Sunday, May 06, 2007
yesterday a BIG commotion happened at my house at around 1plus a night.. a big flying cockroach was found flying around my living room.. i was inside the balcony until my didi ran over to shout at me i thought the cockroach was at the kitchen and i told him to close the door and he went to kill it.. after awhile hearing no more sound i went out and my didi was sittingat te dining table there and he scared me out of my life.. i shouted damn loud lah.. i saw the cockroach at the wall near the television.. i ran into mummy room waking her up.. she also shocked.. then both me and mummy were hiding inside our room.. mummy asked didi to use the insecticide to spray but he was also far too afraid.. so in the end.. mummy went to kill it.. she also scared loh.. i was still hiding inside my room and i closed the windows.. LOL~ soon the cockroach was found flying out of windows feeling a little dizzy cause mummy sprayed insecticide on it le.. wah scary lah!!
i woke up at 10plus today.. cause i got the determination to watch my huan zhu ge ge 3 today.. okay fine.. it was touching and i was tearing again.. as usual kays.. nothing could stop the tears from flowing down.. furthermore i was being scolded by my daddy.. he said that i didnt go to work during holidays and staying at home doing nothing.. he said i was just wasting my time and insisted on me to take up accounting course for my next holiday.. but i doesnt want to.. if i want to take accounting i would already get into that course when i go poly.. then he was nagging.. i felt damn pissed off kays.. i shouted back without thinking.. mummy scolded me again for shouting.. why they always like that de.. i want to choose my path.. i doesnt like to do things which i dont like.. forcing me to do things doesnt means you are good.. you might seem to have my heart.. but i dont like doing accounting means i dont like.. nothing can change my mind.. but they kept saying i wouldnt do good in ECH.. cause i will not be able to earn much.. but that is my passion kays.. i like and i enjoy doing things with kids.. i doesnt complain about anything in my course.. why parents always think that money come first before anything else?? i noe money seems to be important but doing those things that one like is far more important.. i dont mind not having money.. but i mind if i am interested in those stuffs.. kids dont face you with a black face.. they might be a little naughty at times.. but they always present you with their lovely smile and innocent face.. that is what i like.. stop forcing me to do those things i dont like.. i hate it.. i find myself happy enough i dont want anymore unhappiness.. i enjoy myself..
enough of that.. i was really feeling not happy when i got scolded for nothing.. come on lah.. i in ECH for 1 year le.. and currently in my year 2.. soon i will graduate.. just let me finish this course and do the things i want to..
come to think of that.. i look back into my daily planner.. i realised i always cried on the sunday.. continously for 3 weeks.. 1st week was because i knew that someone is being bad enough to backstab.. 2nd week was cause i lack of security again and scared to fall.. 3rd week which is today is i got scolded for things i dont think is true and feeling damn stupid about it.. wah.. yvonne have been crying non-stop.. gosh!! haish~~
next week mother's day liao.. and i am going back malaysia if i am not wrong.. ah ma hinting er yi to celebrate mother's day.. so i need to go back too.. and it shall be yvonne durian day!! hehe.. xiao jiu will alway buy lot of durians for us whenever i go back malaysia and it is durian festival.. yum yum!! i will wait for the day to come by.. =))
i woke up at 10plus today.. cause i got the determination to watch my huan zhu ge ge 3 today.. okay fine.. it was touching and i was tearing again.. as usual kays.. nothing could stop the tears from flowing down.. furthermore i was being scolded by my daddy.. he said that i didnt go to work during holidays and staying at home doing nothing.. he said i was just wasting my time and insisted on me to take up accounting course for my next holiday.. but i doesnt want to.. if i want to take accounting i would already get into that course when i go poly.. then he was nagging.. i felt damn pissed off kays.. i shouted back without thinking.. mummy scolded me again for shouting.. why they always like that de.. i want to choose my path.. i doesnt like to do things which i dont like.. forcing me to do things doesnt means you are good.. you might seem to have my heart.. but i dont like doing accounting means i dont like.. nothing can change my mind.. but they kept saying i wouldnt do good in ECH.. cause i will not be able to earn much.. but that is my passion kays.. i like and i enjoy doing things with kids.. i doesnt complain about anything in my course.. why parents always think that money come first before anything else?? i noe money seems to be important but doing those things that one like is far more important.. i dont mind not having money.. but i mind if i am interested in those stuffs.. kids dont face you with a black face.. they might be a little naughty at times.. but they always present you with their lovely smile and innocent face.. that is what i like.. stop forcing me to do those things i dont like.. i hate it.. i find myself happy enough i dont want anymore unhappiness.. i enjoy myself..
enough of that.. i was really feeling not happy when i got scolded for nothing.. come on lah.. i in ECH for 1 year le.. and currently in my year 2.. soon i will graduate.. just let me finish this course and do the things i want to..
come to think of that.. i look back into my daily planner.. i realised i always cried on the sunday.. continously for 3 weeks.. 1st week was because i knew that someone is being bad enough to backstab.. 2nd week was cause i lack of security again and scared to fall.. 3rd week which is today is i got scolded for things i dont think is true and feeling damn stupid about it.. wah.. yvonne have been crying non-stop.. gosh!! haish~~
next week mother's day liao.. and i am going back malaysia if i am not wrong.. ah ma hinting er yi to celebrate mother's day.. so i need to go back too.. and it shall be yvonne durian day!! hehe.. xiao jiu will alway buy lot of durians for us whenever i go back malaysia and it is durian festival.. yum yum!! i will wait for the day to come by.. =))
parents never noe what you really want!
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