Wednesday, January 31, 2007
today my feeling was all along very nervous and excited.. we had our concert during MYC lesson.. and this was the MOST exciting part of my day.. and most important.. all my assignments are all handed in.. yippee!!!
anyway.. i enjoyed myself during A class de concert.. they were doing on a musical.. it was on Snow White and the Seven Dwarfs.. it looked interesting and fun.. quite a nice concert.. enjoyable too.. hehe.. =))
when it was our part.. i felt very nervous.. OMG.. my hands were shivering and i was feeling very cold.. i kept holding on to eileen and she asked me not to be so nervous.. after which.. i calm myself down but whenever i saw hakim that evil look.. i cant help feeing nervous and partly funny.. i cant control but naturally i began to keep laughing.. and it was like.. i cant stop.. LOL.. when it was my turn.. i felt total numbness in my heart man.. and worse of all.. i forgot to change my ringtones to the one miss call de ringtones.. i only realised it when hakim called my hp and the tones went baby i still believe~ i was like.. oh gosh.. and everyone looking at me.. i felt damn scare during that time.. i worried they might said me or what.. but hannah said dun worry and asked me to continue.. and thank goodness.. everything go on well and fine.. happy~ and the whole concert went on well and i'm sure everyone enjoyed it.. and we took a B class photo.. =)) nice nice.. but smile until my mouth numb.. wahaha..
pictures taken before the concert start..
me and eileen.. i look like those going to the market de auntie.. -___-
me.. eileen and bridget.. bridget soo pretty.. hehe..
anyway.. i enjoyed myself during A class de concert.. they were doing on a musical.. it was on Snow White and the Seven Dwarfs.. it looked interesting and fun.. quite a nice concert.. enjoyable too.. hehe.. =))
when it was our part.. i felt very nervous.. OMG.. my hands were shivering and i was feeling very cold.. i kept holding on to eileen and she asked me not to be so nervous.. after which.. i calm myself down but whenever i saw hakim that evil look.. i cant help feeing nervous and partly funny.. i cant control but naturally i began to keep laughing.. and it was like.. i cant stop.. LOL.. when it was my turn.. i felt total numbness in my heart man.. and worse of all.. i forgot to change my ringtones to the one miss call de ringtones.. i only realised it when hakim called my hp and the tones went baby i still believe~ i was like.. oh gosh.. and everyone looking at me.. i felt damn scare during that time.. i worried they might said me or what.. but hannah said dun worry and asked me to continue.. and thank goodness.. everything go on well and fine.. happy~ and the whole concert went on well and i'm sure everyone enjoyed it.. and we took a B class photo.. =)) nice nice.. but smile until my mouth numb.. wahaha..
pictures taken before the concert start..
me and eileen.. i look like those going to the market de auntie.. -___-
me.. eileen and bridget.. bridget soo pretty.. hehe..anyway.. today went for the astro main com meeting.. and we were divided into 2 groups to in-charge on certain things.. i was put to in-charge a bonding and overnight observation activity.. hopefully it plan out well and nice ba.. =))
exam coming~~ i shall start to do notes for my exam.. good luck for me~
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Tuesday, January 30, 2007
yup.. today is the last day for childcare.. no more returning to the centre.. today was a really fun day.. i dun feel any tiredness in myself and all along.. i laughed with the children.. we were kinda busy taking pictures with individual kids as well.. somehow behind the back of the teachers cause kinda worried they wouldnt allow even though we already told them and they agreed to it.. haha.. took quite a lot of pictures but i shall upload them when i am free to put them all together ba.. =)) i cant really said much about today.. my feeling at the centre was like high and fun.. outdoor play was fun!! children started catching you and asking you to be the monster to catch them.. back to centre and was being asked to overlook one group of children.. thus i was reading stories to the children and quite an enriching storytelling session ba.. =)) K1 children went to bath and we were busy taking pictures with some of the K2.. and most memorable part was that a boy who was relectuat to take pictures with us.. we actually said to him nevermind as we cant force a child to do things which he dun want to.. so we went away.. he actually came after us and said he wanted to take photo.. quite shock.. and out of a sudden.. he actually shouted i lurv you very loudly and we were kinda shock.. so from that moments.. he liked to hang around in front of us and smile at us.. felt warm-hearted.. gave out the stickers and sweets to the K2.. K1 were having lunch but after they finished.. they approached us and they got a chance to choose the stickers and pencils.. can see that they are really happy.. =D after which when we were about to leave the centre.. some children came over and hugged us.. and this was the time it became quite chaotic.. many children came over and they were fighting to hug you and kiss you.. hongpin also came over and this was the first time he ever kissed me.. his kiss was long and he actually kissed both side of my cheeks.. can u imagine.. WAH~ he kiss u!?!?! but out of the sudden.. he came directly to my face and muack.. there it goes on my lip.. gosh.. i was totally shock.. can u imagine.. the rest of the children are fighting to kiss your cheeks and suddenly someone came over to kiss your mouth.. and it was not for 1 or 2sec.. but 5 to 6 sec.. was in total shock cause i never prepared for it.. ok fine.. my "first kiss" had been taken by him and he shall be my partner.. wahaha.. the nursery children are also very emotional.. in the past they never talk to me or so as i wasnt attach to them.. but today is a very different case.. mingyao held on to my fingers when we walked pass the windows to wave buai buai to them.. mingyao grabbed my hands and binnyi hands.. but he let go of binnyi hands soon.. not mine.. and i was stuck there for quite some time whereby another child came over and held on to it.. gosh.. and they were like shaking up and down.. and my hands hit onto the windows panels.. and it hurt as they shaked until very hard.. my hands got rescued only after miss hani came and helped.. -___-
but overall i felt very enjoyable during my attachment there.. i miss the kids.. =((
after that went back to school for LAECY lesson.. and my group was going to present our art learning corner today.. gosh.. i was feeling very nevous as i worried that things might just crop up last minutes.. we were making the "water mat".. but water kept leaking out and everyone felt damn fustrated le.. but luckily.. we managed to prevent it from leaking.. =)) called us tian cai please.. wahaha.. set up the corners and the outcome of the corner is below..
this is our ART CORNER.. how do you think about it?? we tried our best to make it as cosy as possible..
oh ya.. i got back my big book assignment grade too.. i was soo happy.. i got B+.. thank god that i didnt fail for this.. hopefully all the other modules i also can do well.. and promote to year 2 successfully.. *smile*
but overall i felt very enjoyable during my attachment there.. i miss the kids.. =((
after that went back to school for LAECY lesson.. and my group was going to present our art learning corner today.. gosh.. i was feeling very nevous as i worried that things might just crop up last minutes.. we were making the "water mat".. but water kept leaking out and everyone felt damn fustrated le.. but luckily.. we managed to prevent it from leaking.. =)) called us tian cai please.. wahaha.. set up the corners and the outcome of the corner is below..
this is our ART CORNER.. how do you think about it?? we tried our best to make it as cosy as possible..our lecturer commented and everything was alright except for the part we put small little stones on the floor to decorate it.. it was not very safe for children.. we shall improve on that.. =))
we took pictures with our proud corner..
oh ya.. i got back my big book assignment grade too.. i was soo happy.. i got B+.. thank god that i didnt fail for this.. hopefully all the other modules i also can do well.. and promote to year 2 successfully.. *smile*after some thinking about yesterday thingy.. i came to an conclusion.. i must not be that moody le.. i must be happy.. like that then i can concentrate on my studies.. =)) last week of school and hopefully everything turns out to be fine..
tml will be our MYC concert.. hope that i can do well and dun crop things up last minutes..
oh ya.. xu wei lun passed away le.. she is a good actress man.. why lao tian ye want to take her away from us?? no more show for her.. hope that she can rest in peace and bless everyone..
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Monday, January 29, 2007
wat should i say?? my life simply sux and nothing is seem to be happening in the way it should be.. sad and miserable.. where is all my lovely angels?? i miss them.. now there are only hating devils around.. no more angels who bring joys and laughter to my life.. i hope the time can turn back and always remain at the part where lovely angels are around with me..
today should be a very important day.. cause the lecturers will be going thru te exam format and things to focus on.. but want really make me feel miserable was that i STUDIED my CD1.3 mock exam.. but what i got in the end.. NOTHING!! my brain dun work and i CANT remember anything for the test.. and i actually leave some questions blank.. although she didnt collect it back.. i still felt very angry with myself.. i studied dunno how many times yesterday night and i even read it when i was in the bus today.. how can i dun remember anything?? am i useless or what?? the brain is retarding.. and i am suffering.. exam is just starting next friday.. if this continues.. i am going to be dead.. i am really worried.. why things dun just go the way it should be.. why has it got to change the ways of travelling?? life is always complicated and things happened in just a blink of your eyes.. you never get to choose anything.. so what is the point?? i am tired of living like this.. i hope to stop.. but i cant really stop it.. things are all piling up high in my heart and sooner or later.. you will see me breaking down.. i really want to lean on someone's shoulder and dun get up.. who will be the kind soul?? many many things we are unable to predict.. we are born with a simple life.. why do we have to add in things to make it complicated?? WHY?????? i am shivering.. i need a time to be isolated and think.. but whenever i am alone.. i want to have peers around me.. i cant afford to be alone.. many crazy things will come out of my brain when i am alone.. I WAN COMPANY!!!!
AAHHHH~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
i also dunno why i am feeling this way.. i just feeling very scare and nervous.. i want to settle down to study.. but my mind just dun wan to cooperate.. poly life is really relaxing and thus it leads to me unable to concentrate.. i regretted not listening in class.. not listening in class made the life of mine difficult as i am unable to concentrate well.. hoping that i will be able to concentrate after my last assignment..
anyway.. went to astro main comm interview and i was very very nervous.. i was not really prepared as i dun have any positions in mind.. but just now evelyn sms me and told me i was being shortlisted.. wed i need go back for astro again.. so let hope it will be fine ba.. *PRAY*
anyway.. praying hard that leen will be fine and everything will be over..
today should be a very important day.. cause the lecturers will be going thru te exam format and things to focus on.. but want really make me feel miserable was that i STUDIED my CD1.3 mock exam.. but what i got in the end.. NOTHING!! my brain dun work and i CANT remember anything for the test.. and i actually leave some questions blank.. although she didnt collect it back.. i still felt very angry with myself.. i studied dunno how many times yesterday night and i even read it when i was in the bus today.. how can i dun remember anything?? am i useless or what?? the brain is retarding.. and i am suffering.. exam is just starting next friday.. if this continues.. i am going to be dead.. i am really worried.. why things dun just go the way it should be.. why has it got to change the ways of travelling?? life is always complicated and things happened in just a blink of your eyes.. you never get to choose anything.. so what is the point?? i am tired of living like this.. i hope to stop.. but i cant really stop it.. things are all piling up high in my heart and sooner or later.. you will see me breaking down.. i really want to lean on someone's shoulder and dun get up.. who will be the kind soul?? many many things we are unable to predict.. we are born with a simple life.. why do we have to add in things to make it complicated?? WHY?????? i am shivering.. i need a time to be isolated and think.. but whenever i am alone.. i want to have peers around me.. i cant afford to be alone.. many crazy things will come out of my brain when i am alone.. I WAN COMPANY!!!!
AAHHHH~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
i also dunno why i am feeling this way.. i just feeling very scare and nervous.. i want to settle down to study.. but my mind just dun wan to cooperate.. poly life is really relaxing and thus it leads to me unable to concentrate.. i regretted not listening in class.. not listening in class made the life of mine difficult as i am unable to concentrate well.. hoping that i will be able to concentrate after my last assignment..
anyway.. went to astro main comm interview and i was very very nervous.. i was not really prepared as i dun have any positions in mind.. but just now evelyn sms me and told me i was being shortlisted.. wed i need go back for astro again.. so let hope it will be fine ba.. *PRAY*
anyway.. praying hard that leen will be fine and everything will be over..
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Sunday, January 28, 2007
haish.. i should i say about today.. i am totally sad and miserable.. ytd i was happy and blog about everything.. but just one night.. and everything is gone.. my daddy dun really approve me in buying a new pair of spect.. he said that there is not a need to do.. but.. i really want a new spect.. my degree had increased and wearing my spect and contact lenses make me finding it hard to see something as the degree is different now.. it really make my eyes tired after a while.. i alrdy told my mum about it long ago.. but she only said wait until next year.. now is alrdy her next year and she agreed to let me make one.. but just because of dad.. and i dun get to have a new spect.. whatever my bro want daddy and mumm sure gave him.. all they said was i wasting too much money.. hello.. i am in poly now and many things need to use money to buy.. even my assignments.. and everyday.. u jus give me so little of allowance and how u expect me to save the money and buy the things i need.. always u will say use your saving to buy.. but i only left with $10.. how am i suppose to buy the things i need?? really really upset.. from young.. everything seems soo different.. my daddy could just buy what my bro want.. and u imagine.. one time he bought me my bro my cousins all to toy r us.. everyone got a toy each.. and my bro one was costing about $100.. when i saw one i like which was the barbie doll.. he totally ignored me and just walked away to the cashier.. i was upset on the spot i cried.. my ah ma saw and she bought it for me.. in my life.. my cousins all had 2 or more barbie dolls which their parents bought for them.. but me.. i only had one.. and i treasured that barbie doll alot.. my bro got whatever he wanted.. his room had more den 1 set of power rangers.. all cost almost $100.. haish.. what can i really said?? parents always said that i am useless.. all i noe is to enjoy.. i am really really very upset.. what am i to them?? no one listen to me.. no one care for me..
ok fine.. i stop saying everything.. but today just a very upset blog ba..
actually i should be going down to see fei lun hai with rain jiabao stella zhiying all de.. but i din go in the end.. i couldnt finish my assignments and ended up.. things happened.. i am sad.. not that i always wanted it to be like that.. but things are just unpredicted.. i told myself to make sure i finished everything by ytd night.. but i went out in the afternoon.. and all i had was to blame it on myself.. everyone was not happy with me again as i last min said i am not going.. everytime i will be me making people angry and upset.. what can i do then?? i hate the lifestyle of mine now..
exam is coming and everything is not finished yet.. tml having mock exam but i am still online chatting and chatting.. what i said is i am afraid that i might not be able to pass my modules and i repeat another year of year 1.. people coming to me and said work hard and then i wouldnt repeat.. but i simply cant do that.. my mind is not working anymore.. my life had been so miserable.. nothing can actually make me smile.. i am feeling down.. sometimes i am thinking if i really fail and have to repeat another year.. what will i do?? my parents will scold.. AHHHHH!!!!! i dunno what i should do..
my frenz are in trouble and i dunno what to help.. all i can do is to try and console them.. but it seems like i am unable to help them much.. why am i having all these miserable stuffs?? did i do anything which make the god angry and they are punishing me?? all i want is just a very simple life.. but it seems not to be like what i want.. i just pray that all my frenz are happy and nothing harm them.. i dun wish to see anyone crying and sad.. this also include me ba.. =)
ok fine.. i stop saying everything.. but today just a very upset blog ba..
actually i should be going down to see fei lun hai with rain jiabao stella zhiying all de.. but i din go in the end.. i couldnt finish my assignments and ended up.. things happened.. i am sad.. not that i always wanted it to be like that.. but things are just unpredicted.. i told myself to make sure i finished everything by ytd night.. but i went out in the afternoon.. and all i had was to blame it on myself.. everyone was not happy with me again as i last min said i am not going.. everytime i will be me making people angry and upset.. what can i do then?? i hate the lifestyle of mine now..
exam is coming and everything is not finished yet.. tml having mock exam but i am still online chatting and chatting.. what i said is i am afraid that i might not be able to pass my modules and i repeat another year of year 1.. people coming to me and said work hard and then i wouldnt repeat.. but i simply cant do that.. my mind is not working anymore.. my life had been so miserable.. nothing can actually make me smile.. i am feeling down.. sometimes i am thinking if i really fail and have to repeat another year.. what will i do?? my parents will scold.. AHHHHH!!!!! i dunno what i should do..
my frenz are in trouble and i dunno what to help.. all i can do is to try and console them.. but it seems like i am unable to help them much.. why am i having all these miserable stuffs?? did i do anything which make the god angry and they are punishing me?? all i want is just a very simple life.. but it seems not to be like what i want.. i just pray that all my frenz are happy and nothing harm them.. i dun wish to see anyone crying and sad.. this also include me ba.. =)
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friday 26 jan 2007
hmm.. dun feel like going sch today.. cos it was so stupid.. only went sch for 2hrs and somemore it was boring lesson.. whole lesson was sitting there rotting man.. copy all my notes.. i guess i did use the time there ba.. =)) din went to astro today cos it was main com interview.. hmm i guess even i go interview shouldnt be me selected ba.. so i din go.. instead.. i went to meet mumy at chong pang city.. we went there to shop.. but kinda in a rush la.. cos my xiao mei finished sch at 5pm.. so we jus walked ard see see ba.. but i managed to buy one heel.. wahaha.. quite high ba.. mummy actually dun allow me to buy cos she said tat it was very high and she worried i might sprained my ankle when i walked.. cos last time when i was young i always sprained my ankle when i wore heel.. haha.. but now i wun le.. cos i wear sooo many times liao.. quite exp ba.. $32.30.. after 10% discount.. hmm.. saw few clothes which i like but no colour man.. all red red red.. i dun quite like to wear red ba.. haha.. so din buy lo..
went to fetch xiao mei home from sch and went back home.. prepared the stuffs needed to conduct a mini art lesson wit her.. she helped me draw pictures of underwater world.. quite interesting and godma said she wan it but too bad.. i need it for my learning corner.. haha.. we also did hands printing.. she had fun man.. keep laughing anfd laughing when she was printing on the paper.. haha.. next time i shall plan properly den i let her play.. =))
aileen when she trying to print on paper..
second print..
see her smile...
drawing pics of underwater world.. serious!
me and her making stupid face..
saturday 27 jan 2007
woke up and tried to finish up all my myc assignment but i din finish up.. i left one small tiny part and it will be done.. no time as i was going to head to toa payoh for a shopping trip wit mummy and godma all.. so we went and walked ard.. bought a bag which cost only $10.. actually wan buy tat sling bag too but mummy was ard.. so i dun really dare to buy one more.. cos she will scold.. haha.. den i tried on to one dress.. it was nice.. but.. the size is big and it only had red colour.. omg.. red again.. new year coming whole world become red la.. haha.. and there goes my dress.. arghz.. nvm.. so ended up i din buy anything.. haish.. but i managed to see one spect which i lurv man.. the frame is purple colour de.. mummy saw le oso said tat it was nice so we went in the shop.. took a try and it look fine on me.. so i wan.. but the prob was i was wearing my contact lenses.. and if i took it out i need to dun wear for 40mins or so.. but we need to go to chong pang cos we want to change clothes colour.. and plus that was the last pair.. wah piangz.. i tot i couldnt make spect again.. but luckily.. mummy agrees to buy that spect and the person reserved it for me.. so i had to make a trip down tml i guess.. which means.. i wun be able to go and see my wong dong cheng.. arghz..
went to chong pang and change the clothes le.. den ate dinner.. wah piangz.. they all order order nv see how many ppl eating.. den ate until so full la.. den left one untouch plate and mummy da bao go home give bro eat.. hmm.. we went to the shoes shop again.. annabelle bought one wawa shoes.. very cute i guess when she wore.. den i saw one nice again.. this one oso got heel but not high cos is kinda wawa shoes.. but i going to wait until feb den buy cos godma bdae got 30% discount.. and i am not in rush for tat shoes.. so wait ba.. haha.. den mummy still thinking which shoes to buy cos she like those that she tried.. gosh.. she ar.. lolx..
anyway.. today i quite happy.. but only some part sad cos leen is going to break down soon.. her assignments.. haish.. i worried for her man.. but i din noe how to help her out.. haish.. jus pray tat everything will be gone and she will be like in the past happy happy.. =))
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Thursday, January 25, 2007
hmm.. today woke up feelin tired again.. i wonder why.. nowadays i slept early.. but i still feel tired.. haish..
called shuling and she said she was late and asked me to go sch first.. so i went sch first.. later she sms me asking me whether i am alright.. LOL.. she said i sound so restless.. hmm.. maybe ba cos i jus tooo tired la..
went to sch and attended PPCM tutorial.. we need to do pair discussion for the revision question.. but it seems like only eileen and qingling were discussing.. i was only busy copying wat they were talking abt.. my brain isnt working and this is not the first time it was not working during the say.. arghz.. but anyway i am happy cos i managed to pass my PPCM quiz.. got 23.5 for the second quiz which i tot i might jus fail.. but luckily i still got my common sense.. so i passed!!
went to SIM to have our lunch.. and feeling abit fustrated man.. cant they use their common sense.. is not tat there is nothing for us in NP.. jus tat ppl will get sick and tired de.. so went to other places for lunch.. but ppl simply jus soo stupid.. they commented that all the NP students are taking up their space at the food court.. and excuse me.. u guys did go to NP for lunch too k.. if u dun welcome NP students why should u open up the gate and allow us in?? pls la.. use your brain when u talk la.. ppl have the freedom to choose where they wan to go and have their lunch or dinner.. doesnt mean tat NP students must always stay in NP to have their lunch.. since u open the door jus welcome us in.. we went there eat means the food there is nice la.. wah piangz.. haish.. dun wish to say anymore man..
got back the assignments for SCV2.. hmm.. did quite well neh.. my grp presentation on msg 2 we got A+.. and my individual reflection i got at least a B.. =)) happy.. this states that i wun be able to fail my SCV2 module.. and this might pull my GPA up.. hopefully ba.. =)) anyway. started to think that it is really time for me to start studying le.. but my mind is still in shopping mode... cos i havent got the things i wan.. haish.. abit upset abt this.. tml i shall go shopping wit my frenz if they are available.. if not i shall find mummy to go wit me.. but at night i need to ask aileen to help me to make some arts and craft stuff.. hmm.. i shall have fun tml wit my cute little godsis tml ba.. wish me luck in doing the lesson.. dun mess up the whole hse if not mummy gona turn me upside down liao.. haha..
jus now i was very not happy.. i was being said and accuse.. i felt very irritated man..
arghz.. i have been feelin either angry.. sad or unhappy.. this had been continuing from mon.. plus my blocked nose and my cough.. this is making the situation worse man.. haish.. tml will be fri again.. and jus now chuxiang called and said tml will be main com interview and asked whether i will be going down.. i din say anything.. shouldnt be going ba.. my time for tml is alrdy plan.. so loh.. still not very sure neh..
ANGRY IS THE ONLY WORD I CAN SAY NOW!!!!
called shuling and she said she was late and asked me to go sch first.. so i went sch first.. later she sms me asking me whether i am alright.. LOL.. she said i sound so restless.. hmm.. maybe ba cos i jus tooo tired la..
went to sch and attended PPCM tutorial.. we need to do pair discussion for the revision question.. but it seems like only eileen and qingling were discussing.. i was only busy copying wat they were talking abt.. my brain isnt working and this is not the first time it was not working during the say.. arghz.. but anyway i am happy cos i managed to pass my PPCM quiz.. got 23.5 for the second quiz which i tot i might jus fail.. but luckily i still got my common sense.. so i passed!!
went to SIM to have our lunch.. and feeling abit fustrated man.. cant they use their common sense.. is not tat there is nothing for us in NP.. jus tat ppl will get sick and tired de.. so went to other places for lunch.. but ppl simply jus soo stupid.. they commented that all the NP students are taking up their space at the food court.. and excuse me.. u guys did go to NP for lunch too k.. if u dun welcome NP students why should u open up the gate and allow us in?? pls la.. use your brain when u talk la.. ppl have the freedom to choose where they wan to go and have their lunch or dinner.. doesnt mean tat NP students must always stay in NP to have their lunch.. since u open the door jus welcome us in.. we went there eat means the food there is nice la.. wah piangz.. haish.. dun wish to say anymore man..
got back the assignments for SCV2.. hmm.. did quite well neh.. my grp presentation on msg 2 we got A+.. and my individual reflection i got at least a B.. =)) happy.. this states that i wun be able to fail my SCV2 module.. and this might pull my GPA up.. hopefully ba.. =)) anyway. started to think that it is really time for me to start studying le.. but my mind is still in shopping mode... cos i havent got the things i wan.. haish.. abit upset abt this.. tml i shall go shopping wit my frenz if they are available.. if not i shall find mummy to go wit me.. but at night i need to ask aileen to help me to make some arts and craft stuff.. hmm.. i shall have fun tml wit my cute little godsis tml ba.. wish me luck in doing the lesson.. dun mess up the whole hse if not mummy gona turn me upside down liao.. haha..
jus now i was very not happy.. i was being said and accuse.. i felt very irritated man..
arghz.. i have been feelin either angry.. sad or unhappy.. this had been continuing from mon.. plus my blocked nose and my cough.. this is making the situation worse man.. haish.. tml will be fri again.. and jus now chuxiang called and said tml will be main com interview and asked whether i will be going down.. i din say anything.. shouldnt be going ba.. my time for tml is alrdy plan.. so loh.. still not very sure neh..
ANGRY IS THE ONLY WORD I CAN SAY NOW!!!!
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Wednesday, January 24, 2007
today.. i was soooo tired.. i nearly overslept.. luckily i din.. HENGZ man.. but my day was like soo blur.. my eyes simply soo tired and i wanted to close it.. but den got lesson.. haish.. PPCM discussion i was so quiet.. i din talk much and i only sit there listen to they all talk.. leen din talk too cos her throat is hurting her.. hmm..it seems like germs is spreading and everyone is sick..
break time went to canteen 1... despite being sick.. me and leen still ate our fav food.. kaki fuyong set.. hehe.. yum yum.. den i still drink bubbles tea neh.. sooo clever.. wahaha.. will get scolded when those ppl noe i sick noe.. LOL.. nvm la.. got wo xi huan de food jiu hao le ar.. den discuss scv de thingy and it seems sooo stupid in doing everything.. haha.. after tat went to MYC lesson.. today lecturer isnt here.. she went to india for some thingy.. so we got the time to discuss on our concert thingy.. and we had our rehearsal.. hmm... quite fun ba.. me and leen one grp.. and is like sooo hao xiao.. i cant help laughing when i see hakim face.. he look funny in a way which make me laugh and laugh.. but really have to control man.. if not jiu not like killer show le.. -___- CS1.2 science lesson is fun too.. hehe.. so fun la.. =)) we ate apples in class wor.. wahaha.. juicy neh.. den we oso come out wit a lesson plan on finding out how many seeds are there in the apple.. haha.. although it seems lame.. it was fun.. we had fun cutting the apples into half using plastic knife and eating it.. hehe.. but during that period of time.. i feel damn tired.. i din talk at all.. everyone is like so enthu in listening to lecture.. i sit there stone and stun man.. wah piangz.. and plus my nose is givng me damn lot of trouble la.. the whole day at air con room make me feel so annoy.. cos i cant breathe properly.. arghz..
meet up wit jazz after sch for dinner.. actually meeting xinyi de.. but she went to vivo and i cant expect her to come rushing from vivo to meet me up jus for dinner.. so i find jazz in the end.. den we went walking at cwp.. as usual.. it was so sianz la.. but i managed to see two dresses which i like.. one is at fashion L.A.B de.. den is sleeveless design is got alot of squares squares.. pink and white.. den another one is spag de.. den is dots de.. black and white.. hmm.. i realised i still haven shop finish man.. i wan shopping.. i feel like buying a dress.. but den leh.. haish.. haven see one dress which really suit my eyes.. i like tat time at ebase de.. but i wonder when i will be able to go down to marina square.. hmm...
yup.. i finished my CD1.3 physical report.. and i feel so relieve.. =))) but i haven start on my introduction part.. hmm.. i shall start tml ba.. i am feeling really tired.. so i am going to bed early today.. i need a good rest and i need to sleep well.. in order for me to cure my illness.. =D
today saw ting.. so talked to her awhile as i noe smth shocking..
ting and me.. outside class waiting for out lecturer..
break time went to canteen 1... despite being sick.. me and leen still ate our fav food.. kaki fuyong set.. hehe.. yum yum.. den i still drink bubbles tea neh.. sooo clever.. wahaha.. will get scolded when those ppl noe i sick noe.. LOL.. nvm la.. got wo xi huan de food jiu hao le ar.. den discuss scv de thingy and it seems sooo stupid in doing everything.. haha.. after tat went to MYC lesson.. today lecturer isnt here.. she went to india for some thingy.. so we got the time to discuss on our concert thingy.. and we had our rehearsal.. hmm... quite fun ba.. me and leen one grp.. and is like sooo hao xiao.. i cant help laughing when i see hakim face.. he look funny in a way which make me laugh and laugh.. but really have to control man.. if not jiu not like killer show le.. -___- CS1.2 science lesson is fun too.. hehe.. so fun la.. =)) we ate apples in class wor.. wahaha.. juicy neh.. den we oso come out wit a lesson plan on finding out how many seeds are there in the apple.. haha.. although it seems lame.. it was fun.. we had fun cutting the apples into half using plastic knife and eating it.. hehe.. but during that period of time.. i feel damn tired.. i din talk at all.. everyone is like so enthu in listening to lecture.. i sit there stone and stun man.. wah piangz.. and plus my nose is givng me damn lot of trouble la.. the whole day at air con room make me feel so annoy.. cos i cant breathe properly.. arghz..
meet up wit jazz after sch for dinner.. actually meeting xinyi de.. but she went to vivo and i cant expect her to come rushing from vivo to meet me up jus for dinner.. so i find jazz in the end.. den we went walking at cwp.. as usual.. it was so sianz la.. but i managed to see two dresses which i like.. one is at fashion L.A.B de.. den is sleeveless design is got alot of squares squares.. pink and white.. den another one is spag de.. den is dots de.. black and white.. hmm.. i realised i still haven shop finish man.. i wan shopping.. i feel like buying a dress.. but den leh.. haish.. haven see one dress which really suit my eyes.. i like tat time at ebase de.. but i wonder when i will be able to go down to marina square.. hmm...
yup.. i finished my CD1.3 physical report.. and i feel so relieve.. =))) but i haven start on my introduction part.. hmm.. i shall start tml ba.. i am feeling really tired.. so i am going to bed early today.. i need a good rest and i need to sleep well.. in order for me to cure my illness.. =D
today saw ting.. so talked to her awhile as i noe smth shocking..
ting and me.. outside class waiting for out lecturer..
drawing done by ting.. this is fei lun hai de yan ya lun.. look so real la..
this is also ting drawing.. this is fei lun hai de wu zun.. so real!!
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Tuesday, January 23, 2007
today is the LAST session for my childcare.. feeling a bit reluctant to go.. but binn yi need to go to her frenz hse to settle the LAECY learning corners thingy.. so in the end.. we went for fp for 1 hr but den we stay awhile longer cos they went outdoor and i insisted in following.. ended up we left centre at only 10.30am.. LOL.. really bu she de to go man.. the children were like shock when we going.. they were asking miss lin miss lin where you going why u nv stay here.. feeling abit upset.. i miss them for sure.. haish.. hopefully holiday i have time to go back and see them ba..
hmm.. today LAECY waste time man.. she gave the 2 hrs to those grp who are decorating.. den the other grp was like sitting there talkin only.. den we actually discussing for our myc.. but we having doubts.. so qingling email belinda.. praying hard she reply soon.. if not we will be dead man..
den have our talking session.. our talks and sort out everything.. i was abt to cry when xinyi and ah xue appeared in front of me.. i ran out and squat in front of them.. xinyi noe i wa cry liao ar.. den she asked me followed them go toilet.. and so i went.. she was talking to me in the toilet.. and ah xue oso telling me things.. den ah xue suddenly said ta yao ku le.. xinyi replied ku chu lai gen hao.. my eyes was watery.. but i hold on back.. went back to find leen and qingling.. den after which.. i was being force to talk.. and indeed i talked.. and everything settles like i say..
anyway.. went pasar malam today and spotted a nice puma bag and wawa shoes.. but i think mummy wun allow me to buy de.. haiyo.. i wan leh.. -___-
OMG~~ i dunno how to do my cd1.3 assignments.. no one can help me.. haiyo.. i am forever blur lo.. although tat time when we discuss.. it seems to be easy and i sure noe how to do.. but now.. i am STUCK!! gosh.. have to send to liyu by thurs.. by tml i must come out wit smth.. if not no one need to do liao.. i cnat drag everyone down.. haish..
nose blocked is getting worse man.. whenever i step into a place wit air con.. my whole nose will be block and i cant breathe.. den jus now at centre i was fine and i tot i recover.. but it DIN!!! when taking bus to sch.. it came again.. until now.. i still having difficulties in breathing.. OMG.. soooo xin ku.. arghz.. no medicine to help oso.. how how how...
some pics of the learning corners set up by the groups presenting today..
Art & Craft Corner...
hmm.. today LAECY waste time man.. she gave the 2 hrs to those grp who are decorating.. den the other grp was like sitting there talkin only.. den we actually discussing for our myc.. but we having doubts.. so qingling email belinda.. praying hard she reply soon.. if not we will be dead man..
den have our talking session.. our talks and sort out everything.. i was abt to cry when xinyi and ah xue appeared in front of me.. i ran out and squat in front of them.. xinyi noe i wa cry liao ar.. den she asked me followed them go toilet.. and so i went.. she was talking to me in the toilet.. and ah xue oso telling me things.. den ah xue suddenly said ta yao ku le.. xinyi replied ku chu lai gen hao.. my eyes was watery.. but i hold on back.. went back to find leen and qingling.. den after which.. i was being force to talk.. and indeed i talked.. and everything settles like i say..
anyway.. went pasar malam today and spotted a nice puma bag and wawa shoes.. but i think mummy wun allow me to buy de.. haiyo.. i wan leh.. -___-
OMG~~ i dunno how to do my cd1.3 assignments.. no one can help me.. haiyo.. i am forever blur lo.. although tat time when we discuss.. it seems to be easy and i sure noe how to do.. but now.. i am STUCK!! gosh.. have to send to liyu by thurs.. by tml i must come out wit smth.. if not no one need to do liao.. i cnat drag everyone down.. haish..
nose blocked is getting worse man.. whenever i step into a place wit air con.. my whole nose will be block and i cant breathe.. den jus now at centre i was fine and i tot i recover.. but it DIN!!! when taking bus to sch.. it came again.. until now.. i still having difficulties in breathing.. OMG.. soooo xin ku.. arghz.. no medicine to help oso.. how how how...
some pics of the learning corners set up by the groups presenting today..
Art & Craft Corner...
Language Arts Corner..
Music and Movements Corner..
Maths Corner..
Science Corner...
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Monday, January 22, 2007
today i am not in a very good mood.. i really have to COMPLAIN and that is wat i will do now..
i did read thru for cd1.3.. but everything jus cant get inside my brain and ended up.. i cant rmb anything when i was doing the test.. as a result, i fail badly for my test.. imagine man.. 8/30!?!?! wat is tat??? yvonne is really doing smth which is out of control.. exam is coming and i jus simply cant get anything inside.. and this is so stupid.. my mind simply isnt working and many many assignments coming up next.. i have to hand in a major assignments on 29 jan and 31 jan respectively.. it contribute 50% to my overall man.. and currently still starting to rush thru it.. den 30 jan have to set up the learning corners and i haven start preparing.. i guess i wun be able to go to fei lun hai auto le.. suan le.. i have to complete everything.. haish..
another thing is my assignment.. CHN presentation totally SUX.. she keep rush us thru and she skip a lot of our slides and stuffs.. she din do tat to the other groups.. wat is tat.. she is totally tooo over.. we prepared it for so long and our presentation is like only less than 10mins.. she tot we are wasting her time jus bcos her projector simply cant work.. it is not our fault man.. and next thing is I DIN EVEN OPEN MY MOUTH!!! this is not call presentation.. i am very very ANGRY!!! i dun wish to spell out the name who i am angry wit.. but i jus damn angry la.. i din even hav a chance to talk and it wil affect my marks!!! u jus sum up everything and den leaving me there staring in the blank.. i was totally stun when she sum up the whole presentation.. and she jus said din u see her face.. she alrdy trying to rush us.. i nearly burst out in tears.. i alrdy feel scared when it was my turn to talk but lecturer jus ask us to fast forward.. when i decided to speak abt tat... u jus skip thru me and end the presentation.. will my result get affected??? i so worried tat i might FAIL this module.. i dunno who should i blame.. MYSELF??? this is totally unbearable.. many things are hidden inside me except for some ppl who noe.. they have been listening to me complaining and complaining.. one day i will break down man.. if one day u see me crying out loud suddenly den u should noe why.. leen suggested having a debrief after every assignments.. and she wanted me to voice out everything and not jus keep quiet.. i promise.. hopefully it will be alright and everything will be taken note of ba..
ARGHZ!!! i have been suffering from ytd man.. my nose is totally blocked and i cant breathe la.. it is terrible.. today is worse la.. my voice change in the morning.. when in the afternoon my voice was a bit ok.. but my nose start to block until very jia lat.. now i totally is suffocating.. both my nose is blocked and i had a hard time breathing.. wat the hell.. tat day go town rain la.. see la.. all illness coming in le la.. and this is soo stupid.. i rather cough or other thing dou bu yao block nose.. running nose nvm.. BUT NOT BLOCKED!! pray hard that i will recover tml ba.. *pray*
i did read thru for cd1.3.. but everything jus cant get inside my brain and ended up.. i cant rmb anything when i was doing the test.. as a result, i fail badly for my test.. imagine man.. 8/30!?!?! wat is tat??? yvonne is really doing smth which is out of control.. exam is coming and i jus simply cant get anything inside.. and this is so stupid.. my mind simply isnt working and many many assignments coming up next.. i have to hand in a major assignments on 29 jan and 31 jan respectively.. it contribute 50% to my overall man.. and currently still starting to rush thru it.. den 30 jan have to set up the learning corners and i haven start preparing.. i guess i wun be able to go to fei lun hai auto le.. suan le.. i have to complete everything.. haish..
another thing is my assignment.. CHN presentation totally SUX.. she keep rush us thru and she skip a lot of our slides and stuffs.. she din do tat to the other groups.. wat is tat.. she is totally tooo over.. we prepared it for so long and our presentation is like only less than 10mins.. she tot we are wasting her time jus bcos her projector simply cant work.. it is not our fault man.. and next thing is I DIN EVEN OPEN MY MOUTH!!! this is not call presentation.. i am very very ANGRY!!! i dun wish to spell out the name who i am angry wit.. but i jus damn angry la.. i din even hav a chance to talk and it wil affect my marks!!! u jus sum up everything and den leaving me there staring in the blank.. i was totally stun when she sum up the whole presentation.. and she jus said din u see her face.. she alrdy trying to rush us.. i nearly burst out in tears.. i alrdy feel scared when it was my turn to talk but lecturer jus ask us to fast forward.. when i decided to speak abt tat... u jus skip thru me and end the presentation.. will my result get affected??? i so worried tat i might FAIL this module.. i dunno who should i blame.. MYSELF??? this is totally unbearable.. many things are hidden inside me except for some ppl who noe.. they have been listening to me complaining and complaining.. one day i will break down man.. if one day u see me crying out loud suddenly den u should noe why.. leen suggested having a debrief after every assignments.. and she wanted me to voice out everything and not jus keep quiet.. i promise.. hopefully it will be alright and everything will be taken note of ba..
ARGHZ!!! i have been suffering from ytd man.. my nose is totally blocked and i cant breathe la.. it is terrible.. today is worse la.. my voice change in the morning.. when in the afternoon my voice was a bit ok.. but my nose start to block until very jia lat.. now i totally is suffocating.. both my nose is blocked and i had a hard time breathing.. wat the hell.. tat day go town rain la.. see la.. all illness coming in le la.. and this is soo stupid.. i rather cough or other thing dou bu yao block nose.. running nose nvm.. BUT NOT BLOCKED!! pray hard that i will recover tml ba.. *pray*
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one word to descibe my day.. STRESS!!!
went out wit mummy.. san yi and ah ma.. went chong pang.. actually dun wan to go de cos i hven finish my part.. but mummy said if i dun go i jiu cant buy shirt liao.. LOL.. so in the end.. i went.. it was a very very hot day man.. my skin is burning lo.. so painful when the sun reflect on my skin.. ah ma went to buy her clothes while me walking around seeing things.. went into minoshe and i bought 2 sets of inner beauty.. haha.. nice nice.. i like.. after tat walked around again with san yi while mummy and ah ma went into a shop to buy ah ma de jia li yi fu.. and i saw a top.. i like.. nice nice.. and i bought it.. hehe.. sooo nice.. i shall wear it when i go sch next time.. but must have a lot of courage to wear cos is spag.. haha..
after tat jiu went to century square to find my cousin.. he was about to off from work le.. so we waited for him lo.. he treat us eat chicken wings neh.. but he said must wait for my slippers.. LOL.. but i wan slippers leh.. waiting for slippers sooo long liao.. haha.. nvm la.. i can wait.. wait until i old lo.. =pPpP
hmm.. i guess i have to sort out my thoughts one day ba.. making ppl angry is wat i am capable of de ba.. everytime i hate something i wish i will be dead cos like tat i wun be able to suffer again.. but somehow i think.. many ppl who wish to survive.. but they ended u dead.. so why should i complain when i am still alive.. i should appreciate things.. i shouldnt complain things.. so i have agreed that if it is not necessary.. i shall not complain.. life should be perfectly nice and fun for me at this age.. so i shouldnt go and complain sooo much.. i have to learn how to feel contented.. i have all my lurv ones wit me.. so i am fortunate de.. =)))
but before i said i dun complain.. i must really complain smth.. and this make me feel fustrated!! my er jie is really doing it tooo OVERBOARD!! and i have to say.. she gen ben cannot be a mum.. she totally fail when come to become a mum.. she is totally out of hands.. my nephew is jus a poor boy.. he dun deserve to have this kind of mother.. not i wan to say.. can u imagine.. u left your child there rotting while u yourself go other places and u hardly care or play wit him.. wat will he become when he grows up?? he jus a baby who is turning 1 year old end of this month.. he have a mum.. but it seems like he dun have one.. he is always left at home wit his granny and his granny is old.. she couldnt possible taking care of him forever.. there are other children at home.. my er jie din work.. so why cant she jus show some motherly lurv to my nephew?? how i wish i bring him over to my hse and take care of him.. i shower him all the lurv i have.. i jus cant understand why she is like tat.. she can go to my er yi hse and jus leave my nephew at home.. she oso can leave him there and dun wan to go home.. my poor nephew will jus sleep at home wit his daddy.. i admit tat er jie family is facing financial difficulties.. but wat the problems.. his daddy busy wit work so to earn money and ensure tat he will have all the needs he should hav.. but er jie isnt doing anything.. she dump him at home and dun care abt him.. u decide to give birth to him so u must take care of him.. u carry him inside your womb for 10 mths leh.. imagine!!! 10 MONTHS!!!! i really got nth to say about my er jie le lo.. i need to talk to her one day.. but will she listen.. i have to apply watever i learn during the course and tell her.. my nephew wun be able to have all the devt he should have.. he lack of alot of things.. i am very very angry wit my er jie.. can she jus think abt it.. how i wish i can go and see my nephew.. er jie is jus an IRRESPONSIBLE MOTHER!!! and i hate her doing all this.. we shall wait and see wat will her son do to her when he grows up.. no one is like her.. da jie wun leave xuanxuan alone.. she dote on xuanxuan and gives xuanxuan all the lurv she have.. weixiong korkor oso bring xuanxuan out whenever he is not working.. xiangxiang and raidon oso have a mum who dote on them.. even though xiaojuan jie jie need to work.. but she will find time to play and accompany them.. ah wei korkor oso find time to come home once a week cos he is working in sg.. he bring them out whenever he is free.. NO ONE IS LIKE ER JIE.. I HATE HER THIS WAY!!! CHUNJIE IS INNOCENT.. IF U DO THIS TO HIM I SHALL MAKE SURE U NOE THE CONSEQUENCES!!!
another thing is assignments.. they are simply coming in very very fast.. i totally forgot abt the cd1.3 mock exam tml.. and i shall fail tml ba.. i must admit i really hate last min thingy.. why cant we discuss hao hao and everyone get to do their part.. sometimes it is irritating la.. come online when u actually finish wat u suppose to do and suddenly someone approached u and asked u to do this and tat.. i dun like all this.. it totally mess up my whole things.. and definitely.. i stare into blank.. and making myself luan and doing nth.. so pls.. NO MORE LAST MIN STUFF!!! THANK YOU!!!
went out wit mummy.. san yi and ah ma.. went chong pang.. actually dun wan to go de cos i hven finish my part.. but mummy said if i dun go i jiu cant buy shirt liao.. LOL.. so in the end.. i went.. it was a very very hot day man.. my skin is burning lo.. so painful when the sun reflect on my skin.. ah ma went to buy her clothes while me walking around seeing things.. went into minoshe and i bought 2 sets of inner beauty.. haha.. nice nice.. i like.. after tat walked around again with san yi while mummy and ah ma went into a shop to buy ah ma de jia li yi fu.. and i saw a top.. i like.. nice nice.. and i bought it.. hehe.. sooo nice.. i shall wear it when i go sch next time.. but must have a lot of courage to wear cos is spag.. haha..
after tat jiu went to century square to find my cousin.. he was about to off from work le.. so we waited for him lo.. he treat us eat chicken wings neh.. but he said must wait for my slippers.. LOL.. but i wan slippers leh.. waiting for slippers sooo long liao.. haha.. nvm la.. i can wait.. wait until i old lo.. =pPpP
hmm.. i guess i have to sort out my thoughts one day ba.. making ppl angry is wat i am capable of de ba.. everytime i hate something i wish i will be dead cos like tat i wun be able to suffer again.. but somehow i think.. many ppl who wish to survive.. but they ended u dead.. so why should i complain when i am still alive.. i should appreciate things.. i shouldnt complain things.. so i have agreed that if it is not necessary.. i shall not complain.. life should be perfectly nice and fun for me at this age.. so i shouldnt go and complain sooo much.. i have to learn how to feel contented.. i have all my lurv ones wit me.. so i am fortunate de.. =)))
but before i said i dun complain.. i must really complain smth.. and this make me feel fustrated!! my er jie is really doing it tooo OVERBOARD!! and i have to say.. she gen ben cannot be a mum.. she totally fail when come to become a mum.. she is totally out of hands.. my nephew is jus a poor boy.. he dun deserve to have this kind of mother.. not i wan to say.. can u imagine.. u left your child there rotting while u yourself go other places and u hardly care or play wit him.. wat will he become when he grows up?? he jus a baby who is turning 1 year old end of this month.. he have a mum.. but it seems like he dun have one.. he is always left at home wit his granny and his granny is old.. she couldnt possible taking care of him forever.. there are other children at home.. my er jie din work.. so why cant she jus show some motherly lurv to my nephew?? how i wish i bring him over to my hse and take care of him.. i shower him all the lurv i have.. i jus cant understand why she is like tat.. she can go to my er yi hse and jus leave my nephew at home.. she oso can leave him there and dun wan to go home.. my poor nephew will jus sleep at home wit his daddy.. i admit tat er jie family is facing financial difficulties.. but wat the problems.. his daddy busy wit work so to earn money and ensure tat he will have all the needs he should hav.. but er jie isnt doing anything.. she dump him at home and dun care abt him.. u decide to give birth to him so u must take care of him.. u carry him inside your womb for 10 mths leh.. imagine!!! 10 MONTHS!!!! i really got nth to say about my er jie le lo.. i need to talk to her one day.. but will she listen.. i have to apply watever i learn during the course and tell her.. my nephew wun be able to have all the devt he should have.. he lack of alot of things.. i am very very angry wit my er jie.. can she jus think abt it.. how i wish i can go and see my nephew.. er jie is jus an IRRESPONSIBLE MOTHER!!! and i hate her doing all this.. we shall wait and see wat will her son do to her when he grows up.. no one is like her.. da jie wun leave xuanxuan alone.. she dote on xuanxuan and gives xuanxuan all the lurv she have.. weixiong korkor oso bring xuanxuan out whenever he is not working.. xiangxiang and raidon oso have a mum who dote on them.. even though xiaojuan jie jie need to work.. but she will find time to play and accompany them.. ah wei korkor oso find time to come home once a week cos he is working in sg.. he bring them out whenever he is free.. NO ONE IS LIKE ER JIE.. I HATE HER THIS WAY!!! CHUNJIE IS INNOCENT.. IF U DO THIS TO HIM I SHALL MAKE SURE U NOE THE CONSEQUENCES!!!
another thing is assignments.. they are simply coming in very very fast.. i totally forgot abt the cd1.3 mock exam tml.. and i shall fail tml ba.. i must admit i really hate last min thingy.. why cant we discuss hao hao and everyone get to do their part.. sometimes it is irritating la.. come online when u actually finish wat u suppose to do and suddenly someone approached u and asked u to do this and tat.. i dun like all this.. it totally mess up my whole things.. and definitely.. i stare into blank.. and making myself luan and doing nth.. so pls.. NO MORE LAST MIN STUFF!!! THANK YOU!!!
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Sunday, January 21, 2007
friday 19 jan 2007
hmm.. today was rushing for my CHN assignment!! i was very rush.. cos we had to finish it by today.. i dun wish to drag anymore.. but it seems like we were unable to finish it.. so.. some had to bring home and do.. xinyi and qiuwen helped me out by helping me to write my title all.. thank to them den i can finish my part on time.. thank ger!!! after doing my assignment.. i went to astro.. and i was rushing to the atrium cos i heard the song ju hua tai.. i tot daren was there liao.. but den hor i arrived no one there.. saw maxine.. and asked her whether they arrived le but she said no.. i was like huh.. tat means i wun be able to see daren le lo.. sad!! after tat i went to canteen 1 le.. cos xinyi hungry ma.. she ate but i din.. haha.. after tat.. we were walking to LT68E.. den xinyi suddenly kicked dao wallet.. she picked it up and realised it belongs to a sec 4 gers.. which means not from NP de.. we dunno wat to do.. so they finally decided to go to the ger hse and gave her..
we went fora talk by jeremy.. and he was a very funny person.. but!! he anyhow said something which made me DEAD!!! everyone started teasing me.. but tat is not TRUE!! nvm.. forget it.. i got a prize.. hehe.. jeremy asked us to do some games thingy.. and i got sweets as pressie.. den after tat i saw robin got pocky.. i oso wan.. so i asked him whether he wan.. he gave to me neh.. hehe.. after tat i asked wilson hurry submit his paper.. den robin said cos i wan the sweets.. hehe.. bingo.. i wan sweets.. den wilson gave me his share.. so nice of them.. hehe.. had my dinner and tat was the refreshment after the talk.. hehe.. after tat.. went off wit xinyi and sockping to find the ger who lost her wallet..
gave her her wallet and we went home le.. she thank us and her dad invited us in but we rejected it and went off.. it was late.. so i took 187 home wit xinyi..
saturday 20 jan 2007
today is the last day for NP open hse.. help out at the booth today.. ppl came and tried the games.. fun ba.. den i went to play the games from passion synergy.. and i got a waterbottle!!! happy.. hoho.. den i got balloon from janice.. hehe... she saw me.. den i point at her she noe i wan balloon.. haha.. she gave me one.. den went round the atrium wit shuling to see got any games to play.. we went to the cssa booth to play memories games.. and we both got a prize.. happy!! a hp chain.. after tat nth to play liao so we went back to our booth sit and do nth.. she bought lunch and i ate mashed potato.. haha.. after tat walk to convention centre wit xinyi and i got one more balloon from a ECH ger.. hehe.. den walked to our booth to take a look.. and xinyi saw her lecturer and they chat.. ppl tot i am a freshie and started to talk to me.. but i told her i am yr 1 student.. haha.. after tat went out and saw janice again.. i hide my balloon wan requested one more from her but she said i always take from her.. ended up she still gave me.. weird ar.. haha.. den around 3plus we left and headed to town.. xinyi dun allow me to take the balloon to town.. so i let it go when i reachin bus stop.. hoping the balloon will fly away wit all my sadness and scare.. =))
reached town and it was raining heavily.. ran to the shelter and got ourselves all wet.. hmm.. after tat went to far east plaza and walked around but nth caught my eyes.. den went wisma topshop.. and i lurv tat top.. but too many ppl i din went in to try.. den went to marina sq.. and saw one nice dress at ebase.. but i din find it in the shop.. so i din try oso.. and conclusion.. I DIN BUY ANYTHING TODAY!!! sadded la.. go shopping 2 times liao leh and i bought nth.. haish.. nvm den.. after went to bukit batok de mac ate ice cream and talk talk wit xinyi lo.. den went home after tat le..
i haven start on my assignments and i am going to die very soon.. tml no need go shopping liao.. arghz.. angry!!! so i must hurry go do now.. =)))
hmm.. today was rushing for my CHN assignment!! i was very rush.. cos we had to finish it by today.. i dun wish to drag anymore.. but it seems like we were unable to finish it.. so.. some had to bring home and do.. xinyi and qiuwen helped me out by helping me to write my title all.. thank to them den i can finish my part on time.. thank ger!!! after doing my assignment.. i went to astro.. and i was rushing to the atrium cos i heard the song ju hua tai.. i tot daren was there liao.. but den hor i arrived no one there.. saw maxine.. and asked her whether they arrived le but she said no.. i was like huh.. tat means i wun be able to see daren le lo.. sad!! after tat i went to canteen 1 le.. cos xinyi hungry ma.. she ate but i din.. haha.. after tat.. we were walking to LT68E.. den xinyi suddenly kicked dao wallet.. she picked it up and realised it belongs to a sec 4 gers.. which means not from NP de.. we dunno wat to do.. so they finally decided to go to the ger hse and gave her..
we went fora talk by jeremy.. and he was a very funny person.. but!! he anyhow said something which made me DEAD!!! everyone started teasing me.. but tat is not TRUE!! nvm.. forget it.. i got a prize.. hehe.. jeremy asked us to do some games thingy.. and i got sweets as pressie.. den after tat i saw robin got pocky.. i oso wan.. so i asked him whether he wan.. he gave to me neh.. hehe.. after tat i asked wilson hurry submit his paper.. den robin said cos i wan the sweets.. hehe.. bingo.. i wan sweets.. den wilson gave me his share.. so nice of them.. hehe.. had my dinner and tat was the refreshment after the talk.. hehe.. after tat.. went off wit xinyi and sockping to find the ger who lost her wallet..
gave her her wallet and we went home le.. she thank us and her dad invited us in but we rejected it and went off.. it was late.. so i took 187 home wit xinyi..
saturday 20 jan 2007
today is the last day for NP open hse.. help out at the booth today.. ppl came and tried the games.. fun ba.. den i went to play the games from passion synergy.. and i got a waterbottle!!! happy.. hoho.. den i got balloon from janice.. hehe... she saw me.. den i point at her she noe i wan balloon.. haha.. she gave me one.. den went round the atrium wit shuling to see got any games to play.. we went to the cssa booth to play memories games.. and we both got a prize.. happy!! a hp chain.. after tat nth to play liao so we went back to our booth sit and do nth.. she bought lunch and i ate mashed potato.. haha.. after tat walk to convention centre wit xinyi and i got one more balloon from a ECH ger.. hehe.. den walked to our booth to take a look.. and xinyi saw her lecturer and they chat.. ppl tot i am a freshie and started to talk to me.. but i told her i am yr 1 student.. haha.. after tat went out and saw janice again.. i hide my balloon wan requested one more from her but she said i always take from her.. ended up she still gave me.. weird ar.. haha.. den around 3plus we left and headed to town.. xinyi dun allow me to take the balloon to town.. so i let it go when i reachin bus stop.. hoping the balloon will fly away wit all my sadness and scare.. =))
reached town and it was raining heavily.. ran to the shelter and got ourselves all wet.. hmm.. after tat went to far east plaza and walked around but nth caught my eyes.. den went wisma topshop.. and i lurv tat top.. but too many ppl i din went in to try.. den went to marina sq.. and saw one nice dress at ebase.. but i din find it in the shop.. so i din try oso.. and conclusion.. I DIN BUY ANYTHING TODAY!!! sadded la.. go shopping 2 times liao leh and i bought nth.. haish.. nvm den.. after went to bukit batok de mac ate ice cream and talk talk wit xinyi lo.. den went home after tat le..
i haven start on my assignments and i am going to die very soon.. tml no need go shopping liao.. arghz.. angry!!! so i must hurry go do now.. =)))
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Friday, January 19, 2007
today is np de first day for open hse.. and i was going to sch.. ppl RP open hse no sch de.. why NP go.. haha.. den going to class de.. but shuling need to deco booth and asked whether i wan help her.. so i went to help her lo.. and ended up sooo many things to do and we only went to class at 11am.. LOL.. went class did the presentation and finished class.. LAME~~ but i very happy.. cos i got a B+ for my assignments.. hehe.. happy.. but cannot tooo high yet.. more assignments coming up..
after class went to take a look at the cca booth.. den walked around for awhile.. den see cindy de performance.. haha.. nice nice pretty pretty.. after tat jiu go eat lunch.. i was sooo hungry sia.. after everything.. start our CHN presentation preparation.. everything seems sooo messy and i was getting very impatient.. i dunno why.. when they say i din do the correct things or the nutrients stuffs.. i nearly cried.. cos i do le i thought it was the correct way of doing.. and wanted to like hurry print out everything and finished it quickly cos we do not have much time left.. but i was wrong.. i feel angry wit myself for not checking properly and somehow sad too.. and we had a hard time finding the things we need... i feel stress.. i hen xiang dun do anything but i cant.. this is my assignments.. and i need to make sure i promote to year 2.. if not i will have no where to go.. cannot.. this cannot happen.. haish.. =((
anyway.. today got to noe 2 new people.. one is from NP de.. i dunno his name la.. another one is from friendster.. hmm.. i dunno wat to say ar.. LOL..
am i useless??? haish.. dunno why i got a feeling i am damn useless.. everything i oso can mix up and everything i oso can dun understand.. and thus making me stupid and blur.. hmm.. i dunno leh.. i feel soo stressful now.. even though school term is ending soon and i can relex after exam.. but my feeling isnt rite.. i still very very worry for everything.. fear and fear of many many things too.. haish.. sometime i really wish i stop the time from ticking.. den i can change everything.. but this is not true.. cos i cant stop the time.. and no one can.. i guess i really need to buck up ba.. =
xinyi said yvonne must be brave.. but yvonne cant be brave cos she everything oso fear.. she fear of being lonely.. she fear of all the assignments.. she fear of losing her frenz.. she fear of falling down.. she fear of many many things.. there is NOTHING she is not fear of.. she oso wan to be brave and stand for herself.. but she cant.. will yvonne be able to be brave and stand for herself??? time can really change everything??? *wondering*
after class went to take a look at the cca booth.. den walked around for awhile.. den see cindy de performance.. haha.. nice nice pretty pretty.. after tat jiu go eat lunch.. i was sooo hungry sia.. after everything.. start our CHN presentation preparation.. everything seems sooo messy and i was getting very impatient.. i dunno why.. when they say i din do the correct things or the nutrients stuffs.. i nearly cried.. cos i do le i thought it was the correct way of doing.. and wanted to like hurry print out everything and finished it quickly cos we do not have much time left.. but i was wrong.. i feel angry wit myself for not checking properly and somehow sad too.. and we had a hard time finding the things we need... i feel stress.. i hen xiang dun do anything but i cant.. this is my assignments.. and i need to make sure i promote to year 2.. if not i will have no where to go.. cannot.. this cannot happen.. haish.. =((
anyway.. today got to noe 2 new people.. one is from NP de.. i dunno his name la.. another one is from friendster.. hmm.. i dunno wat to say ar.. LOL..
am i useless??? haish.. dunno why i got a feeling i am damn useless.. everything i oso can mix up and everything i oso can dun understand.. and thus making me stupid and blur.. hmm.. i dunno leh.. i feel soo stressful now.. even though school term is ending soon and i can relex after exam.. but my feeling isnt rite.. i still very very worry for everything.. fear and fear of many many things too.. haish.. sometime i really wish i stop the time from ticking.. den i can change everything.. but this is not true.. cos i cant stop the time.. and no one can.. i guess i really need to buck up ba.. =
xinyi said yvonne must be brave.. but yvonne cant be brave cos she everything oso fear.. she fear of being lonely.. she fear of all the assignments.. she fear of losing her frenz.. she fear of falling down.. she fear of many many things.. there is NOTHING she is not fear of.. she oso wan to be brave and stand for herself.. but she cant.. will yvonne be able to be brave and stand for herself??? time can really change everything??? *wondering*
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Wednesday, January 17, 2007
today everyone is crazy!! i oso dunno why.. but i got to say.. i gona fail my PPCM quiz.. and tat for sure is true.. i din study and i really deserve to fail de lo.. haish.. wah piangz.. wit this kind of standard.. i am going to fail my exam and u will wait for me to quit this course man.. =(( i soo scare.. i am really fear of this.. everything is not going the right way.. haish..
anyway.. today we were selecting the stage manager for the concert that the B class is planning.. and i nominated qingling for it.. and i am going to die.. i nominated her but they said i sabotage her.. -_-" and gosh.. worse part is qingling going to volunteer me for the concert.. OMG!! cannot la.. i will die of heart attack de.. i so worry now la.. haish.. wat should i do when that really happen??
sob sob.. after class meet xinyi lo.. she sooo rushed la.. cos qiuwen wanted to go to blk 18 to get back her wallet.. cos tat time she lost her wallet.. hmm.. den they all ar.. so rushed la.. walked so fast.. and most funny thing is my shoes de "grapes" drop one liao.. so unbalance.. den i am going to cut away all for both shoes.. wahaha.. den we went to blk 18 and qiuwen got back her wallet.. everything is inside but not the money.. haish.. sadded la.. after we walked to bus stop and waited for bus.. and that xinyi la.. make me take wrong bus den have to wait at another bus stop for 184.. pig her de lo.. she wanted to go cwp to buy her eye liner.. haha.. but before tat i asked her to accompany me to go RP to find jazz.. cos she wanted to take pics of me.. den i got a shock out of my life when she told me that she needed to take pics of me posing.. and i was like wat.. that not wat u said de.. and xinyi ideas is sooo good ar.. she asked me to jump and take la.. sooo UGLY!!! and i din manage to take anything nice lo.. i wan a retake.. but jazz dun wan.. =.= xinyi oso got take ar.. haha.. after that we went to cwp.. i ate mos burger.. she today sooo guai.. see me eat only.. nv take my fries oso.. haha.. guai guai ar.. =)) she bought her eye liner and it was blue in color.. haha.. den after that jiu go home le..
come home rushed all the CHN nutritional value thingy.. and finally i am done wit it.. so happy.. tml shall proceed wit doing our posters!! =)) hopefully we can finish it by tml ba.. =)) den i need to finish up the MYC too.. xi wang i can finish all and den everything is done well.. =)) jia you ba yvonne!!! u can de..
anyway.. today we were selecting the stage manager for the concert that the B class is planning.. and i nominated qingling for it.. and i am going to die.. i nominated her but they said i sabotage her.. -_-" and gosh.. worse part is qingling going to volunteer me for the concert.. OMG!! cannot la.. i will die of heart attack de.. i so worry now la.. haish.. wat should i do when that really happen??
sob sob.. after class meet xinyi lo.. she sooo rushed la.. cos qiuwen wanted to go to blk 18 to get back her wallet.. cos tat time she lost her wallet.. hmm.. den they all ar.. so rushed la.. walked so fast.. and most funny thing is my shoes de "grapes" drop one liao.. so unbalance.. den i am going to cut away all for both shoes.. wahaha.. den we went to blk 18 and qiuwen got back her wallet.. everything is inside but not the money.. haish.. sadded la.. after we walked to bus stop and waited for bus.. and that xinyi la.. make me take wrong bus den have to wait at another bus stop for 184.. pig her de lo.. she wanted to go cwp to buy her eye liner.. haha.. but before tat i asked her to accompany me to go RP to find jazz.. cos she wanted to take pics of me.. den i got a shock out of my life when she told me that she needed to take pics of me posing.. and i was like wat.. that not wat u said de.. and xinyi ideas is sooo good ar.. she asked me to jump and take la.. sooo UGLY!!! and i din manage to take anything nice lo.. i wan a retake.. but jazz dun wan.. =.= xinyi oso got take ar.. haha.. after that we went to cwp.. i ate mos burger.. she today sooo guai.. see me eat only.. nv take my fries oso.. haha.. guai guai ar.. =)) she bought her eye liner and it was blue in color.. haha.. den after that jiu go home le..
come home rushed all the CHN nutritional value thingy.. and finally i am done wit it.. so happy.. tml shall proceed wit doing our posters!! =)) hopefully we can finish it by tml ba.. =)) den i need to finish up the MYC too.. xi wang i can finish all and den everything is done well.. =)) jia you ba yvonne!!! u can de..
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Tuesday, January 16, 2007
today woke up early to go childcare.. mood was very very tired.. hmm.. but my tiredness gone!!! cos i received lovely hug and sweet kisses from the kids.. *smile* they are simply soo lovely and sweet.. castell is soo CUTE!!!! when he was trying to run away from binn yi.. i stop him.. he quickly sit on my lap.. den he stood up and ran away.. after that he tot i wanted to catch him.. but i told him i only wan to hug him.. he came to me and gave me a big hug.. sooo sweet.. den i requested for a kiss.. and without thinkin.. he kissed me.. oh.. tat is sooo sweet.. =)) later castell stood up again and walked off.. not long later.. he came back to me and sit on my lap.. den he hugged me again and gave me a kiss again.. so sweet rite.. den after tat someof the kids came over and started kissing me and hugging me.. wah.. soo fortuante man.. kimberly.. siying.. chengze.. and many of them.. they are soo lovely.. haish.. i will be missing them starting from next week ba.. next week is my last session le.. haish.. sianz..
hmm.. today de laecy lecture was FUN!!! we had a guest lecturer for our lesson today.. =DD she is katherine mclead.. she is a very adorable person ba..i had fun in her lesson.. but oso fear.. cos worry tat she might pick me for the acting.. oh gosh.. i am tat lucky tat she din pick me.. i got a shock of my life when she stand very close to me.. haha.. but today activity was so great.. really hope to see her again in class.. =)))
wah today actually end lesson at 4.30pm de.. den accompany leen to wait for her bf.. den oso got another motive la.. but too bad.. i din get the chance.. =( den leen de bf arrived le.. den she went off first.. cos i was waiting for xinyi jus to pass her a survey form.. gosh.. waited until 5.45pm la.. she lie to me la.. SLAP!! say will release 5.30pm de.. sob sob.. sitting at the bus stop doing nth la.. den me and leen was tooo bored tat we started counting how many ppl wore green shirt today.. haha.. and overall.. there were 52 of them wearin.. haha.. tat alot man.. maybe today is a day to wear green.. but kinda soo funny ar.. soo many ppl.. -___-
OMG!! i jus simply cant get my mind set.. i cant forcus.. tml having PPCM quiz.. but i cant get anything inside my brain.. tml i zhi hao sui jiing ying bian le ba.. PRAY HARD I CAN PASS!!!
hmm.. today de laecy lecture was FUN!!! we had a guest lecturer for our lesson today.. =DD she is katherine mclead.. she is a very adorable person ba..i had fun in her lesson.. but oso fear.. cos worry tat she might pick me for the acting.. oh gosh.. i am tat lucky tat she din pick me.. i got a shock of my life when she stand very close to me.. haha.. but today activity was so great.. really hope to see her again in class.. =)))
wah today actually end lesson at 4.30pm de.. den accompany leen to wait for her bf.. den oso got another motive la.. but too bad.. i din get the chance.. =( den leen de bf arrived le.. den she went off first.. cos i was waiting for xinyi jus to pass her a survey form.. gosh.. waited until 5.45pm la.. she lie to me la.. SLAP!! say will release 5.30pm de.. sob sob.. sitting at the bus stop doing nth la.. den me and leen was tooo bored tat we started counting how many ppl wore green shirt today.. haha.. and overall.. there were 52 of them wearin.. haha.. tat alot man.. maybe today is a day to wear green.. but kinda soo funny ar.. soo many ppl.. -___-
OMG!! i jus simply cant get my mind set.. i cant forcus.. tml having PPCM quiz.. but i cant get anything inside my brain.. tml i zhi hao sui jiing ying bian le ba.. PRAY HARD I CAN PASS!!!
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Monday, January 15, 2007
today i finally got my HASHBROWN!! xinyi te di go buy for me neh.. cos i was pestering her from last week.. hehe.. she kept her promise.. *smile* lurv her lot lot..
anyway today was a boring day lo.. but CS1.2 science was fun!! we went canteen to explore everything.. we invented activities for the children in the canteen.. fun fun fun.. hehe.. den i got to go canteen one there de co op buy sweets~~ yum yum.. den went back to class and started crapping ba.. haha.. was laughing and laughing.. feeling very very high and happy ba..
break time was oso enjoyable.. i was laughing and laughing.. talking abt all the lame jokes we have.. hehe.. pass chocolate to xinyi oso.. den me ah xue qiuwen and xinyi were all chatting around.. we were talking abt the lame joke.. haha.. sooo COLDD~~
but.. suddenly.. my mood changed.. and i was feeling damn moody.. i oso dunno why.. i guess from my look i look damn sianz and i dun have any mood to discuss my assignments.. i was quite quiet during my discussion.. went for lesson and i feel very very moody!! i nv wan to get anything done.. but i was force to listen to class.. the class is forever BORING... and it nv make me feel great.. online chat wit xinyi but awhile she offline le.. and i went offline too cos low batt.. den i wasnt paying any attention during the lesson.. mind was worrying.. need to think menu for childcare again.. so dump in everything tat we think for our presentation.. and we are done.. not too bad.. but got edit a bit.. sms xinyi.. but she no reply.. so nvm.. lesson finish saw yanyi and maxine.. maxine said she miss xiezhi.. i told her i miss him too.. I REALLY MISS MY DARLING!!!! how long i haven been able to see him?? a month man.. haish.. miss him badly man..
today on bus i was thinking.. wat if one day everyone cannot be by my side le.. wat am i suppose to do?? sit down one corner and cry ma?? or should i face it up and face new frenz?? but all this is not possibly.. we shall see ba..
rain has been my best pal ever since sec sch.. and she will forever remain my best pal.. she share wit me my tears and she share wit me my joy.. she will be there with me always.. i lurv her a lot.. she is like my da jie jie.. she noe i dun have jie jie to dote me.. so she dote on me.. she gives me things which she have and she shares wit me.. zhen de zhen de hen xi huan ta zhe ge sister of mine.. she is always there for me de.. =))
my sec sch frenz.. they are a bunch of ppl who make me laugh and make me free of worries.. they nv fail to cheer me up whenever i am down.. they also taught alot of things when i was in school.. i passed my o lvl wit flying colours and i really thank them.. i really enjoyed the days when i was wit them.. enjoy every moments i was wit them.. i am hoping to see them soon.. i miss them.. =DD
my kuku family ppl.. they always make me feel so fun when i was wit them.. all we can hear was laughter.. chasing 5566 wit them was fun.. when i got to see my darling and when i listen to them talk.. group of really fun and interesting ppl.. i miss them now.. i wish to be able to go out and have fun wit them.. =]]
my sotong family.. there are the first group of ppl who i met when i first enter ngee ann.. i rmb on my first day of sch.. i met eileen and qingling.. and i went round the sch wit both of them.. they are great ppl.. den shuling bizhen and cindy came along and we formed our sotong family.. knowing them is my great pleasure.. they make me feel happy with them.. 3 years in school with them will be great fun!! =DD
next one is xinyi.. she is my close pal in poly ba.. she everytime dou listen to my complain.. she oso help me in my assignments.. she accompany me whenever she can.. really really very good to me.. she is my another jie jie.. although she is younger den me by a month.. she still like my jie jie.. she care for me neh.. she always keep her promises and she nv broke them.. i enjoy hanging out wit her.. with her around.. i wun have any worries.. cos i noe she will be there for me jus like rain too.. lurv her lot lot too.. =)))
hmm.. if i wonder above those i mention suddenly disappear in my life.. i will nv noe how am i going to survive.. all this ppl are sooo much important in my life beside my family.. i really cant live without them.. but i noe as times go by.. everything will change.. they can nv stay by my side forever.. i cant expect much from them.. they have their own things to do and own things to worry.. i cant depend on them.. but jus to tell them.. I REALLY REALLY TREASURE THEM!! DUN LEAVE YVONNE ALONE LIVING IN THE WORLD!!! promise me!!!
cousin going to leave the house starting from today.. he will be living wit his daddy le.. i miss him.. this is bad.. everyone is leaving me liao.. sad.. u see la.. how am i going to survive thru man.. i miss my nephews and niece.. i miss my cousins.. i miss my ah ma.. i miss my godsis even though i may hav a chance to see them soon.. but i simply miss them.. i miss everyone.. i wan them wit me forever!!!
something which i came across again..
as we grow older together
anyway today was a boring day lo.. but CS1.2 science was fun!! we went canteen to explore everything.. we invented activities for the children in the canteen.. fun fun fun.. hehe.. den i got to go canteen one there de co op buy sweets~~ yum yum.. den went back to class and started crapping ba.. haha.. was laughing and laughing.. feeling very very high and happy ba..
break time was oso enjoyable.. i was laughing and laughing.. talking abt all the lame jokes we have.. hehe.. pass chocolate to xinyi oso.. den me ah xue qiuwen and xinyi were all chatting around.. we were talking abt the lame joke.. haha.. sooo COLDD~~
but.. suddenly.. my mood changed.. and i was feeling damn moody.. i oso dunno why.. i guess from my look i look damn sianz and i dun have any mood to discuss my assignments.. i was quite quiet during my discussion.. went for lesson and i feel very very moody!! i nv wan to get anything done.. but i was force to listen to class.. the class is forever BORING... and it nv make me feel great.. online chat wit xinyi but awhile she offline le.. and i went offline too cos low batt.. den i wasnt paying any attention during the lesson.. mind was worrying.. need to think menu for childcare again.. so dump in everything tat we think for our presentation.. and we are done.. not too bad.. but got edit a bit.. sms xinyi.. but she no reply.. so nvm.. lesson finish saw yanyi and maxine.. maxine said she miss xiezhi.. i told her i miss him too.. I REALLY MISS MY DARLING!!!! how long i haven been able to see him?? a month man.. haish.. miss him badly man..
today on bus i was thinking.. wat if one day everyone cannot be by my side le.. wat am i suppose to do?? sit down one corner and cry ma?? or should i face it up and face new frenz?? but all this is not possibly.. we shall see ba..
rain has been my best pal ever since sec sch.. and she will forever remain my best pal.. she share wit me my tears and she share wit me my joy.. she will be there with me always.. i lurv her a lot.. she is like my da jie jie.. she noe i dun have jie jie to dote me.. so she dote on me.. she gives me things which she have and she shares wit me.. zhen de zhen de hen xi huan ta zhe ge sister of mine.. she is always there for me de.. =))
my sec sch frenz.. they are a bunch of ppl who make me laugh and make me free of worries.. they nv fail to cheer me up whenever i am down.. they also taught alot of things when i was in school.. i passed my o lvl wit flying colours and i really thank them.. i really enjoyed the days when i was wit them.. enjoy every moments i was wit them.. i am hoping to see them soon.. i miss them.. =DD
my kuku family ppl.. they always make me feel so fun when i was wit them.. all we can hear was laughter.. chasing 5566 wit them was fun.. when i got to see my darling and when i listen to them talk.. group of really fun and interesting ppl.. i miss them now.. i wish to be able to go out and have fun wit them.. =]]
my sotong family.. there are the first group of ppl who i met when i first enter ngee ann.. i rmb on my first day of sch.. i met eileen and qingling.. and i went round the sch wit both of them.. they are great ppl.. den shuling bizhen and cindy came along and we formed our sotong family.. knowing them is my great pleasure.. they make me feel happy with them.. 3 years in school with them will be great fun!! =DD
next one is xinyi.. she is my close pal in poly ba.. she everytime dou listen to my complain.. she oso help me in my assignments.. she accompany me whenever she can.. really really very good to me.. she is my another jie jie.. although she is younger den me by a month.. she still like my jie jie.. she care for me neh.. she always keep her promises and she nv broke them.. i enjoy hanging out wit her.. with her around.. i wun have any worries.. cos i noe she will be there for me jus like rain too.. lurv her lot lot too.. =)))
hmm.. if i wonder above those i mention suddenly disappear in my life.. i will nv noe how am i going to survive.. all this ppl are sooo much important in my life beside my family.. i really cant live without them.. but i noe as times go by.. everything will change.. they can nv stay by my side forever.. i cant expect much from them.. they have their own things to do and own things to worry.. i cant depend on them.. but jus to tell them.. I REALLY REALLY TREASURE THEM!! DUN LEAVE YVONNE ALONE LIVING IN THE WORLD!!! promise me!!!
cousin going to leave the house starting from today.. he will be living wit his daddy le.. i miss him.. this is bad.. everyone is leaving me liao.. sad.. u see la.. how am i going to survive thru man.. i miss my nephews and niece.. i miss my cousins.. i miss my ah ma.. i miss my godsis even though i may hav a chance to see them soon.. but i simply miss them.. i miss everyone.. i wan them wit me forever!!!
something which i came across again..
in the memories of you
yours words are my food
your breath is my water
you are everything to me
as we grow older together
as we continue to change with age
there's one thing that never change
i will always fall in love with you
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Sunday, January 14, 2007
today i was still not as happy as before.. my life was like only left for assignments.. no more other time left.. haish.. things are really beyond my control and i feel miserable.. my life is forever de luan.. nv has it come to a peaceful one.. a brand new year and a brand new trouble!!!!
haish.. was very fustrated with all my assignments.. i feel like killing myself cos i really couldnt get anything done.. my mind wasnt wit me when i was doing for my assignments.. i couldnt get everything rite.. i offline awhile to get myself the rite way.. back online rushing for assignments after an hr of break.. came online and saw xinyi.. AND~~ i started complaining to her again.. i guess she will be thinking when did this yvonne become a complain queen.. ytd complain today oso complain.. haish.. i oso dun wish to complain de ar.. but sometimes hide inside myself i feeling very xing ku.. haish.. i oso dun dare to tell the person directly.. so i jus have to complain to another person.. but soon it will be gone.. =]]
ting said i was a silly ger.. cos i nv give up.. she told me i will regret it de.. but i told i wun.. but u noe.. maybe i will really regret it one day ba.. but currently.. i still dun regret ba.. actually i noe it well tat i have sink too deep inside le.. nobody seems to bother to pull me out.. cos they will be saying u need to come out yourself.. no one can help u de.. but den.. haish.. suan le ba.. jus sink deeper and deeper and i guess finally one day i will understand and everything will change de.. ppl may see him as not a good guy.. they may dislike him cos they see how hurt i am.. but this cant change anything.. the lurv for him is still there.. and no one can ever replace the lurv until one day the real one for u is there.. u will nv noe.. u cant predict anything.. many many things u dunno.. cos it all fate.. maybe one day u will be with someone who u nv dream of liking de.. but fate jus bring u close to him and den.. u are tgt with him.. fine.. enough of saying of this le ba.. jus now i go and search for blogskin.. i came across this words...
everything chang-ed
if i were to choose all over agains
this words seem to be true.. everything change ever since i met the one.. somehow when i see this words.. it reminds me alot of things.. but now i jus wish for something which really can make me feel happy.. hmm.. let hope i am able to go shopping next sat!!! =))) i wan my life back~~ exam is coming!!! i haven start studying!! and coming wed is PPCM quiz.. but i haven touch my book yet!! ARGHZ!!!!!!!!!!
I jus come across some meaningful words.. in chinese de.. let see ba.. =)))
haish.. was very fustrated with all my assignments.. i feel like killing myself cos i really couldnt get anything done.. my mind wasnt wit me when i was doing for my assignments.. i couldnt get everything rite.. i offline awhile to get myself the rite way.. back online rushing for assignments after an hr of break.. came online and saw xinyi.. AND~~ i started complaining to her again.. i guess she will be thinking when did this yvonne become a complain queen.. ytd complain today oso complain.. haish.. i oso dun wish to complain de ar.. but sometimes hide inside myself i feeling very xing ku.. haish.. i oso dun dare to tell the person directly.. so i jus have to complain to another person.. but soon it will be gone.. =]]
ting said i was a silly ger.. cos i nv give up.. she told me i will regret it de.. but i told i wun.. but u noe.. maybe i will really regret it one day ba.. but currently.. i still dun regret ba.. actually i noe it well tat i have sink too deep inside le.. nobody seems to bother to pull me out.. cos they will be saying u need to come out yourself.. no one can help u de.. but den.. haish.. suan le ba.. jus sink deeper and deeper and i guess finally one day i will understand and everything will change de.. ppl may see him as not a good guy.. they may dislike him cos they see how hurt i am.. but this cant change anything.. the lurv for him is still there.. and no one can ever replace the lurv until one day the real one for u is there.. u will nv noe.. u cant predict anything.. many many things u dunno.. cos it all fate.. maybe one day u will be with someone who u nv dream of liking de.. but fate jus bring u close to him and den.. u are tgt with him.. fine.. enough of saying of this le ba.. jus now i go and search for blogskin.. i came across this words...
everything chang-ed
it isn't like the past anymore and i missed it lots
nothing last forever
promises are just lies and lies are nothing
if i were to choose all over agains
i wished i had never see you before
the tears i shed and the pain i had, you'll never know
this words seem to be true.. everything change ever since i met the one.. somehow when i see this words.. it reminds me alot of things.. but now i jus wish for something which really can make me feel happy.. hmm.. let hope i am able to go shopping next sat!!! =))) i wan my life back~~ exam is coming!!! i haven start studying!! and coming wed is PPCM quiz.. but i haven touch my book yet!! ARGHZ!!!!!!!!!!
I jus come across some meaningful words.. in chinese de.. let see ba.. =)))
雖然我的英文不好，
但我學會了說 I LuRv YoU！！
雖然我的數學不好，
但我學會了520！！
雖然我的普通話也不好，
但是我也學會了我喜歡你！！
就算我通通都不好。。
但我有一顆愛著你的心！
讓你知道。。
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hmm.. today actually is going out de.. SHOPPING!!!! but den leh.. tat xinyi la.. i msg her at 1.30pm.. but she din reply and 3.30pm she online and keep talking abt her ytd night at MOS!!! i was like haish.. wun be going out le.. since alrdy sooo late.. but she say can.. so we went.. i left my hse at 6pm.. reached her hse at 7pm.. wah kaoz.. i go town help ppl close shop la.. so in the end.. we went to esplanade to talk talk lo.. cos my mood wasnt tat good ever since thursday.. no i should say wednesday.. i oso dunno why although i promise i will not be sad.. we talked alot neh.. and i grumble alot today.. haha.. dunno why.. i complain to her abt my cousin who treat her son coldly.. i complain alot to her today.. haish.. yvonne only noe how to complain.. =((
after tat.. she wanted to go to boat quay.. i was reluctanted to go.. but in the end.. i went with her.. and guess wat.. we went into the pub again after walkin for awhile.. this time i drank screwdriver and xinyi drank kamikaze... hmm.. mine is vodka wit orange juice.. xinyi de is shooter.. but it din take any effect and now she is complaining!!! haha.. she drank bacardi oso.. omg la.. she is mad de lo.. she wan the seh seh effect la.. but dun have.. den complain la.. mad de lo.. -____-
i made her miss NR8.. wahaha.. mean leh.. cos i took her ezlink card and dun wan return to her.. ended up.. i took NR2 home first before her.. hehehe... who ask her so bad.. wahaha.. =PpPp
i din SHOP dao today la.. sadded!!!! i dun care la.. i wan shop!!!!! pls pls.. spare me some time to shop!!!! i need to shop for clothes and cosmetics la.. i shall plan a day to shop too!!! hehe.. =))) i guess shopping for things tat i wan will make my day.. =]]
after tat.. she wanted to go to boat quay.. i was reluctanted to go.. but in the end.. i went with her.. and guess wat.. we went into the pub again after walkin for awhile.. this time i drank screwdriver and xinyi drank kamikaze... hmm.. mine is vodka wit orange juice.. xinyi de is shooter.. but it din take any effect and now she is complaining!!! haha.. she drank bacardi oso.. omg la.. she is mad de lo.. she wan the seh seh effect la.. but dun have.. den complain la.. mad de lo.. -____-
i made her miss NR8.. wahaha.. mean leh.. cos i took her ezlink card and dun wan return to her.. ended up.. i took NR2 home first before her.. hehehe... who ask her so bad.. wahaha.. =PpPp
i din SHOP dao today la.. sadded!!!! i dun care la.. i wan shop!!!!! pls pls.. spare me some time to shop!!!! i need to shop for clothes and cosmetics la.. i shall plan a day to shop too!!! hehe.. =))) i guess shopping for things tat i wan will make my day.. =]]
eileen de penguin and yvonne de pig.. they are good frenz.. =)))
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Friday, January 12, 2007
i must admit.. i really hate last min thingy la.. today alot of prob la.. jus now wan online finish up my cs1.2 math assignments.. but internet couldnt sign in.. i was soo pek cek la.. nvm.. i msg cindy told her and asked her to do.. but later she msg me tell me her com got prob cant on.. and i was like.. wat!! no choice.. tying my best to fix the internet and finally.. i am done wit it.. i went online finished up wit all the necessary things.. BUT.. suddenly i look thru.. i realised we do not have some of the things require.. and i was like.. OMG.. wat should i do.. i asked qingling.. and den.. solution is to do it NOW!!! and tat is the part i hate most.. why din we tot of it earlier?? haish.. should really blame ourselves.. if i check it earlier.. things wun come out tis way.. VONNE ar.. have u woke up?? or are u still in dreamland??
ok nvm.. today sch was oso happening lo.. sooo stupid.. being scare by cindy and eileen during break time.. lazy to elaborate le.. all the last min assignments thingy make me pek cek.. haish..
tml will be another busy day.. worrying it will be like today.. but xinyi says it will be a better day cos she is ard.. oh.. so sweet.. but i still dun think so.. cos we cant predict anything.. and furthermore.. there is astro tml.. i am scare.. haish.. there are many reasons why i am scare but no one will noe.. cos i will nv say it out.. cos yvonne had done tooo many things to upset ppl.. so she shall keep quiet and dun talk.. =)))
yup.. cut my fringe today and definitely look funny.. haha.. everytime oso like tat de.. short short.. LOL~~
new year coming.. i wan go SHOPPING!!! who willing to accompany me shop ar?? haish.. so many things want to buy.. but pocket tight sia.. i wan buy many many clothes.. but mummy says cannot buy a lot cos wait i dun wan wear waste money.. hmm.. but now i in need of clothes.. so i will wear de.. so mummy ar.. pls buy for me ar.. thank u.. =)))
anyway.. daddy going off on 3 feb.. and will be back on 13 feb.. mummy says actually he wun be coming home for new year.. but they requested.. if daddy nv come back for new year.. will be very very sad de.. cos like gen ben no tuan yuan lo.. lucky.. he will be back jus in time for new year.. hehe.. hope daddy will buy things back ar..
somehow i think i cant fulfill my promise for being a happy ger.. many things are happening.. and i cant tahan.. sooner or later i will be dead.. if one day u found yvonne laying flat on the floor.. u should noe wat happen to her.. she is die of all the stress she got..
when sch reopen.. i nv went out liao.. except for the day i went wit xinyi to clark quay.. i really wan go shopping for new year clothes.. but when can i go?? tis sat?? no one accompany me go shopping.. haish.. sianz de lo.. everytime oso like tat.. bu hao de.. when i need ppl all dunno go where le.. arghz...
ok nvm.. today sch was oso happening lo.. sooo stupid.. being scare by cindy and eileen during break time.. lazy to elaborate le.. all the last min assignments thingy make me pek cek.. haish..
tml will be another busy day.. worrying it will be like today.. but xinyi says it will be a better day cos she is ard.. oh.. so sweet.. but i still dun think so.. cos we cant predict anything.. and furthermore.. there is astro tml.. i am scare.. haish.. there are many reasons why i am scare but no one will noe.. cos i will nv say it out.. cos yvonne had done tooo many things to upset ppl.. so she shall keep quiet and dun talk.. =)))
yup.. cut my fringe today and definitely look funny.. haha.. everytime oso like tat de.. short short.. LOL~~
new year coming.. i wan go SHOPPING!!! who willing to accompany me shop ar?? haish.. so many things want to buy.. but pocket tight sia.. i wan buy many many clothes.. but mummy says cannot buy a lot cos wait i dun wan wear waste money.. hmm.. but now i in need of clothes.. so i will wear de.. so mummy ar.. pls buy for me ar.. thank u.. =)))
anyway.. daddy going off on 3 feb.. and will be back on 13 feb.. mummy says actually he wun be coming home for new year.. but they requested.. if daddy nv come back for new year.. will be very very sad de.. cos like gen ben no tuan yuan lo.. lucky.. he will be back jus in time for new year.. hehe.. hope daddy will buy things back ar..
somehow i think i cant fulfill my promise for being a happy ger.. many things are happening.. and i cant tahan.. sooner or later i will be dead.. if one day u found yvonne laying flat on the floor.. u should noe wat happen to her.. she is die of all the stress she got..
when sch reopen.. i nv went out liao.. except for the day i went wit xinyi to clark quay.. i really wan go shopping for new year clothes.. but when can i go?? tis sat?? no one accompany me go shopping.. haish.. sianz de lo.. everytime oso like tat.. bu hao de.. when i need ppl all dunno go where le.. arghz...
we leave a mark @ 12:41 AM.
Thursday, January 11, 2007
hmm.. SJAB family photo.. took tis pics from jacklynn de friendster.. i really had fun tat day..
one picture above for me to start of wit this stressful day~haish!! today is a day of stress!!! went to MeL jus now and realised.. i have hw for LAECY and SCV!! arghz.. so stupid.. LAECY have to submit on fri.. hw was based on the video we watched on tue.. but i got one thing to say.. tat was i DIN watch the video.. i was busy wit my stuffs on tat day.. haish.. i guess i shall anyhow ans the qn she gave ba.. den scv have to do grp discussion.. stress sia.. so many assignments coming up and den here they are.. giving more and more.. ARGHZ!!!!
it seems like assignments nv end.. it is coming to haunt us more and more.. it nv come to an end.. even when we reach yr2.. it will still be coming to us.. haish.. everything getting out of hands.. i am scare.. when i be able to be not scare of assignments???
anyway.. jus to voice out smth.. u really make me very very irritated!! i have nth to say abt u lo.. but when will u ever wake up?? must u always wan to be tgt and stick wit that person when that person dun even wish to be wit u.. that person is very afraid of u.. and that person is trying all the ways to hide from u.. u are making him stress up.. when will u ever stop??? tis cannot continue.. U HAVE TO COME TO A STOP!!!!!! u have to wake up.. and understand things like wat is yours will always be yours no matter how hard u wan to block.. but if it is not going to be yours.. so u jus give up.. cos no matter wat ways u try to gain it.. it will nv become yours.. i noe i am naggy but i must really get straight to it.. cos u are over doing all this things.. and it became a budden.. i heard the other party complaining.. i hear u saying and being sad over it.. but wat can i do?? NOTHING!!! sometimes.. i am scare of wat u had done.. but i dunno whether how to help u.. i feel horrified why i see u or be wit u.. I AM AFRAID OF U!!!!! do u noe.. i scare to be alone wit u.. i dun feel safe wit u.. i dun feel happy wit u.. but u are my frenz.. and i have to be by your side to accompany u to talk to u.. haish..
enough of all those crapping la.. today i am not in a very good mood.. i was not feeling good.. i feel sad.. i will laugh.. but it nv come from the heart.. haish..
i believe tml will be a good day.. and tml i need to help jazz for her photo-taking for RP.. need to pose for her sch.. omg.. i jing ran agree!!! gosh... i shall die tml ba!!!
it seems like assignments nv end.. it is coming to haunt us more and more.. it nv come to an end.. even when we reach yr2.. it will still be coming to us.. haish.. everything getting out of hands.. i am scare.. when i be able to be not scare of assignments???
anyway.. jus to voice out smth.. u really make me very very irritated!! i have nth to say abt u lo.. but when will u ever wake up?? must u always wan to be tgt and stick wit that person when that person dun even wish to be wit u.. that person is very afraid of u.. and that person is trying all the ways to hide from u.. u are making him stress up.. when will u ever stop??? tis cannot continue.. U HAVE TO COME TO A STOP!!!!!! u have to wake up.. and understand things like wat is yours will always be yours no matter how hard u wan to block.. but if it is not going to be yours.. so u jus give up.. cos no matter wat ways u try to gain it.. it will nv become yours.. i noe i am naggy but i must really get straight to it.. cos u are over doing all this things.. and it became a budden.. i heard the other party complaining.. i hear u saying and being sad over it.. but wat can i do?? NOTHING!!! sometimes.. i am scare of wat u had done.. but i dunno whether how to help u.. i feel horrified why i see u or be wit u.. I AM AFRAID OF U!!!!! do u noe.. i scare to be alone wit u.. i dun feel safe wit u.. i dun feel happy wit u.. but u are my frenz.. and i have to be by your side to accompany u to talk to u.. haish..
enough of all those crapping la.. today i am not in a very good mood.. i was not feeling good.. i feel sad.. i will laugh.. but it nv come from the heart.. haish..
i believe tml will be a good day.. and tml i need to help jazz for her photo-taking for RP.. need to pose for her sch.. omg.. i jing ran agree!!! gosh... i shall die tml ba!!!
*life is short.. so make full use of it before u regret it.. =))
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Tuesday, January 09, 2007
OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
she is sure an idiot person!! i must say i really really HATE her.. she everytime last min de tell us things and den she expect us to noe.. but actually we DUNNO!!! and tis make us ddrag our assignments today.. and everyone is damn stress la.. ARGHZ!!! hate her hate her.. everytime is her.. dunno when den can stop.. maybe after i promote to year2 ba..
haish.. today is really a bad day.. bizhen forget to help cindy print her evaluation and off cindy bizhen and qingling rushing to the photocopy shop.. they ran there.. oh gosh.. den realised cindy din send it to bizhen thru email.. wah piangz.. den have to type it there and do.. no choice and after tat they rushed back to class.. den shuling more worse.. bizhen print her evaluation but forget the most impt one.. LESSON PLAN!! and she dun have the softcopy of it.. she had to call her bro and teach him how to send email.. omg.. stress!!!!! but finally.. we hand in our assignments.. finished one assignments but another coming up.. setting up a learning corner.. and hav to present it on 30jan.. tis is rush ma.. and currently rushing all assignments.. arghz.. tml having a presentation for SS.. but we dun really noe wat should we do.. hmm.. 5% of our total assignments on SS.. arghz.. wan dan le la..
dun talk abt assignments le.. enough of it.. and stress liao.. hmm.. today accompany leen to wait for her bf to come.. so we sit at the bus stop.. my mind was thinking.. maybe if i am lucky.. i might have a chance to see my frenz.. but soo sadd... i am not tat lucky.. hoho.. went home after her bf arrived.. den started doing all my reflection for MYC and editing the lesson plan.. arghz.. my life is sooooo plain.. and all is assignments assignments.. i really HATE assignments lo.. but no choice leh.. i choose to come this course de.. so cannot complain ar.. =
anyway.. today childcare was fun.. hehe.. i lurv watchin the kids playing wit the toys and talking to me.. hhaa.. den we had a mini competition on "bayblade".. haha.. the kids make one for me and i was asked to join in the competition.. we had fun man.. everyone laughing.. and first time seeing castell laughing like mad.. haha.. and today kimberly keep sitting on my lap.. she sometimes really sooo sweet de.. =))) seeing the children really make my day but not after attachment still having lesson.. haish..
cousin going to stay wit his dad starting from dunno when.. but i dun wan him to go leh.. cos wit him ard.. i will laugh de.. cos he always make me laugh.. but he is going le.. haish.. so sad la.. den surely hardly see him de.. =((( hope he still can come my hse stay.. and he better dun forget my havanase slipper!! hehe...
she is sure an idiot person!! i must say i really really HATE her.. she everytime last min de tell us things and den she expect us to noe.. but actually we DUNNO!!! and tis make us ddrag our assignments today.. and everyone is damn stress la.. ARGHZ!!! hate her hate her.. everytime is her.. dunno when den can stop.. maybe after i promote to year2 ba..
haish.. today is really a bad day.. bizhen forget to help cindy print her evaluation and off cindy bizhen and qingling rushing to the photocopy shop.. they ran there.. oh gosh.. den realised cindy din send it to bizhen thru email.. wah piangz.. den have to type it there and do.. no choice and after tat they rushed back to class.. den shuling more worse.. bizhen print her evaluation but forget the most impt one.. LESSON PLAN!! and she dun have the softcopy of it.. she had to call her bro and teach him how to send email.. omg.. stress!!!!! but finally.. we hand in our assignments.. finished one assignments but another coming up.. setting up a learning corner.. and hav to present it on 30jan.. tis is rush ma.. and currently rushing all assignments.. arghz.. tml having a presentation for SS.. but we dun really noe wat should we do.. hmm.. 5% of our total assignments on SS.. arghz.. wan dan le la..
dun talk abt assignments le.. enough of it.. and stress liao.. hmm.. today accompany leen to wait for her bf to come.. so we sit at the bus stop.. my mind was thinking.. maybe if i am lucky.. i might have a chance to see my frenz.. but soo sadd... i am not tat lucky.. hoho.. went home after her bf arrived.. den started doing all my reflection for MYC and editing the lesson plan.. arghz.. my life is sooooo plain.. and all is assignments assignments.. i really HATE assignments lo.. but no choice leh.. i choose to come this course de.. so cannot complain ar.. =
anyway.. today childcare was fun.. hehe.. i lurv watchin the kids playing wit the toys and talking to me.. hhaa.. den we had a mini competition on "bayblade".. haha.. the kids make one for me and i was asked to join in the competition.. we had fun man.. everyone laughing.. and first time seeing castell laughing like mad.. haha.. and today kimberly keep sitting on my lap.. she sometimes really sooo sweet de.. =))) seeing the children really make my day but not after attachment still having lesson.. haish..
cousin going to stay wit his dad starting from dunno when.. but i dun wan him to go leh.. cos wit him ard.. i will laugh de.. cos he always make me laugh.. but he is going le.. haish.. so sad la.. den surely hardly see him de.. =((( hope he still can come my hse stay.. and he better dun forget my havanase slipper!! hehe...
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omg!! i am very very angry wit the lecturer.. she din give her information properly and now.. everything come into a mess and tml is the deadline! gosh.. and i jus anyhow do the last part.. whereby i dun even noe need to do.. cos tat part need to conduct lesson den can do.. and she ask us to do.. and i only noe tis from my frenz.. arghz... jus hate it lo.. make my whole nite sooo busy again wit the assignment.. i cant do anything which i wan to do.. haish..
nvm le.. everything is over.. and now i am abit relax.. but smth come up again.. our grp de.. haish.. i oso dunno how to say.. i am really tired le lo.. my brain cell cant think of anything.. my evaluation is leen help me tgt think de.. haish.. really hate myself sometimes for being soo dumb in doing assignments la.. eyes really really pain le.. i need a rest man.. but i jus cant help to think abt my assignments.. arghz.. i am living in the world of assignments man!!!
life actually very simple de.. when humans like to make it soo complicated?? sometimes i am thinking why ppl wan to make everything so difficult to understand?? hmm.. dun wan to say so much le la.. i am very very stress now.. worry for all the assignments.. and keep having a feeling tat i jus cant do well for my assignments.. if i really fail to promote to yr 2.. den i shall quit sch!! the only choicee to it.. jus pray hard tis wun happen ba.. =)
nvm le.. everything is over.. and now i am abit relax.. but smth come up again.. our grp de.. haish.. i oso dunno how to say.. i am really tired le lo.. my brain cell cant think of anything.. my evaluation is leen help me tgt think de.. haish.. really hate myself sometimes for being soo dumb in doing assignments la.. eyes really really pain le.. i need a rest man.. but i jus cant help to think abt my assignments.. arghz.. i am living in the world of assignments man!!!
life actually very simple de.. when humans like to make it soo complicated?? sometimes i am thinking why ppl wan to make everything so difficult to understand?? hmm.. dun wan to say so much le la.. i am very very stress now.. worry for all the assignments.. and keep having a feeling tat i jus cant do well for my assignments.. if i really fail to promote to yr 2.. den i shall quit sch!! the only choicee to it.. jus pray hard tis wun happen ba.. =)
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Sunday, January 07, 2007
Some pics to start of the blog today.. =))
the 5 of us who go for cca open.. the rest dunno go where le.. hehe..
me and yilin.. hehe.. miss her alot..
me and miss chithra.. my POA teacher.. hehe..
me and mr koh.. he is forever sooo good.. =))
me and xinyi.. took it at boat quay.. hehe..
hello~~~ i finish my FP1.2 assignments!!!! i am relieve.. but tml i need to chiong my lesson plan.. haish.. so tiring.. tml will be given the chn presentation topic.. and maybe cd1.3 will be going thru abt the final report which contribute 50%!! oh my god.. i am scare..
haish.. nth for me to do today.. my brain keep cant work.. imagine.. wat i wrote in my cognitive devt i can dun understand wat i am writing abt.. haish.. quite upset wit myself.. dunno when i can dun so blur and stupid la.. sometimes i oso very gong.. mei chi will gana scold de.. sob sob.. help me ar..
haish.. nth for me to do today.. my brain keep cant work.. imagine.. wat i wrote in my cognitive devt i can dun understand wat i am writing abt.. haish.. quite upset wit myself.. dunno when i can dun so blur and stupid la.. sometimes i oso very gong.. mei chi will gana scold de.. sob sob.. help me ar..
today is not a day for outing.. cos many things to do.. ytd nite sleep at 5.3oam! and i am so tired when i woke up today.. i was rushing for my assignments and now when it was done i felt relieve but i am worry abt my result.. haiz.. everytime sure have one thing to worry de.. when will stop man..
i suddenly miss my frenz.. i oso dunno why.. i miss everyone.. when can i really see them??? especially my sec sch frenz.. haish..
~~~i MiSs YoU~~~
we leave a mark @ 10:24 PM.
someone force me to blog today down cos she scared i forget everything.. haha.. but i am not tat BLUR!! hehe.. somehow oso not as gong as u la.. wahaha..
let us begin the life of yvonne today.. hee.. went back to riverside for cca open hse.. and so i met miss chithra.. mr koh.. mrs thong.. miss ong.. and mdm ho.. the rest of the teachers i have no ideas cos they din teach me.. hehe.. anyway.. congrats to mrs thong man.. she has been promoted to our sch vice-principal.. hehe.. so there are 2 VPs.. hoho.. after tat help out wit the recruitment.. den st john de fancy drill not bad.. and every year same things.. we shall have a change next yr.. hoho.. and no more GG in sch cos it has been change to GB! and mrs lee not in sjab anymore.. she move to softball.. haiyoyoyoyo.. so sadd la.. everyone gone.. anyway.. join the sch alumni.. dunno do wat de.. den the whole sjab ex-students mostly join cos mis ong asked us to join.. haha.. fun sia.. alumni!! woo hoo.. after everything.. went KFC wit hazel all to have lunch.. den walk walk at cwp for awhile and den off i went back to home.. hehe..
finally i finished up my fp de summary.. den i am really done wit it.. hav to double check again den jiu can print le.. hoho.. den it was time for me to do the area of enhancement neh.. =))))
anyway.. one last min outing.. and it was real last min.. she asked me to go pubbing.. and surprisingly.. i agreed to go wit her.. haha.. den we went to get ready ater tat den we decided meet wat time.. and ended up i need to go to her house wait for her.. cos she slow.. hehe.. i fast.. =) den we took mrt down to clarke quay.. on the way to there.. something eerie happened!! and it definitely scared me and her.. she set one miss call ringtones as her msg tone.. but she alrdy switch it to silent mode.. but den something weird happened.. she had a msg and the sound came by.. she was stunned cos she told me it was in silent mode.. i was shocked.. and we tried to see wat went wrong.. and den realised the msg tone was on.. so we change to off.. and den save.. but den.. it on again when we went to double check it.. OMG!!! i was like wat the hell is happening.. we change the setting again.. and tis time.. finally it was off.. and we were kinda relieve.. hengzzzzz
wah.. can say first time go clarke quay ba.. cos that area is for nite life de so i seldom go.. hehe.. den really have fun la.. first time drink cocktail.. but nv finish la give it to her to drink cos i dun really like tat drink.. and most funny thing is.. a middle age man came to ask and said "u gers dun look like u are 18." and he asked our age.. we told him he dun believe.. den keep askin confirm? wah piangz.. but den it was good cos we still look young.. hehe.. =))))
she was somehow moody today.. i accompany her.. listen to her talk.. i kept very quiet today.. cos i lend her my listening ear.. she once lend me hers so i lend her mine.. free of charge de.. haha.. she was somehow drunk but she keep saying no.. den we sat at boat quay and had a talk.. she was bother by 2 major stuffs.. relationship and friendship.. hmm.. i oso dunno how to hhelp her.. quite sad.. =( but still hoping her to be fine soon or else.. hehe.. should noe wat i will do ba.. =)) took NR2 home.. and she sooo sweet ar.. worry for me cos first time walking home alone for 5 bus stop.. thank ger.. lurv ya.. muackz~~
daddy oso very sweet.. he waited for me to come home b4 he actually went to sleep.. he din sleep ytd.. cos he was busy wit a last min job to go down to airport.. he must be very tired.. but he still wait for me.. thank daddy.. i lurv ya.. kiss kiss..
tired le.. shall go orh orh liao.. tml den chiong assignments ba.. jia you le vonne.. =)))
let us begin the life of yvonne today.. hee.. went back to riverside for cca open hse.. and so i met miss chithra.. mr koh.. mrs thong.. miss ong.. and mdm ho.. the rest of the teachers i have no ideas cos they din teach me.. hehe.. anyway.. congrats to mrs thong man.. she has been promoted to our sch vice-principal.. hehe.. so there are 2 VPs.. hoho.. after tat help out wit the recruitment.. den st john de fancy drill not bad.. and every year same things.. we shall have a change next yr.. hoho.. and no more GG in sch cos it has been change to GB! and mrs lee not in sjab anymore.. she move to softball.. haiyoyoyoyo.. so sadd la.. everyone gone.. anyway.. join the sch alumni.. dunno do wat de.. den the whole sjab ex-students mostly join cos mis ong asked us to join.. haha.. fun sia.. alumni!! woo hoo.. after everything.. went KFC wit hazel all to have lunch.. den walk walk at cwp for awhile and den off i went back to home.. hehe..
finally i finished up my fp de summary.. den i am really done wit it.. hav to double check again den jiu can print le.. hoho.. den it was time for me to do the area of enhancement neh.. =))))
anyway.. one last min outing.. and it was real last min.. she asked me to go pubbing.. and surprisingly.. i agreed to go wit her.. haha.. den we went to get ready ater tat den we decided meet wat time.. and ended up i need to go to her house wait for her.. cos she slow.. hehe.. i fast.. =) den we took mrt down to clarke quay.. on the way to there.. something eerie happened!! and it definitely scared me and her.. she set one miss call ringtones as her msg tone.. but she alrdy switch it to silent mode.. but den something weird happened.. she had a msg and the sound came by.. she was stunned cos she told me it was in silent mode.. i was shocked.. and we tried to see wat went wrong.. and den realised the msg tone was on.. so we change to off.. and den save.. but den.. it on again when we went to double check it.. OMG!!! i was like wat the hell is happening.. we change the setting again.. and tis time.. finally it was off.. and we were kinda relieve.. hengzzzzz
wah.. can say first time go clarke quay ba.. cos that area is for nite life de so i seldom go.. hehe.. den really have fun la.. first time drink cocktail.. but nv finish la give it to her to drink cos i dun really like tat drink.. and most funny thing is.. a middle age man came to ask and said "u gers dun look like u are 18." and he asked our age.. we told him he dun believe.. den keep askin confirm? wah piangz.. but den it was good cos we still look young.. hehe.. =))))
she was somehow moody today.. i accompany her.. listen to her talk.. i kept very quiet today.. cos i lend her my listening ear.. she once lend me hers so i lend her mine.. free of charge de.. haha.. she was somehow drunk but she keep saying no.. den we sat at boat quay and had a talk.. she was bother by 2 major stuffs.. relationship and friendship.. hmm.. i oso dunno how to hhelp her.. quite sad.. =( but still hoping her to be fine soon or else.. hehe.. should noe wat i will do ba.. =)) took NR2 home.. and she sooo sweet ar.. worry for me cos first time walking home alone for 5 bus stop.. thank ger.. lurv ya.. muackz~~
daddy oso very sweet.. he waited for me to come home b4 he actually went to sleep.. he din sleep ytd.. cos he was busy wit a last min job to go down to airport.. he must be very tired.. but he still wait for me.. thank daddy.. i lurv ya.. kiss kiss..
tired le.. shall go orh orh liao.. tml den chiong assignments ba.. jia you le vonne.. =)))
we leave a mark @ 4:32 AM.
Saturday, January 06, 2007
hmm.. ever since ytd.. i had been rushing for my assignments.. and it was sooo stupid.. haish.. nvm.. but heng ar.. i finally finish my FP1.2 de socio/emo devt.. so happy.. den next will be my lesson plan.. wah.. from 6pm.. i had been tryin very hard to think for my lesson plan as in wat to teach the toddlers.. and nth come out.. only until 1am.. i finally start doing.. -__-
tml going back to rss for cca open hse.. but den leh.. after tat still need come home and rush for FP de assignment.. grp de.. cos haven complete and it was soooo rush... need to email to sam by sun afternoon.. so worry cant finish.. if really cant finish.. i shall stay up on sat nite to finish it.. =)) no choice.. hoho..
anyway.. d****s came again today.. and he shocked me out of my life! he suddenly came and asked whether i miss him.. and gosh.. i was stunned so i replied him huh.. he din give up on asking.. next he came by popping out a qn like do ya lurv me.. and tis TOTALLY shock me out of my life.. i din replied him and he started saying wat i noe u dun like me cos u dun wish to reply.. i was like huh wat the hell.. i replied him this kind of things we cant say now.. no one noe the future.. and so tat went on for a few minutes.. anyway.. nth much i can say.. cos i myself oso dunno and worse still.. my feeling for the him is still there.. but really.. no one noes wat will eventually happen next.. so i shall see wat is heaven giving me ba..
another thing is i today noe a lot a lot of yi xiang bu dao de shi qing.. can u imagine.. someone can really do things which is sooo over!!! and tat person jing ran is my frenz!! oh gosh.. i was really shock.. ytd i oso noe abit.. today i noe more.. and tis is going tooo over.. and this has to come to an end.. REALLY!! an end should be done to it.. if not both parties will be having more and more suffering.. hmm.. but will the party listen to otherS?? somehow tis isnt my prob.. why am i interferring?? hmm.. i oso dunno.. i guess cos i am concern abt my frenz ba..
dun care le la.. now only have to rush and rush for the assignmentS!!! need CHIONG AR!!!
jia you le everyone who is chiong-ing wit their assignments!! all the best.. =))
tml going back to rss for cca open hse.. but den leh.. after tat still need come home and rush for FP de assignment.. grp de.. cos haven complete and it was soooo rush... need to email to sam by sun afternoon.. so worry cant finish.. if really cant finish.. i shall stay up on sat nite to finish it.. =)) no choice.. hoho..
anyway.. d****s came again today.. and he shocked me out of my life! he suddenly came and asked whether i miss him.. and gosh.. i was stunned so i replied him huh.. he din give up on asking.. next he came by popping out a qn like do ya lurv me.. and tis TOTALLY shock me out of my life.. i din replied him and he started saying wat i noe u dun like me cos u dun wish to reply.. i was like huh wat the hell.. i replied him this kind of things we cant say now.. no one noe the future.. and so tat went on for a few minutes.. anyway.. nth much i can say.. cos i myself oso dunno and worse still.. my feeling for the him is still there.. but really.. no one noes wat will eventually happen next.. so i shall see wat is heaven giving me ba..
another thing is i today noe a lot a lot of yi xiang bu dao de shi qing.. can u imagine.. someone can really do things which is sooo over!!! and tat person jing ran is my frenz!! oh gosh.. i was really shock.. ytd i oso noe abit.. today i noe more.. and tis is going tooo over.. and this has to come to an end.. REALLY!! an end should be done to it.. if not both parties will be having more and more suffering.. hmm.. but will the party listen to otherS?? somehow tis isnt my prob.. why am i interferring?? hmm.. i oso dunno.. i guess cos i am concern abt my frenz ba..
dun care le la.. now only have to rush and rush for the assignmentS!!! need CHIONG AR!!!
jia you le everyone who is chiong-ing wit their assignments!! all the best.. =))
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Friday, January 05, 2007
haiyo!!!! i have been rushing for my assignments ever since i on my lappie.. and my mind jus cannot be there la.. wah piangz!! i oso dunno wat is happening in my brain la.. it is kinda blank off and nth is seems to be remembering.. wat i always rmb de is all those no need to rmb de la.. wake up ger.. time to chiong all your assignments liao!!
anyway.. today was supposed to meet up wit sockping de.. but in the end.. din.. cos was really in rush for the running record which hannah needed it by today to do the overall evaluation.. hmm.. meet up wit xinyi to pass her the crepe paper.. and ytd i was being scolded for being dumb cos i cant rmb wat is crepe paper.. LOL..
went home first thing was to on lappie and continued my interpretation.. wah piangz.. damn stress la.. i cant start anything on the interpretation.. den asked all my frenz and none of them had done it.. -__- in the end got it from samantha after a long time searching for it.. but i still stuck very long in one of the interpretation.. there were totally nth for me to add in my interpretation.. haish.. really stress neh.. den eyes closing liao.. but den force myself to stay awake.. lucky by 1am.. i finished the whole interpretation not knowing whether it was correct not.. haish.. damn worry la.. =((
anyway.. today knew smth very terrible.. and i started to feel scare.. somehow i really regretted.. but in another way.. i cant think this way.. all is my frenz and i must stay by my frenz side to help them.. but this seems to be very different from any other things.. and i was totally shock and scare.. when will it ever stop?? haix.. feeling very worry abt it too.. but i guess i will nv be able to understand wat is actually going on ba.. hmm..
somehow have been thinking that the world are changing so much and everyone in the earth are kinda suffering ba.. i oso dunno wat i am talking abt neh.. hoho.. anyway.. i really need to keep my promise le.. to be a happy ger.. i wan my past life back.. when i haven meet him.. those life was fun and enjoying.. so i must oso hav tis kind of feeling back.. =)))) if i keep my promise all my frenz oso have to keep their promise oh.. i will be waiting patiently for you to fulfill your promise to me.. =)))
hao le.. i really really very sleeepy le.. i going to sleep le.. hoho.. wish me sweet dreamz ba.. =DDD
and i really wan to thank him for bringing back my frenz.. =))) *thank you*
anyway.. today was supposed to meet up wit sockping de.. but in the end.. din.. cos was really in rush for the running record which hannah needed it by today to do the overall evaluation.. hmm.. meet up wit xinyi to pass her the crepe paper.. and ytd i was being scolded for being dumb cos i cant rmb wat is crepe paper.. LOL..
went home first thing was to on lappie and continued my interpretation.. wah piangz.. damn stress la.. i cant start anything on the interpretation.. den asked all my frenz and none of them had done it.. -__- in the end got it from samantha after a long time searching for it.. but i still stuck very long in one of the interpretation.. there were totally nth for me to add in my interpretation.. haish.. really stress neh.. den eyes closing liao.. but den force myself to stay awake.. lucky by 1am.. i finished the whole interpretation not knowing whether it was correct not.. haish.. damn worry la.. =((
anyway.. today knew smth very terrible.. and i started to feel scare.. somehow i really regretted.. but in another way.. i cant think this way.. all is my frenz and i must stay by my frenz side to help them.. but this seems to be very different from any other things.. and i was totally shock and scare.. when will it ever stop?? haix.. feeling very worry abt it too.. but i guess i will nv be able to understand wat is actually going on ba.. hmm..
somehow have been thinking that the world are changing so much and everyone in the earth are kinda suffering ba.. i oso dunno wat i am talking abt neh.. hoho.. anyway.. i really need to keep my promise le.. to be a happy ger.. i wan my past life back.. when i haven meet him.. those life was fun and enjoying.. so i must oso hav tis kind of feeling back.. =)))) if i keep my promise all my frenz oso have to keep their promise oh.. i will be waiting patiently for you to fulfill your promise to me.. =)))
hao le.. i really really very sleeepy le.. i going to sleep le.. hoho.. wish me sweet dreamz ba.. =DDD
and i really wan to thank him for bringing back my frenz.. =))) *thank you*
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Wednesday, January 03, 2007
suddenly i hav the feeling to post another post today.. i dunno when.. why am i suffering from all tis?? i wanted to cry out.. but i am afraid.. i dun have the mood to do anything.. i cant finish up my assignments.. and worse still my brain is not working.. how am i suppose to do my assignments?? and i had to discuss it tml.. wat am i going to do?? i hate it.. haish..
my mood had nv been peaceful ever since last fri.. everything making me feeling very uneasy.. i could be seen smiling and laughin wit my frenz but my heart is breaking into 2 part.. i am really really feeling very very jia lat.. nth seems to make me smile.. i wan to make myself happy but i jus cant do it.. whenever i wit sockping.. she laugh i will oso laugh and my mood will automatic turn better.. but today no.. i will still laugh but it is not like last time..
HAISH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i jus told shuling i wan to make the relationship between me and him more like frenz and not those kind of stranger.. but i guess tis wun come true ba.. there is still some kind of barrier between me and him.. it jus cant be broken down.. sometimes i tot i can overcome the barrier and reached the other side.. but i realised cant.. i still feel scare.. especially now.. i am scare tat i hurt another person feeling.. haish..
i noe i once said tat i wan to leave tis relationship and i will always give my blessing to the 2.. but it seems like wat i said i din apply.. i still feel miserable abt it.. u worry u hurt me but i worry i hurt u.. so wat the point.. no one will eventually get smth from the relationship.. haish.. back out actually is the best choice for everything.. but... haish.. rain noe.. she told to me but i jus cant make myself stop liking him.. he is somehow far too impt for me.. ah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i really dunno.. my mind cant think and make conclusion..
i making ppl upset.. making ppl worry.. making ppl torturing themselves.. YVONNE!!!! is tis how u repay to ppl who are close to u???? IS THIS????? u simply jus an IDIOT!!! U MAKING YOUR FRENZ UPSET AND U MAKING THEM FEELING MISERABLE.. THEY ARE NOT SUPPOSE TO BE LIKE TIS!! COS OF YOUR STUPID HEART WHICH FALL FOR PPL WHO IS NOT SUPPOSE TO BE FALL FOR!!! yvonne!! wake up!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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my mood had nv been peaceful ever since last fri.. everything making me feeling very uneasy.. i could be seen smiling and laughin wit my frenz but my heart is breaking into 2 part.. i am really really feeling very very jia lat.. nth seems to make me smile.. i wan to make myself happy but i jus cant do it.. whenever i wit sockping.. she laugh i will oso laugh and my mood will automatic turn better.. but today no.. i will still laugh but it is not like last time..
HAISH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i jus told shuling i wan to make the relationship between me and him more like frenz and not those kind of stranger.. but i guess tis wun come true ba.. there is still some kind of barrier between me and him.. it jus cant be broken down.. sometimes i tot i can overcome the barrier and reached the other side.. but i realised cant.. i still feel scare.. especially now.. i am scare tat i hurt another person feeling.. haish..
i noe i once said tat i wan to leave tis relationship and i will always give my blessing to the 2.. but it seems like wat i said i din apply.. i still feel miserable abt it.. u worry u hurt me but i worry i hurt u.. so wat the point.. no one will eventually get smth from the relationship.. haish.. back out actually is the best choice for everything.. but... haish.. rain noe.. she told to me but i jus cant make myself stop liking him.. he is somehow far too impt for me.. ah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i really dunno.. my mind cant think and make conclusion..
i making ppl upset.. making ppl worry.. making ppl torturing themselves.. YVONNE!!!! is tis how u repay to ppl who are close to u???? IS THIS????? u simply jus an IDIOT!!! U MAKING YOUR FRENZ UPSET AND U MAKING THEM FEELING MISERABLE.. THEY ARE NOT SUPPOSE TO BE LIKE TIS!! COS OF YOUR STUPID HEART WHICH FALL FOR PPL WHO IS NOT SUPPOSE TO BE FALL FOR!!! yvonne!! wake up!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
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hmm.. today was the first day of sch.. can say was quite ok ba.. morning lecture was still alright den afternoon was having fun.. =))) haha.. MYC was all along dancing.. having fun neh.. den after sch follow shuling and cindy to library and see them do their assignment.. den i saw sockping at library too.. talked to her and den xinyi came down to take science book so after tat we went to canteen 1.. den ate takopachi ball.. and drink bubbles tea!! yum yum..
den after tat went to library to find shuling cos she called me.. she told me things so i rushed there.. but i was upset.. nvm.. den i left sch at 5.30pm.. den i saw someone.. i was overyjoyed.. hehe.. everything seems to change and only some ppl noe wat happening cos i told them.. =D mood was not okay cos i miss the chance but i was happy when i saw.. =))
hmm..
me and cindy mummy.. happy us.. =))
me and shuling de back view.. =S
wah.. see we so hard working.. doing work in class.. =))
den after tat went to library to find shuling cos she called me.. she told me things so i rushed there.. but i was upset.. nvm.. den i left sch at 5.30pm.. den i saw someone.. i was overyjoyed.. hehe.. everything seems to change and only some ppl noe wat happening cos i told them.. =D mood was not okay cos i miss the chance but i was happy when i saw.. =))
hmm..
me and cindy mummy.. happy us.. =))
finally.. six of us.. and full family photo of our sotong family!!!
me and shuling de back view.. =S
wah.. see we so hard working.. doing work in class.. =))actually many things have been thought.. and i have told myself tat i wan to be a happy ger.. but i guess i cant do tat ba.. everything is currently rushing towards me and den making me feeling very very stress and tired.. and i have oso decided.. i will nv add on my problems to my frenz.. cos i wan my frenz to be happy and not sad.. i alone sad jiu hao le.. and not add on to my frenz mood.. making one feelin down make me feel down too.. and tis make me very very miserable.. i hate tis kind of feeling.. i making my frenz torturing herself and den in turn i feel heart ache when i saw it.. wat should i do?? many things shouldnt be happening but it was me who make it happened.. i really really very very upset abt it.. haish.. i wish everything will be fine.. i shall rmb.. i will always keep my things to myself and nv tell it to my frenz.. let me be a ger inside the well ba..
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