Monday, September 10, 2007
there are certain things inside my mind.. i dont noe what to say.. but i noe i am going to go crazy soon.. so many things are kept inside.. deep inside me man.. i want to start to believe in myself.. but i always ended up hating myself for doing anything.. i want to talk.. i want my cosy night at boat quay.. but it doesnt seems to be there.. haish.. many many worries.. many many questions.. no one will noe how to answer i guess.. haish..
i think and think.. question myself again and again.. i wonder.. many it is always like that.. that question float to my mind again.. do i really really fall for him?? this is the question i kept asking myself.. but i dont get my answer.. sometimes.. watching him from far make me feel happy.. but watching him being sad and getting emo make me feel a little heartache.. how i wish i am there to comfort him to accompany him.. but as usual.. the one will never be me.. it will always be the other who go before me.. ha ha.. that could be fate..
ehh.. being emo is part of my life.. but it had been long since i last emo bah.. i always enjoy playing and laughing and even smiling at any single things.. maybe seeing tommy emo make me emo too.. haha.. this is the powerful of see people sad i also sad.. haha.. let me mix with people who are happy.. and i will forever be happy liao loh.. =)
no one will understand me.. so let it be.. leave me alone and i will be fine..
i think and think.. question myself again and again.. i wonder.. many it is always like that.. that question float to my mind again.. do i really really fall for him?? this is the question i kept asking myself.. but i dont get my answer.. sometimes.. watching him from far make me feel happy.. but watching him being sad and getting emo make me feel a little heartache.. how i wish i am there to comfort him to accompany him.. but as usual.. the one will never be me.. it will always be the other who go before me.. ha ha.. that could be fate..
ehh.. being emo is part of my life.. but it had been long since i last emo bah.. i always enjoy playing and laughing and even smiling at any single things.. maybe seeing tommy emo make me emo too.. haha.. this is the powerful of see people sad i also sad.. haha.. let me mix with people who are happy.. and i will forever be happy liao loh.. =)
no one will understand me.. so let it be.. leave me alone and i will be fine..
i i i i i i like him???
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