Saturday, August 25, 2007
a day of a lot of pek cek-ness.. haish.. what is getting into me man.. i dont noe.. getting very easy pek cek today.. i gotta complain again bah.. haish.. =(( i am sad.. not happy at all.. ever since yesterday bah.. yesterday called up sweetie and told her everything.. haha.. she mentioned a word.. "Jealous" wah what was that to me.. i get jealous very easily ah i noe.. but this kind of jealous is damn different.. haish.. maybe this is what i cant control bah.. haish.. pek cek ah!!!
a day full of nothing which made me please.. and no one is around for me to chat to.. sweetie go dating.. dearie working.. what the world is coming man.. haish i began to feel lonely again.. loneliness is coming to me.. haish.. i dont want.. and i get very moody now.. =((
everything is totally not smooth at all.. my stuffs not done.. video going against me.. i couldnt get it done.. and worse.. i dont noe what happened to falicia today.. she gone mad and never listen to what i said.. it reached my limit for the date.. i scolded her.. but it seems like she never listen at all.. i am firm with her but she doesnt bother.. nevermind.. next week wouldnt be that case anymore.. party not going very smooth.. part of it not done.. things are informed weeks ago.. but till now nothing come from them.. haish.. i dont noe.. what did i do wrong to deserve all this?? hate it can.. and monday sotong family outing is as usual.. lack of either one.. and what is this.. i dont find any joy in leaving either one out.. cancel the outing will be better if that the case.. i feel empty now.. and sweetie date on thursday also no more.. she working.. i dont deserve all this can.. but i am experiencing it now.. dont come date me anymore.. i dont want dates anymore.. the feeling is sad.. want then out of which no more.. terrible sad!!
just tell me what is wrong recently.. the weather made me even more moody.. haish.. a short post should be alright for me to just vent my anger lah.. life isnt smooth.. dont want dont want!!
a day full of nothing which made me please.. and no one is around for me to chat to.. sweetie go dating.. dearie working.. what the world is coming man.. haish i began to feel lonely again.. loneliness is coming to me.. haish.. i dont want.. and i get very moody now.. =((
everything is totally not smooth at all.. my stuffs not done.. video going against me.. i couldnt get it done.. and worse.. i dont noe what happened to falicia today.. she gone mad and never listen to what i said.. it reached my limit for the date.. i scolded her.. but it seems like she never listen at all.. i am firm with her but she doesnt bother.. nevermind.. next week wouldnt be that case anymore.. party not going very smooth.. part of it not done.. things are informed weeks ago.. but till now nothing come from them.. haish.. i dont noe.. what did i do wrong to deserve all this?? hate it can.. and monday sotong family outing is as usual.. lack of either one.. and what is this.. i dont find any joy in leaving either one out.. cancel the outing will be better if that the case.. i feel empty now.. and sweetie date on thursday also no more.. she working.. i dont deserve all this can.. but i am experiencing it now.. dont come date me anymore.. i dont want dates anymore.. the feeling is sad.. want then out of which no more.. terrible sad!!
just tell me what is wrong recently.. the weather made me even more moody.. haish.. a short post should be alright for me to just vent my anger lah.. life isnt smooth.. dont want dont want!!
this is not the truth
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