wah shit.. i have been getting very very busy recently.. arghz!! so dumb.. all cause of assignments!! ASSIGNMENTS!!!! i always hate assignments.. haish.. i never noe what to do liao.. gosh.. and most importantly.. yesterday music lesson was a failure.. this failure made me so dishearted and i felt that i might not be a good preschool teacher.. i can no longer noe how to control the children.. i nearly burst out to tears.. sometimes i think back.. why am i in this course?? it is really that i like children so i want to join this course?? did i ever think of whether i can make it?? i dont noe.. haish.. everything seems so difficult.. i lost faith in myself.. what will happen to me when i fail my module?? and will i still be able to achieve my goal of getting into wheelock?? haish.. i feel so so so sad.. one lesson kill me man!! arghz!!

i overslept today!!! ahhhh~~ i woke up at 7.30am and my lesson is at 9am.. gosh!!!! i rush can.. and i am amazed that i ge everything ready in 35mins.. and i was in time for lesson.. heex.. applause for yvonne kays!! haha.. then submitted my sam individual.. everyone did until so nice.. mine not nice leh.. haish.. then after that rush for CD2.1 handbook and toy kit.. wah.. i am getting very very stress.. assignments and assignments.. thursday got AW test and have to submit FP2.1 de assignments!!! ahhhh!!! i feel so tired le.. i need a break!! a break!!!

i am not complaining.. but i really need a break.. let me play and enjoy for just one day.. i will promise to survive thru.. haish.. attachment is another stressful thing.. haish.. i think i am falling.. i am going to breakdown soon.. very very soon!! someone please help me.. just bring me something to cheer me up.. ahhh!!! haish.. whatever it is i am forever and ever sooo stress.. dont add on to my stress!! please people.. help me kays!!

meeting minutes is not out yet.. still need to allocate the calling list.. wahh!!! so many things to do.. then after that have to read up DLE assignments.. i need to sleep.. i am so sleepy now!! what am i doing here.. blogging man!!! kill!!!!

went for tuition early in the morning.. and should i give myself an applause?? andre finally get a hand of what to do.. clever boy.. he remember what i said and he did most of the maths problem himself.. but when i got home.. i mark his homework.. all wrong.. what happened?? why he knew those questions when i was around and homework become like that.. gosh.. he need more revision.. hmm..

got home after that and start on checking all my assignments.. feeling so tired after that.. then later i looked for rainie de movie.. but i watched the first few minutes.. i got soo eee.. so i gave up on watching.. i bet i can never stand R21 movie bah.. hmm.. so i decided not to watch le.. =)) oh ya.. i finished both pinocchio.. i felt so happy and contented.. heex.. =DD colour it also.. so how?? take a loook and give me comment bah.. thankie le ar!!

okay i was very very angry just now.. daddy got home around 3plus.. i asked him what time he wanted to go to causeway point.. cause he actually promise to go to causeway point on last wednesday.. mummy can be the witness.. he pushed it back and said go there at evening shun bian eat dinner.. okay fine.. i do my assignments while waiting.. until 6plus.. i was a little hungry cause from morning till then i only ate bread.. so i asked again.. he said later.. okay fine.. i went to bath and came out to mark andre homework.. mummy asked daddy what time want to go causeway point.. cause she wanted to see iron cause house de spoilt le.. daddy replied.. later then say.. fine loh.. he kept later later.. i bear with it.. but i noe he doesnt want to go anymore.. i mean who noes maybe he change his mind again.. but i already got so angry can.. he talked to me and i didnt reply.. he asked what time i going causeway point to print my stuffs.. cause he asked me to go 768 for dinner first.. but i didnt reply.. so he got angry and scolded me for not answering him.. hello.. who is in wrong now.. after which mummy said why you last minute dont want go.. that day already said hao hao de mah.. see mummy also noe!! then i got so angry.. got change and off i went out of my house without saying where i went.. on my way i nearly cried.. i really wish to stay out late late.. but i guess no one will be free to accompany me bah..

arghz!! very angry leh.. everyone noe i hate broken promises.. and there he is.. break everything.. i means if you dont want to go just say lah.. dont let me wait and wait.. i need to do my assignments de leh!! i was waiting like a fool can.. i thought how nice it will be cause i havent been out with my family for long.. but everything gone.. i went causeway point alone.. feeling so sad and angry.. haish.. i noe i should be so angry.. but i also dont noe what to do.. my daddy lie leh!! what the points of telling children to be honest and never break your promises whereby parents they themselves broke it?? haish.. i can never never understand!!

yeah!! i am so happy!! finally.. after 30mins.. i draw finish my pinocchio.. this is when he tell lies and nose become longer.. i need to draw the original him also.. haha.. tomorrow then draw.. i feel so contented when i draw finish.. need to colour.. but a lot of lines which draw wrongly one.. hopefully it turn out to be nice.. heex..

oh ya.. did some test too.. bestie ask me to do de.. haha..

You Are the Middle Finger

A bit fragile and dependent on your friends, you're not nearly as hostile as you seem. You are balanced, easy to get along with, and quite serious. However, you can get angry and fed up with those around you. And you aren't afraid to show it! You get along well with: The Index Finger Stay away from: The Pinky

at 1plus.. godma called my house.. i was so shocked lah.. in the middle of night someone called.. what could have happened.. i didnt noe.. i overheard mummy saying what what he ate.. then now hands and legs can move then okay.. must eat high blood pressure de medicine de lah.. this was all i heard.. making wild guesses.. gosh..

morning.. suppose to wake up at 11am then wake sweetie up at 11.30am.. but i was far too tired.. so i fall back to sleep.. to my surprise.. i woke up at 1plus.. quickly sms sweetie.. but she didnt reply.. so called her instead.. lucky she didnt overslept.. she already on her way out.. haha.. thank god!! then started on my lesson plan.. after all the hardwork.. i gave myself a clap.. i finished my first lesson on music and movement.. i am happy.. but i began to worry for my second lesson.. my assess lesson.. what should i do.. i never noe.. haish..

slowly.. other assignments come into my mind.. i am rushing!! really rushing.. i could no longer have time to play and think.. i need to check through my art lesson plans.. my routine care journals and summary.. select photos for my art lesson as appendices.. combine the DLE assignments.. and now i worry most is DLE assignment has more than 2000 words.. our words limit is 1500.. gosh.. how how how!! trying my best to edit.. and then worry about CD2.1 assignment.. how to make it into a brochure or handbook? i dont noe.. then word limit is another problems.. SCV puppet not out yet.. i dont have time liao.. HAISH!!!! i am getting worry day by day.. no mood for anything..

sometimes i really think that i am a very ma fan ger.. worry so many things.. then also dont noe how to help out.. i only noe how to think and dont noe how to write.. what is the use for this?? who noes.. i am feeling so useless.. i couldnt help out a lot.. all i can do is to follow what others ask me to do.. and that is the worse part.. whatever it is.. i am a useless ger can!! help!! can a fairy appear in front of me and turn me into a useful ger?? haish..

why i always worry so much?? i dont noe.. i scare.. very very scare.. i worry i might not promote to year 2 next semester.. will i?? i dont noe.. haish.. i am feeling very very stress now.. see how long didnt i change my blogskin?? i have no time to change.. i need a break.. why my holiday dont seems to be a holiday?? i really need a BREAK!!!! school is starting on monday.. i dont have the mood to go school.. cause once i reach school.. it will be assignments date due time.. haish!!! i think partly my fault.. i shouldnt have let myself watch the wei xiao pasta.. if not i should have time.. arghz!!!

applause please!! after taking up so much time.. i finally finished watching wei xiao pasta.. i am soo happy!! =))

after watching the show.. have been thinking a lot..why cant real life be the same as show?? haish.. really damn touching and romantic.. if i could really meet a guy like he qun.. woohoo~~ how wonderful will it be huh?? haha.. i really lurv this show a lot.. a show which make me laugh like mad... and also tears like siao.. haha.. nice show.. people out there if got time.. watch it.. =)) soon after i will be catching my fang yang de xin xin.. hmm.. how come all show cant happened in real life?? it is like haish.. people are good at planning story line arent they?? i really living in la la land now.. how can i ever think of this.. haiyo.. rain once said.. things that happened in fairy tales will never happen in real life.. and i am still so naive and thought that it will happen.. what a silly person i am ar..

i knew it myself.. sometimes i just cant help thinking only mah.. so cant blame me kays!! i am someone who lurv fairy tales.. so bear with me people.. let me imagine for awhile bah.. heex.. the song xiao wu gui is nice too.. wah.. can my future one sing that song to me?? i will cry till mad.. haha.. that is a nice song.. people.. want to gao bai can use this song.. sure very touch de kays.. but not saying that person is wu gui kays.. haha.. but having wu gui jing sheng not a bad thing mah.. haha..

let me post the lyrics of the xiao wu gui..

LaLa La LaLa LaLaLa La LaLa La
这首歌要给一个人 歌声代替语言　深情只增不减 那一刻吻她的脸
地转天旋 爱的感觉　比樱桃更甜 双眼放送闪电　能超越极限
让人忘了季节　爱成了经典 为他付出所有爱怨
要你永远是我的小乌龟 我爱你　每一天

Hu~ HuLaLa La LaLa LaLaLa La LaLa La
这首歌要给一个人 歌声代替语言　深情只增不减那一刻吻她的脸
Oh 地转天旋 爱的感觉　比樱桃更甜 双眼放送闪电　能超越极限
让人忘了季节　爱成了经典 为他付出所有爱怨
要你永远是我的小乌龟我爱你　每一天

Hey-Yea Woo~ 要你永远是我的小乌龟我爱你　每一天
爱的感觉　比樱桃更甜 双眼放送闪电　能超越极限
让人忘了季节　爱成了经典为 他付出所有爱怨
要你永远是我的小乌龟我爱你　每一天

look at the words.. it is sweet kays! heex.. i lurv it lot lot.. actually bei ji xing de yan lei also damn nice.. but i find xiao wu gui got more meaning.. haha.. nevermind.. he qun shuai kays!! bleah.. wei xiao pasta rox on man!! heex.. san li show all so nice.. lurv lurv.. haha..

xiao shi always like to say 只要笑一笑，沒什麽事過不了。i find it quite meaningful.. so i decided.. next time when i am sad.. i shall say this words to myself and make myself happy.. nothing will happen when i smile kays!! people.. tell me this when i am sad.. thankie~

i was soo tired.. in the end.. i woke up late.. so i was rushing for my time.. and i was also late.. haha.. met ery at bus stop and walked up to the library to find eileen.. and we started our discussion and after so long.. i finally had my bubbles tea and hotdog bun.. yummy!! i miss the taste man.. heex.. then we sat down and discuss and discuss.. we split up the job and finally.. we are done discussing.. we had everything.. but now.. i am getting blur.. what actually should be written for goals of physical environment?? eileen actually send me everything she type out.. but i dont noe whether it is correct.. sweetie is saying goals should be what we want to achieve.. so now i am gong!! maybe i combine everything first then tuesday i shall go and ask my lecturer.. or should i email her and clarify?? hmm.. let me think think..

borrowed books for my music lesson plan.. i wonder will it be of use.. hmm.. then went to woodlands library too.. but i couldnt find any books.. and sweetie said have.. how come i didnt see?? or issit i blur and never see?? or what.. hmm.. then i guess i should use the books i borrow from school library first.. if dont have then search online.. if dont have jiu die loh.. let me die bah like that..

initially wanted to go jurong point with sweetie to see shoes.. but she needs to finish her assignments and lesson plan.. so i didnt go in the end.. came home feeling so excited cause i wished to finish up my wei xiao pasta today.. but once again!! the dvd 2 is giving me trouble.. hello.. i had watched until disc 2 second last ep le leh.. and it went hang hang hang.. no choice.. i was cursing the disc.. oopss.. and mean time.. praying that youtube have the ep.. and haha i am clever.. i found it.. heex.. so i became engross in the show again.. i put away my lesson plan and my assignments.. so this is bad.. when i come to this i am bad.. i cant do this.. i need to get my things done!! yvonne.. prior your time!!! arghz!!!

now i becoming slightly lighter!! i finished cd2.1 report.. dle which is soon finishing.. then sam finished le except need to wrap.. then fp2.1 art and summary i also done.. scv story done except for the puppet.. i shall start either tomorrow or saturday.. left with scv report.. fm planning.. aw individual story.. which i havent start at all.. hmm.. need to gambatak le!! jia you!!

alright.. i shall stop here.. i go chiong my show first and i have to finish my other stuffs le.. take care people!!

a flying cockroach attack my house once again yesterday night.. was giggling all the way when i woke mummy up to kill it.. and mummy commented.. laugh somemore later it fly directly into your mouth.. and i immediately close it up but still giggle.. haha.. that was what happened when i am scared kays!! haha..

couldnt sleep till it was 4am.. cause i was still very excited about the show.. so after off-ing lappie and hang up call with sweetie.. i went to watch my dvd.. luckily enough.. disc 2 wasnt spoilt.. it was fine and i was so excited.. my didi wanted to sleep but too bad.. who ask daddy put the dvd at his room.. so bear with it.. and both of us watching together.. heex.. i commented that zhang dong liang is far tooo shuai.. i said he is ranked after shaowei which is number four.. then didi said then what about JJ and kenji.. i was errr.. haha.. nevermind.. he is shuai kays!!

went out for CD2.1 assignment meeting today.. hurray!! we had completed our things.. and now we have to type out the report and we are done!! yeah!! i am happy.. tomorrow will be DLE turn.. we will be finishing everythin by tomorrow.. everything clear.. now left my lesson plan and the puppet fo my presentation.. still worry neh.. =/

went to sweetie's house today.. helped her buy the vanga sheet for sticker chart.. then buy her shaker fries too.. and clap!! yvonne didnt eat shaker fries today.. then at sweetie's house so funny.. i was laughing like mad.. cause i was playing with her son.. she also siao liao.. both of us kept laughing.. took pictures of her son too.. and she commented that i abuse her son.. and one day she comes my house she will abuse my mikoko.. haha.. too bad.. i bet you will come!! heex.. =PpPp

this is what i have done for her son.. all the photos i had taken.. heex.. so cute right.. and very fun also kays.. squeezing the head make me laugh like mad.. hoho.. slapping the face also nice.. cause got difference colour and the handprint will be there too.. wahaha.. fun fun!! if stress then need vent anger can find her son.. i even told her son to run away from home cause sweetie everytime said that it is soo cute.. hoho.. sweetie commented if he really run away she will kill me.. haha... let's see kays!! hoho..

then this one is my daughter mikoko.. she is currently having a battle with sweetie's son tomato-liked apple.. haha.. sweetie.. will you ask your son to marry my mikoko?? haha.. both are so cute kays!! heex..
yvonne have to jia you le!! need to get everything done by this week.. and suddenly i realised tat i need to write a story for my AW without any topic.. and i need references too.. gosh!! how am i going to write.. arghz!! sianz lah.. help help!!

wah sianz!! woke up at 1plus today.. then didnt realise that sweetie called.. so called her back and we were heading to town after her FP.. but in the end.. i rejected cause of some reasons.. actually not because of the cotton.. it was just the bad feeling which made me think that i should let her and her bf go out.. in the end.. i was kinda sianz.. i hate myself for being this.. haish..

okay fine.. nothing to say about what had happened.. was typing out the story of pinocchio.. finally i got my SCV de story ready.. and now have to draw out the puppets and i am done with the presentation.. but i got no mood.. my mood is currently under wei xiao pasta.. he qun make me melt.. so i decided to watch ep6.. but halfway through sweetie called and asked me for a lenses container.. so in the end went to meet her and went causeway point with her to buy her hairband.. later she rushed to meet her bf.. so i called up jazz and asked her out.. so here she is.. accompany me eat dinner and we went pasar malam and bought stickers for our tutees.. and stickers for childcare kids xinyi de lah.. after that she rushed to tuition..

went home and realised i forgot to buy newspaper and bread.. in the end gana scolded.. gosh.. i am getting more and more forgetful.. haish.. then watched wei xiao pasta again.. really hook on it le lah!! gosh!!! i havent start on my music and movement lesson plan!! and monday is the day to have my lesson!! NO TIME!! serousily i need to go to library to find books on music and movement.. i think i shall make a trip down either thursday or friday.. hmm.. feeling quite sianz lah.. lesson plan lesson plan!! arghz!! i am going to die cause of this.. gosh!!

finally.. i got a date with sweetie.. i was soo excited.. woke up at 10plus.. and i remembered to called sweetie at 11am.. called her and she was awake.. talked awhile and she still laughing kays.. left house around 12.15pm and told her.. but!! that ger was still in bed.. gosh!! ended up have to go up her house to wait for her!! =.=

went to IMM today cause sweetie looking for shoes.. but in the end didnt buy shoes.. cause nothing suit our eyes.. haha.. we had our shaker fries!! so nice.. shake shake shake.. hoho!! our lurv.. then walked around after eating.. i wanted to go out to the roof garden which is the new area to replace the indoor playground.. but that ger dont allow me to go.. so sad.. she dont want go.. then sai jiao also no use.. -___- nevermind loh.. i shall drag her out one day!! heex!! then went into daiso.. gosh we spent hours inside.. bought quite a few stuffs.. then went to have our dinner.. wasnt hungry but had to eat.. so we shared.. aijisen ramen is nice.. sweetie wanted to eat beef de.. but i cant eat so we ended up eat tom yam de.. but tom yam a little too hot.. we ate finished all kays!! i got eat tako yaki ball.. sweetie give me eat.. heex..

see sweetie so sweet and nice.. she noe i lazy ba the prawns.. so she ba.. haha.. thankie sweetie!! =))
took photos with sweetie at toilet when we were about to head home.. long long no take photo with her le.. i want take many many!! sweetie okay?? if i change phone we take many many kays!! =))

this is winnie the pooh!! sweetie help me get de.. those $1 de machine.. haha.. so cute.. but i think that bunny nicer.. nevermind.. this is also nice nice..

we went separate way at around 7plus.. i took mrt to woodlands cause i need to rush to my tutee house.. i having my very first tuition today.. overall not too bad.. the boy is cute.. the way he smile even cuter.. haha.. =DD but he is somehow like annabelle.. say something then after awhile forget liao.. lucky i met before this kind of pattern so i noe how to handle.. thank god!! but something so not happy about.. the boy father actually told the son to open door for auntie when i am leaving!! hello!! i look so old meh.. this is the first time people call auntie.. what the hell!!! so sad lah!!! arrrr!!! nevermind.. i shall not think too much.. i am mei mei understand!! =))

wei xiao pasta is nice!!! i am currently in lurv with it.. zhang dongliang is shuai!! damn shuai!! i support him when he first got album.. so i shall buy his wang zi cd soon.. =)) auto session!! i will be looking forward to it.. heex..

thank sweetie company today!! i lurv you!!

i woke up early today.. initially meeting weeling at admiratly mcdonald at 10.30am.. but was being pushed back to 1.30pm.. so i watched tv.. and it was the last episode of huan zhu ge ge3.. wah kinda bu she man.. so touching also.. i cant imagine if that happened to me.. what will i do.. hmm.. *thinking*

went out at 1pm and back around 1.40pm.. i walked there kays.. must be mad right.. i got bus concession still walk.. just dont feel like taking bus.. walking made me think alot.. in the end.. got myself a little emo again.. wah.. i shouldnt walk next time.. took the stuffs from weeling.. and tomorrow is the start of the tuition.. i still dont noe that boy name and address.. ha.. funny man.. nevermind.. wait for weeling to come back and tell me.. =)) wanted to buy shaker fries home and eat.. but was thinking later going out with sweetie then eat.. so i didnt buy.. BUT!!! that sweetie didnt reply my message and i still so foolish thought we were going out.. so stupid.. in the end online then saw her.. thanks to her.. another bored day for me..

mummy wasnt home.. she had gone to the wake with may auntie and annabelle granny.. and i am alone at home now.. with my didi by my side.. tv nobody watching but it was on.. didi on the music on his lappie.. listening to all the songs.. haish.. so sianz can.. nothing to do at all.. what is happening.. i should have a lot of assignments to complete.. but why am i not doing it.. gosh.. my music lesson plan havent even started planning.. i lazy to go to the school library.. nobody accompany me too.. haish.. sianz.. how how how?? who willing to accompany this ke lian de xiao mei mei back school?? i guess no one bah.. everyone is so busy now.. haish..

i am currently doing my sam individual.. i had finished my FP2.1 individual.. wah.. i am a good ger.. i finished everything for individual de.. now have to focus on cd2.1 report and DLE.. haish.. but one part i havent do.. write out the story for my scv presentation on honesty.. gosh.. tomorrow!! i have to start doing it!! omg omg!! no time.. no time.. how come my holidays seems to pass so fast?? arghz.. sianz sianz..

i couldnt get into my dreamland until around 4am.. but i sign off early kays!! so sweetie no teletubbies from you!! =))

i woke up so early today.. 8plus i am awake.. and i force myself to sleep again.. then i woke up when alarm rang.. gosh.. i wasnt tired at all.. i dont noe why.. i should be very very tired cause i didnt sleep much during the trip.. haish.. i slowly slowly drag my time.. but leen was early today.. she message me around 11.20am and she was already near to my house.. wah.. then i quickly get my hp and walked to the garden to find her.. clever her walked to my house.. haha.. we started on our assignment and finally after few hours.. our house is ready.. didnt take picture of it cause worry later got copycat again..

i had started on my play kit also.. and mummy is my personal sew person.. san yi was here when she helped me sew the kit.. mummy told san yi now is lao ren do projects not young people.. haha.. and i got the design of the kit le.. yeah!! happy!! i got everything le..

i also finish my FP2.1 assignments.. now doing SAM assignments.. hmm.. still got a lot in hand also.. i have to make sure i do it before school start..

1. Music and Movement lesson plans
2. SAM individual
3. CD2.1 group
4. FP2.1 individual
5. SCV story
6. DLE group
7. FM group

this are all to be done.. i have to make sure everything is done.. so i will be playing in peace.. haish.. so many.. stress!!! i dont noe how to start for my lesson plan.. ahhhh~~

anyway.. san yi is here now.. she just now at at uncle rent house make ba zhang.. i miss the ba zhang by my ah ma.. haish.. due to too much assignments to complete.. i cannot go to ah ma house and help her tomorrow.. this year ah ma also not coming to make.. haish.. gona wait till next year lei guess.. sad.. daddy is not coming home this few days.. he is at tekong.. sianz.. miss daddy man!! it has been long i see daddy.. haish..

life is not good.. sad sad!! i feeling terribly sad and afraid.. now i fear everythig leave me.. yesterday was chatting with sweetie till 3am.. i am afraid to leave the chat.. now when i am chatting i begin to feel scare to say byebye.. i dont noe when i will talk to that person again.. will that person leave me suddenly.. i have to learn to be more brave about this.. haish.. sweetie told me to cherish everyone now.. dearie also say that.. but it seems sooo difficult.. i dont noe how to cherish... haish.. who can teach me?? sobx sobx.. i hope to learn and i hope to cherish.. hopefully i can.. yvonne make sure you can kays!!

i am bored!! so i do test to kill time~ to make myself a little happy bah.. =)

You Are Likely a First Born

At your darkest moments, you feel guilty. At work and school, you do best when you're researching. When you love someone, you tend to agree with them often. In friendship, you are considerate and compromising. Your ideal careers are: business, research, counseling, promotion, and speaking. You will leave your mark on the world with discoveries, new information, and teaching people to dream.

Your Five Factor Personality Profile

Extroversion: You have medium extroversion. You're not the life of the party, but you do show up for the party. Sometimes you are full of energy and open to new social experiences. But you also need to hibernate and enjoy your "down time." Conscientiousness: You have medium conscientiousness. You're generally good at balancing work and play. When you need to buckle down, you can usually get tasks done. But you've been known to goof off when you know you can get away with it. Agreeableness: You have medium agreeableness. You're generally a friendly and trusting person. But you also have a healthy dose of cynicism. You get along well with others, as long as they play fair. Neuroticism: You have medium neuroticism. You're generally cool and collected, but sometimes you do panic. Little worries or problems can consume you, draining your energy. Your life is pretty smooth, but there's a few emotional bumps you'd like to get rid of. Openness to experience: Your openness to new experiences is low. You're a pretty conservative person, and you favor what's socially acceptable. You think that change for novelty's sake is a very bad idea. While some may see this as boring, many see you as dependable and wise.

You Are 22 Years Old

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

Your True Love Will Find You Eventually

You definitely put yourself out there a little - but you could be doing more. If you're truly looking for love, try doing more things and meeting more people. You don't have to actively look for love, you just need to stay active. Be out there a little more, and the right person will find you!

You Are 40% Happy

You're not miserable, but you could stand to be a lot happier. Focus on what's right in the world, and you'll be happier than you ever thought possible.

last night godsis spent the night at my house.. they were telling me and mummy what happened in the hospital.. ah gong hands was cold and he didnt answer them when they talked to him.. aileen felt weird.. she didnt noe what is going on.. annabelle knew.. she told aileen ah gong fell down and now in hospital.. they called godma.. and annabelle first question was how is ah gong.. i didnt noe what was godma answer.. but annabelle said "i lurv you mummy" this was nice.. aileen only said yes yes and no no.. no i lurv you mummy.. she hang the phone and went to bed..

morning their chatting woke me up.. 7plus in the morning.. was feeling so tired.. i couldnt sleep last night.. middle of night received sweetie sms.. wanted to reply but i didnt noe what to say.. ignored it and went back to sleep.. godma called at 7plus.. annabelle first question was still the same.. how is ah gong.. mummy took the call the knew her ah gong had passed away at 10plus last night.. his heartbeat stopped.. everything ended.. everyone started to grieve.. being a young child.. aileen still dont noe what is going on.. so kept pestering me where is mummy and daddy.. she also asked where is ah gong.. mummy told them ah gong had gone to a far far land.. daddy said to them that ah gong went to heaven.. can they understand?? i dont noe.. =((

things have come to an end.. i couldnt say much.. i only noe i felt scare.. it just a month.. another person had gone.. haish.. i began to worry.. i dont noe how to cherish.. i dont noe how to lurvthem.. i want to learn to cherish my lurv ones.. but many things stop me.. i fear.. i scare.. i lurv my family and frenx.. but to the extend i cant force myself to lurv all my frenx.. i want t lurv them all.. but there are certain people who i cant lay my lurv on them.. why why?? am i being a little too petty or what?? should i learn to forgive and forget?? what if i cant do that?? what if i regret one day?? what if what if what if.. there are so many what if inside me..

i guess everything will be fine.. let me grieve hard just once more.. i will be fine soon.. give me time to stand up.. support me if possible.. i need my sweetie my dearie and my bestie to be around.. i noe they will..

meet bestie today but i was late cause i was busy in the morning.. we went plaza singapura to search for our materials.. went to daiso and got everything.. bestie coming my house tomorrow to complete our play kit.. we will finish it by tomorrow and i will start on mine de.. need to get those materials soon.. tomorrow!! let's work hard!!

dear god.. dont take my lurv ones away anymore.. i will grieve.. i will cry.. bring me away first so that i dont grieve and cry when they are gone.. lurv ones.. never leave before me.. i lurv you!!

alright people.. yvonne is back again.. hmm.. can i say it was a good trip?? can i say i enjoy myself?? can i say everything is fine?? haish.. i dont noe.. but i must say i did enjoy a bit.. i let out a few level of stress inside.. but it will be back soon.. =/

today blog will be a long long one.. decided not to blog any pictures.. cause dont have the mood to blog pictures although i took a lot.. haish.. let's begin today de blog ba..

first day woke up at 5.30am.. i was sooo tired then.. prepared everything and went to carpark to find godma all.. then we started off.. we reached genting at 12plus.. met annie auntie and went to hotel.. it was a small one.. but it was still okay.. stayed at hotel unpacked all and went out at around 4plus and met godsis gu ma all who just arrived.. then mummy went casino for a while and we all stayed at gu ma hotel playing.. but i must admit.. i dont really like aaron.. cause the way he behaved made me feel a little uncomfortable.. and he love to ask whether i have bf.. gosh.. i told him have then he asked i married already.. wah piangz.. for the continuous five days.. i had been answering this questions.. then it leaded to annabelle asking me too.. message sweetie said i miss you she saw and she went to tell mummy i got bf.. =.= what a lame joke!!

second day was outdoor day!! it was really fun.. weather was cold.. wind was breezing.. haha.. not to mention.. yvonne is so daring.. so took the flying swing.. it was fun.. the wind was sooo freezing cold when you were flying round and round.. but i was a little giddy when i came down.. being first timer for this.. i couldnt take it.. haha.. then went to play the kiddy ride with aileen.. initially wanted to sit the roller coaster.. but the number of people queuing was damn lot.. so give up liao.. and praised myself again.. i took the pirate ship 3 times.. all because of annabelle.. she dont want to go.. which leads to i couldnt take my flying dragon.. sadded.. my only ride i like.. haish.. nevermind.. went to take the flying swing again.. haha.. i wasnt giddy anymore.. tea cup also.. my godsis are crazy!! they spin until like nobody business man.. gosh.. haha.. everything ended at 5plus.. everyone was so tired after that.. slept damn early today man..

third day was a busy day.. change hotel room again.. this time was a big room.. cool!! world club room.. haha.. then we packed and unpacked everything again.. =.= went round shopping today and watching the kids played those rides.. it was kinda bored.. wanted to buy a shoes.. but mummy said not very nice.. so didnt buy loh.. sianz.. then bought a watch.. which was meant for fp de.. haha.. then got name stickers too.. winnie the pooh!! cool!! haha.. saw some cute cute stuffs.. wanted to buy for darlings all but mmmy was waiting very long for us.. so had to hurry.. mummy went casino with may auntie today.. so we went back hotel very early.. played with godsis at there.. slept at 10plus today cause i couldnt take it.. haha..

forth day was indoor theme park time.. and considered me daring again.. i took 5 times of the roller coaster.. and bumper car which was drove by annabelle.. haha.. enjoyed banging onto people car.. hoho.. initially wanted to watch shrek 3.. but we cant find anytime out to watch.. so we gave up.. haish.. pirate of the carribean also no more.. sadded.. then we went to theme park hotel there to eat dinner.. after that we went to arcade.. it was crazy lah!! played until siao.. haha.. then used those coupons and exchanged for some gifts.. went back hotel and godsis were playing with it.. slept late today.. mummy went casino again.. may auntie went home today.. haha.. so she was alone..

last day.. i thought was a good one.. i thought i can go and shop to buy those gifts i wanted to get.. but i was wrong.. a call from singapore shock everyone.. we were rushing like mad.. we quickly packed everything.. dump everything inside plastic bag.. didnt have breakfast and we rushed back singapore.. godma father fall down and hit his back brain.. he couldnt make it.. we were all shock.. steven uncle was crying and talking on phone.. godma doesnt noe until i told her.. she was shock.. she went gong.. annabelle was crying from hotel room to carpark.. i was hugging her all along.. rushed back to singapore by 4plus.. steven uncle let us down at home.. and they went to hospital right away.. aileen doesnt noe anything.. she didnt noe what happened.. she was asking and asking.. godma and steven uncle didnt reply her.. i dont noe how to tell her.. haish.. i went blur too.. i was praying that he will be fine.. but i was wrong.. just now godma called and said her father is already brain dead.. so that means he was dead.. he is inside ICU.. transfering to tan tock seng.. heart is still beating.. but he was using machine to breathe.. haish.. it was terrified.. although he wasnt someone close to me.. but i see him a lot of times.. went to his house before.. even went genting with him few years back.. haish..

that could be the reason.. i hate 2007.. i never like it.. nothing good happened this year.. how many times i cried this year as compared to last year.. haish.. sweetie wasnt around.. called her her hp was off.. where is she?? dearie told me jacky was being kicked out by sun zhong.. what a shocking news!! haish.. what is this?? i hate 2007!! half a year only and i hate it so much.. i cant imagine what would happened for the next half a year..

start school early in the morning.. dont feel like waking up.. haish.. getting very tired recently.. could it be cause i am tired of school?? hmm.. dont noe.. but MAYC was fun.. cause was playing with the activity.. but something happened.. not to say much.. =)) after lesson went to xiao jiu mu work place to get the portable DVD player from her.. cause i wanted to watch on the way to genting.. then i waited for 20mins.. cause xiao jiu mu didnt receive my call.. =.= wait until i want to melt liao.. so hot can!! then quickly took bus to causeway point.. pack mcdonald and went off to childcare to find sweetie.. we had our mcdonald lunch together.. yum yum!! i miss those time kays.. and definitely cause i miss sweetie mah.. hoho.. then we sat there so long eat and chat.. and laugh.. an hour later we went off le.. i quickly walked home and went to find mummy at 768.. cause going to make eyebrown.. wah.. it was the first time i make until i want cry.. cause not use the knife de.. is use the pluck one.. gosh.. tears want come out liao lah.. haha..

after that went back home.. and then jiu rest for a while.. jiu prepare to go out for school.. went to causeway point print my stuffs.. after that it was still early.. called up sweetie.. and she was also on the way to home.. haha.. so i decided to meet her and wait for her.. i so nice to accompany her home.. i took 61 to school.. haha.. on the way.. so funny kays.. we laughed until like mad.. then she said i abused her.. oh my god!! i didnt.. she accused me.. hmph~

jupiter watch was a nice one.. but i didnt see.. =.= i was walking round and round.. haha.. then watch Mr Bean Holiday for few minutes jiu no see le.. then i must praise myself first.. cause i followed wilson.. kah heng.. shuling.. chongyee and shengxuan for a walk.. night walk!! haha.. so scary.. i was holding so tight on shuling hands.. but i was brave enough to complete the whole trip.. heex.. then went home at 5plus.. tinshen drove us home.. i slept at 6am.. haha..


woke up at 1pm.. then quickly make the photo that i wanted to wash and prepared myself to go out.. but dearie was late.. in the end i left home at 4plus.. haha.. then went to yishun and get a bag from stella.. after which we headed down to town.. and to my surprise.. the bag wasnt there anymore.. i was soooo sad.. haish.. then went paragon and washed the photo.. actually is all the same.. haha.. after that took bus to plaza singapore.. then went to daiso and bought the things there.. nice nice.. then ate dinner at yoshinoya!! yummy!!! so long didnt eat le.. so nice kays.. =PpPp then took MRT to causeway point.. took neoprints again.. heex.. thank dearie for accompanying me today.. =)) lurv ya!!!

today i was very very tired.. i couldnt concentrate during FM lecture.. my brain wonder off again.. but i got listen lah.. is those kind left go in right come out de.. =.= then DLE also.. wah.. i think i am going to die sooner or later.. my wheelock no need go in liao.. =((

after FM tutorial.. we rushed down to IKEA at queensway.. first time to there.. cause only went to tampines de before.. haha.. like wow~ so many cute cute stuffs for children.. got the temptation to buy a rattle for xuan xuan de.. but didnt buy in the end.. i got money jiu go buy one for her.. heex.. then had our lunch at the restuarant there.. price was quite okay.. for some lah.. it was soooo nice kays!! yummy!! was very full after that.. discuss our CD2.1 play kit and things are done.. just need the materials and ta ta everything will be done.. and we can start on our report and activity plan.. hoho.. hopefully everything end fast..

went home after that.. took 961 home.. what a tiring day.. i felt like sleeping.. but i wasnt sitting inside.. so i didnt really sleep.. so long lah the trip.. i was waiting for it to reach causeway point soon.. in the end.. i took nearly an hour to reach causeway point.. gosh.. then i was home at around 5plus.. hmm.. during the trip.. my mind was thinking a lot again.. hello!! i cannot be alone for long.. if not i will think think think.. then i will get emo emo emo.. gosh.. haish.. i cant help it also lah.. haish..

start rushing on my SAM individual assignment.. essay is out already.. everything done.. left need to write out then deco a bit.. i will be done with that assignment!! hoho.. clearing away FP2.1 de assignment too.. i am fast this time.. cause holiday no time le.. my first week will be gone cause i will be going genting from 10june to 14june.. hmm.. rush rush rush is what i can do now.. =)

i learn this from my cousin.. '@' look like a pig lah!! haha..

today went causeway point with bestie.. heex.. we had our SHAKER FRIES!!! yummy.. but i didnt noe it was so expensive.. =.= waste my money and i am broke liao!! ohhhhh~ help!! saturday still want go eat yoshinoya and take neoprints with dearie de.. haiyo!! save save!! gosh.. oh my god!!!

okay nevermind.. but i had my crave for mcdonald.. hoho.. yummy!! then we went popular to find our stuffs for our SAM individual assignment.. and i bought one so cute de duck duck!! haha.. so nice kays!! then bestie bought a love love letter.. heex.. then we shop so long at popular loh.. she bought many things sia.. then she also broke.. shake hands please.. haha.. then we went library to do our stuffs!! woohoo~ i got the design le.. wah so happy.. i shall complete it by this week.. but i need people to edit.. haish.. sweetie is currently busy with her assignments too.. haish.. anyone help please??

okay i use my leftover vangar sheet and made a heart shape.. so nice right.. i like it a lot.. but i threw it away when i was leaving the library.. hmm..

yeah.. so happy today.. =D went home after that to send in the photo into my phone and washed it at photo finish.. heex.. went to childcare after that to meet that sweetie of mine.. almost all the children went home le.. left a few over there.. and the kids dont recognise me.. =.= they were shocked to see a person standing there.. only a few of them recognise.. so funny.. but they are adorable kays.. heex.. then went causeway point with sweetie again.. accompany her to eat her dinner.. mcdonald again!! =.= i didnt eat.. she eat kays!! believe me.. haha.. then went to see the handphone roadshow.. and i saw my k810i!! wah~ then got the caterlog.. woohoo.. and i helped sweetie to take N76 de.. haha.. all nice nice sia.. heex.. she also like k810i.. wah.. sweetie we changed same phone bah.. heex..

just some random shot of myself.. hoho.. nice nice mah?? haha.. =DD

sweetie is not good!! angry with her sia.. hmph~ shall not talk to her.. she is a bad ger!!
hmm.. i got a good laugh just now.. my didi suddenly so nice.. said he wanted to draw me.. so i used his lappie de camera to take photo.. but he go and change the effect.. all so funny kays.. wah lau.. i laugh until mad.. mummy scolded me siao.. haha..this is what my didi draw.. hello~ tell me where does it loook like me?? gosh.. still can tell me i draw you slim slim liao hor.. =.= pengz..

i am being love by my frenx!!

Your Deadly Sins

Envy: 60% Greed: 40% Pride: 20% Sloth: 20% Wrath: 20% Gluttony: 0% Lust: 0% Chance You'll Go to Hell: 23% You will die in a duel.

What Yvonne Means

Y is for Yummy V is for Visionary O is for Old N is for Nutty N is for Nice E is for Ebullient

Your Birthdate: September 5

People wouldn't take you for a passionate person - and that's where they'd be wrong. You can develop deep emotions quickly, and you're the type most likely to move in with someone after a few dates. Number of True Loves You'll Have: 5 Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 5 You are most compatible with people born on the 5th, 14th, and 23rd of the month.

You Should Have Been Born Under:

You are totally loyal, faithful, and honest. However, you don't trust others to be as ethical as you are! Straight forward and direct, you really aren't one for small talk. You are a great listener - and an agreeable companion when you're in a good mood! You are most compatible with a Tiger or Horse.

You Are "Dizzy and Giddy"

mummy bought for me jeans online.. heex.. san yi bough a bag too.. hoho.. night we had dinner at jia bin restuarant.. my family and san yi family reached first.. and followed by er yi.. then ah man and xiao jiu they all.. haha.. daddy was saying da jie would be the last one as she always very slow.. but it was wrong.. da jie came first.. and there came my first target.. heex.. my niece xuanxuan.. she is definitely adorable kays!! but her crying kill everyone.. she cried whenever someone want to carry her.. once she couldnt see da jie or wei xiong korkor.. she cried like mad kays.. no one noes why.. even when we are sitting next to them.. =.= so that day only managed to see her sit on the high chair.. cause no one can touch her mah.. haha..

then there come my second one.. chunjie!! heex.. he is also cute.. especially when he was walking.. being a toddler.. he is still learning to walk.. and i confirm he walks like a penguin can.. but very very cute lah.. hahaha.. should have video down the way he walks.. so ke ai!! haha.. then come my third and fourth target.. xiangxiang and haohao.. oh my god.. xiangxiang is funny can.. when he first saw daddy he was crying like hell.. then after that he was playing with the newly bought car by mummy with daddy.. and he was laughing like siao.. so funny lah.. and kaikai they all like to make his car disappeared.. and he would go "ah?!?!" his expression so funny can.. i cant stop laughing.. haohao also very funny.. he was walkking here and there.. like his house like that.. then xiangxiang still go until people wedding there.. =.= lame lah i had to catch him back.. then haohao was also playing with the car.. the two brothers laugh like mad lah.. but seeing them laugh i felt so happy too.. that why i love all my nephews and niece and not forgetting.. my cousins!! heex.. they are fun!!

took lot of pictures on that day.. heex.. got my shuai ge.. and mei nv!!! hehee.. i love them a lot lah!! hopefully i can stop missing them now and then.. haha.. =D


last lesson on art.. and i managed to finish it in time.. so happy.. xinyi was here today.. feeling rather happy to see her here.. but dont really have the time to talk to her also.. hmm.. and she was tired.. need to travel so long.. =.= i dragged her to causeway point after her FP.. bank in money for the online stuffs and went to check out the phone also.. out of sudden wasnt feeling too good.. so wasnt really listening to her.. nodding and shaking head what i do.. hmm.. but awhile jiu go home le.. feeling so tired kays.. feel like orh-ing liao.. but so many things havent complete.. got log book.. lesson evaluation and many many more.. and today i was so not happy.. people are seriously lag of originality man.. gosh.. can they have their own ideas.. haish.. forget it.. no matter how much i say is no use de loh.. so just shut up!! arghz!!

before i head off to malaysia.. i got something to say!! i saw one very very nice phone.. and daddy plan is up.. he said if i want he will sign for me this.. cause the price is $0 after trade-in of $200.. and i check.. w850i can trade-in $300.. woohoo.. daddy is being nice to me.. cause i let him see what happened to my phone.. heex.. this brighten up my day.. but when will he sign is also a problem.. haha.. but nevermind bah.. if he doesnt change one for me i also okay loh.. just that hen xiang change only mah.. cause i also love my w850i.. haha..hmm.. this is the picture of the phone i like.. very very cool right.. just that it is joystick de.. hmm.. nevermind lah.. if daddy willing to sign for me.. i will be happy enough.. haha.. just that need to buy my 1GB de memory card if i am getting this phone.. hoho.. okay lah.. later all say i siao keep buying phone.. but i want this phone is cause i like camera!! haha.. i prefer camera to walkman.. cause taking pictures is what i like.. hoho.. =))

was feeling rather angry today.. my lecturer for MAYC was on sick leave and she wasnt in school.. another lecture from the specialist course was here to take over today MAYC lecture.. but she spoke like a witch.. her high speech was so eerie.. and it was rather very irritating to listen to her talk.. but somehow she was just going against my group.. during activity time.. her activity wasnt that interesting as compared to our lecturer.. and the way she teach i couldnt understand.. it was rather hard for me to stay focus during lecture.. gosh.. and she even took note of what time my group left the class and what time we were back.. gosh.. she must be crazy.. and we didnt like her at all.. maybe cause she always teach people from around the age of 20plus.. that why we couldnt understand her.. what a funny thing.. but anger was there too..

discussed for our SAM report.. and after that we headed to canteen 2 for our lunch.. but before that i was rushing to SDAR to submit the indemnity form for jupiter watch.. then went to the library.. and had a long chat with xinyi over the phone.. hmm.. attended AW and SCV.. lecture was a little boring.. but got laughter.. haha.. and the sotong family got a very funny and wonderful story.. haha.. made me laugh like mad can.. hoho.. today SCV ended very early.. 5.15pm class was dismissed.. called up xinyi again and she was early today to meet her bf.. haha.. *clap* and i realised my outgoing call is going to hit 100mins!! gosh!! no more outgoing for me till 22 june.. remind me please.. and people please call me if you looking for me.. if not sms me.. =))

went to get my spectacles too.. and now i am having headache.. i am not use to the new specs.. gosh.. really very xing ku.. i shall sleep early today.. i cant tahan liao.. hmm.. pain pain pain~ i need to get use to it fast.. and then monday can go attachment in specs mah.. hmm.. arghz!! very very xing ku man.. feel like vomitting also.. gosh.. siao liao lah.. =.=

okay yvonne is feeling better le.. she no longer sad sad.. cause there are many things she needs to learn.. she needs to be independent and dont depends on others.. =] life will be easier for her this way.. =)

assignments are piling slowly.. i need to manage my time well.. next week i have to do all my assignments.. and i will be done.. i pray hard everything go well.. =))

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