Thursday, June 04, 2009
someone told me to update my blog. sooo here i am again. haha! miss lee lihui! you see i blog le hor. wahhaa!
alright, another week to go. i will be officially jobless. haha. no more income. need to save more and more man. haish. and this means, i got to leave my children.. SOB! i dont want. i miss them man. so sad. leaving them.. there are some unhappiness there. the confusion is still there. wanting to leave or not. hahaha. the mood is not right lah. i cant predict two years down the road what will happen. maybe i might not see the same old people again. maybe i might not be back at the same place. maybe i need to stay strong myself. or maybe... there are so many maybe lah. and to think, 2 years later my lovely babies are all in k2. definitely i am not going to be there with them. how sad. they are my first love. i taught them ever since they are in n1. seeing them progress make me smile. but now... i got to leave them. darling i will miss you all man. haish.
i cant bear to leave them. how??? okay i should be strong right. i need to stand strong and believe that i will be back! understand!!!!! wait for me! i will be back! heex.
oh... this sat going to go out with rain and stella and baby precious! heex. it has been quite long before i see this darling baby. heex. miss her neh! not to mention... miss the two ladies too.. haha! sometimes i told myself.. i need to put some time for my frenx. but then.. haish.. neverMind i will try to see how. hmmx.
alright... goodnight everyone! see ya soon!
alright, another week to go. i will be officially jobless. haha. no more income. need to save more and more man. haish. and this means, i got to leave my children.. SOB! i dont want. i miss them man. so sad. leaving them.. there are some unhappiness there. the confusion is still there. wanting to leave or not. hahaha. the mood is not right lah. i cant predict two years down the road what will happen. maybe i might not see the same old people again. maybe i might not be back at the same place. maybe i need to stay strong myself. or maybe... there are so many maybe lah. and to think, 2 years later my lovely babies are all in k2. definitely i am not going to be there with them. how sad. they are my first love. i taught them ever since they are in n1. seeing them progress make me smile. but now... i got to leave them. darling i will miss you all man. haish.
i cant bear to leave them. how??? okay i should be strong right. i need to stand strong and believe that i will be back! understand!!!!! wait for me! i will be back! heex.
oh... this sat going to go out with rain and stella and baby precious! heex. it has been quite long before i see this darling baby. heex. miss her neh! not to mention... miss the two ladies too.. haha! sometimes i told myself.. i need to put some time for my frenx. but then.. haish.. neverMind i will try to see how. hmmx.
alright... goodnight everyone! see ya soon!
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