went to school as usual.. DPIP lecture was alright.. did some discuss about parenting stuffs.. then EC lecture was fun.. cause we were to sit back to back one another and draw something.. i was partner with qingling.. haha.. so everything was rather funny.. heex.. oh ya.. bridget brought her hamster sonic to school too.. for our SYC module.. hamster is sooo cute can.. =) how i wish i could rear one too.. but i noe mummy will definitely not allow cause i am scared to clean the hamster cage and bath the hamster.. awwww~ nevermind then next time then rear bah.. heex..
during lunch.. i was sitting in the middle of everyone.. i looked at everyone.. they are eating! how i wish i could eat too.. but i cant.. i only can survive on the tablets.. so i got to endure.. and i finally did! everyone finished their food.. i didnt eat.. hoho.. congrats congrats.. =)) i believe i can do it one.. one week two times only.. so jia you le ar! =D
oh i was having fun during SYC lecture.. exploring different types of materials.. heex.. oolbeck was fun.. i once played it during CD2.1.. now i got to play again.. simply using corn flour and water i can get oolbeck which is very very fun! cool too.. and i also have fun playing with water.. i guessed it had been years since i had water play bah.. last tme is always looking at the children playing with water.. haha.. but i wasnt really having fun at AST lecture.. it had been a chore to attend AST lecture.. i dont understand everything.. different kinds of pronounciation made me mad.. i cant remember anyone of them.. gosh.. how i wish time quickly fly and i can get out of AST lecture.. haish.. speech and everything making me mad too.. haish.. i am soooo scared of AST.. if i am able to pass with just a D.. i am already contented.. =.=
after which went for astro.. i wasnt really very happy.. cause something happened.. sometimes i think.. did i do the right thing?? i noe.. i shouldnt do that.. but thinking that the juniors are getting very very little.. i began to feel upset.. david was the lecturer for that day.. i told i can help him by asking those people to sit in front and listen.. but i think i am wrong.. somehow certain thing happened which i cried again.. fancy dropping down a few drops of tears.. does it worth tearing?? i dont noe.. but somehow i wasnt feeling alright.. maybe i am just too tired.. sometimes.. looking at people make me feel jealous too.. the way people behave made me jealous too.. haish.. i had enough! real enough.. i hate people.. i hate human being.. cause they are so scary!
some pictures taken by me.. =)
sotong and peanut.. peanut is eileen draw de.. i think is on tuesday during SYC lecture..
this is sonic the hamster.. so fat and chubby right.. haha.. cute also!
saturday, 27 oct 2007
i had morning tuition today.. cause junwei they all cheat my feeling again.. initially going out de loh! nevermind.. everything is just a lie.. as usual.. i dont believe people again.. okay i had the whole day watching tv show.. i was feeling rather weak today.. so i decided to just sit on the chair facing my lappie.. haha.. no food again.. but tomorrow can eat le.. heex..
oh ya.. i was still thinking about certain stuffs.. haish.. feeling quite vexed over it too.. sad.. =.= nevermind nevermind.. sometimes i was thinking that should i admit that i like him.. but at times.. i was thinking cannot.. cause later no more friendship.. =.= so i rather keep mum.. hopefully i can still make this friendship of mine on going bah.. =)) let me consider again bah.. maybe when i have confidence then i will consider saying bah.. =D
i need some confidence~
