wah shit.. i have been getting very very busy recently.. arghz!! so dumb.. all cause of assignments!! ASSIGNMENTS!!!! i always hate assignments.. haish.. i never noe what to do liao.. gosh.. and most importantly.. yesterday music lesson was a failure.. this failure made me so dishearted and i felt that i might not be a good preschool teacher.. i can no longer noe how to control the children.. i nearly burst out to tears.. sometimes i think back.. why am i in this course?? it is really that i like children so i want to join this course?? did i ever think of whether i can make it?? i dont noe.. haish.. everything seems so difficult.. i lost faith in myself.. what will happen to me when i fail my module?? and will i still be able to achieve my goal of getting into wheelock?? haish.. i feel so so so sad.. one lesson kill me man!! arghz!!
i overslept today!!! ahhhh~~ i woke up at 7.30am and my lesson is at 9am.. gosh!!!! i rush can.. and i am amazed that i ge everything ready in 35mins.. and i was in time for lesson.. heex.. applause for yvonne kays!! haha.. then submitted my sam individual.. everyone did until so nice.. mine not nice leh.. haish.. then after that rush for CD2.1 handbook and toy kit.. wah.. i am getting very very stress.. assignments and assignments.. thursday got AW test and have to submit FP2.1 de assignments!!! ahhhh!!! i feel so tired le.. i need a break!! a break!!!
i am not complaining.. but i really need a break.. let me play and enjoy for just one day.. i will promise to survive thru.. haish.. attachment is another stressful thing.. haish.. i think i am falling.. i am going to breakdown soon.. very very soon!! someone please help me.. just bring me something to cheer me up.. ahhh!!! haish.. whatever it is i am forever and ever sooo stress.. dont add on to my stress!! please people.. help me kays!!
meeting minutes is not out yet.. still need to allocate the calling list.. wahh!!! so many things to do.. then after that have to read up DLE assignments.. i need to sleep.. i am so sleepy now!! what am i doing here.. blogging man!!! kill!!!!
go away my stress!!
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