today whole day.. my favourite past time.. why why love.. haha.. current hook!! heex.. so nice can.. watch until ep 6 liao.. a sad and nice story.. sometimes.. really wonder.. why cant those nice things happen in real life.. everything seems to be so dreamy.. haha.. think too much again lah.. oops.. but i really wish those drama happen in real life.. in front of me.. haha.. that will be very very wonderful.. =))
eh i got no reason why i should go astro tomorrow.. many people not here and i dont even noe what to do there.. but i got so called force to go.. it seems so weird.. dinner for astro tomorrow?? bonding dinner?? who got to believe this?? everything is sooo very very weird.. the moment she said he coming.. i wonder i should go not.. haha.. and worse she hit the point.. melt~ haha.. should i go tomorrow?? i not sure.. i began to feel the emptiness when i go astro this time.. there will no longer be the fun and laughter there.. ha ha ha.. maybe i should be use to it liao.. in less than 6 months time everything going to be plain and straight.. i will be year 3 then and maybe the time to astro will be lesser and lesser.. ha..
nah~ forget it.. stop thinking and i will be happier.. haha.. my wish?? someone asked.. what did i wish for yesterday.. not to think.. i dont dare to wish.. cause as usual.. whatever i wish will never come true.. haha.. so why bother to think of a wish?? life is going well now with no worries and anything.. so let it go smoothly and nice.. that will be my wish for my 19th birthday.. heex..
went to sweetie blog and saw what she wrote for me.. take a look.. =)
happy sweet nineteen to ever blurry von!be strong my dear.
tears are precious,
don't cry easily.
stand up,
be proud
my dear sweetie..
i will try to be strong.. i noe you will always want me to be strong..
my tears are really precious.. i will now cry for things that worth my tears.. i wont cry easily.. i will keep it inside my eyes..
standing up and be proud will be a tough one for me.. i dont noe how to stand up and i dont even dare to be proud of myself..
i will always remember what you said to me..
you promise to protect me until i noe how to protect myself.. you will be my love forever and ever.. in the world.. there is no forever.. but believe me i will make the forever come true.. cause you will be in my heart till the day i die..
=))
tears are always precious. but i always drop it down my cheek.
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