Friday, October 10, 2008
today is the last day of work. i really cant bear to leave the children and the teachers there. i miss them. i dont noe why i feel so sad afterall. maybe because i really have a strong bond with the teachers and children. i miss the gossip gang who will gather after 5pm to talk about the day. today the whole gang not around. left me wendy and janice. like so empty. and the whole centre seems empty today. haish. stayed with k1 after 4pm and the children are so cute. i dont always go to the class. but the children are so lovely. i nearly cried when i was leaving the children. took photos but not with all the children. i really miss them. ahhhhH!!
and i feel super stress this few days. somehow i regretted giving my number to him. i mean yes we are frenx for quite some times. and he seems to be one who is good to chat with. but it doesnt mean anything. and he is now getting on my nerves. he sms me everyday and call every night. i feel irritated. and repeating the same old question do i stand a chance make me feel even stress. ahhh! i dont need all this idiot things. i just need to smile and be happy.
i really need to be happy. school is starting on monday. i really miss zi ting samm leen and qing. plus some other people too. but i got a feeling it will be a stressful semester. haish! god bless me! i need some energy! please give energy to me! i will appreciate it very much. =)
and i feel super stress this few days. somehow i regretted giving my number to him. i mean yes we are frenx for quite some times. and he seems to be one who is good to chat with. but it doesnt mean anything. and he is now getting on my nerves. he sms me everyday and call every night. i feel irritated. and repeating the same old question do i stand a chance make me feel even stress. ahhh! i dont need all this idiot things. i just need to smile and be happy.
i really need to be happy. school is starting on monday. i really miss zi ting samm leen and qing. plus some other people too. but i got a feeling it will be a stressful semester. haish! god bless me! i need some energy! please give energy to me! i will appreciate it very much. =)
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