Sunday, February 15, 2009
i appreciate those frenx who really help me by calling NUH to ask about the blood donation for my dear frenx. thank you.
everything happened too sudden. i thought this would not happen as i believe miracle do happen. but i guess i was wrong. he left us this morning which made me cry for a moment. i dont really noe what to say. i was in a shock. i dont noe what i should do then. went for his wake today. dont dare to look at him. afraid that i might cry again. with selene, eve, yanxian and junwei there, make me a little bit stronger. looking at his smiling picture, it made me very sad. i seldom see him smile as he always look very fierce and stern. but today, he looked good. and i didnt cry.
i noe i wasnt a very good senior. i really regret. i should have praised him whenever he did something good. but i didnt. why i always do things which made me regret. twice it really happened. everytime i told myself i should treat my frenx better. but it doesnt happened. probably i am really not a good frenx. so maybe i should stay alone and reflect bah. i can never understand how to be a good frenx. so forget it. i shouldnt make more frenx.
dear frenx, thank you for being my frenx. you have left your footprint in my life. i appreciate it very much. you rest in peace. i will remember your smile and your joke. we shall be frenx again in our next life kays. dont worry, i will be strong. i will always remember you as my capable junior. i enjoy the night walk you plan for the camps although i didnt walk. i believe they were good ones. dont worry, i will get the other juniors to put up a good night walk for camps next time. you had shown them how to make it a success one. thank you! i will miss you. (:
everything happened too sudden. i thought this would not happen as i believe miracle do happen. but i guess i was wrong. he left us this morning which made me cry for a moment. i dont really noe what to say. i was in a shock. i dont noe what i should do then. went for his wake today. dont dare to look at him. afraid that i might cry again. with selene, eve, yanxian and junwei there, make me a little bit stronger. looking at his smiling picture, it made me very sad. i seldom see him smile as he always look very fierce and stern. but today, he looked good. and i didnt cry.
i noe i wasnt a very good senior. i really regret. i should have praised him whenever he did something good. but i didnt. why i always do things which made me regret. twice it really happened. everytime i told myself i should treat my frenx better. but it doesnt happened. probably i am really not a good frenx. so maybe i should stay alone and reflect bah. i can never understand how to be a good frenx. so forget it. i shouldnt make more frenx.
dear frenx, thank you for being my frenx. you have left your footprint in my life. i appreciate it very much. you rest in peace. i will remember your smile and your joke. we shall be frenx again in our next life kays. dont worry, i will be strong. i will always remember you as my capable junior. i enjoy the night walk you plan for the camps although i didnt walk. i believe they were good ones. dont worry, i will get the other juniors to put up a good night walk for camps next time. you had shown them how to make it a success one. thank you! i will miss you. (:
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