Saturday, October 06, 2007
turning here and there on my bed last night.. whose fault?? my mummy.. why?? she told me a very scary news yesternight when i came back at 10plus.. it went like this..
mummy: 你懂不懂昨天晚上auntie家有人跳楼？
me: huh? 是meh? 我补习回来都没有看到有警察。
mummy: auntie讲有很大声的bomb，以为是gas爆炸。去看，看见有一个年轻人男的躺在地上。
me: oh my god!!!
story ended.. that guy was a 17 years old boy who committed sucide because quarrelled with girlfrenx.. indian guy.. godma said that boy was from riverside.. that couldnt be.. dark blue uniform.. riverside change uniform liao.. hmm.. i dont noe.. but this news hit me can! i couldnt sleep the whole night.. mind was so blank and scared.. the moment i closed my eyes.. i remembered what mummy said.. gosh.. scary can!!! i am scared!!
okay lah.. dont say liao if not tonight no need sleep.. =.=
went for sushi today with leen and her bf.. haha.. thought i could eat lots of tako yaki ball.. but i was wrong.. =.= sushi buffet only start at 3pm.. and we were there at 1plus.. lolx.. nevermind we still eat.. nice and yummy sushi.. i am not contented.. shall go sushi buffet again next time when i got money.. wahaha.. we ate a lot today.. overall $50plus.. use up the voucher.. and overall $30plus.. leen bf treated me again.. alright thanks ger and your bf!! =)) after which we went to sheng siong at bpp.. i went to check out all the price for the bbq foods.. the sheng siong is very big lah! last time i went got people helped me see here see there de leh.. then i can get everything done very fast.. but now i couldnt find the things i want also.. haha.. so slowly slowly we walked around.. haha.. finally everything done and we walked to plaza.. weather was damn hot!! sweating sia.. oh my god!! hot weather recently.. how i wish it rain and make the day cooler.. lolx..
we bought nail polish!! heex.. i got 2 and leen got 2 too.. cause buy 3 get 1 free.. and i got 2 nail stickers at 90cents each.. but i wasnt very very happy about it.. everything in that shop is very expensive now.. the price increase double can! nail polish $3.90 when i first bought in june.. now it raised up to $5.90! gosh!! very very expensive! but because the colour is nice and lasting then i bought one loh.. nevermind.. wanted to buy blusher.. $16.90 in the past now $22.90! what the hell!! eye shadow.. last time $5.90 sweetie bought one.. and i told her i will be back soon to buy cause i got my first pay.. then i kept never go there buy.. now it become $12.90! i got a shock out of my life.. double can!! wah kaox.. i blamed myself for not getting that last time.. haix!! what the hell lah!!! arghx! nevermind.. then the both of us went walking around at plaza.. saw one heels nice.. not very high still okay.. 3 pairs for $59.90.. lolx.. in the end never buy also lah.. see see only mah.. went to mini toons and got one strawberry shortcake metal pencil box for my godsis birthday.. after which we went down to royal sporting house cause her bf wanted to see something.. and we walked pass that facial shop again.. gosh i saw something which made both of us very very angry! *attention all students, spend minimium $20 on the products and get 15% discount!* what the hell!! we bought $19.50!! 50cents more! and we will get 15% discount.. wah lau.. that person also never tell us! we look like students can!!! ROAR!!! nevermind.. i noe now.. went to royal sporting house and we take a look at new sandals.. heex.. how i wish i can get one new sandals.. cause nice!! haha.. sit down at mosburger to drink milk tea!!
went to school after that for astro.. i took an 50minutes bus ride instead of 20minutes.. haha.. i took one big round.. i must be mad.. to kill time can.. and saw tommy at canteen 1.. went up clubhouse with him.. and noe what! i got so high playing monopoly.. cause tommy got no money and i got a lot!! heex.. but things doesnt last long! i got bankrupt cause he bought hotel straight away! so dumb!! i even mortage my house to him! roar!! he is so dumb!!!! then after which i decided to stop playing.. haha.. celebrated robin bdae.. but i didnt get a chance to put the cake on his face! haix.. nevermind i will have chance one.. haha..
but everything doesnt last long.. something happened in the middle of the event and i got so paiseh.. i went off to be alone after that.. i noe.. the secret is out.. and the whole world knew it now.. even someone who shouldnt noe.. knew it now.. how paiseh i am now.. how am i going to face the people now.. how i wish just now i can just disappear.. i noe.. he might knew it long ago.. but he wasnt showing anything.. but now.. the secret is out! and i got to say i have no face in astro anymore.. everything going to change.. dont ask me what.. but i noe.. i wish to quit my post now and never go astro.. disappear from there is good.. just now i dont feel like going home.. i wanted to stay at clubhouse with yubin and gang for night ob.. but i didnt in the end.. went civic centre mcdonald with shuling and we chatted for a long time.. it had been long since i have a long chat with someone.. thanks ger! *appreciated!!*
now i noe.. i am such a tiny ger in everywhere.. i might not be the dream ger of anyone.. but i have feeling too.. yes i admit i like someone.. but isnt it my problem?? why are people so dumb to just shout in front of everyone about something they shouldnt even be bothering.. i didnt say it out cause i dont wish to be let anyone noe.. even you noe shouldnt you keep your mouth shut.. i dont want to be hurt again.. but now i am hurt.. i never never going to believe you all again! i hate you all!! HATE!!!
mummy: 你懂不懂昨天晚上auntie家有人跳楼？
me: huh? 是meh? 我补习回来都没有看到有警察。
mummy: auntie讲有很大声的bomb，以为是gas爆炸。去看，看见有一个年轻人男的躺在地上。
me: oh my god!!!
story ended.. that guy was a 17 years old boy who committed sucide because quarrelled with girlfrenx.. indian guy.. godma said that boy was from riverside.. that couldnt be.. dark blue uniform.. riverside change uniform liao.. hmm.. i dont noe.. but this news hit me can! i couldnt sleep the whole night.. mind was so blank and scared.. the moment i closed my eyes.. i remembered what mummy said.. gosh.. scary can!!! i am scared!!
okay lah.. dont say liao if not tonight no need sleep.. =.=
went for sushi today with leen and her bf.. haha.. thought i could eat lots of tako yaki ball.. but i was wrong.. =.= sushi buffet only start at 3pm.. and we were there at 1plus.. lolx.. nevermind we still eat.. nice and yummy sushi.. i am not contented.. shall go sushi buffet again next time when i got money.. wahaha.. we ate a lot today.. overall $50plus.. use up the voucher.. and overall $30plus.. leen bf treated me again.. alright thanks ger and your bf!! =)) after which we went to sheng siong at bpp.. i went to check out all the price for the bbq foods.. the sheng siong is very big lah! last time i went got people helped me see here see there de leh.. then i can get everything done very fast.. but now i couldnt find the things i want also.. haha.. so slowly slowly we walked around.. haha.. finally everything done and we walked to plaza.. weather was damn hot!! sweating sia.. oh my god!! hot weather recently.. how i wish it rain and make the day cooler.. lolx..
we bought nail polish!! heex.. i got 2 and leen got 2 too.. cause buy 3 get 1 free.. and i got 2 nail stickers at 90cents each.. but i wasnt very very happy about it.. everything in that shop is very expensive now.. the price increase double can! nail polish $3.90 when i first bought in june.. now it raised up to $5.90! gosh!! very very expensive! but because the colour is nice and lasting then i bought one loh.. nevermind.. wanted to buy blusher.. $16.90 in the past now $22.90! what the hell!! eye shadow.. last time $5.90 sweetie bought one.. and i told her i will be back soon to buy cause i got my first pay.. then i kept never go there buy.. now it become $12.90! i got a shock out of my life.. double can!! wah kaox.. i blamed myself for not getting that last time.. haix!! what the hell lah!!! arghx! nevermind.. then the both of us went walking around at plaza.. saw one heels nice.. not very high still okay.. 3 pairs for $59.90.. lolx.. in the end never buy also lah.. see see only mah.. went to mini toons and got one strawberry shortcake metal pencil box for my godsis birthday.. after which we went down to royal sporting house cause her bf wanted to see something.. and we walked pass that facial shop again.. gosh i saw something which made both of us very very angry! *attention all students, spend minimium $20 on the products and get 15% discount!* what the hell!! we bought $19.50!! 50cents more! and we will get 15% discount.. wah lau.. that person also never tell us! we look like students can!!! ROAR!!! nevermind.. i noe now.. went to royal sporting house and we take a look at new sandals.. heex.. how i wish i can get one new sandals.. cause nice!! haha.. sit down at mosburger to drink milk tea!!
went to school after that for astro.. i took an 50minutes bus ride instead of 20minutes.. haha.. i took one big round.. i must be mad.. to kill time can.. and saw tommy at canteen 1.. went up clubhouse with him.. and noe what! i got so high playing monopoly.. cause tommy got no money and i got a lot!! heex.. but things doesnt last long! i got bankrupt cause he bought hotel straight away! so dumb!! i even mortage my house to him! roar!! he is so dumb!!!! then after which i decided to stop playing.. haha.. celebrated robin bdae.. but i didnt get a chance to put the cake on his face! haix.. nevermind i will have chance one.. haha..
but everything doesnt last long.. something happened in the middle of the event and i got so paiseh.. i went off to be alone after that.. i noe.. the secret is out.. and the whole world knew it now.. even someone who shouldnt noe.. knew it now.. how paiseh i am now.. how am i going to face the people now.. how i wish just now i can just disappear.. i noe.. he might knew it long ago.. but he wasnt showing anything.. but now.. the secret is out! and i got to say i have no face in astro anymore.. everything going to change.. dont ask me what.. but i noe.. i wish to quit my post now and never go astro.. disappear from there is good.. just now i dont feel like going home.. i wanted to stay at clubhouse with yubin and gang for night ob.. but i didnt in the end.. went civic centre mcdonald with shuling and we chatted for a long time.. it had been long since i have a long chat with someone.. thanks ger! *appreciated!!*
now i noe.. i am such a tiny ger in everywhere.. i might not be the dream ger of anyone.. but i have feeling too.. yes i admit i like someone.. but isnt it my problem?? why are people so dumb to just shout in front of everyone about something they shouldnt even be bothering.. i didnt say it out cause i dont wish to be let anyone noe.. even you noe shouldnt you keep your mouth shut.. i dont want to be hurt again.. but now i am hurt.. i never never going to believe you all again! i hate you all!! HATE!!!
tears rolling down! *sobx*
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