Tuesday, February 05, 2008
i shall have an early blog today.. heex.. =)) i got nothing to do.. didnt study as well cause i was so busy just now.. i helped mummy to wipe the door and wash the fans.. all the fans in my house can.. wah praise me please! i am such a good girl today.. oh ya i also clear my room.. i threw away almost everything.. and my room is now so clean.. but look like still got a lot of things.. sad.. but nevermind at least i noe i got clean up.. haha!
i dont understand you noe.. why is he still being so nice to me after i already did something so jue.. i thought we will never talk again but i think i was wrong.. got gf already still so nice to me i feel weird.. =.= i have nothing to do with him already but then it seems to be a small case to him.. i also dont understand why.. he is still very concern about me asking me not to go and drink today.. he will chat with me if i feel bored.. gosh.. what he wants man.. i totally have no idea.. i told him i dont want to have anything to do with him.. he just said he and me are still frenx and he wants me to be good.. okay i accepted that.. we are still frenx yes i agree.. but is he being too over?? he wants to see me and wants to talk to me.. but i feel that i shouldnt.. i dont want to make myself sink any deeper.. he is still being very nice.. crap with me and entertain me.. when he feels that i am sad he will keep make me laugh.. the truth is he knew how i feel.. and he always ask me to be a happy person and dont be sad.. i hope i can man.. let see whether he will still talk to me today bah.. i noe he is still very concern about me but too bad i dont want to have anything to do with him also.. =) sweetie told me to be frank with him.. tell him to stop talking to me until i get over everything.. but i dont have the heart to do so.. so i told sweetie.. she said she dont want to hear anything about him anymore.. but sweetie can you just listen to me?? i noe he already make a very bad impression in your mind.. but i mean we are just frenx.. not to get into anything else.. i noe i hurt myself like that cause i can feel that my heart is hurting.. but i dont want to loose a frenx.. i promise nothing more than just a frenx.. =)
oh ya i am going out later.. to chongpang with mummy and daddy to find my shoes.. and i am supposed to get a pair of jean.. but too bad i dont feel like going.. i havent decide man.. =.= go or not to go? hmm.. roar! help help!!!!!
i dont understand you noe.. why is he still being so nice to me after i already did something so jue.. i thought we will never talk again but i think i was wrong.. got gf already still so nice to me i feel weird.. =.= i have nothing to do with him already but then it seems to be a small case to him.. i also dont understand why.. he is still very concern about me asking me not to go and drink today.. he will chat with me if i feel bored.. gosh.. what he wants man.. i totally have no idea.. i told him i dont want to have anything to do with him.. he just said he and me are still frenx and he wants me to be good.. okay i accepted that.. we are still frenx yes i agree.. but is he being too over?? he wants to see me and wants to talk to me.. but i feel that i shouldnt.. i dont want to make myself sink any deeper.. he is still being very nice.. crap with me and entertain me.. when he feels that i am sad he will keep make me laugh.. the truth is he knew how i feel.. and he always ask me to be a happy person and dont be sad.. i hope i can man.. let see whether he will still talk to me today bah.. i noe he is still very concern about me but too bad i dont want to have anything to do with him also.. =) sweetie told me to be frank with him.. tell him to stop talking to me until i get over everything.. but i dont have the heart to do so.. so i told sweetie.. she said she dont want to hear anything about him anymore.. but sweetie can you just listen to me?? i noe he already make a very bad impression in your mind.. but i mean we are just frenx.. not to get into anything else.. i noe i hurt myself like that cause i can feel that my heart is hurting.. but i dont want to loose a frenx.. i promise nothing more than just a frenx.. =)
oh ya i am going out later.. to chongpang with mummy and daddy to find my shoes.. and i am supposed to get a pair of jean.. but too bad i dont feel like going.. i havent decide man.. =.= go or not to go? hmm.. roar! help help!!!!!
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