks.. i cant help but to let it roll down.. things jus cant be help.. can i still tell him how i feel?? sob sob...

jus now go do one test.. hoho.. let u all see ba..

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Your Birthdate: September 5
You have many talents, and you are great at sharing those talents with others.Most people would be jealous of your clever intellect, but you're just too likeable to elicit jealousy.Progressive and original, you're usually thinking up cutting edge ideas.Quick witted and fast thinking, you have difficulty finding new challenges.
Your strength: Your superhuman brainpower
Your weakness: Your susceptibility to boredom
Your power color: Tangerine
Your power symbol: Ace
Your power month: May

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You are a warm hearted and open minded person. It's easy for you to forgive and forget.
You are not a very grounded person. You prefer dreams to reality. For you, it's all about possibilities.
You see yourself with pretty objective eyes. How you view yourself is almost exactly how other people view you.
Your near future is all about change, but in very small steps. The end of the journey looks far, but it's much closer than you realize.
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wah.. i cant imagine it.. i was out whole nite wit xinyi neh.. hoho.. last time i was out whole nite cos tat time is after 56 de concert.. den dun wan go home.. now is chattin whole nite.. hoho.. fun fun.. let get tis blog started ba.. hehe..
after sch today.. we went to eat the jap food at clementi again.. hehe.. cos we were headin to NLB blackbox for our musical play.. hmm.. den we were kinda late so we take a cab down.. we share cab neh den reach NLB so early den went to children section.. it is sooo quiet.. unlike WRL de lo.. haha.. den ppl studyin there neh.. hmm.. den ard 3.20pm we went up to e blackbox.. wah.. the show was interestin.. altot most audiences are pri sch kids.. but i really enjoyed the show.. hehe.. den after e musical we rushed back to sch.. wah rainin very heavily.. den we only hav 3 umbrella.. and we had 7 ppl.. qing went off 1st le.. hmmm.. den we 3 to an umbrella.. and clement ran over to e other side lo.. take mrt back to sch..
at sch.. saw xinyi they all so we sat ard tgt at a round table.. hehe.. den xinyi sooo bad.. she lie to me sayin need to bring soft toys to sch.. i am sooo innocent la.. den go ask e others all said need cos i think xinyi go do smth ar.. den all bluff me.. den hou lai i was so anxious.. den xinyi said she lie de.. hmph.. piggy her.. den hor qiuwen soo bad.. cos me and xinyi were listenin to junwei de hp tones.. den she suddenly push xinyi head.. den bang onto me.. den the sound effect so big.. den sooo painful la.. den qiuwen still say she push very "qing".. but den is very da li la.. hmph.. den today astro we were playin games.. GLs all gather and thinkin all kinds of games.. soo fun.. den GLs oso teach the helpers diff types of games.. hehe..
after astro me xinyi and sockping went to KAP neh.. we eat supper.. i was hungry cos i din eat dinner.. hehe.. den the burger was sooo "la" hmmm.. den after supper.. me and xinyi went to take bus to town.. but but.. no bus le.. den we walked from KAP to beauty world there tot got bus but dun hav le.. so we walked to e highway there.. den oso no bus.. except for 170.. so we took 170 to opp KAP.. and waited for 157 to toa payoh to take NR1.. finally after all the waitin and walkin.. we reached marina sq.. den we walked one big round again.. and we ended up the same place.. cos we wanted to go to the esplanade.. but we din went there.. we went to suntec fountain there.. sit there for almost 3hrs.. we chat alot.. den hav fun oso.. den after sittin there we decided to try to walk to esplanade.. and we decided to wait for 1st bus to come.. so we tried out luck and finally.. we reached.. hoho.. den we walked pass DXO.. but close le.. so we din go in lo.. haha.. xinyi din kn is DXO until i told her and she shock.. lolx.. haha.. but nvm la.. cos i dunno where is MOS too ma.. but she kn.. hoho.. den we sat at the place and for awhile only.. cos got alot of mosquito.. tis time round was xinyi gana bite.. i din.. hehe.. den we went to e bus stop to sit and chat.. den very fast e bus come le.. when i was abt to board bus den i realise someone lookin familiar and he is smilin to me lo.. den i realise is him la.. den xinyi din see him.. den when i board e bus i told her and we heard him sayin go where.. but den too late liao.. bus door close and we went off le.. lolx.. wah.. really shock to see him there.. den is like suddenly appear de.. somemore e whole nite we were so called talkin abt him lo.. diaoz.. on my way back to bukit batok was very quiet and cold.. xinyi was tired le.. den she slp on e journey but i din.. i was only closin my eyes to rest my eyes.. den reach home at 7plus in the morning.. hehe.. den at ard 9am jiu sleep until nearly 3pm den wake up.. hoho..

it was fun stayin out whole nite.. next time i wan stay out whole nite to ton again.. yippee.. hehe.. thank thank...

hmmm.. got miss me ma?? wahahah.. going to post ytd de and today de loh.. hehe..

WeDnEsDaY..
sch was tiring.. had ppcm lesson in the morning den MYC in e afternoon.. 3pm jiu fang xue le.. hehe.. went tgt wit xinyi to canteen 1 cos she needed to do her ITA hw.. wah hengz ar.. din do anythin wrong tis time.. so i guess we finished quite fast ba.. today i oso draw a very nice drawing.. 1st time in my life sia.. i tried to sold it.. but no one wan to buy.. hmph.. they say free they oso dun wan.. wah.. sad sia.. fine.. -___-
after doin the dreamweaver wit xinyi.. we went to westmall.. it had been sooooo long ever since i step into westmall again.. den we walked ard lo.. but we were struck inside an accessories shop.. lolx.. she bought soooo many.. haha.. den buy dao smth funny happened.. shshsh.. keep it to ourselves ba.. wahaha.. so xinyi if u bully me wo jiu jiang chu lai.. bleah.. if not i nth to say u.. so ke lian.. everytime oso wan tease me.. hmph~~ she still went to tell the sales girl smth.. but i din see wat tat gal de reaction cos i was laughin and laughin so i laugh finish den go in.. haha.. hengz ar.. if not jiu die liao lo..
after shopping.. we went to take bus.. den i nv take 187 from westmall b4.. so i worry tat gong dai dai gal rmb wrongly den make me take wrong bus la.. den i keep askin her correct ma.. correct ma.. lucky.. she din 4get.. cos is e correct way back.. wahahah.. i nv say u will con me ar.. so ar.. i only say ni bu yao pian wo.. wahaha.. who ask u is gong dai dai de.. wahaha.. reach hm late den mummy say me everyday oso late.. =( nvm.. hehe.. she din scold.. she jus say she cook le all cold liao.. hehe..

ThUrSdAy..
today only hav 2hrs de lesson den finish sch liao.. hmm.. den qiuwen say wan take video la.. but i need to rush for projects discussion.. so i meet her at 2pm.. but but.. we din take in the end.. cos at 2pm it started to rain heavily.. first time in sch rain so heavily la.. den she said later den take.. so i waited again.. but iw ent to find ting after everything cos she at library as her lesson start only at 4pm.. hehe.. den see her make her blogskin.. wahaha.. but too bad.. i din kn how to load it.. so lo.. hmm.. den wait for xinyi until 5pm.. cos she wan go westmall buy watch.. den since i nth to do.. so i wait for her lo.. den we went back to tat shop again.. cos got tat watch she wan ma.. den we loiter inside very long too.. haha.. den we bought earrings.. hmm.. but sad la.. when i reach hm.. i realise one earrin is broken.. hmm.. sadddd.. i guess i am going to try to glue it back ba.. hope can lo.. haish.. so stupid de lei.. reach home at 9.30pm.. den mummy start sayin me again.. but den she nv scold la.. and from ytd.. wireless modem got smth wrong again.. haish.. cannot use lappie online le la.. hate it la.. i dun like use com la.. dunno why.. arghz.. pray ta hurry hao..
i guess he wun reply me again ba.. i ask him qn and no reply again.. hmm.. suan le.. anyway.. i really dunno where to go tml.. xinyi ar.. u oso think lei.. hmmmm.. my brain dun seems to work when comin to goin out.. if ask me hw.. i might be workin.. lolx.. hehe.. maybe tml den discuss ba.. hoho.. =DDDD

hehe.. today meet binn yi i was late again.. cos i forget i need to take pics of my kiddies.. so i nv change hp wit didi.. den i was abt to go out.. i realise.. went in back to didi room and took his hp.. den hurry went out.. who kn i miss bus again la.. hmph.. so got to wait for another bus.. and it took quite a long time to come.. so in the end.. i was late.. hehe.. den we took bus to centre and we were early today.. so we went to buy breakfast to eat.. and we take our time to e centre.. hehe.. hav quite alot of things to do today.. askin them to draw cos we are observin their cognitive devt.. took lot of pics too.. but not going to upload it.. cos is the child privacy ma.. hehe.. den collect lot of art work by them.. it was so beautiful.. hehe.. really lurv them alot sia.. they so adorable and cute..

after childcare.. went back to sch.. got sukuna lesson today and not komala.. hehe.. so happy.. den really enjoyed her lesson alot.. and i nv feel sleepy at all.. hehe.. oh ya.. met xinyi and she passed me her cs1.2 de notes.. hehe.. thank thank.. today lesson finish at ard 4.45pm.. hmmm.. quite a fruitful lecture.. but i must say i wasnt really payin attention.. cos i was toooo cold le.. i tot only 2hrs plus de lecture and e room not very cold de.. so i din bring jacket.. but i was wrong.. i was freezin like hell.. and tis teach me a lesson.. always bring jacket to sch.. hehe.. and today is eileen bdae.. altot din get to sing her a bdae song.. but i wished her happy bdae le.. den she oso open e pressie i gave her.. i guess she lurv it ba.. haha.. =) and hor.. i din kn kappo de ear is one big one small la.. i tot they sew it wrongly.. den i sms xinyi ask her.. she told me is like tat de.. and she say i was the only one who din kn.. eee.. they kn nv tell me.. hmph.. hai hao i got ask her sia.. if not i will be like an idiot who dunno.. haha.. den today oso take pics wit leen they all.. hehe.. show u our pics ba.. hehe.. lovely neh..


hehe.. today we take pics again.. tis one is taken by leen de bf de.. so nice of him.. hehe.. everyone look happy and chio hor.. wahaha..


me and today de bdae gal.. eileen.. hehe.. see she today so so happy la.. lolx..


anyway.. i feelin quite moody tonite.. mornin i wasnt moody.. but i became moody at nite.. all thank to him again la.. i really really hate it la.. whenever he got things to ask me den he come if not he will nv come.. even i go msn him he only will reply few sentences and stop.. why is he always like tat de.. even now.. seems like everythings are stupid and even me is an idiot too.. am i still waitin?? i oso dunno wat i wan now.. totally no idea now.. i hate tis kind of feelin.. can i really put everything down?? it seems like wat i say doesnt match wat i do.. and he hurt me by sayin things which shouldnt be said!! i am totally in a mess now.. messin up my life and messin up everything.. I HATE U~~

yup.. today drag myself out of the bed and is the brand new day for tis week again.. but i am still feelin very tired and moody.. hmmm.. den went to cwp wait and wait.. so long shuling din called me and i called her instead.. haish.. den realise she not comin to sch.. and in e end.. i reach sch late.. cindy oso din come.. hmmm.. den left e 4 of us.. we went to class and heng ar.. 8am sharp ba.. den hav lesson and lesson.. den sms xinyi la.. cos i suddenly craving for lolli.. so lo.. den she say she at blk 56.. haish.. so no lolli le.. den after philip class.. we went to eat udon.. hehe.. nice nice.. den leen de bf join us for lunch.. haha.. den after eatin we went back to sch le.. den they went to canteen 1 de newly open bubbles tea shop to drink bubbles tea.. i din drink.. cos i was bz talkin to xinyi and qiuwen.. den we were talkin and talkin.. crappin and crappin la.. den xinyi finally gave me a lolli.. and when i eat finish my tongue all were in blue color.. haha.. mummy hate ppl who eat tis kind of lolli de.. wahahaha.. den xinyi meetin sockping to go town to help her choose pressie for sockping frenz.. den they make me la.. xinyi still say go ask your rap mark your attendance den go la.. but i feel bad to skip class.. so i din do it in the end.. but today komala was kind.. she release us at 5.15pm.. den i called xinyi and she asked me to go town.. so i went town lo.. and shun bian buy pressie.. really hope leen will like it neh.. hmm.. den sockping buy me and xinyi each a ezlink card holder.. den we 3 hav it tgt.. but diff design.. den after tat we all hungry le.. so we go eat kfc.. haha.. eat until so full la.. den we went to kino and buy quite alot of stuffs ba.. xinyi bought 2 pens.. pencil box.. file.. and i think got somemore.. but i dunno is wat.. den i oso bought one file.. xinyi bought mickey de i bought minnie de.. den i bought chip and dale de for leen.. haha.. dunno she got ma.. haish.. den oso bought a card.. hmm.. hope she really like it ba.. =D den we sit at a place to help sockping sort her pressie.. xinyi make until so nice la.. no wonder she study arts.. lolx.. den after tat.. finally we were headin home.. we go take bus cos we got bus concession.. haha.. me and xinyi took 190 to bpp den sockping take 174 home le.. on e way me and xinyi talk and talk sia.. so many to talk.. haha.. journey was quite long.. and i reached home at 10.30pm.. bath and wrap leen pressie.. hehe.. den come online..

online alot of things happen.. ting told me everything.. but i only can tell her.. is your choice.. dun regret jiu hao le.. anyway.. i will be there for u de.. =) den sockping nudge me too.. wah piangz.. nudge le dun talk la.. *arghz* den forget sms xinyi reached home liao.. so online go find her.. tell her i reach home le.. haha..

i read ya de blog la.. dun think too much la.. actually u oso shouldnt blame yourself ma.. u tell me is better ma.. if not i found out myself den i will be more sd.. and u oso got ask me wan to go along ma and is me who agreed to go de.. so dun worry.. i think for awhile i will be ok de.. i wun emo de la.. u oso cannot emo oh.. hehe.. and hor if he still dun wan go wit us.. den suay le lo.. no choice ma.. hehe.. and i not tryin to li yong ni or wat to get close to him.. i not tat kind of person oh.. so dun misunderstood why i suddenly talk to u.. i talk to u cos i found u a nice person to talk to.. and i always hav fun when i am wit u and sockping de.. cos i will laugh and laugh la.. haha.. i treasure all my frenz.. and i am not those type who is usin other ppl de.. so pls go away from me if u wan say bad things abt me.. i will get angry de.. =)

today.. i finally hav enuff sleep le.. hehe.. i woke up at 12.30pm neh.. wahaha.. so clever rite.. hehe.. finally sia.. but i guess i goin to sleep late again.. and soon i will collapse again le.. hmph.. today wake up ard 1plus jiu start cleanin my room.. if i nv clean today.. u will see my dead body tml sia.. my mummy is naggin and naggin tat my room is in a mess.. hmph.. no choice la.. den i put all my sec 5 de books to e top cupboard.. and my idols posters into e cupboard.. den i hav a lot of free space.. hehe.. put my poly de books and files into e cupboard too.. hehe.. now i see my roon so neat and tidy.. wahaha.. happy neh.. lolx.. den clean until 4plus den online lo.. talk talk awhile den 5plus bath and eat dinner liao.. cos hungry le.. hehe.. den after tat jiu see my goong.. but i only manage to see 1 ep only.. hmph.. cos after tat i went online again.. hehe.. den send xinyi those pics for e dreamweaver.. cos she needed it.. hmm.. den after tat 7plus went to pasar malam wit mummy.. godma.. and my godsis.. hmm.. eat e bing bang and siew mai.. lolx.. fattenin.. hmm.. tml must climb stairs liao.. -_- hehe.. wahaha.. jus now godma say i slim down again.. lolx.. but i think still e same neh.. haish..

hmm.. suddenly.. i oso dunno why.. i keep thinkin abt smth.. dunno why.. b4 i went to bed ytd.. my mind was like very bothering.. i dunno why.. i suddenly hav a feelin to cry out.. but den i manage to store it back inside my eyes.. so i din cry.. i am a strong gal.. =) but it seems tat my mental is breakin down somehow.. it had been 2weeks.. 2weeks.. everything seems to pass tooo fast liao.. passin fast izit good for me.. i jus wan to stop at a time and it wun continue.. sometimes i wish the time would jus go back.. and stop at the moment i decided to join a cca.. if i din join tat cca.. everything will not be the same le.. maybe i can be much more happier den now.. somehow.. i was thinkin.. i should acc xinyi to a place ytd.. if i din go.. maybe my mind wun wonder off today.. life is so unpredictable.. sometimes i am happy sometimes i am sad.. haish.. askin ppl not to emo.. but i myself start to emo.. wat is tis.. arghz.. i shouldnt do tis..

VoN.. stop it.. stop thinkin so much.. everything wun turn back.. u hav to move forward.. u hav to hav to!!!!!!! tis is an order!!! turning back will only make u sad.. why not jus move forward and let everything be memories.. but i jus cant do it.. i am tired.. wat should i do.. haish.. life sux!!

let's update 2 days de.. hehe..

FrIdAy..
today went to sch.. so tired la.. den wah piangz.. met LK at interchange den she very very NOISY la.. on the bus only her voice la.. diaoz.. den she keep callin my name la.. wah sia.. so irritatin.. den when shuling board e bus.. she keep talkin and takin la.. arghz.. den when takin 184.. saw leen.. so i sit over wit leen leavin shuling and her sit tgt.. hehe.. den she soooo loud la.. started talkin and askin stupid things la.. den keep called my name oso la.. so malu la.. eeee.. hate it de lei.. den when reached sch.. me and leen quickly alight and walked very fast up e bridge.. wahaa.. den who kn she still come and find us.. eeee... den when we walked to e bus stop.. she walked towards blk 73.. den she busy askin for leen name.. den she bang onto e pillar.. wah piangz.. damn funny la.. i keep laughin and laughin non stop until my stomach so pain la.. den went to co-op wit leen lo.. got myself a LOLLI.. hehe.. den leen oso buy.. hehe..
after class.. went to library find eve wit shuling and clement lo.. den went to clubhse to clean up.. wah piangz.. so MANY dust.. den me and shuling busy cleanin and cleanin.. clement only sit and do his assignment.. den finally after 2hrs plus of cleanin.. we are done.. den xinyi come liao.. den i helped her wit her dreamweaver de work la.. cos i learnt liao.. hehe.. den she ar.. i got ntht o describe her la.. only one word.. gOnG.. *uh oh* she oso as blur as me la.. maybe bi wo hai blur la.. hehe.. den after finish everything.. we went to KAP.. hehe.. go cold storage.. buy choco and lolli la.. she bluff me.. sad la.. den after tat went to mac.. eat fries.. and i very full sia.. dunno why.. hehe.. den went back astro lo.. on e way saw sq and qiuwen la.. wah piangz.. on e way back sch they all keep bully me la.. i so sad la.. den today celebrate xingzhi and jonathon de bdae.. den jonathon de sis cook for us.. but i nv eat cos i full liao.. den listen to lecture.. wah so sianz la.. den busy copyin notes.. arghz.. den after tat.. finally.. GOT NITE OB!!!!! den went to nite ob.. on e way there was like laughin like mad la.. cos of some ppl.. yi zhi xia wo la.. and e cats!! den i was like a victim on tat day la.. sq and tat clement keep step my legs la.. den when shuling and qiuwen step me i cant step back de lo.. cos they got bf ma.. den i tell xinyi.. wo de ming hen ku yin wei wo mei you bf.. den xinyi keep laughin la.. den i keep repeatin tis sentence la.. den reached very late.. alrdy 11.40pm le.. den quickly go bath.. actually wan online de.. but my eyes damn pain so i went to bed instead lo.. cos sat got to wake up at 7am.. got newspaper collection.. hehe..

SaTuRdAy..
woke up at 6.55am.. den lai chuan.. hehe.. den 7am call xinyi askin her to wake up.. den i prepared myself and went out liao.. end up.. i was late for 10mins.. cos of my eyes liner la.. den ting they all waited for me.. so paiseh.. den took 187 to bpp.. den change to 180.. den reached boonlay at ard 9.10am.. wah piangz.. xinyi and qiuwen all haven reach la.. cos xinyi she late again lo.. mornin call her stil can late.. win le la.. cos i think she went back sleep again after i called her.. hmmm.. den we waited so long for them.. end up we went there ourselves and they had to walk to find us.. den very fast they jiu reached le lo.. den we split grp.. me eve junwei ken yang and elson one grp.. had quite alot of fun there.. and oso got scare by one dog.. oh ya.. got free lunch.. burger.. lolx.. mac again.. hmph.. lolx.. den finish collectin everything.. sit at e void deck to wait for e trunk to come and collect everything.. den i saw cindy mummy.. hehe.. den followed her to her hse and she gave me drink water.. hehe.. so nice.. den she oso refill my water bottle.. hehe.. den give junwei they all drink lo.. after tat.. went to JP.. den eat mosburger de fries and drink milk tea.. den me xinyi and sockping sit there very long.. cos we talkin and talkin.. hehe.. den finally got up cos xinyi wan go toilet.. den we go walk ard.. den saw a shoes!! i wan buy.. nice nice.. hehe.. den after tat went to CCK lot 1.. cos sockping emo la.. den dun feel like going home.. i oso dun feel like going home so we followed xinyi to lot 1 to meet her sis.. den b4 she met her sis.. we went one place.. hmmm... dun wan say too much liao.. after tat met her sis and we went walkin ard den go dinner at suki sushi.. hmmm.. i eat abit here and there.. den when bill they say i no need pay.. diaoz.. cos i jus helpin to finish up wat they bu yao chi.. kelian sia.. haish.. den went home le lo.. reached home ard 10.45pm.. haha.. everytime oso so late.. lucky mummy nv say anything jus tat she cooked my dinner.. so no choice.. have to finish up.. but lucky jus now nv eat too much.. bu ran jiu wan dan liao.. hehe.. so tired lei.. haish.. oh ya.. i nv take pics wit xinyi b4.. i wan take.. hehe.. sockping got take b4 wit gl.. but not individual.. lolx.. hehe.. wait.. wait i change fone i jiu take.. jus now mummy suddenly ask me wat fone i wan liao.. hehe.. i might hav a chance soon.. soon.. waiting.. and i told her i wan buy shorts and make up.. she say see first.. hehe.. happy.. allowance comin soon.. need to save and go wendy there.. hmmm.. try savin again le.. =|

today is such a boring day la.. i oso dunno why.. but i only kn mornin was waitin for shuling to call me to say she reach bus-stop but she din call.. so i call her lo.. who kn.. she was still at home and askin me why i so early.. WAH PIANGZ!!!!! it was alrdy 9.05am and we are havin lesson at 10am.. and it is corina lesson somemore la.. den she ask me not to wait for her.. so i drag myself to sch lo.. on the way was so sianz.. no one to talk to oso lo.. arghz.. den finally.. i reach sch at 9.40am.. and eileen all hav reached except for qing.. so they went to cheer.. and ended up i bought a popiah cos i was hungry.. den quickly go for corina lesson.. as usual.. the door dunno wat happened.. it was locked and we hav to go in by another door at the other side.. haiyo.. den she was late.. so we are not consider late.. hehe.. lolx.. den her lesson was so bored.. i going to fall asleep le.. den i take out foolscap paper and start to anyhow draw.. eileen and cindy were learnin how to write human face and qing was teachin them.. den i guess only shuling and bizhen listenin to class ba.. me was drawin and drawin.. den watch a video and i stopped drawin le.. den tat e time my attention is back ba.. after her lesson.. it was lunch break and we went to library to drink bubbles tea and eat hotdog bun..

we sat at the internet cafe there lo.. and den got tis idiotic librarian la.. she is a PIG man.. who wun talk and laugh at internet cafe.. she was there walkin and holdin on to a tag "PLEASE LOWER DOWN YOUR VOLUME!!" is like ppl bot talkin she oso walk to e person front and show e ppl e tag la.. is like SO STUPID la.. den we were like laughin den she walk up to us.. tellin us tis is a library.. if u wan to talk and laugh go to canteen.. den i was like showin her face la.. den she diao me lo.. den i really bu shuang la.. den she keep standin behind me la.. staring at us.. we hack care her and continue smilin and talkin.. is like really DUMB la.. internet cafe sure got alot of noise de ma.. and is like not only us la.. still got other ppl lo.. den eileen they all ask for complaint form and they fill in everything.. can see they really not very happy.. but i din write cos i dun dare to write.. so lo.. really hope the sch library ppl can do smth abt it la.. PIG DE!!!!

me and my godsis aileen.. we 2 act cool sia.. wear sunglasses at the nite.. lolx..



my EviL eyes.. eileen all say i got evil eyes.. hehe.. i can go film movie which need evil eyes.. lolx..



me and cindy.. both hav a very very fierce look.. and ppl say look like ghost~~ shuling say 7th mth jus finish why still suddenly got alot.. lolx.. LAME..



tis is me.. taken during our lesson by philip and tis is wat happen to me when they wan me to become the flower of the pics.. soooo funny.. and hen nan kan la.. arghz.. so malu..

i guess tat all the pics i can upload ba.. next time will upload more if got nicer one.. hehe.. bleah.. tml got astro.. haiz.. need to do all the gl things for the camp.. very tired.. haish.. nowadays yi zhi not enuff sleep la.. feel so tired and i guess i will be sick soon ba.. cos my throat seems sooo dry lo.. haish.. today still go eat pastamania wit jazz as mummy nv cook ma.. den waste money!! totally broke le la.. left only a few bucks.. how how?? how am i going to survive.. arghz.. haiz haiz.. and i need money to buy textbooks!! chn and ppcm.. haiz.. wait for daddy money oso.. but must wait slowly.. cos now only begining of the mth.. need wait until after 10nov den got money.. cos i will get my allowance le.. den really hav to save le.. cos i wan buy many many things.. hehe..

and i guess everyone really turn into lolli addict le la.. xinyi.. dun pass your addict ard neh.. lolx.. kiddin.. eileen oso become lolli princess liao.. and now i suddenly oso feel like puttin one lolli inside my mouth.. cos it seems to wake me up durin lesson ba.. and it oso taste nice.. hee.. i told eileen next time i buy one whole packet den put in bag den we slowly eat.. haha.. thank xinyi ar.. next time is your turn to buy one whole packet for me le.. if not lolli oso nvm.. at least a sweet pls.. hehe.. =)

hello everyone.. is like so long nv blog le.. cos of my lappie lo.. give me trouble.. den is like sun take to reformat and den come hm realise cant install the internet de modem la.. den get so pissed off la.. den mon bring lappie to sch to install the software needed.. but den ytd.. the msn went back to it original.. all turn to black color.. and i get damn damn pissed off.. i reformat it again.. den after tat i realise reformat oso no use.. everything still the same.. and today i went to the place to install everything again.. but den tis time.. the ppl ask me to install my macromedia all de stuffs myself and den go back there to let them type in the user key.. is like wat the hell la.. u dl for me la.. no need me waste time again la.. den i stun when he ask me to install myself la.. arghz.. pig de lei.. if i kn how to install myself why should i bother to go see u.. wah kaoz.. nvm.. dun talk abt tat ppl le la.. talk le oso angry lo..

hmmz.. today belinda class was so fun.. she teaches us wat is hand movements.. haha.. den philip class is body movements.. had alot of fun.. but den lei.. they turn me into a very ugly gal la.. clip my hair den still make until like siao gal la.. so pai seh lo.. den when is our turn i keep laughin and nv face straight at all lo.. bridget was laughin and laughin.. my whole face turn red la.. haiyo.. tis is me la.. when i get too paiseh my face turn real red and i will feel damn hot de la.. i took a pics of me wit those messy hair.. but i dunno why i cant post it up.. is like smth wrong la.. nvm.. got chance den post lo.. no chance den too bad..

wah.. after sch den i take bus home wit eileen.. den i wait at the 963 bus stop there for shuling cos she say she at 184 le den wit lai and ting.. i tot got simtheen la.. so i waited for her.. but who kn her ting is actually tinshen lo.. wah piangz.. make me bai deng.. den still drag me to cwp to see hp.. arghz.. nvm den.. den after seein den we wan go back le.. suddenly cwp defire alarm rang.. and i was tellin laisheng tat maybe is smth tat make the alarm rang.. den we walk slowly up and all ppl no ppl response to the alarm.. when we walk up to lvl 1.. we saw many ppl standin ard.. and security guards are trying to ask everyone to move out.. and is like the other corner alot of smoke la.. den i realised really got fire le.. and den the ceiling started to roll smth down but it stopped halfway.. den we quickly walked out but ppl are still strollin in cwp.. wah piangz.. i told laisheng if the fire spread fast.. everyone might jus die inside.. and why cant they hav any reaction when the fire alarm suddenly rang.. is like if there is a evaculation.. notices will be put up.. but no notices.. so IT COULD BE A REAL FIRE!!! no one react to it.. wah piangz.. den when i see tis i suddenly think of ytd at sch de fire drill.. it was like no one business la.. we crawl down to the carpark to assemble.. den i saw xinyi.. and we both walked so slow down and everyone was talkin and walkin so slowly.. lolx.. haha.. at least sch de was a evaculation.. but wat happen at cwp is actually real.. and we did see fire engine.. it is not the "hong xi niu".. it was the big one.. but i guess the fire isnt tat big ba.. if not everyone should be running for life le ba.. haha.. tis is really a very surprisin things for me.. a lesson to be learn too.. hehe..

today hanxing korkor come and help me fix my wireless liao.. den i can no need to fight internet wit my stupid bro.. he is a pig la.. everytime oso blame me for usin internet.. now is my turn to use it le.. wahaha..

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