Monday, February 04, 2008
today is yet another i dont want to do day.. i am supposed to study for my exam.. but due to certain thing that happened last night.. i feel damn sad and i got no mood to study.. sweetie is not online.. dearie working and i dont want to bother her much.. haish.. i feel so sad.. sad till yesterday night i couldnt sleep.. i feel so tired also neh.. haish..
guys are jerk arent they.. i feel damn hurt by him loh.. i dont noe why.. you are so nice that you keep contacting me and making me feel that you are not too bad yah.. later we quarrelled you said sorry and tried to all the sweet talking to make me feel that you are really sorry.. i forgave you that time.. then we never quarrelled again.. you make me feel so touch when you actually tried your best to cheer me up when i am sad and telling you everything.. you make me feel love.. and so we chat happily and laughters are all around.. slowly i realised i fall for you.. but then i didnt got the chance to say anything.. everything changed and yah.. you said you are sorry for being unfair to me.. i accepted that.. i hope to delete your contact and stop contacting you.. i didnt fall in too deep so i am still lucky and i can get over it fast.. ya i admit i do curse and swear.. but you cant blame me for that.. i am just protecting myself from being more hurt.. okay i think i shall not contact him and we shall go separate way.. anyway he is just a passerby in my life.. so shall not contact him anymore.. i am not cruel.. but to protect this friendship of mine.. so people just let me cry hard and i will survive thru..
2008 is not a good year for me and i can say that.. many things happened which make me feel so lost.. i wanted to go back to the usual route i also go.. but too bad.. i doubt i can.. i need people to lead me back.. just lead me back to the usual route and i will be fine after that.. and i shall never believe in love again.. until i really can get over everything.. haha!
oh ya mummy and daddy just came back buying a few bags of bottle drinks.. haha.. then my cousin already fast asleep.. he need to work from 5am to 2am tomorrow.. wah piangx.. ke lian de him.. wahaha! then tomorrow i want to go and buy my shoes! i dont care!!! roar!! i havent buy.. =.= and i feel like buying skinny also.. but then i wonder whether i should go.. haha.. no one goes with me.. then i feel so sianx.. let me decide whether to go buy shoes and jeans not.. hahax!
to that stupid sweetie! the world is never perfect understand! so please hurry decide.. if you choose to ask him go then too bad tomorrow i dont want to go liao.. cause i feel weird.. then if you choose to ask me go cause we so long never go boat quay and emo there liao.. then he shall not appear.. so you are to choose one! understand one only! if not you will be dead!!! =)
guys are jerk arent they.. i feel damn hurt by him loh.. i dont noe why.. you are so nice that you keep contacting me and making me feel that you are not too bad yah.. later we quarrelled you said sorry and tried to all the sweet talking to make me feel that you are really sorry.. i forgave you that time.. then we never quarrelled again.. you make me feel so touch when you actually tried your best to cheer me up when i am sad and telling you everything.. you make me feel love.. and so we chat happily and laughters are all around.. slowly i realised i fall for you.. but then i didnt got the chance to say anything.. everything changed and yah.. you said you are sorry for being unfair to me.. i accepted that.. i hope to delete your contact and stop contacting you.. i didnt fall in too deep so i am still lucky and i can get over it fast.. ya i admit i do curse and swear.. but you cant blame me for that.. i am just protecting myself from being more hurt.. okay i think i shall not contact him and we shall go separate way.. anyway he is just a passerby in my life.. so shall not contact him anymore.. i am not cruel.. but to protect this friendship of mine.. so people just let me cry hard and i will survive thru..
2008 is not a good year for me and i can say that.. many things happened which make me feel so lost.. i wanted to go back to the usual route i also go.. but too bad.. i doubt i can.. i need people to lead me back.. just lead me back to the usual route and i will be fine after that.. and i shall never believe in love again.. until i really can get over everything.. haha!
oh ya mummy and daddy just came back buying a few bags of bottle drinks.. haha.. then my cousin already fast asleep.. he need to work from 5am to 2am tomorrow.. wah piangx.. ke lian de him.. wahaha! then tomorrow i want to go and buy my shoes! i dont care!!! roar!! i havent buy.. =.= and i feel like buying skinny also.. but then i wonder whether i should go.. haha.. no one goes with me.. then i feel so sianx.. let me decide whether to go buy shoes and jeans not.. hahax!
to that stupid sweetie! the world is never perfect understand! so please hurry decide.. if you choose to ask him go then too bad tomorrow i dont want to go liao.. cause i feel weird.. then if you choose to ask me go cause we so long never go boat quay and emo there liao.. then he shall not appear.. so you are to choose one! understand one only! if not you will be dead!!! =)
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