Sunday, October 07, 2007
very very sianx! went for tuition today at falicia's house.. everything as per normal.. time went pass very fast and soon tuition finished.. haha.. =)
went to causeway point with godma family and mummy.. they went to john little to buy things.. and i was so excited when i saw a baby winnie the pooh mattress cover.. oh my god.. i have been asking for one.. show it to mummy and guess what she said.. i dont have money to buy that.. you go buy yourself.. that's hurt! whatever i want my mummy will never get it for me.. this become worse when i got a job and earn a little money.. haish.. sometimes i was thinking.. i noe i need a job cause i want to get those things i want as i dont wish to get money from my parents.. but at other times.. i was feeling a bit upset.. ever since i got job.. my mummy will never buy me things.. how i wish she could just buy me something to make me feel happy.. all her mind will be my brother.. whatever also my brother.. haish.. she never never think of me de leh.. why why!!
i feel sad.. really very sad.. everyone noes i am a person who get jealous easily.. especially now.. i dont mind my mummy bought stuffs for my brother.. but can she just think of me too.. she always said she is not biased against her children.. cause my ah yi all are biased towards their son.. but she herself also biased against her son! she can get everything for my brother and not me.. haish.. why am i complaining against my mummy?? i just dont find it fair.. both children also she give birth one.. but why is she treating one better than the other.. i think back.. when we were young.. my brother always got more toys than me.. i only have one very precious barbie doll.. while my brother has tonnes of power rangers robbots.. haish.. I AM SAD!!!!
okay fine! i got to wake up!! i need to be happy and not sad or moody.. this is not getting anywhere.. so i need to be a happy and cheerful ger.. cause i promise that i will be a happy and cheerful ger.. =)) i will pray to god and tell them what i want to be.. please hear my prayer god.. i will thank you a lot! =D
went to causeway point with godma family and mummy.. they went to john little to buy things.. and i was so excited when i saw a baby winnie the pooh mattress cover.. oh my god.. i have been asking for one.. show it to mummy and guess what she said.. i dont have money to buy that.. you go buy yourself.. that's hurt! whatever i want my mummy will never get it for me.. this become worse when i got a job and earn a little money.. haish.. sometimes i was thinking.. i noe i need a job cause i want to get those things i want as i dont wish to get money from my parents.. but at other times.. i was feeling a bit upset.. ever since i got job.. my mummy will never buy me things.. how i wish she could just buy me something to make me feel happy.. all her mind will be my brother.. whatever also my brother.. haish.. she never never think of me de leh.. why why!!
i feel sad.. really very sad.. everyone noes i am a person who get jealous easily.. especially now.. i dont mind my mummy bought stuffs for my brother.. but can she just think of me too.. she always said she is not biased against her children.. cause my ah yi all are biased towards their son.. but she herself also biased against her son! she can get everything for my brother and not me.. haish.. why am i complaining against my mummy?? i just dont find it fair.. both children also she give birth one.. but why is she treating one better than the other.. i think back.. when we were young.. my brother always got more toys than me.. i only have one very precious barbie doll.. while my brother has tonnes of power rangers robbots.. haish.. I AM SAD!!!!
okay fine! i got to wake up!! i need to be happy and not sad or moody.. this is not getting anywhere.. so i need to be a happy and cheerful ger.. cause i promise that i will be a happy and cheerful ger.. =)) i will pray to god and tell them what i want to be.. please hear my prayer god.. i will thank you a lot! =D
i shall learn to forget!
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