haish. i am now in a very difficult position. really a very difficult one. haish. i dont noe sia. is like initially i am very happy when i noe that i get into full-time wheelock degree course. but right now, i feel like taking up the part-time one instead of full-time. i dont noe why. i just feel like loh. i noe sometimes because i am in a position whereby i feel that working and studying together is better. but sometimes i may be wrong. so in a dilemma now!
full time degree got it pros. basically i would be more relax and not that tired. all i have to do is study and do assignment. also have semester and term break which is like good. can rest. but it also have it cons. which is i can directly apply whatever i learn into classroom. because i need to study everyday.
part time degree pros is i can apply what i learn in the classrom straight away. cons is i will be very tired. evening class and next day got work. so is like i might not be able to take it. i might fall sick. that is my worries.
so this is what i got from zi. her analysis for me. haha! i ask leen. she said full time better as not that tired. i ask shereen. she said i would miss the boston trip which is a very good experience if i take part time. i ask xinyi. she straight away scold me. she said i stupid if i take part time. haish how! my teachers told me part time better. but you noe lah. teachers of course say part time better cause they want me to stay there. haha! how sia!!!!
i dont understand why i got this kind of thinking. is like so sudden. initially so happy now become so sad. haiyo what am i doing sia. -.- i guess it might be because of recently taking over n2 class. becoming a full time teacher till june make me think alot bah. so i need to think very very well. remember. i must submit ntuc scholarship before 24march. sooo i need to think!!!!
help me!
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