Thursday, November 29, 2007
i totally dont understand! i am feeling damn stress now.. i cant work i cant do anything! my mind is full of worries for the upcoming ane camp.. how much longer i have to endure? everything is like being push around.. i noe complain thru here nobody will noe and nobody will also care.. but i am really really very very STRESS! assignments are all piling up and my mood is all in astro.. i noe sometimes i got to balance certain things so i can get a good result.. but it seems so uneasy to balance..
everything is just being push to me and i feel it very hard to digest.. i dont noe why.. out of sudden my work load become damn lot! i feel miserable.. everyone told me that i have to say it out.. but i dont think i am able to.. i might just collapse any moments.. and now i am having last minute stuff.. asking me to inform members tomorrow going to science centre.. WHAT THE HELL!! in the middle of the night ask me to inform you think i am able to.. i am angry i scold and people said i am going against him.. fine.. i shall keep my mouth shut and stop talking forever..
one day when i am really unable to endure.. i guess it will be the end.. i will be laying down on my bed peacefully without any noises or anything.. and at this rate i am going.. nightmare will soon be arriving! and you see i will be a monster the next time you see me..
i cried but no one sees it.. i can continue to put on my smiley face and face everyone.. but i guess it will be the end of yvonne's life.. all she can is to smile now.. she cant scold if not people said she is against them.. whatever~ let me die for sure bah!
everything is just being push to me and i feel it very hard to digest.. i dont noe why.. out of sudden my work load become damn lot! i feel miserable.. everyone told me that i have to say it out.. but i dont think i am able to.. i might just collapse any moments.. and now i am having last minute stuff.. asking me to inform members tomorrow going to science centre.. WHAT THE HELL!! in the middle of the night ask me to inform you think i am able to.. i am angry i scold and people said i am going against him.. fine.. i shall keep my mouth shut and stop talking forever..
one day when i am really unable to endure.. i guess it will be the end.. i will be laying down on my bed peacefully without any noises or anything.. and at this rate i am going.. nightmare will soon be arriving! and you see i will be a monster the next time you see me..
i cried but no one sees it.. i can continue to put on my smiley face and face everyone.. but i guess it will be the end of yvonne's life.. all she can is to smile now.. she cant scold if not people said she is against them.. whatever~ let me die for sure bah!
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