at 1plus.. godma called my house.. i was so shocked lah.. in the middle of night someone called.. what could have happened.. i didnt noe.. i overheard mummy saying what what he ate.. then now hands and legs can move then okay.. must eat high blood pressure de medicine de lah.. this was all i heard.. making wild guesses.. gosh..
morning.. suppose to wake up at 11am then wake sweetie up at 11.30am.. but i was far too tired.. so i fall back to sleep.. to my surprise.. i woke up at 1plus.. quickly sms sweetie.. but she didnt reply.. so called her instead.. lucky she didnt overslept.. she already on her way out.. haha.. thank god!! then started on my lesson plan.. after all the hardwork.. i gave myself a clap.. i finished my first lesson on music and movement.. i am happy.. but i began to worry for my second lesson.. my assess lesson.. what should i do.. i never noe.. haish..
slowly.. other assignments come into my mind.. i am rushing!! really rushing.. i could no longer have time to play and think.. i need to check through my art lesson plans.. my routine care journals and summary.. select photos for my art lesson as appendices.. combine the DLE assignments.. and now i worry most is DLE assignment has more than 2000 words.. our words limit is 1500.. gosh.. how how how!! trying my best to edit.. and then worry about CD2.1 assignment.. how to make it into a brochure or handbook? i dont noe.. then word limit is another problems.. SCV puppet not out yet.. i dont have time liao.. HAISH!!!! i am getting worry day by day.. no mood for anything..
sometimes i really think that i am a very ma fan ger.. worry so many things.. then also dont noe how to help out.. i only noe how to think and dont noe how to write.. what is the use for this?? who noes.. i am feeling so useless.. i couldnt help out a lot.. all i can do is to follow what others ask me to do.. and that is the worse part.. whatever it is.. i am a useless ger can!! help!! can a fairy appear in front of me and turn me into a useful ger?? haish..
why i always worry so much?? i dont noe.. i scare.. very very scare.. i worry i might not promote to year 2 next semester.. will i?? i dont noe.. haish.. i am feeling very very stress now.. see how long didnt i change my blogskin?? i have no time to change.. i need a break.. why my holiday dont seems to be a holiday?? i really need a BREAK!!!! school is starting on monday.. i dont have the mood to go school.. cause once i reach school.. it will be assignments date due time.. haish!!! i think partly my fault.. i shouldnt have let myself watch the wei xiao pasta.. if not i should have time.. arghz!!!
turn me into a useful ger~
we leave a mark @ 10:39 PM.