hmm.. i cried again yesterday.. main reason because i got so upset.. all started with the psp slim lavender.. =.= i was asking daddy to sponser me for the psp slim.. he asked why i need to buy.. i told him cause i wanted it very long ago.. i told all the functions that a psp slim provide.. he asked then where is my mp3 player.. i told him already spoilt.. my brother also noe.. then he kept quiet.. i was so sad.. cause initially is like he help me pay first then i pay him back monthly.. then he asked how much.. i told him around $400.. but he said so expensive he now where got money buy.. i got more sianx.. then whatever mummy asked me to do i gave her sianx face.. later got scolded by her.. haish.. everything was still alright till daddy gave brother one angbao for his bdae.. i cried.. caused i didnt have agbao during my bdae but got cake.. i got so so so upset.. i hid inside my room crying.. then after that i went to brush my teeth and daddy saw me crying.. he commented crazy ar wait wednesday i tio 4D then buy for you one lah.. haish.. like so fake! sad~

see how beautiful is psp slim lavender purple! hopefully i will get one soon.. *pray* thinking back right.. i realised that daddy has always been buying for me the things i also wanted.. like when i was in primary six when i couldnt get into cedar girls.. daddy still bought for me a very nice discman which he promised to buy for me only when i got into cedar girls.. then when i was in sec four.. i got quite good result for my n level.. then we dont noe go where then i dragged him to sim lim square to look at mp3.. in the end he also bought one creative mp3 for me.. plus.. whenever i wanted to change hp model.. he never say no to me.. he would get it for me too.. so i concluded that my daddy really hen teng wo.. it seems that i am getting more and more bu xiao shun.. cause i kept asking for things from him.. haish.. maybe it is time for me to reflect bah.. hmm..

oh ya.. i was surfing the net just now looking for hamster pictures.. and i came across this.. heex.. cute right.. last sunday i asked my daddy why he threw away my hamster cage.. he replied cause spoilt le.. then next year you want buy hamster please buy new one.. my mind was like huh when i said i am buying hamsters next year.. =.= okay fine.. take it as a yes from mummy that i am able to keep a hamster.. heex.. and just now was looking at the website leen gave me.. and i show mummy those pictures of cages and everything.. i told mummy how cute it is.. and i commented that december i want buy hamsters.. haha.. she never say anything.. hoho! i will be rearing 2 lovely hamsters soon.. it had been long~ heex.. =D
november is coming.. and then soon it will be december.. how nice.. xmas coming too! heex.. i am waiting for my xmas pressie.. people.. look at my wish list.. and hopefully i get one of the things from the wishlist.. haha..
i am looking forward to xmas~
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