wah it was damn boring at home de can!! the boredness going to kill me liao.. grrr.. yesterday night cousins and san yi come my house stay for one night.. my cousin de gf also here to sleep.. initially i thought only me sleeping with her inside my room.. i felt damn bu zhi zai can.. after which san yi also came in and sleep.. thank goodness can.. heex.. i and her not very close and we seldom talk.. that why lah.. so i am not consider as bad.. my cousin was nice enough.. he got me 4 packets of durians.. yummy!! i love durians!! heex heex..
but eat too much durians.. throat wasnt feeling well.. haha.. alright.. watched why why love ep 1 and 2 today.. damn nice can.. cool also.. heex.. yup.. organising some outing.. haha.. but i dont noe whether anyone want to go.. quite a sad one though.. felt damn restless and damn sad.. i dont noe.. maybe whatever people said do have some hurting effect bah.. sometimes humans are really dumb.. and selfish at times.. i do admit i am.. seeing what people told me.. i felt a sharp needle poking into my heart.. tears began to gather around the eyes and waiting to come down.. but it didnt come down in the end.. but it was sad.. i was very selfish enough.. i hope that people belong just to me.. me alone.. the time we noe each other are not long i noe.. but i hope to be your good frenx who willing to do everything with you.. but people mind are just with others.. never once it has you.. it is terrible... haish..
forget about it liao.. dont talk le.. making me feel damn upset.. and noe-ing the truth that falling in love with him is double sadness.. maybe whatever i said is wrong.. i hope to sort it out one day.. together with him make me feel happier.. talking to him make me feel great.. having him to entertain me also nice.. haha..
alright.. tomorrow going genting le.. and i shall promise to be a nice ger to buy back something for my lovely frenx.. =)) haha.. spending my 19th birthday there.. would it be a good one?? haha.. dont noe.. but frenx.. kindly wish me all the best ar.. haha.. see ya then.. =D
stop eating vinegar so i wont feel jealous
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