Monday, August 06, 2007
okay today i am late.. haha.. i was doing things.. anyway.. today dearie helped me to change my blogskin.. and she is very clever can!! from navigation de blogskin to not navigation de.. heex.. i lurv her man.. she took a long time to help me figure out too.. wah she is really very pro lah.. =))
okay i got chuxiang to entertain me for the day.. haha.. and afternoon was a very smooth day with his jokes and everything.. but night wasnt that good.. haish.. i got so called scolded for the things i have done.. feeling terribly hurting and sad.. wanted to give up straight away.. even cried for that.. terriibly stupid can.. all i want is to make everyone happy ar.. and i am not very free.. i just feel that what counts most is our heart.. i wanted to do this cause i feel like.. not because of being force to do.. no one force me.. all the ideas come from me.. but i dont feel good when people dont encourage me.. i hate it.. worse is a pail of cold water just came throwing onto your face.. this is double hurting can.. forget it.. like what one person said i shouldnt worry much cause i am doing a great job.. is that really true?? i dont noe.. he even add on the party will be a success cause got me and they will appreciate it de.. hmm.. he encouraged me to work on and dont give up.. but will everything be alright?? haish.. it is left inside my mind hanging.. terrible feeling now..
anyway.. i finished part of the video.. i need to continue on.. and i shall stop for a while.. tomorrow sweetie will be teaching me FM.. haha.. imagine both of us together.. i bet we will study.. LOL~ nevermind.. i will jia you de.. i need to score well!!! =))
okay i got chuxiang to entertain me for the day.. haha.. and afternoon was a very smooth day with his jokes and everything.. but night wasnt that good.. haish.. i got so called scolded for the things i have done.. feeling terribly hurting and sad.. wanted to give up straight away.. even cried for that.. terriibly stupid can.. all i want is to make everyone happy ar.. and i am not very free.. i just feel that what counts most is our heart.. i wanted to do this cause i feel like.. not because of being force to do.. no one force me.. all the ideas come from me.. but i dont feel good when people dont encourage me.. i hate it.. worse is a pail of cold water just came throwing onto your face.. this is double hurting can.. forget it.. like what one person said i shouldnt worry much cause i am doing a great job.. is that really true?? i dont noe.. he even add on the party will be a success cause got me and they will appreciate it de.. hmm.. he encouraged me to work on and dont give up.. but will everything be alright?? haish.. it is left inside my mind hanging.. terrible feeling now..
anyway.. i finished part of the video.. i need to continue on.. and i shall stop for a while.. tomorrow sweetie will be teaching me FM.. haha.. imagine both of us together.. i bet we will study.. LOL~ nevermind.. i will jia you de.. i need to score well!!! =))
jia you yvonne~
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