Thursday, October 30, 2008
you are the one who said dont contact but... you still contact me. alright i noe is not very good to be still in contact with him. but i dont noe leh. is like i hope he contact me then at times i hope he dont cause is really very bad. roar! i dont noe what to do liao. haish. sad sad sad! why am i always in this kind of relationship one. never never be a smooth one loh. haixxxxx!!!!
alright yesterday was a long day. went for astro meeting after class and it was like wah piangx i want to slap. i really wish i can wash my hands off everything. but i just cant. i need to make sure that my last semester will be the best and i will enjoy it. 3 weeks had passed and i never enjoy school. cause i have to worry a lot of things. assignments are once piling again. it never look good in a way it should be. haha! things always go the other way round when i wanted it to be this way. i also dont noe why. it just sooo wrong. everything not in correct position. haish. forget it then. i never care about it anymore. haha. life will be better if i dont be bother about it. =) if i got to be worry for so many things, i will be insane very very soon. haha!
and guess what. i am here for another joke. which is super dui lian lah. wah piangx. yesterday when we were walking out to the exit of the library, i walk till i knock onto the cupboard. and it was like i noe i was walking near the cupboard. but i just knock onto it. and is like sooo pain. ting samm and leen were laughing like mad lah. then zi and i so paiseh. cause i knock onto the cupboard then move back knock onto zi. so stupid. i never imagine i will be so dumb. =.= then nevermind can. today went to bpp kfc with leen and ting. i was the one ordering and the person who serve me is a trainee. i saw him packing food in a plastic bag. then i got shock. i cant remember what i told him. i thought that i told him i want to take away the food. so i immediately called him and said i want to dine in not take away. he gave me the super blur look. then he told me this one is for another person. my whole face went hot can! i was sooo paiseh. ting and leen were laughing like mad. is like wah piangx. tue to thurs sure got joke one leh. how come it never stop? and all happened to me. is like what the hell. i never do anything why karma on me! roar!!! is sooo dui lian lah. haiyo. i thought he heard wrong so in order not to make him do extra things. in the end make myself paiseh only. haiyo!!!! i bet samm or zi read this will laugh till mad. =.=
another joke for the day. it has to end. so i must make sure tomorrow i have a clear morning and never let anything harm me! =))
mac breakfast tomorrow with zi and leen. maybe ting. samm stay tooo far. cant ask her come bpp for breakfast. nevermind next time we shall have it at kap. hahaha! i cant wait to eat my hotcakes or sasuage egg muffin. haha! harsh brown toooo!!!!! hoho! tomorrow is friday. sat and sun will be another boring day for me. haish! sad sad. if only san yi allows pui pui to stay here. heex. i cant wait to see pui pui later. and sat is my aileen godsis graduation at rp. haha! cant wait to see her in her haawaii dress. haha! photos time will be up sooon. =))
alright yesterday was a long day. went for astro meeting after class and it was like wah piangx i want to slap. i really wish i can wash my hands off everything. but i just cant. i need to make sure that my last semester will be the best and i will enjoy it. 3 weeks had passed and i never enjoy school. cause i have to worry a lot of things. assignments are once piling again. it never look good in a way it should be. haha! things always go the other way round when i wanted it to be this way. i also dont noe why. it just sooo wrong. everything not in correct position. haish. forget it then. i never care about it anymore. haha. life will be better if i dont be bother about it. =) if i got to be worry for so many things, i will be insane very very soon. haha!
and guess what. i am here for another joke. which is super dui lian lah. wah piangx. yesterday when we were walking out to the exit of the library, i walk till i knock onto the cupboard. and it was like i noe i was walking near the cupboard. but i just knock onto it. and is like sooo pain. ting samm and leen were laughing like mad lah. then zi and i so paiseh. cause i knock onto the cupboard then move back knock onto zi. so stupid. i never imagine i will be so dumb. =.= then nevermind can. today went to bpp kfc with leen and ting. i was the one ordering and the person who serve me is a trainee. i saw him packing food in a plastic bag. then i got shock. i cant remember what i told him. i thought that i told him i want to take away the food. so i immediately called him and said i want to dine in not take away. he gave me the super blur look. then he told me this one is for another person. my whole face went hot can! i was sooo paiseh. ting and leen were laughing like mad. is like wah piangx. tue to thurs sure got joke one leh. how come it never stop? and all happened to me. is like what the hell. i never do anything why karma on me! roar!!! is sooo dui lian lah. haiyo. i thought he heard wrong so in order not to make him do extra things. in the end make myself paiseh only. haiyo!!!! i bet samm or zi read this will laugh till mad. =.=
another joke for the day. it has to end. so i must make sure tomorrow i have a clear morning and never let anything harm me! =))
mac breakfast tomorrow with zi and leen. maybe ting. samm stay tooo far. cant ask her come bpp for breakfast. nevermind next time we shall have it at kap. hahaha! i cant wait to eat my hotcakes or sasuage egg muffin. haha! harsh brown toooo!!!!! hoho! tomorrow is friday. sat and sun will be another boring day for me. haish! sad sad. if only san yi allows pui pui to stay here. heex. i cant wait to see pui pui later. and sat is my aileen godsis graduation at rp. haha! cant wait to see her in her haawaii dress. haha! photos time will be up sooon. =))
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Tuesday, October 28, 2008
alright you state what you actually want. so i wont say anything more. till we meet next time bah. may you have your happiness and dont just come to me and complain. =)
today is another simple day. very very simple. hang out with my usual gang before going to do assignments. library is always the best place to go before going anywhere. chit chat and do nothing at the library. then went over to it helpdesk to get help in connecting to wireless. and something super duper paiseh happened.
the moment i walked in, everyone turn and look cause my shoes make a lot of sound while walking. then a guy was helping me with my wireless and he went to pluck something in my lappie. then it runs certain program. he looks at my list and realised something.
guy: oh god. i am so sorry. i install the wrong thing you want.
me: huh?
guy: i thought you from ICT so i install the software that ICT needs.
me: oh okay. (i was laughing all the way)
guy: why you didnt tell me i install wrong thing?
me: huh? erm.....
ting: i think she dont even noe you install the wrong program for her. (keep laughing)
guy: (laughs) oh.
and that is how the conversation ended. wah piangx super paiseh can! the stupid ting never stop laughing and said i was stupid. ROAR!
okay joke of the day right. super duper paiseh can! i never feel so paiseh lah. that guy still can give me those face. wah piangx. like as if i will noe everything. but nevermind. i wont step in there liao i think. haha! =D
alright i wont be sad i wont be crying. let this matter drop and never flip it opens again. a new chapter begins and everything will change. you will no longer be you and me will no longer be me. let us start anew and dont bother coming back to me. dont make me fall again. i wont be able to take it next time. =)
today is another simple day. very very simple. hang out with my usual gang before going to do assignments. library is always the best place to go before going anywhere. chit chat and do nothing at the library. then went over to it helpdesk to get help in connecting to wireless. and something super duper paiseh happened.
the moment i walked in, everyone turn and look cause my shoes make a lot of sound while walking. then a guy was helping me with my wireless and he went to pluck something in my lappie. then it runs certain program. he looks at my list and realised something.
guy: oh god. i am so sorry. i install the wrong thing you want.
me: huh?
guy: i thought you from ICT so i install the software that ICT needs.
me: oh okay. (i was laughing all the way)
guy: why you didnt tell me i install wrong thing?
me: huh? erm.....
ting: i think she dont even noe you install the wrong program for her. (keep laughing)
guy: (laughs) oh.
and that is how the conversation ended. wah piangx super paiseh can! the stupid ting never stop laughing and said i was stupid. ROAR!
okay joke of the day right. super duper paiseh can! i never feel so paiseh lah. that guy still can give me those face. wah piangx. like as if i will noe everything. but nevermind. i wont step in there liao i think. haha! =D
alright i wont be sad i wont be crying. let this matter drop and never flip it opens again. a new chapter begins and everything will change. you will no longer be you and me will no longer be me. let us start anew and dont bother coming back to me. dont make me fall again. i wont be able to take it next time. =)
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Monday, October 27, 2008
yesterday i thought it was just a normal day. but when it reached night time, everything changed. i got so hurt in whatever he said. after 9 months, he came back looking for me. althought he did come back to me during this 9 months, this time round it really hurt me more. i didnt noe that my love for him is still there. i thought i already forget about everything. but it was not the truth. haish! i fallen back to him again. i dont noe what i should do. haish. i called sweetie and i was talking to her for very long. both of us are so ke lian. haish! i noe this relationship is not possible. but why he wants to come back and check on my feelings towards him? he said to wait for him. but how long can i wait? months or years? you said you will settle your problem with your gf first. and you even said you regretted the decision you made. but everything is too late. i will ask for more if you keep staying by my side. or will you disappear tomorrow? haish. i dont noe. i got no thinking skills liao! i feel so dont noe what to say. ROAR! how i wish my bao bei is here. so i can hug and kiss him all i want. i miss my bao bei neh. need to wait till thursday then can see my bao bei. so long!
haha. my heart is numb. totally numb. i got no more feeling liao. i need another person to come and activate my feeling. where is that person? haish.
forget about the past and move forward.
oh my! the 8pm show at channel 8 is super touching. first time watching the show. i cried leh. maybe cause already very sad so see sad story then will cry. haha! i mean i didnt noe in singapore there are such family. how i wish i can also help them. haish. and 9pm show is super super exciting. haha! today is a day full of excitment. =)
life will be better afterall. think of the bright side bah!
haha. my heart is numb. totally numb. i got no more feeling liao. i need another person to come and activate my feeling. where is that person? haish.
forget about the past and move forward.
oh my! the 8pm show at channel 8 is super touching. first time watching the show. i cried leh. maybe cause already very sad so see sad story then will cry. haha! i mean i didnt noe in singapore there are such family. how i wish i can also help them. haish. and 9pm show is super super exciting. haha! today is a day full of excitment. =)
life will be better afterall. think of the bright side bah!
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Friday, October 24, 2008
alright yvonne is back to blogging again. sorry really that busy recently till no time to update my blog. haha! but i guess everything will be back to normal soon as tuitions are cutting down liao. haha! but iep and all the other assignments coming up too. will get real busy after that i guess. but i should have a lot of fun. in the process of doing those assignments. wahaha!=)
okay went to the childcare centre today. the environment is so nice that i feel even those famous childcare also cant compare. haha! and the teachers there are so nice too. =) i feel we will have loads and loads of fun there. heex! i am looking forward to my trip there again to enjoy myself with the kiddies! =D
alright went to vivo just now. and i got tonnes of things to complain. but i dont think i should post it up here. for those close frenx of mine will definitely noe what is happening. till now i cant forget what happened! omg lah! i cant forget about the whole trip back home. haish! okay nevermind just treat it as some lesson learnt. so stand on my point. never go out alone! WAHAHA! =D
alright yvonne jia you for assignments! =DD
okay went to the childcare centre today. the environment is so nice that i feel even those famous childcare also cant compare. haha! and the teachers there are so nice too. =) i feel we will have loads and loads of fun there. heex! i am looking forward to my trip there again to enjoy myself with the kiddies! =D
alright went to vivo just now. and i got tonnes of things to complain. but i dont think i should post it up here. for those close frenx of mine will definitely noe what is happening. till now i cant forget what happened! omg lah! i cant forget about the whole trip back home. haish! okay nevermind just treat it as some lesson learnt. so stand on my point. never go out alone! WAHAHA! =D
alright yvonne jia you for assignments! =DD
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Friday, October 17, 2008
it had been a week since year 3 semester 2 started. i can say this whole week is quite a nice week. maybe because everything is still new and i am still in the holiday mood rather than school mood. haha! but afterall i feel that everything going to start very soon. assignments due date are nicely arrange in a table form and paste on the wall of my bedroom. this is to remind all the assignments. major assignment can still say to be IEP research. centre settle research topic settle. i feel so relieved. haha! we had our group talk. maybe i really give my frenx a look that i am always so stress up with the assignments. but i feel that is okay lah. at least now i noe i got my fellow group mates to support me and work together with me. i believe we will do well and have lots of fun. =))
okay went back to centre yesterday. i feel so warm. haha! ms maria was saying that i miss them too much that why i am back. but too bad. that is not the point. i went back because i need to do observation. haha! actually i did miss my children and the teachers. haha! my children were so funny. when they were waiting at the steps for the teachers to pick them up, i went over to hug my precious girl and my children saw me. haha! so i went for my lunch with wendy and janice. after which, i went to my class again. zhang laoshi was telling me the children were asking for me when they came in the class. haha! they miss me i guess. wahaha! i miss them too. =)) we had fun doing veggies salad and also at the okidspot. heex!!! alright observation was not that successful. thus i need to redo it next week. hmm. nevermind jia you bah! =))
i feel great to be back in school. heex! oh ya. i surprised my sweetie girl. haha! she was far toooo touched by me. hoho! i guess she will never forget me in the future. she is mine for sure!!! wahaha! we had our girlies talk the other night at the bus stop. she gave me a warm hug too. haha! currently somebody bdae coming too. hmmm! i shall surprise everyone! wahaha!
i lead a happy life~
okay went back to centre yesterday. i feel so warm. haha! ms maria was saying that i miss them too much that why i am back. but too bad. that is not the point. i went back because i need to do observation. haha! actually i did miss my children and the teachers. haha! my children were so funny. when they were waiting at the steps for the teachers to pick them up, i went over to hug my precious girl and my children saw me. haha! so i went for my lunch with wendy and janice. after which, i went to my class again. zhang laoshi was telling me the children were asking for me when they came in the class. haha! they miss me i guess. wahaha! i miss them too. =)) we had fun doing veggies salad and also at the okidspot. heex!!! alright observation was not that successful. thus i need to redo it next week. hmm. nevermind jia you bah! =))
i feel great to be back in school. heex! oh ya. i surprised my sweetie girl. haha! she was far toooo touched by me. hoho! i guess she will never forget me in the future. she is mine for sure!!! wahaha! we had our girlies talk the other night at the bus stop. she gave me a warm hug too. haha! currently somebody bdae coming too. hmmm! i shall surprise everyone! wahaha!
i lead a happy life~
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Friday, October 10, 2008
today is the last day of work. i really cant bear to leave the children and the teachers there. i miss them. i dont noe why i feel so sad afterall. maybe because i really have a strong bond with the teachers and children. i miss the gossip gang who will gather after 5pm to talk about the day. today the whole gang not around. left me wendy and janice. like so empty. and the whole centre seems empty today. haish. stayed with k1 after 4pm and the children are so cute. i dont always go to the class. but the children are so lovely. i nearly cried when i was leaving the children. took photos but not with all the children. i really miss them. ahhhhH!!
and i feel super stress this few days. somehow i regretted giving my number to him. i mean yes we are frenx for quite some times. and he seems to be one who is good to chat with. but it doesnt mean anything. and he is now getting on my nerves. he sms me everyday and call every night. i feel irritated. and repeating the same old question do i stand a chance make me feel even stress. ahhh! i dont need all this idiot things. i just need to smile and be happy.
i really need to be happy. school is starting on monday. i really miss zi ting samm leen and qing. plus some other people too. but i got a feeling it will be a stressful semester. haish! god bless me! i need some energy! please give energy to me! i will appreciate it very much. =)
and i feel super stress this few days. somehow i regretted giving my number to him. i mean yes we are frenx for quite some times. and he seems to be one who is good to chat with. but it doesnt mean anything. and he is now getting on my nerves. he sms me everyday and call every night. i feel irritated. and repeating the same old question do i stand a chance make me feel even stress. ahhh! i dont need all this idiot things. i just need to smile and be happy.
i really need to be happy. school is starting on monday. i really miss zi ting samm leen and qing. plus some other people too. but i got a feeling it will be a stressful semester. haish! god bless me! i need some energy! please give energy to me! i will appreciate it very much. =)
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Saturday, October 04, 2008
it had been soo long. thus i feel that it should be time i do some updating of my life recently. haha! initially i should be very free staying at home. but who noes, ntuc hq said that i should stay at the childcare till 10oct and learn more things. i gave zhang lao shi a sianx half face when she told me that. haha. after which i complain to ms jasclyn and ms maria about not having some rest. they told me to look on the bright side. haha! maybe i should. but nevermind i love being with my kiddos everyday. =)
okay this few weeks had been a tiring week. especially last week. monday was attached to my toddlers and n1 class. i really had a hard time controlling them. maybe i was used to the routine with the discoverers bah. thus i feel very very tired at the end of the day. tuesday was children day celebration. i had fun watching the children playing games. it was soo fun. =) everything was fine. thursday and friday were the tough days cause both teachers not around. but children were still manageable. =) lucky us. haha! =) anyway i still got one more week before i end work at the centre. but i still miss my children! i want my children! haha! i shall visit them once in a while. =D
alright from this working experiences, i learnt quite a lot of things. i realised not everyone who look nice will definitely be nice. there were quite a few examples which i saw it with my own eyes. sometimes i really dont understand why. but as times went by i realised why mummy always tell me zhi ren zhi mian bu zhi xin. although i learnt this line from very long ago when i had a lot of problems with friendship, i still trust people easily. i dont noe what i should do in order to noe dont trust people easily. haish. maybe i still a few more lessons before i really learn bah. and this will be supper hurting. =(
okay you noe xiang nephew is currently at my house. and i tell you i find him super irritating. he cried at least 10 times a day. this make me hate staying at home listening to his crying. and the fact is he cried for nothing. he cried cause he cant get things correctly. he cried cause he was not allow to play this games. he cried cause he dont noe how to play the games. can you imagine how irritating it gets? definitely feel like slapping him. now seriously i wish that hao nephew is here instead. nevermind monday coming and everything going to end. haha! counting down to monday!
and yvonne is getting super fat! i really keep giving excuses for exercising and cutting down tibits and sweets. oh my! one more week to school and i ffeel super duper fat! okay give myself some time frame. by end of the year i must slim down till 60kg! that is my target! i dont care!!! people please remind me about my target! hahaha!
my target is 60kg!!!!!!
okay this few weeks had been a tiring week. especially last week. monday was attached to my toddlers and n1 class. i really had a hard time controlling them. maybe i was used to the routine with the discoverers bah. thus i feel very very tired at the end of the day. tuesday was children day celebration. i had fun watching the children playing games. it was soo fun. =) everything was fine. thursday and friday were the tough days cause both teachers not around. but children were still manageable. =) lucky us. haha! =) anyway i still got one more week before i end work at the centre. but i still miss my children! i want my children! haha! i shall visit them once in a while. =D
alright from this working experiences, i learnt quite a lot of things. i realised not everyone who look nice will definitely be nice. there were quite a few examples which i saw it with my own eyes. sometimes i really dont understand why. but as times went by i realised why mummy always tell me zhi ren zhi mian bu zhi xin. although i learnt this line from very long ago when i had a lot of problems with friendship, i still trust people easily. i dont noe what i should do in order to noe dont trust people easily. haish. maybe i still a few more lessons before i really learn bah. and this will be supper hurting. =(
okay you noe xiang nephew is currently at my house. and i tell you i find him super irritating. he cried at least 10 times a day. this make me hate staying at home listening to his crying. and the fact is he cried for nothing. he cried cause he cant get things correctly. he cried cause he was not allow to play this games. he cried cause he dont noe how to play the games. can you imagine how irritating it gets? definitely feel like slapping him. now seriously i wish that hao nephew is here instead. nevermind monday coming and everything going to end. haha! counting down to monday!
and yvonne is getting super fat! i really keep giving excuses for exercising and cutting down tibits and sweets. oh my! one more week to school and i ffeel super duper fat! okay give myself some time frame. by end of the year i must slim down till 60kg! that is my target! i dont care!!! people please remind me about my target! hahaha!
my target is 60kg!!!!!!
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