Monday, October 27, 2008
yesterday i thought it was just a normal day. but when it reached night time, everything changed. i got so hurt in whatever he said. after 9 months, he came back looking for me. althought he did come back to me during this 9 months, this time round it really hurt me more. i didnt noe that my love for him is still there. i thought i already forget about everything. but it was not the truth. haish! i fallen back to him again. i dont noe what i should do. haish. i called sweetie and i was talking to her for very long. both of us are so ke lian. haish! i noe this relationship is not possible. but why he wants to come back and check on my feelings towards him? he said to wait for him. but how long can i wait? months or years? you said you will settle your problem with your gf first. and you even said you regretted the decision you made. but everything is too late. i will ask for more if you keep staying by my side. or will you disappear tomorrow? haish. i dont noe. i got no thinking skills liao! i feel so dont noe what to say. ROAR! how i wish my bao bei is here. so i can hug and kiss him all i want. i miss my bao bei neh. need to wait till thursday then can see my bao bei. so long!
haha. my heart is numb. totally numb. i got no more feeling liao. i need another person to come and activate my feeling. where is that person? haish.
forget about the past and move forward.
oh my! the 8pm show at channel 8 is super touching. first time watching the show. i cried leh. maybe cause already very sad so see sad story then will cry. haha! i mean i didnt noe in singapore there are such family. how i wish i can also help them. haish. and 9pm show is super super exciting. haha! today is a day full of excitment. =)
life will be better afterall. think of the bright side bah!
haha. my heart is numb. totally numb. i got no more feeling liao. i need another person to come and activate my feeling. where is that person? haish.
forget about the past and move forward.
oh my! the 8pm show at channel 8 is super touching. first time watching the show. i cried leh. maybe cause already very sad so see sad story then will cry. haha! i mean i didnt noe in singapore there are such family. how i wish i can also help them. haish. and 9pm show is super super exciting. haha! today is a day full of excitment. =)
life will be better afterall. think of the bright side bah!
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