Thursday, November 29, 2007
i totally dont understand! i am feeling damn stress now.. i cant work i cant do anything! my mind is full of worries for the upcoming ane camp.. how much longer i have to endure? everything is like being push around.. i noe complain thru here nobody will noe and nobody will also care.. but i am really really very very STRESS! assignments are all piling up and my mood is all in astro.. i noe sometimes i got to balance certain things so i can get a good result.. but it seems so uneasy to balance..
everything is just being push to me and i feel it very hard to digest.. i dont noe why.. out of sudden my work load become damn lot! i feel miserable.. everyone told me that i have to say it out.. but i dont think i am able to.. i might just collapse any moments.. and now i am having last minute stuff.. asking me to inform members tomorrow going to science centre.. WHAT THE HELL!! in the middle of the night ask me to inform you think i am able to.. i am angry i scold and people said i am going against him.. fine.. i shall keep my mouth shut and stop talking forever..
one day when i am really unable to endure.. i guess it will be the end.. i will be laying down on my bed peacefully without any noises or anything.. and at this rate i am going.. nightmare will soon be arriving! and you see i will be a monster the next time you see me..
i cried but no one sees it.. i can continue to put on my smiley face and face everyone.. but i guess it will be the end of yvonne's life.. all she can is to smile now.. she cant scold if not people said she is against them.. whatever~ let me die for sure bah!
everything is just being push to me and i feel it very hard to digest.. i dont noe why.. out of sudden my work load become damn lot! i feel miserable.. everyone told me that i have to say it out.. but i dont think i am able to.. i might just collapse any moments.. and now i am having last minute stuff.. asking me to inform members tomorrow going to science centre.. WHAT THE HELL!! in the middle of the night ask me to inform you think i am able to.. i am angry i scold and people said i am going against him.. fine.. i shall keep my mouth shut and stop talking forever..
one day when i am really unable to endure.. i guess it will be the end.. i will be laying down on my bed peacefully without any noises or anything.. and at this rate i am going.. nightmare will soon be arriving! and you see i will be a monster the next time you see me..
i cried but no one sees it.. i can continue to put on my smiley face and face everyone.. but i guess it will be the end of yvonne's life.. all she can is to smile now.. she cant scold if not people said she is against them.. whatever~ let me die for sure bah!
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Monday, November 12, 2007
i hope that everything is not going to be true..
i pray that everything will be alright for the little one..
when will the report be out??
i need a confirm answer.. i need it!
i am fear of losing him.. really fear.. i had never been that fear before..
losing him will make my world go the other way round..
i am scare.. i need courage..
a real courage to face the problems..
i wish that everything is fine now.. he is living happily now..
he will move out of the hospital tomorrow! one night stay in hospital is scary..
he is so young.. god please bless him!
i will thank you!
i got to face it up.. please give me some courage and i will appreciate it..
everything will be fine and sun will be smiling to you soon..
let all pray hard for my baby boy.. =)
i pray that everything will be alright for the little one..
when will the report be out??
i need a confirm answer.. i need it!
i am fear of losing him.. really fear.. i had never been that fear before..
losing him will make my world go the other way round..
i am scare.. i need courage..
a real courage to face the problems..
i wish that everything is fine now.. he is living happily now..
he will move out of the hospital tomorrow! one night stay in hospital is scary..
he is so young.. god please bless him!
i will thank you!
i got to face it up.. please give me some courage and i will appreciate it..
everything will be fine and sun will be smiling to you soon..
let all pray hard for my baby boy.. =)
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Friday, November 09, 2007
okay i wore nice nice today to school.. heex.. but with that heavy lappie.. i am going to die.. wahaha! and guess what.. i was early today! heex.. DPID tutorial was changed to mel lesson.. so i got to do it fast! heex.. then went for EC lesson.. haish.. all i could say would be that i will have a hard time doing my presentation.. and i am so stress.. =.=
break was alright.. chatted with that rubbish sweetie.. she scolded me rubbish girl too! and she isnt online now.. i wonder where is she man.. haha.. then after break we went fro SYC lesson.. and we were early again! wahaha! cool right.. and guess what.. i had dozen of fun!!! heex.. i got to play with wooden toys.. then gears.. and lastly WATER PLAY!!! can said that it was damn exciting! we played until siao.. the bottles are all so interesting.. wahaha.. science lesson is fun can.. we would be having cookery lesson soon too.. wahaha! i am so looking forward to it man.. heex.. oh ya.. our lecturer took our periscope.. so cool right.. heex.. =))
then we took photos again! went to toilet with eileen and took photo! heex.. mei mei right.. wahahah! =))
went for AST lesson.. and we will be having a mock test next week! and i dont noe anything!! how how!! i am so weak in decoding! oh my god!!!!! forget it.. i shall learn it soon.. and i havent do my SF reflection paper 2.. gosh!! i am die man!!!! nevermind.. and astro got cancelled last minute by robin.. and i think i didnt pass the message properly bah.. i only sms main comm telling them there will be no astro.. i didnt say that david will be there to pick his manpower.. as in only main comm no need go astro.. and i got into such a confusion.. nevermind.. everything over.. next time i shall learn my lesson.. =)
oh ya i changed my lesson plan.. this coming monday i will be doing storytelling.. heex.. got to plan lesson tomorrow too! jia you le ar!! =)
just now went to town with that crazy shuling.. heex.. she went to change her dress.. then we shopped for awhile too.. and please! she spent like $100? haha.. she bought 2 pairs of a little heels.. then one dress and one top.. the top i also got buy.. but i dont noe want to wear not leh.. seems a littl tight at certain area.. heex.. but i love the top.. cause is purple in colour! wahaha! i shall try hard to slim down! shall go exercise soon.. wahaha! =)
break was alright.. chatted with that rubbish sweetie.. she scolded me rubbish girl too! and she isnt online now.. i wonder where is she man.. haha.. then after break we went fro SYC lesson.. and we were early again! wahaha! cool right.. and guess what.. i had dozen of fun!!! heex.. i got to play with wooden toys.. then gears.. and lastly WATER PLAY!!! can said that it was damn exciting! we played until siao.. the bottles are all so interesting.. wahaha.. science lesson is fun can.. we would be having cookery lesson soon too.. wahaha! i am so looking forward to it man.. heex.. oh ya.. our lecturer took our periscope.. so cool right.. heex.. =))
then we took photos again! went to toilet with eileen and took photo! heex.. mei mei right.. wahahah! =))
went for AST lesson.. and we will be having a mock test next week! and i dont noe anything!! how how!! i am so weak in decoding! oh my god!!!!! forget it.. i shall learn it soon.. and i havent do my SF reflection paper 2.. gosh!! i am die man!!!! nevermind.. and astro got cancelled last minute by robin.. and i think i didnt pass the message properly bah.. i only sms main comm telling them there will be no astro.. i didnt say that david will be there to pick his manpower.. as in only main comm no need go astro.. and i got into such a confusion.. nevermind.. everything over.. next time i shall learn my lesson.. =)
oh ya i changed my lesson plan.. this coming monday i will be doing storytelling.. heex.. got to plan lesson tomorrow too! jia you le ar!! =)
just now went to town with that crazy shuling.. heex.. she went to change her dress.. then we shopped for awhile too.. and please! she spent like $100? haha.. she bought 2 pairs of a little heels.. then one dress and one top.. the top i also got buy.. but i dont noe want to wear not leh.. seems a littl tight at certain area.. heex.. but i love the top.. cause is purple in colour! wahaha! i shall try hard to slim down! shall go exercise soon.. wahaha! =)
lastly.. i am really tired.. haha.. goodnight everyone.. sweet dreamx kays! =)) okay got one dumb mosquito flying around me.. so i better go le.. buai buai~
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Wednesday, November 07, 2007
today i am a nice girl.. i woke up early morning at 7am to on the washing machine.. then work up at 10.30am to hang the clothes kays! see such a nice daughter i am today.. heex.. then i still sweep the floor and mop the floor! wahaha! see how nice i am today.. all because mummy wasnt home.. she had gone to genting with san yi liao!!
after doing all the household chores.. i realised it was already 3plus in the afternoon! see how long i took to finish all the tasks.. and later i got to iron those clothes.. gosh!! like no ending man.. mummy please hurry come back.. now i wonder.. how will i live when i am alone without my dearest mummy.. =.= daddy also.. anyway.. daddy hasnt been home for 2days.. only me and brother at home.. so sianx.. haish.. lucky that tomorrow will be a public holiday.. which means daddy will be at home.. heex.. and i wonder tomorrow mummy will be back already not.. =.=
okay i went tuition just now.. and it was like falicia's kuku was asking eh today got tuition ar.. lolx.. her mummy sms me in the morning to confirm the tuition.. so have loh.. haha.. then i was trying to be very slack with her.. cause i know she just finished her exam.. so dont keep asking her to do assessment books.. so we had little games.. =) and she today camera siao.. kept want me to take photos for her.. okay as her wish.. take a look at her unglam photo.. =)
trying to pretend and pretend.. this cute little girl.. haha.. and beware.. she just simply love to come to me and kiss me on my cheek.. =.= even my childcare kids doesnt do that.. haha.. cute little one.. =)
oh ya.. i went to popular too.. initially wanted to get the stone soup book.. but then couldnt find.. so i found one on the magic porridge pot... interesting book.. and i am going to enlarge it myself.. meaning i am going to make a big book again.. i very worry that i cant finish it.. haish.. pray hard bah! =))
after doing all the household chores.. i realised it was already 3plus in the afternoon! see how long i took to finish all the tasks.. and later i got to iron those clothes.. gosh!! like no ending man.. mummy please hurry come back.. now i wonder.. how will i live when i am alone without my dearest mummy.. =.= daddy also.. anyway.. daddy hasnt been home for 2days.. only me and brother at home.. so sianx.. haish.. lucky that tomorrow will be a public holiday.. which means daddy will be at home.. heex.. and i wonder tomorrow mummy will be back already not.. =.=
okay i went tuition just now.. and it was like falicia's kuku was asking eh today got tuition ar.. lolx.. her mummy sms me in the morning to confirm the tuition.. so have loh.. haha.. then i was trying to be very slack with her.. cause i know she just finished her exam.. so dont keep asking her to do assessment books.. so we had little games.. =) and she today camera siao.. kept want me to take photos for her.. okay as her wish.. take a look at her unglam photo.. =)
trying to pretend and pretend.. this cute little girl.. haha.. and beware.. she just simply love to come to me and kiss me on my cheek.. =.= even my childcare kids doesnt do that.. haha.. cute little one.. =)oh ya.. i went to popular too.. initially wanted to get the stone soup book.. but then couldnt find.. so i found one on the magic porridge pot... interesting book.. and i am going to enlarge it myself.. meaning i am going to make a big book again.. i very worry that i cant finish it.. haish.. pray hard bah! =))
oh ya.. i bought the horoscope book for 2008 de.. cause people are telling me how acurrate the book is.. so to cure my curiousity.. i bought one too.. and i got so excited that i started reading it once i got home.. heex.. and i am so high after reading.. talking to sweetie on phone about it.. we kept laughing.. heex.. but next year wont be a good romance year.. haha.. another year gone.. gosh! but something make me really happy.. haha.. if you want to know.. find out yourself bah.. wahaha!
that's all for tonight.. oh ya.. before i end my blogging today.. got to wish my lovely eileen happy birthday! let me sing you a birthday song..
happy birthday to you. happy birthday to you. happy birthday to eileen. happy birthday to you!
happy sweet 18 my lovely girl. =))
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Tuesday, November 06, 2007
today lesson was alright.. everything still can make it.. and i finally got to meet up with my sweetie xinyi!! she highlighted her hair again.. =.= siao girl.. but for only a while.. pass her my letter and off i went to find leen they all.. okay.. bought one mango cake for leen.. then we sang her bdae song.. and she is good enough by letting me hold the cake while we sing the song! clever right.. then the people will think that it is my birthday.. gosh! so pai seh! haha..
oh ya i went home with shuling.. bridget and jiasin.. and i got to thank bridget for commenting that i am cute when i smile.. heex.. =)
i am now having headache.. cause of my LA lesson plan.. i had a hard time thinking about what to do for my lesson.. thanks to leen.. she gave me some ideas what i can do.. =) as usual.. sweetie is busy with her assignments too.. so didnt really talk to her as she is busy busy busy.. nevermind.. i self entertain myself.. heex..
my mind is filled with a lot of thoughts.. i really wonder at times.. sometimes i dont even noe what i am thinking about.. haha.. maybe i am just crazy.. cause i never stop thinking and imagine things.. haha.. maybe my mind is just there for all this bah.. i also dont understand why i like to think or imagine so much.. i am just a simple girl who really wish to be in my wonderland with my wonderful prince.. heex.. should i call myself as a princess?? wahaha! siao me! and i got wonderful dreamx last night.. cannot say is nice.. actually is near morning time.. so i got a full idea of what my dreamx is about.. heex.. i shall bear it inside my heart.. =))
oh ya i went home with shuling.. bridget and jiasin.. and i got to thank bridget for commenting that i am cute when i smile.. heex.. =)
i am now having headache.. cause of my LA lesson plan.. i had a hard time thinking about what to do for my lesson.. thanks to leen.. she gave me some ideas what i can do.. =) as usual.. sweetie is busy with her assignments too.. so didnt really talk to her as she is busy busy busy.. nevermind.. i self entertain myself.. heex..
my mind is filled with a lot of thoughts.. i really wonder at times.. sometimes i dont even noe what i am thinking about.. haha.. maybe i am just crazy.. cause i never stop thinking and imagine things.. haha.. maybe my mind is just there for all this bah.. i also dont understand why i like to think or imagine so much.. i am just a simple girl who really wish to be in my wonderland with my wonderful prince.. heex.. should i call myself as a princess?? wahaha! siao me! and i got wonderful dreamx last night.. cannot say is nice.. actually is near morning time.. so i got a full idea of what my dreamx is about.. heex.. i shall bear it inside my heart.. =))
i love to dreamx!
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Monday, November 05, 2007
it had been damn long since i last blogged.. heex.. let me do a summary of what i did last few days bah.. =) becareful oh.. this might be a very long entry.. heex.. =)
friday was a long day.. but we had fun.. cause finally we took our family photos! heex.. took a lot of photos.. =) but i am not going to post all up.. so if you wanna check it out.. visit our sotong family blog bah.. heex.. =)) shall show you guys a few pictures.. =))
astro was alright.. everything was just going to be the right way it is suppose to be.. =)
saturday was a nice day.. cause ah ma.. san yi.. xiao jiu mu.. minyi biao mei.. junhao biao di.. kaikai biao di and one most important person XIANGXIANG nephew came to my house! heex.. i followed san yi and ah ma to find ah boy biao ge.. he took my plan and got N95! roar! nevermind.. he promised to sponser me $200 next month for my PSP! wahaha! i am so happy can.. heex..
sunday went out! initially suppose to go to jean yip for appointment.. but my da yi ma come and find me.. so i got to stop for days before i can continue.. =) then i went out with san yi.. ah ma.. mummy and xiangxiang.. and i got hell loads of laughter.. cause xiangxiang simply sooo CUTE! the way he speaks made me mad.. wahahah.. he doesnt noe the meaning of 讲不听 and he kept saying it until like mad.. we couldnt resist but keep laughing.. haha.. cute little boy.. but can be very naughty at times.. he still quarrelled with my mummy and san yi.. then nevermind.. he fight with me! roar! stupid boy.. and he said 姨公神经!! can you imagine! and i got the blame for teaching him.. gosh.. i never can!!! nevermind.. see the pictures bah.. =)
friday was a long day.. but we had fun.. cause finally we took our family photos! heex.. took a lot of photos.. =) but i am not going to post all up.. so if you wanna check it out.. visit our sotong family blog bah.. heex.. =)) shall show you guys a few pictures.. =))
astro was alright.. everything was just going to be the right way it is suppose to be.. =)
saturday was a nice day.. cause ah ma.. san yi.. xiao jiu mu.. minyi biao mei.. junhao biao di.. kaikai biao di and one most important person XIANGXIANG nephew came to my house! heex.. i followed san yi and ah ma to find ah boy biao ge.. he took my plan and got N95! roar! nevermind.. he promised to sponser me $200 next month for my PSP! wahaha! i am so happy can.. heex..
sunday went out! initially suppose to go to jean yip for appointment.. but my da yi ma come and find me.. so i got to stop for days before i can continue.. =) then i went out with san yi.. ah ma.. mummy and xiangxiang.. and i got hell loads of laughter.. cause xiangxiang simply sooo CUTE! the way he speaks made me mad.. wahahah.. he doesnt noe the meaning of 讲不听 and he kept saying it until like mad.. we couldnt resist but keep laughing.. haha.. cute little boy.. but can be very naughty at times.. he still quarrelled with my mummy and san yi.. then nevermind.. he fight with me! roar! stupid boy.. and he said 姨公神经!! can you imagine! and i got the blame for teaching him.. gosh.. i never can!!! nevermind.. see the pictures bah.. =)
oh.. i saw a rainbow.. press to enlarge the picture so to have a clearer view.. =))
monday was field practicum day.. cool.. i love the kids anyway! heex.. and today CD2.2 lecture was cancelled cause lecturer is on medicial leave.. so loh.. went to library to try my luck on LA books.. but dont have.. haish.. i got to start planning on my lesson le!! jia you le ar!! =) i am so tired already.. hmm.. oh ya.. recently.. people are all changing their blog to private.. hmm.. why is there such a trend?? lolx.. shall i change mine too?? haha.. i doubt i will bah.. cause very very ma fan can.. but i do have a mind of creating one private blog.. then i shall post all my unhappiness and anger there.. haha.. only selected people can visit and understand me.. heex.. but i am so lazy.. =.- heex.. nevermind.. consider for a moment bah.. wahahha!
good day everyone!
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