hi.. actually i dunno wat to say liao lo.. cos i realise there are realli alot of ppl who is concern abt me.. i am really thankful tat i got those grp of frenz.. but i think i have been putting alot of stress on them too.. i shouldnt be so selfish.. and i realise tat they are oso sad bcos of me.. haiz.. i dunno whether this is rite or wrong.. loving a ppl is going to hurt more and wun feel tat xing fu.. tis is say by someone.. but u kn.. actually if u really lurv tat ppl.. u will find it xing fu too.. but if tat ppl jus reject u straight.. i guess it going to be damn hurt lo.. haiz.. wat will he give me?? the ans will it be no or will it be yes??
haiz.. i kn i watch b4.. xiangqin is really very determined.. she say she like zhishu she really lurv him alot.. even when zhishu rejected her lurv letter.. but she stand back on her feet again and try all her way to let zhishu accept her.. maybe i should be like her.. lolx.. but i think tis wun happen in reality.. cos wat happen to xiangqin and zhishu is jus drama.. it will nv happen.. esp to a ppl like me who is fat and ugly.. haiz... why?? why heaven is like damn unfair de lo.. it give me all the lurv i wish for.. but it oso give me all the worryness i have.. arghz.. i really dun really kn wat i should do.. i jus got tis feelin tat i will be rejected one day.. but if if.. one day he accept me.. will i be happy?? cos sokleng say waitin for a ppl to lurv u is much more xing fu den lurvin a ppl.. is tis true?? i am really meetin the end of road.. haiz..
one more thing.. weifu is feelin damn sad.. and he say he wan jump down.. actually i dun really kn wat actually happen to him.. haiz.. i really cant do anything for him neh.. all i can do is to tell him wat to do now and forget abt e past and let a brand new day arrive.. backstabbers pls.. leave all my frenz alone.. dun ever come to them.. u are making them suffer u kn.. and u happily sittin there watching.. arghz.. tat is the reason why i hate backstabbers and liars!!!!! haiz..
i guess all tis have to stop le lo.. cos it is hurtin.. i dun wan lose a frenz.. haiz.. if a relationship u wan achieve can spoilt a friendship.. wat is the use?? gainin a relationship but lose a frenz close to u?? it stupid..

cindy blog say me again neh.. haiyo.. she say must be myself and dun ever change.. cos i am wat i am.. haiz.. she oso say "bu yao zai yong shuang shou ba ni ai de ren song gei bie ren le" haha.. me nv neh.. i jus wan to give her.. not bie ren.. lolx.. actually i hui she bu de de.. so i guess i wun be giving to u neh.. hehe.. i lurv him more den i lurv myself...

happy~~~ he actually say confirm wit me again.. haha.. only those who close to me will kn.. hehe.. today is my happy day!!!

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hehe.. the photo of my prince aka tai zi is up.. but veyr not clear wor.. no choice la.. it keep run here run there.. very difficult to take de lo.. haha..
today is not a very good day oso.. haiz.. he is online but den i talk to him he no reply.. dunno wat he is doing.. he say he brb but den he is like gone le lo.. no reply me de.. jus wan to kn how is he le ma.. den treat me tis way lo.. arghz.. why he like tat lei.. make me feel sad lo.. haiz.. wondering if i ask him out on 8 aug to see firework will he come along ma.. *wondering* haiz.. but still nto confirm neh.. cos we oso dunno wan go ma.. kinda like sianz lei.. cos everyone is worry abt the exam which is starting on 18 aug.. haiz.. no more fun now le lo.. why like tat?? why why why?? i guess no one can give me a very good ans ba.. haiz.. mood will nv change lo.. is like really dun feel like doing things nowadays.. dun feel liek going sch neh.. haiz.. arghz.. wat am i going to do neh?? should i tell him or should i not?? but it is kinda fast le lo.. let time flies first.. but there are many things which i am worry.. i worry i worry.. haiz.. hope tat one day i can be his close frenz and the one he can always turn to when he have trouble ba.. plz.. let me kn wat i am doing is right or wrong.. i need someone to guide me along.. i really have to jia you le wor.. thank everyone!!!

i dunno why i suddenly have tis feeling.. frenz are not truely frenz.. and sometime i hate them and i hate myself for tis.. i dunno why.. i am jus too worry one day they might jus come to u and say i hate u and i dun treat u as my frenz.. den wat should i do?? haiz.. i dunno why.. i realise that after i confirm tat he means a lot to me.. den my frenzship gone down.. is like kinda hurt.. argh.. sokleng say she decided to stay away from wat i am going thru now.. she confirm dun wan to care le.. it hurt me when i hear tat.. sokleng.. u kn.. really hurt.. i dunno why.. u ask me jia you continue wat i am doing.. but u jus leave me alone and ask me to get thru it myself.. not i wan to say it out here.. is tat i dun dare to say it in front of u.. so i jus write it here.. am i a person who will do tat?? am i?? tell me straight la.. and i am really really SAD!!!!! i dun wan to get involve in tis le!!!!!!!!! i cry i really really cry... i need someone to talk to.. rain where u.. i need u!!!!!!!

aaahhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!! i really dunno wat i am going to do!!!!!!!!! i wan to love him!!! i wan to be by his side!!!! but but but....... i really dunno la... i am in a mess now.. i hate myself..

haiz.. jus very very sad lo now.. i really dunno wat to say now.. i only kn ah ji coem to me.. i tell her wat actually happen.. she ask me to let time minus away the pain.. but i really cant.. i need a very very serious thinking now.. who can help me think?? i dun like the way it actually happen.. i wan a smooth one.. but i cant have it now.. lurv hurt alot!!!!!!!!!!!!! haiz.. now no mood in anything le la... wat the hell.. and i hate everything!!!!! i jus wan to be alone.. without anyone ard.. i dun wan to see u i dun wan to listen to u i dun wan to talk to u!!!!!!!!!! can i jus leave tis world and be alone??? ARGHZZZZZZZZZZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hi.. can say see frenz mood den will come back de ba.. ytd whole day at home was very moody.. but today is diff.. hehe.. i oso dunno why.. i can joke ard neh den keep laughing.. but some ppl say i nv laugh as much as last time.. haiz.. they keep askin wat happen.. and i have to say nth actually happen.. jus dun feel like smiling.. lolx.. den today wah.. so lucky ar.. see him.. den cindy they all pig ar.. they dun belong to sotong le.. is pig.. they keep do things so ming xian.. den i sure he find it weird.. haha.. den he smile at me so i smile back lo.. must be polite ar.. haha.. wah sia.. cindy very naughty sia.. anyhow put my no to 2 guys hp lo.. den i ... lo.. i got nth to say.. den today luch oso cant finish.. cos they all la.. keep make me laugh and tease me.. arghz.. hai me waste food.. after tat we head to the lecture threatre.. we were talking abt everything.. suddenly our topics change and is all abt relationship.. den i was like diao.. nth much to say cos i nv in a relationship b4.. den everyone was askin me to be brave and say out to him u like him.. and i shock sia.. den i was like sayin abt wat sokleng and his msn.. den cindy and eileen shock when they heard i say he jing ran say smth not suppose to be say to sokleng.. den they scolded me.. for asking ppl help to get close to him.. but wat can i do?? i am shy.. arghz.. cindy say u must be wta u are.. not to be wat u wan to be.. must maintain yourself.. ok la.. den must be confident.. dun keep thinkin bad of yourself.. but i am not CONFIDENT!!! i have low self-esteem and i agree!! wat am i really suppose to do.. haiz..
let not say tat le.. u kn today bb coach nv come.. den tat yr 2 de bb player come teach us again.. today is free play.. but it rain... ahh.. den we go to a place got shelter de.. den hor.. i tot tat guy say i go opp den u all stay here but dun go yet.. so i say byebye to him lo.. but who kn i heard wrongly.. he meant we all go opp.. den everyone look at me.. so malu lo.. den b4 tat.. he say one thing lo.. he tell everyone dun run off first cos haven mark attendance.. den eileen keep saying can go le ar.. den i repeat wat he say to eileen la.. who kn tat gal heard it.. i think she tell the guy.. den he look at me and smile sia.. so malu.. den still fa sheng le the thing.. so paiseh lo.. den when we at the shelter.. he like got chou hen wit me lo.. keep ask me qn to ans.. den i all dunno lo.. he ask me ans almost all the qn.. den i still say smth wrong neh.. den ppl laugh lo.. pig him de lo.. den he still dare to smile when ask me ans qn.. arghz.. but den i realise he same class as my frenz lo.. haha.. he today yi zhi zai zheng wo lo.. he pig de.. if see him again.. i sure die.. lolx.. pray hard dun see him again.. haha.. he make me so paiseh de lo.. arghz.. den nite go astro.. today veyr early release cos rain ma.. den sky not clear so no see star lo.. haa.. but quite fun today.. have a lot of laughter.. but soon will go back the same again... ........

haiz.. see my topic le ma.. same old thing again.. mood is not gettin any better today too.. after watching aqmfs last ep.. come online again.. tis is as usual la.. i got nth to do so i online lo.. den talk to ppl.. haiz.. but den lei.. mood nv change.. even when see aqmfs mood still same.. even when it is a happy ending.. haiz.. wta to do lei.. haiz.. everyday sad oso not a good thing to have.. wait very fast old de lo.. but wat can i do.. i really really dunno wta i should do.. tell him.. tat is not going to be it.. arghz.. i dunno wat i am going to write le la.. i have no ideas le.. my brain is now totally blank.. rainin and rainin.. even the heaven see me not happy.. haiz.. arghz.. i dun wan write le la.. cos i really dunno wat to write.. eeeeee...

aaaa.. bad mood again.. tis is super terrible le lo.. i dunno why tis have to become like tis..hurt me alot.. haiz.. actually should be quite happy de neh.. but everything jus go another way.. haiz.. should be very happy de.. cos today go sch mood still very high.. den we take a lot of pics.. very fun.. den play awhile b4 lesson start.. cindy keep callin me xiao mei mei cos i wear new shirt which really make me like xiao mei mei neh.. haiyo.. den they all keep say me like little gal.. haha.. den xiaowei they all praise i tody look cute neh.. LOLX!!! haiz.. den after tat.. go home lo.. reach home den xiao jiu mu still ard.. so we talk awhile den mummy suddenly say smth tat shock me.. she actually ask xiao jiu mu to help me see the camera.. lolx.. she today so kind sia.. haha.. den xiao jiu mu say she will see.. haha.. so good.. den i got new camera den can take nice pics le.. but wun take 56 de la.. cos 56 take le my hands sure shake.. haha.. jus wan to take nice pics and tat all.. haha..
today online at 10pm.. den see him no online.. i was thinkin suan le.. maybe he wun online le ba.. den suddenly his nick appear.. and he is online.. ya.. finally.. haha.. so we chat.. now at least i kn which course he is in.. fine.. happy le.. but somethin hurt me again.. ... tell me she is talkin to him.. and i am hurt.. although i kn is i ask her to talk de la.. but kind of like really sad when i kn he talk to her.. haiz.. i dunno how i should react.. tis is wat ppl call jealous.. haiz.. suan le la.. dun think too much.. and hor.. tat ... sorry ar.. i kn i shouldnt react tis way.. but i jus cant control myself.. arghz.. i hate it man.. i am really scare!!! everything is goin the wrong way veyr soon.. i wan to cry le la.. I MUST CONTROL AND NOT TO CRY!!!! but....... i really cant hold it anymore..

haiz.. actually i wan sleep early today de.. but bcos of my stupid idiot bro la.. play and play his maple story den dun wan stop.. den my wireless router is going to rust le la.. no one kb how to fix it.. arghz.. sianz one lo.. haiz.. i hate the ppl sia.. say wat jus connect can le.. but it cant work.. and tat stupid pig dun wan help me fix it.. arghz.. i hate it.. and i cant use internet.. haiz.. i am sick and tired liao le la.. tis kinf of life is not going to be fine for me le.. haiz.. today is the last day at childcare centre.. so sweetz.. the playground kids are so sweetz.. teacher manjit ask them to hug the teacher.. they jus come over and hug me sia.. i shock sia.. cos i not their teacher.. den they still hug me.. haha.. the nursery kids jus sit there and see.. but auite a few were asking when i will be back.. but i tell them not so soon.. haha.. i really miss them sia.. nearly cry sia.. cos is like i have been wit them for 10 weeks.. say leave den leave le.. heart pain sia.. haha.. hope they can behave themselves and nv make the teachers angry again.. they are forever good children in my heart.. i lurv them all.. hope to see them soon.. they going to the zoo on 4 aug sia.. too bad.. i got lesson.. if not i will go wit them de.. haiz.. ya.. surprisingly.. i saw him today.. and i guess maybe he oso saw me ba.. haha.. too bad.. lift is full if not i will take the lift.. haha.. i think i shall not elaborate more on wat happenz.. those wit me de den will kn.. haha... have been thinking all abt this today.. cindy is saying are u going to tell him u like him and i was like huh.. must i??? i am scare of being reject.. cos i kn.. after tat.. no more frenz le.. haiz.. den they were sayin wat will he reply if he really reject me.. den cindy was saying .... (i forgot le!!! hehe..) and sokleng was saying "let be frenz".. wah sia.. hurt me.. haiz.. but have to be mentally prepare if he really say tat to me.. but i guess i jus have to hide wat i am feeling towards him le lo.. no choice.. in order to be frenz.. i hav to do tat.. if not i will hurt myself and other ppl.. haiz.. jus hope tat everything will be fine and wish for tat day to come.. btw.. sokleng is very good in predicting something.. if u need someone to predict anything for u.. pls find sokleng.. cos wat she say will eventually come true de lo.. i oso dunno why lei.. haha.. so.. sokleng u should kn wat to do le huh.. haha.. oh ya.. i think i rmb smth.. i need to show crayfish pic.. but is not very clear neh.. haha.. my crayfish is a male.. his name is prince.. chinese is tai zi.. haha.. rmb.. in my mvp valentine.. my darling de name neh.. haha.. i dunno why.. i jus lurv tis name.. so i called him prince.. sweetz and nice.. hehe.. =) *i cant upload the pics.. haiz.. suan le.. next time den i post it up..*

haiz.. wat i should say lei.. ytd nv come post.. cos i was out all day.. cant say all day la.. cos i am not ard at 1plus to 8plus.. half day.. lolx.. ah yi and ah ma they all come.. den go bugis lo.. xiao jiu mu wan go pray cos she going to japan tis wed.. hehe.. japan neh.. how i wish i can go wit her.. but too bad.. i wan ask her help me buy camera neh.. dunno can ma.. hehe.. ytd finally get to buy my wa wa shoes.. and my skirt.. i lurv tat skirt alot neh.. hehe.. u kn wat.. ah ma alrdy 2mths nv see me.. the 1st word she say when she enter is where is yvonne.. den i was like huh?? i am standin here.. still callin her lo.. den she say wah.. change alot sia.. den say i slim down alot le.. i say no lo.. still very fat.. den ah yi oso say gettin very pretty le hor.. den i shy sia.. cos i really think i am still very fat le.. why ppl say i slim le.. haha.. den nite go granny hse there de coffee shop eat.. den mummy say ask granny and grandpa come down eat.. granny see me oso say i slim down alot liao.. wah piangz.. den i shy again.. haiz.. all so long nv see me oso say i slim down.. but i still think i very fat neh.. i wan go on diet le.. hehe.. den ah yi say slowly la.. cos she kn i everyday need climb bridge.. she say very soon will slim abit de la.. dun worry.. den i say see how lo.. haha..
today sch was so boring neh.. haiz.. den finally tell cindy wat happen to me.. den she scold me.. she say why i lack of confident.. haiz.. cos i dare not fall in lurv lo.. den she say me lo.. den i tell her guys go for slim gal and she say no lo.. dun give yourself so much pressure.. must be confident.. den she say tat "sexy woman" in other class.. haha.. cos tat gal oso fat but she very confident sia.. she say must be like her.. dare to wear.. lolx.. my god.. if i wear like tat.. whole world will die off ba.. haha... den cindy say her frenz say me still say actually i am cute.. pls.. if i am cute.. whole world no cute gal le.. lolx.. i guess if she saw tis going to say me again.. haha.. if i am cute.. den sure got ppl wan me le ma.. but no one wan me lei.. haha.. btw.. sokleng say he nv add her in msn whereby he alrdy login his friendster 2 days ago.. tis is funny.. haha.. maybe he nv receive it ba.. haiz.. sianz sia.. tml going to childcare.. must be veyr happy cos tml last day le.. haiz.. miss those kids man.. really hope can go back there again neh.. i really miss them.. cos i lurv them alot neh.. den i buy smth for them too.. tml goin to give them.. hope they lurv it neh.. enjoy myself tml ba.. =)

hi i am back.. haha.. one whole nite outside.. ytd nv go S&W class.. lolx.. den bring the crayfish home lo.. den after tat rush back to sch.. haiz.. sianz sia.. make me so rush lo.. den reach there only me and sokleng.. nth to do.. pig sia.. den wait for a while.. chun yip.. dennis.. xinzhen come le.. den we eat dinner lo.. eat le.. wait and wait.. den laisheng call say he wan to come.. den is alrdy 6pm lo.. he still at wlds.. sad sia.. den i ask him hurry.. he so heng lo.. reach here on time.. lucky him.. den while waiting for laisheng.. i saw him!!!! wah sia.. i so shock sia.. i tot he wun come.. cos i ask him so many times le.. he oso nv reply me.. haiz.. den i saw him wit him frenz.. den he walk away to far end.. dunno wat he doing sia.. come to those astro de ppl den sit rite beside tat gal.. i got nth to say.. den after tat.. i need tell someone chun yip last min got thing on den laisheng take over him... den tat ppl stand rite beside him.. no choice.. drag sokleng along wit me to find tat ppl.. den i saw him he smile and i smile lo.. den after tat need board bus le.. so go over.. he oso go over.. but who kn.. he say bye to the gal and other ppl.. den he walk off le lo.. my god.. i tot he was coming along.. pig.. nth to say lo.. den my heart sink sia.. den i wanted to talk to sokleng de.. but she go sit wit xinzhen on bus.. den i got nth to say le lo.. on the way to the place i was damn sad.. call rain and talk.. den she keep laughing.. me so sad.. nv laugh.. haiz.. den laisheng keep make me.. i was really angry.. i ask him get away.. arghz.. why ppl like to give another ppl a blank hope.. haiz.. i hate blank hope.. den reach the place.. kah heng say he give us up to 9.45pm to have dinner.. den we go jurong pont.. haiz.. have some ice-cream den feel quite happy le.. so me and sokleng went to toy r us.. den we play the toys sia.. saw wenglun.. haha.. he work there.. fun sia.. everyday play toys.. hehe.. den after tat went kiddy palace.. saw a very cute pooh bear de speaker.. i wan sia.. but i no money buy.. haiz.. den after tat on bus.. i ask laisheng buy.. he say ok.. wahaha.. sokleng and xinzhen is my witness cos they heard it.. bleahx... after tat reach the venue.. kah heng they all say jus now sky is clearer.. den now nth.. i only sae the jupiter.. den no more le.. haha.. nvm.. cant blame.. den saw xinxiang.. den suddenly all join and talk to me and sokleng sia.. den talk talk talk lo.. den victor say wan play cards.. so i see them play.. haha.. so fun when playing.. den i get to kn alot of ppl like xinxiang.. victor.. desmond.. shun qiang.. logen.. jasmine.. yan xian.. alvin.. melvin.. and the list go on.. haha.. they are nice ppl neh.. if he oso coem along.. maybe i can get to kn him more.. arghz.. so sad de lo.. den oso so sad de lo.. he nv add sokleng in msn.. wah lau.. he pig sia.. haiz.. today he haven online.. if not can ask him.. haha.. sianz.. tired sia.. sleep at ard 9plus in morning den wakeup at 2plus in afternoon.. lolx.. haha.. later sure very early sleep again.. haha.. tml mummy say den go buy the kids de presents.. anything ba.. haha..

arghz.. actually ytd i post a blog.. but i dunno wta happen to it sia.. it suddenly gone and nv update lo.. den under my editing posts oso dun have.. something is very wrong sia.. haiz.. hack le.. ytd is a very unhappy post.. so i guess i shall forget abt it and start a brand new day.. today is the CS1.1 music and story telling test.. is like damn pig lo.. we prepare for it for so long.. den our grp is like the last 3 den she oso rushing for time.. she stop us abt a few seconds after we start our story lo.. so irritating lo.. haiz.. den other grps are like doing all the things lo.. but only the last few grps tat are not able to do so.. and is kind of like unfair to us.. if she going to fail us.. den we going to be died.. and i guess we are going to the office to ask for a retest if she fail us.. haiz.. hate it man.. and is like oso not our fault.. the whole thing got delay.. atually we start at 4.45pm but ended up we only start at 5.40pm.. almost an hr of time delay.. arghz.. sianz lo.. haiz.. den after tat meet laisheng and go home.. he pig de lo.. nv hold on to the thing den when bus move step on my legs lo.. he wear track shoes neh and i wear slippers.. pig sia.. damn painful neh.. den i got my revenge.. hehe.. bleahz...
today i really damn tired lo.. i feel so sleepy.. i guess i am going to sleep very soon le.. cos tml need to ton the whole nite.. wait i ton halfway sleep sia.. dun wan sia.. wait very dui lian de.. hehe.. so sianz.. really wonder the ppl going tml ma.. like i ask so many times le.. he oso nv say.. haiz.. but i got some sort of feeling he wun not go neh.. cos he dun look like those ppl who will go all this thing de.. haiz... if he nv go.. i will be quite sad ba.. lolx.. haha.. i really dunno sia.. i cant put him away in my mind for one day lo.. i will oso think tis and tat de.. haiz.. sianz sia.. he really make me turn crazy liao.. haiz.. wat am i suppose to do neh.. like no one hav a perfect ans for tis neh.. sometime really think is a waste of my time lo.. cos is like dan lian ma.. so lo.. if is 2 ppl like each other.. den i got nth to say.. haiz.. ytd do the test on astrology matchmaker.. wah sia.. it match me wit a scorpio sia.. haiz.. sad lo.. haha.. maybe my future lao gong is really scorpio de sia.. wahaha.. den eileen say she play tat test oso.. it turn out to be the same as her bf neh.. wahhaa... btw.. i buy a crayfish to rear today.. sokleng, eileen, cindy oso buy.. they buy one male and one female.. i only buy the male de.. cos i think one is enough.. wait 2 ar.. later got small babies sia.. haha.. den sure alot in my hse le.. dun wan neh.. me wait sokleng they all de got babies den ask them give me lo.. wahaha.. den i lie to mummy say is ppl give me de..cos i kn if i say is i buy de she sure wun allow de.. so lo.. hehe.. the crayfish really very cute sia.. blue in color de.. wait i get my crayfish le den i take pics put on blog den let everyone see.. hehe..

eeee.. today have a stupid day.. guess wat.. but i still happy la.. cindy was sayin ytd lucify nv perform up to standard cos shinya sing slow song.. dun suit him lo.. den i was like kind of not happy.. cos is like rain say shinya is sick lo.. haiz.. sad sia.. but still veyr happy tat they can get to the final. everyone must support them oh.. lucify rox on man.. haha..
den today is hannah bdae.. den after my attachment me, sokleng, cindy and binn yi go cwp de bengawan solo buy cake.. haha.. den after tat go mos burger eat neh.. waste my money.. no money le.. haiz.. die.. must get money from mummy again soon.. den is like tis few daes need rush projects le.. haiz.. sianz sia.. ok let get back to hannah bdae.. haha.. den bring cake go sch.. i wonder whether she got sense anythign not.. cos is like very obvious tat everyone is trying to get the bdae cake sign.. haha.. den after tat during break everyone in the class sing to hannah den she shock sia.. haha.. den oso take class photo.. but like not very nice.. eee.. must ask them take again.. hehe.. den after we go toilet.. ppl go toilet is to use de rite.. they go play water lo.. den splash me water.. childish.. bleah.. den after tat eileen say must bring hannah to the toilet to splash her water.. so i bring hannah there.. den they play until mad sia.. hannah shouted.. den bridget take whole water pour.. wahaha.. den after tat.. tat stupid xueting go pour water on me sia.. me only fu zhe bring hannah go de.. end up kana pour.. pig sia.. den me still drink the water lo.. tml go sch xueting going to die le.. wahaha.. den in class so cold neh.. haiyo.. haiz.. next time i wan bring pail go sch liao.. haha..
ya btw.. ytd the ppl actually talk to me.. but very late.. so i must say sorry to the ppl first.. cos i scolded u.. sorry.. hehe.. quite glad the ppl reply me and help me wit my work.. thank alot neh.. hehe.. and hor.. sokleng.. pls lo.. i ask u whether he add u cos i wan to kn.. everytime say me de lo.. den rain oso neh.. scold me zhong se qing you.. dun worry.. i will nv do tat de.. haha..

wah sia.. why hav u got to behave in tis way?? tis really hurt me lo.. i kn la.. me and u oso not tat close yet.. but can u jus be gentleman?? reply me la.. i ask u thing is surely need your help de ma.. u dun reply me.. twice le lo.. wat u think u are.. i am really really veyr angry lo.. i kn la.. maybe u feel funny why i askin for your help.. but i hav no choice lo.. u think i really wan.. u treatin me tis way.. can u imagine if another ppl treat u tis way.. how would u feel.. i am totally upset abt tis.. arghz.. i hate the way u are now lo.. haiz..

i am really not very happy neh.. ever since the ppl appear in my life.. i nv be happy b4.. i can always hav a smile on my face but i dun feel any happiness.. sokleng remind me abt it and i realise ya tat is true lo.. why i let myself so unhappy lei?? i oso dunno lo.. haiz.. does the ppl really make me feel so sad.. haiz.. i guess i hav to put it now le.. cos lurv cant be force.. but den lei.. if i say i cant put him down.. wat can i do.. i kn when sokleng or rain read tis.. they going to scold me le.. haiz.. i oso dunno wat i am suppose to do.. haiz.. really cant take it le.. arghz... i am going to burst very very soon.. haiz..
ytd rain say she wan give me a surprise.. wonder wat is it.. ask her kuek auto ar.. she say no.. darling ar.. she say no.. hmmm.. wat can tat be.. haiz.. actually i not veyr curius wat she give la.. cos i kn sure got to do wit something de.. haha.. i am very sianz.. wat can i do??? today lesson was boring.. haiz.. but i realise today i am awake at koomala and juliana lesson.. haha.. previously i will feel sleepy de.. but today nv le.. haha.. later me going to watch superband result le.. i really wan to pray hard tat lucify can go in the final.. jus now see lucify de comments.. like not too good.. den shinya almost cry.. i feel so sad for him.. is like if they out all their effort will be gone le.. haiz.. dun worry lucify.. i will pray for u all de.. and u all sure can be in the final.. jia you le.. hehe.. haiz.. i realise my mood change very fast neh.. haha.. jus now so upset now everything gone le.. think tis is good ba.. haha.. =)

hello.. another boring day for me again.. all day at home.. online play games and do all sort of nonsense again.. but to my surprise someone add me in msn today.. kind of like wow.. the ppl actually will add me neh.. lolx.. cos i was still thinking maybe wun add de ba.. cos we are oso not tat close yet.. so lo.. but u nv kn.. haha.. wait and wait finally he online le.. chat for awhile but gone.. wat the hell rite.. feel so upset when he gone lo.. dunno why kind of like the ppl have not reply my qn.. wat only.. den tell sokleng and rain abt it.. sokleng was saying maybe com dc or wat.. dun sad.. and i was like i hack care oso liao lo.. and i guess i wun talk to him le neh.. haiz.. so sad.. den rain was saying give ppl some time.. i say ya.. alrite den.. but wat am i going to do?? arghz.. haiz.. i think i should be happy enough tat he will add me in msn ba.. so i think i should jus forget it.. maybe something happen.. haiz.. sad.. my musical instrument is done.. and the sound come out wat it was to be like.. so great tat nth go wrong when doing.. tml can continue painting it and it is done.. hehe.. so happy.. i think i will make the tamborine oso.. incase the japanese drum cant make it.. i guess i must think more positively den negative le.. today i oso finish decorating my friendster.. hehe.. first time sia.. finish all this by myself neh.. so great.. can call myself a champion le neh.. cos i finally do wat i am always lousy in.. angel oso kn why to change to the aug 12 concert tix le.. and she is tryin to help me change cos each ppl can only change 2 tix.. argh.. so many ppl wan to go.. so lo.. all my cousin oso wan go.. even da jie oso wan go.. can u imagine pregnant woman who is going to give birth in oct going to see concert wit so many ppl pushin.. haiz.. she ar.. i got nth to say.. jus hope everything fine lo.. haiz.. must ask guan ying niang niang to bo you everyone and let everyone happy and nv be sad again!!!

wat am i suppose to do?? haiz.. today i tot i will be very happy when i go astro today.. but i think i was wrong.. the ppl was not ard.. i should say he didnt come and my heart was broken.. haiz.. try to ask qn abt the ppl.. den answer was like he is very chatty when he kn u.. he go clubbing sometime and most importantly he is anti-social.. den they oso say he seldom come astro de.. so lo.. and all ask de is not very close to him de.. wat the hell.. all answer so... i really got nth to say.. haiz.. maybe the ppl is alrdy like tat.. the first impression to me.. he dun look like those kind of ppl.. whythngs hav to be diff?? haiz.. really sad after hearing tis.. i was telling sokleng.. guy is not good wit they will go clubbing.. but she tell me so what her frenz oso went clubbing de neh.. i say haiz.. tat wat i think and she ask me not to think tat way.. maybe she is right lo..den today astro presentation like shit lo.. so nervous lo.. den i jus read from everything.. is like got words lo.. ppl oso can read de ma.. haiz.. i guess wat sokleng say is right.. if he appear today.. i will be speechless man.. lucky lo.. but sad he nv come.. next fri going to jurong west to overnight there to see starz.. hehe.. wondering will he be going down.. haiz.. really hope he can go down den maybe can try talking to him.. ask sokleng talk oso.. hehe.. haiz.. today oso got talk to a few seniors.. they oso can chat alot man... haha.. well today oso got a chance to see starz but i did not see much cos it like i cant see.. haha.. i think next fri will have a chance ba.. haha.. sianzation liao.. wat am i suppose to do?? haiz.. sad lo.. thinking i wun be able to be happy the next few days again le.. haiz.. sianz.. haiz.. sianz.. sokleng was saying she cant believe ppl will like someone so fast.. and i was telling her u kn wat is yi jian zhong qing.. she say ya.. but she jus cant understand it.. i oso not sure.. maybe tat is human beings ba.. really cant explain much le.. i oso kn ifi really do something.. i will going to regret it le.. tat wat me is and tat the part where i hate myself most.. arghz!!!! and i kn if i tell someone tat i like him.. i will definitely not going to speak to tat ppl again cos tat is me.. haiz.. wat am i suppose to do?? i am really lost.. should i or should i not??? arghz... haiz..

hehe.. today sch was fun.. haha.. why i say fun ar?? i oso dunno neh.. haha.. jus to make myself happy lo.. haha.. after sch me and sokleng wan go orchard cos she wan to find her eeyore eyes lo.. so ma fan.. den she ask clement along too.. actually jun wei going de.. but he last min need work until late so nv go lo.. den we 3 go.. after tat go eat dinner.. wah.. so exp.. haha.. den still owe sokleng money neh.. haiz.. like owe her forever sia.. cos last time she help me put necklace de deposit oso haven return her neh.. haiz.. haha.. tml no sch.. so good.. hehe.. btw.. jus now tat work de ppl call me sia.. ask me wan work on tis weekend ma.. but den lei.. me need finish all projects so reject le.. haiz.. regret sia.. got money dun wan take.. sad.. nvm la.. no choice lo.. haiz.. sianz.. today saw the ppl de frenz.. haha.. so surprise.. tot the ppl will be wit his tat frenz.. but no lei.. haha.. sad.. den nite i eat durians neh.. within 1 mth i alrdy eat 3 times durians le.. cos last time i say daddy nv buy de.. den is like durians season le.. haha.. den now keep buyin.. haha.. fri got astro de presentation.. arghz.. so worry neh.. den sokleng now rushing the presentation.. haiz.. sad sia.. she cant really rest tml le.. haiz.. me oso cant help her much cos i oso not too sure.. haha.. sad.. 183 club de album comin out soon.. haha.. 4 aug.. but actually waiting for kone de album de.. but who kn 183 club de out first.. haiz.. sianz.. me even ai qing mo fa shi ost oso haven buy den their 1st album out le.. haiz.. sianz.. haha... i tink i got nth much to say le.. when i rmb den i come edit.. haha..

hello.. i dunno why it like a routine everyday le.. i will come to blog and post my life... kind of like so weird le.. haha.. last time oso wun like tat de neh.. haiz.. i realise my life sux man after reading thru all the thing i have wrote b4.. haiz.. i hate tis kind of life.. my life have nv been peaceful ever since u appear in my life.. haiz.. wat can i do?? can someone pls guide me along?? i hate tis lo.. haiz.. sokleng say take it easy and dun think too much.. but u kn.. one cant control wat u think and wat u do.. today after sch waited for 1hr plus for the astro camp in dec de interview.. who kn when sokleng call SQ.. he say no need to interview.. jus give him name.. haiyo.. nv say earlier.. if not i will not need to waste my time there and maybe i can sleep early today.. but i guess i cant do it now.. i need to wait for qingling to send me the ITA1 asignment.. haiz.. i am really very tired.. ever since fri i hav not been sleeping well.. i usually sleep at ard11plus.. but tis drag on to 12plus den i sleep.. haiz.. so tired le la.. i think very soon i will not be able to hang on to it and one day i will fall.. haiz.. wat am i suppose to do neh?? tml going to accompany sokleng and jun wei go orchard cos sokleng wan to find her eeyore de eyes.. orchard sell tis thing?? haha.. i guess maybe got lo.. haiz.. i need a rest le.. lucky thurs no sch.. can sleep late and stay at home.. den will be waiting for fri to come le ba.. haha..
i guess those ppl who read my blog will be damn sianz le.. cos is like me talk everything the same de.. so i think i need to change my topic le.. to something which will make me happy.. ya rite.. i jus cut my fringe today.. eeeee... look kind of like a nerd.. wahaha.. mummy say everytime u first cut hair is like tat de la.. haha.. go to the salon got new hairstylist.. haha.. is a guy neh.. quite shuai de.. haha.. den he help me cut my fringe neh.. so funny.. i mean the way he cut lo.. hehe.. i think i dun wan u anymore.. change target le.. wahaha.. wait ppl going to say i am a hua xin da luo bo le.. haha.. kidding la.. this time i am going to follow my heart le.. hehe..

today is a bad day.. at first can say very happy de.. cos eileen all keep talking abt lame jokes sia.. den i got mummy and daddy le.. haha.. mummy is cindy and daddy is bizhen.. whaha.. den ah ma is qingling lei.. haha.. i am er jie.. sokleng is da jie and eileen is xiaomei.. wahaha.. so funny lei.. lolx.. haiz.. after tat during stb lecture i ask a very stupid question.. i go ask eileen and cindy smth which should not be ask.. haiz.. den all the while me and sokleng like so sad.. nv talk much sia.. haiz.. so sad de lei.. shouldnt hav ask those question.. ask le make myself sad only.. haiz.. cindy and eileen give me the ans like maybe the guy is interested in her so he go and ask her the question.. den hannah say maybe he got some qi tu.. den constance say maybe he wan to be frenz wit her.. but den is tis only tat simple??? maybe wat i am thinking is true.. maybe wat constance say is true too.. but heart ache when hear all this thing.. haiz.. dunno why lei.. den tml going to astro de interview for the camp thingy.. den me and sokleng decide to go for welfare department.. actually dun quite feel like going de lo.. but sokleng ask me to go.. but i am very scare got the stupid nitewalk.. haiz.. i will cry de man.. haiz.. i oso dunno why sia.. haha.. today tease sokleng alot.. so worry she might jus say me oso.. haha.. den after tat when going home.. mood was so down le.. haiz.. sianz..
sokleng give someone a nick name.. a guy was given nickname as "letterbox" and another one was given "oil tank".. dun really kn why he was given nick as oil tank.. cos sokleng started it de.. den he was oso called rubbish bin.. i am damn tired today man.. haiz.. i worry tml go childcare no mood den i die le la.. haiz.. i am really scare of fri sia.. i am so worry tat something bad might jus happen le.. haiz.. wat am i going to do neh?? den next fri going to dunno where for a talk.. haiz.. wondering whether someone will be going ma.. still wondering.. cos the ppl ask the ppl ard whether they going ma.. so lo.. haiz..

i feel very troubled le.. ever since from fri.. my heart is like so pain and my brain is so difficult to function le.. i dunno why.. i only kn if i still continue tis way i will jus break down.. haiz.. sad.. today did something real bad.. shout at my bro jus bcos i wan use com.. haiz.. last time will always wait for him to stop at 10pm before i use.. but not tis few days.. life sux.. haiz.. let me sing toro song "give it up get out of my life"!!! i guess this will make me more lively and cheerful and i hate u!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

sokleng.. sorry neh.. make u na zuo.. actually me oso dun wan like tat de.. who kn thing jus come out.. forgive me ba.. sorry..

rain.. oso sorry.. u say so many things finally ans will still be the same.. so dun scold or say me le... i hate myself and i hate the ppl~~~

tday go parkway parade see how jazz work.. cos i oso wan work ma.. haha.. and i have decided tat i will work.. me starting to work this comin de sat.. haha.. think should be alot of fun ba.. haiz.. today oso accompany sokleng go wendyd e shop to get her necklace which she wan to give to her mum tml during her bdae.. den me oso give wendy another 50 for the necklace deposit lo.. haha.. soon i will be able to get my necklace le.. hehe.. den today sokleng bully me.. dun believe her in her blog.. she write rubbish de.. anyhow say me bully her.. she bully me sia.. she everytime oso wan pai chi ppl de lo.. ask her dun le oso dun wan to listen to me.. den still say i anyhow say.. den i say she like the ppl she oso dun wan admit.. stupid her de lei.. haiyo.. make me sad only.. hmph.. sokleng.. me say wat i wan to say jus now here.. "i hate the ppl!!!" hehe.. i promise i will say see i say le.. hehe.. if u got read my blog den good lo.. but hor.. if the ppl come read and kn den i die le lei.. haha.. actually i got alot of thing to say today de.. but i dun dare say out le.. haha.. things change le.. haha.. sokleng.. hurry ask em give up ba.. cos i think no hope le.. haha.. den i rmb today sokleng eat alot sia.. she eat and eat.. den i say wait u fat sia.. den no ppl wan u.. she say nvm cos chi shi fu ma.. haha.. i say i now wan thin thin le.. cos my mummy always say fat no guys wan u.. so i scare le.. haha.. esp now man.. lolx.. life actually is very easy de.. but dunno why things jus cant happen the way is it suppose to be lo.. haiz.. tis make ppl very very sad de.. den sokleng say if u think tis way everything will be different le.. so she ask me to be confident.. dun let things wonder ard.. funni de lo.. how i think she oso wan to change my thinking de lei.. haha.. den today oso happen one very big thing.. i hate the ppl whose attitude sux lo.. is like i really dun like u anymore.. i begin to hate u.. u have make me do all tis things to u de.. not my fault anymore.. u should be more aware of yourself.. your stupid attitude make ppl hate u more.. so pls think back wat u did tat make ppl angry and upset.. tat all i have to say le.. cos if i say somemore i will die very soon cos tis really is a big thing.. den to rain ar.. ah beng will make u happy de.. dun forget abt him.. den oso ytd de whackin thing i oso forget le.. cos i am happy today.. one step have been step forward and everything so fine... onlyhave to wait for the day to arrive le... haha...

my mood today can say quite ok le.. everything hav gone away le.. i decide not to think anymore.. cos i realise if i think alot.. my mood will not be very good and i will be damn sad de.. den today like zhiying and ku keep ask me why i so quiet lo.. den i like say no i always like tat.. lolx.. i guess this can be seen thru me ba.. den i got to kn a few gals today at mdc.. den they very nice.. i oso get to see kuek in person le.. but he very lame lo.. he nv talk de.. so funny lo.. haha.. den i realise when my mood come back is when i saw zen at bugis.. so shock to see him.. is like so long nv see him le.. den after see him and talk to him mood come le.. no longer the quiet and sad gal.. den suddenly become siao.. everyone gone crazy esp zhiying.. she keep called rain mummy neh.. and me ah yi.. so funny lo.. dunno why she suddenly siao liao.. den after tat we take cab down to mdc.. den at mdc i think i get really excited.. whenever i see someone i will say byebye.. if is stella frenz.. i will say good morning good evening good nite.. lolx.. siao liao.. cos i still think if a ppl is always happy tat is better den always sad de.. so i make up my mind le.. i oso ask sokleng to go add him in friendster le.. cos i realise if is only me who add him.. he will find somehing fishy abt it.. cos i only add him.. so i ask sokleng to add him too.. lolx.. haiz.. sokleng change her nick le.. she is talking abt me in her nick.. so malu.. haha.. tml i guess i not going to go down parkway parade in the morning.. i am veyr tired.. cos ytd i couldnt sleep.. so i am going in the afternoon to see jazz after going to orchard wit sokleng.. cos she wan collect her mother bdae present which she order from wendy.. so lo.. i am so afraid i cant sleep again.. haha.. and i am scare.. should i go for interview for camp on tue?? should i??? haiz.. i dunno lei.. is like i am very scare abt it.. haiz.. everything not doing well for me.. lolx.. haiz..nvm la.. see hwo on mon.. let me show u a pics of chen-i autograph.. happy looking oh!!

i think i should forget everything and start everything new.. den i will definitely be happy.. thank sokleng and rain for listening to me.. esp sokleng.. cos she is wit me all the time and she encourage me.. haha.. thank everyone.. i lurv u man!!! hehe..

there is something very wrong wit me today.. i am not in my usual self and being so quiet and nv talk much today oso.. i dunno why i am behaving in this way.. i feelin very low.. i dare not say it to anyone except for sokleng cos she is wit me all day long.. and she oso notice tat.. and i am damn sad lo.. i cant really say out ba.. cos this will kill me.. and i think if one day the ppl saw this.. he will be mad ba.. i am jus a normal gal.. not pretty.. indeed very ugly cos i am fat.. no ppl will wan a fat and ugly gal like me.. i am very upset abt all tis.. i can imagine.. normally fat gal hav no bf.. and nobody like them.. my heart really very pain.. i am someone to help me.. can someone tell me wat is love all abt?? i think i really done something wrong.. is liek whenever i turn.. i saw tat ppl.. the ppl will see me too.. den like so dui nian.. den whenever the ppl walk.. the head is always down.. sokleng tell me so many things.. den is like it wun be true.. maybe the ppl alrdy in relationship.. u nv kn.. haiz.. i guess i have really fallen in love.. sokleng still say is not like wat u like abt xiezhi and 5566.. i told the feeling is different.. u will nv kn abt it.. i think only hav to keep to one self and i guess the feeling will be gone sooner or later le... =(

hello.. today not quite happy le.. many things happen ytd and today.. ytd mummy tell me something which i was really shock.. i tell her i might be working on weekends for this mth cos my frenz job need a promoter so i told her i try to work.. cos i wan earn money to buy xiezhi tat necklace and save some money up for chasing car in aug lo.. so i took up e job.. so i told mummy.. mummy ask me why i wan work.. i say cos i wan earn money to buy xiezhi de necklace den she say why no say earlier?? u can ask your daddy buy for u cos he win alot of money when he buy the soccer thingy.. den i say wah.. my heart really pain lo.. i mean i alrdy told her i wan to buy xiezhi de necklace when it was in may.. den she say i nv say.. pig sia.. den she ytd oso win 4D loh.. smilin and smilin.. today i say mummy can give me money buy bag cos i really like tat bag alot which i saw at bugis.. den she say everytime buy bag.. wah piangz.. is like i nv buy bag so often loh.. from sch start i use the same old bag i buy long ago until now.. everytime say me de lei.. so angry loh.. den oso sad loh.. jus now still say wat bro is good cos he nv ask me buy thing.. pig de.. me gal lei.. of cos will wan buy bag all tat make nice nice.. somemore now in poly.. haiz.. do i have a choice in everything?? haiz..
another thing is i am thinkin why ppl like to use other ppl?? is liek in poly for so long.. see so many things le.. frenz isnt there for u all the time.. u have to really depend on yourself.. tat wat i can say.. everything appear in front of u is nv true.. ppl might jus start to backstab u one day or even talk behind your back when u nv notice it.. i hate all this thing.. life isnt tat simple as i think.. during sec sch life i was happy and not much trouble as i hav fun and laughter in sch.. poly life is no longer like tat.. i have to rush all assignments and work.. haiz.. i begin to hate tis life le.. if only one day i can become retard forget everything how good is this.. den my life will be simple and no more trouble.. guess i shouldnt be thinking all this things ba.. jus leave my life as it is and maybe be fun and happy all days and i can soon find my enjoyment.. :)

hello.. haha.. today have quite a lot of fun at childcare centre.. haha.. the kids are getting so cute.. play monster monster wit them when they are at the playground.. everyone was having a lot of fun and sweat a lot sia.. haha.. today first time start at the childcare until ard 2pm sia.. put them to sleep den i go off le.. haha..
i finally get to see my ai qing mo fa shi le.. haha.. one day watch finish 3 episode.. cos is gettin very excited.. xiao bei finally admitted she like ya shi le.. haiz.. actually xiao bei cant go wit richie cos richie is getting "out of control"!!! now i think xiao bei xuan zhe ya shi shi dui de.. haha.. den chn 8 9pm de show oso very nice.. haiz.. why nowadays de show so nice.. me getting so excited le.. i guess i have forgetten abt xiezhi leaving le ba.. cos is like suan le.. tis is the truth and he alrdy reach there.. 2 days le.. only hope to see him during 12 aug de concert ba.. say until 12 aug de concert.. i hate ppl who dun keep their promise.. u have alrdy promise us but u fan hui.. u go to other grp and join them.. wat the hell lo.. den i guess my hope will be broken soon.. den another thing is i swear i wun lend ppl anything le!!!!! esp things which are precious!!! no more and tis will stop unless u are the one i trust most!!! so if u think i trust den u ask.. if not keep to yourself.. even u think i trust u a lot.. maybe i oso wun lend.. tat my final ans to it!!!

today is the start of one fresh week.. can say quite a moody one too.. lolx.. haha.. wake up early in the morning and prepare to go to sch.. today so boring.. sokleng is sick and nobody accompany me go sch.. so boring on bus wit no frenz.. lolx.. pls.. sokleng.. i still dun miss u.. wahaha.. den in sch lesson go so slowly.. stb was fun.. ms pang did not come.. ms chong took over her le.. i think ms pang having her maternally leave alrdy ba.. haha.. den nite come back do all my ss research.. wah sia.. so difficult.. i anyhow do de.. it contribute 40% of my module lei.. die le la.. haiz.. tml no belinda lesson.. she is sick.. so loh.. tml maybe going to stay in the childcare until quite late cos to make up for one lesson loh.. it a long day to go man..
jus now dl 5566 news from wanyu.. kn tat renfu de shi sheng really sha qing le.. still wondering when he will go back to wanyu man.. den is time for me to see wanyu again le.. wahaha.. xiezhi is at da lu for one day le.. lolx.. wondering how he is doing now.. so sad.. and so sianz.. me thinking of him again and again.. haha.. hope he is well and me is well and everyone is well.. no more unhappiness and no more moodyness for me this whole week.. jia you le yvonne.. xiezhi lurv u and u lurv xiezhi.. wahahaha.. he sure rmb u de.. cos u did a lto of stupid thing with him.. lolx.. hehe.. i lurv u...

haiz.. today should say the most painful and difficult day for me.. haiz.. i am not feeling very good today.. i am very very SAD!!!!! xiezhi heading to da lu today.. and i guess he had arrived le ba.. haiz.. 4 mths no him ard.. wat can i do?? i am feeling very weird without seeing him in either wanyu or shaogong lo.. maybe he might go back tw once in a while to see his jstarz baseball team and maybe record shaogong.. can u imagine?? renfu is back le and now xiezhi is gone.. wat is tis.. soon shaowei oso busy again.. aqmfs going to sha qing le.. maybe alrdy sha qing le.. cos i oso not too sure.. lolx.. haiz.. aug 12 they going to msia for a concert.. but am i going?? this question is far too stressful for me..haiz..
my frenz is suppose to send me the running record thingy in order for me to print.. but she did not email me.. i sms her she no reply.. tml have to hand in the work le.. wat am i going to do?? haiz.. at nite oso dunno got time online ma.. haiz.. why like tat.. i am very stress le la.. all assignment is piling up very soon.. den exam oso comin very soon.. haiz.. i dun wan go sch le la.. everything is so difficult for me loh.. i hate it le.. haiz.. nobody can really help me de.. i will die very very soon.. haiz.. haiz.. haiz...
jus now watch a bit of the concert in tw.. haiz.. see him my heart feel so pain.. haiz.. i oso dunno wat actually is happening in me man.. feel so uneasy.. wondering how he have been today.. is everything fine for him in da lu?? wondering and wondering.. jus now oso get to eat durians.. hehe.. cos ytd my mummy go eat durians wit my godsis family ar.. cheng wo chu qu yi ge ren qu chi liu lian.. wahaha.. haiz.. today life is so uneasy for me.. lolx..

hello everyone.. now is alrdy 1.59am man.. and i am still here.. cos i wan to post new post.. hehe.. should i say today or ytd?? haha.. i think ytd ba.. wahaha.. ytd i go see superband top 5 finalists at bugis junction.. den so many ppl ar.. but less than when 5566 auto.. lolx.. den finally got to see all the bands le.. den kuek nv go to the event cos heard tat he is sick le.. so ke lian de him.. hope he get well soon man.. den after watching the road show performance me rain and kuku go to orchard.. to meet wawa they all lo.. cos got lucify de outing ma.. must say not outing is photo taking session lo.. haha.. so many ppl take photo neh.. den is like lucify is so tired le.. but they oso try their best to make different pose loh.. den me take a lot of pics sia.. must really thank ku ar.. she pull me go take pics wit them de.. lolx.. den thank rain for taking my bag when i take pics.. my bag i think very heavy sia.. haha.. den after tat we go taka find food to eat ar.. den we decided to eat mac so loh.. haha.. den after tat go paragon to wash those pics take wit lucify de.. cos tml ku going to mdc den i ask her help me sign.. haha.. i have upload some pics i take wit lucify de at my msn blog le.. hehe.. website is http://5566-xiezhi-rox.spaces.msn.com/ ..... haha.. feel free to take a look man.. lolx.. sianz half.. wahaha.. me going to bed soon le.. my eyes really wan to close le.. haiz.. so goodnite everyone.. hehe.. sweet dreamz and take care everyone.. wahahaha.. siao liao...

hehe!!! so happy.. finally finish the blog le.. haha.. today is the first time i create blogspot.. lolx.. last time create so many times but keep cannot de.. so lo.. have to thank rain for helpin me and teaching me how to do it.. ppl who come to view my blog must comments on it oh.. but dun say my background cos i love my background alot and no one can comments on it.. haha.. who ask my background is my darling lei.. hoho.. tml going out.. to see superband at bugis junction.. haha.. first time go see superband lo.. haha.. i am so tired le.. morning wake up at 7.30am den go sch one whole day in sch.. nv go cca cos i wan see my 9pm de show.. so exciting.. my eyes closing very very soon le.. haiz.. pls help me to wake up.. must go sleep le.. haha.. if not tml faint le.. lolx.. see ya..

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applauses

designed by lil.queens
photos: bexidaisy on DA
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inspiration & lyrics: TLG
title script source unknown.


Youre My Angel - Loretta Chow