Tuesday, August 07, 2007
yeah!! please praise me kays.. i studied for fm from 1.45pm till 9pm.. wahaha.. but interval i went online for awhile and do other things too.. but i am so high that i actually manage to study well.. heex..
anyway got tonnes of things to say.. but i just forget what i was suppose to say.. lolx.. what a clever ger kays.. i admit i am a sotong then.. haha.. and i managed to stay away from lappie for the whole afternoon.. but my handphone was with me all day.. ringing ringing.. haha.. i was calling ah ma to clarify my doubts.. and tomorrow meeting leen at 8.30am to clarify our doubts too.. haha.. i finished everything.. let's hope tomorrow i will pass the paper kays.. i must not aim it at moderation only.. must be good.. lolx.. too high hope will clash everything de.. nevermind then.. just a pass will do.. =))
life is as good as the past.. but seeing people nick make me feel so lousy straight away.. feeling that the feel is no longer there anymore.. frenx are becoming enemies.. oh my!! what to do?? i feeling so stress.. over lots of things.. way to say.. actually is fear bah.. the fear instill in me.. haish.. and worse is the fear made me think that i might lost something again.. haix.. how to prevent all this?? i dont noe.. should i just be open and welcome everything that is going to happen to me?? i dont noe.. and i am still very zai yi about certain things.. dont dare to tell anyone.. maybe it is time i forget about it and continue what i am doing bah.. recently whenever i looked at what i have done for something for days.. i felt that i dont really have the full support from my frenx.. i feel like giving up everything le.. but then i worried that if i really give up.. people might just think that i am useless.. i dont like.. i want to prove them wrong.. and now.. major task is in my hands.. i need to call up singapore children's society soon for the upcoming astro project.. please.. let me prove that i am capable bah.. =))
nighty everyone.. wish me luck for tomorrow paper bah.. a major 50% paper!! jia you le!!!
anyway got tonnes of things to say.. but i just forget what i was suppose to say.. lolx.. what a clever ger kays.. i admit i am a sotong then.. haha.. and i managed to stay away from lappie for the whole afternoon.. but my handphone was with me all day.. ringing ringing.. haha.. i was calling ah ma to clarify my doubts.. and tomorrow meeting leen at 8.30am to clarify our doubts too.. haha.. i finished everything.. let's hope tomorrow i will pass the paper kays.. i must not aim it at moderation only.. must be good.. lolx.. too high hope will clash everything de.. nevermind then.. just a pass will do.. =))
life is as good as the past.. but seeing people nick make me feel so lousy straight away.. feeling that the feel is no longer there anymore.. frenx are becoming enemies.. oh my!! what to do?? i feeling so stress.. over lots of things.. way to say.. actually is fear bah.. the fear instill in me.. haish.. and worse is the fear made me think that i might lost something again.. haix.. how to prevent all this?? i dont noe.. should i just be open and welcome everything that is going to happen to me?? i dont noe.. and i am still very zai yi about certain things.. dont dare to tell anyone.. maybe it is time i forget about it and continue what i am doing bah.. recently whenever i looked at what i have done for something for days.. i felt that i dont really have the full support from my frenx.. i feel like giving up everything le.. but then i worried that if i really give up.. people might just think that i am useless.. i dont like.. i want to prove them wrong.. and now.. major task is in my hands.. i need to call up singapore children's society soon for the upcoming astro project.. please.. let me prove that i am capable bah.. =))
nighty everyone.. wish me luck for tomorrow paper bah.. a major 50% paper!! jia you le!!!
turn me into a fairy and grant everyone wish~
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