today i so tired.. in the end i woke up at 6.30am and forge that i need to be in school by 8.30am.. so i was rushing like mad.. didnt have my breakfast too.. went straight to school and i saw lingkwee jieying weeling and gary at interchange.. we went to school together.. lurv lurv!! met eileen at canteen 1 co-op before heading to class.. walk as fast as we can.. haha.. reached on time.. yippee!! then do up the ppt slide and finally everything is prepared!!
during activity was like being a dumb ger.. i was the narrator and the promptor as well.. i didnt noe i was doing extra until we had our talk after the session.. i was shock kays!! so dumb but i do notice something.. some people just stand there do nothing.. was not very happy with that.. then was rather not happy with the response of those people as well.. fine nevermind.. i had fun with some groups too.. =) and i realised my voice didnt change much when using mic.. haha.. that was a relieve cause i was talking through the mic for the whole session.. haha..
oh ya i brought whistle to school too.. for nicole and huishan.. and i brought my "du du" whistle.. it remind me of what happened during 2005.. it was the best year man.. i had fun chasing 183 club and that was the time when i fall in lurv with yurong and shaowei korkor.. i had wonderful moments then.. happiest and fun moments which i can never forget i guess.. lovely issnt it?? haha.. i took pictures with my "du du" whistle.. haha.. zi lian-ing in class.. so long didnt eat "du du" liao.. wahaha..
quite an ugly photo kays.. but i look so funny with that "du du" inside my mouth.. gosh!! =))
break time was cut short today cause we were discussing our report.. went to library and guess what.. my $5 drop!! and i dont noe where i drop.. dumb me.. i getting more and more dumb recently after much incident.. wah piangz.. i was feeling very sad loh.. no money for today.. hengz i brought extra $4 today.. if not.. die!! forget it.. just treat it as i bought something today.. =.= DLE lecture was not fun.. i really dont like the lecturer!! she was talking like a rushing train today.. she doesnt want to put the notes up in MeL and scolded us for copying slow.. i was so angry with her that i gave up on copying notes.. being slow in copying.. i was really so pissed off kays.. she moving everything up so fast and the class is already complaining.. she still commented that we are what so ever to copy everything.. =.=
oh ya i was clumsy and i admit it.. yesterday i fell on my knee at the lecture hall stairs.. and thus my knee cap hurts!!! terribly hurt.. and being forgetful i didnt apply anything to it.. and today it became a "baruku"!!! wah kaoz.. swollen lah.. and walk also pain.. clumsy me!! arghz!!
arghz!! how come nothing seems to be smooth for me recently?? feeling very fustrated and sad about it lah.. assignments are like mountain now.. my weeks are packed even during holidays.. what the.. assignments and assignments.. nothing else.. can i have days of freedom and peace?? i doubt so.. hating everything.. haish.. feeling a little useless in everything.. i cant make things go well.. call me a loser or what so ever.. nobody cares i guess.. I AM DUMB!!
tomorrow date i think is much or less cancel.. jazz didnt comfirm with me.. others coming to me asking whether we confirm going.. but forget it.. whatever i wish for never going to come true.. i shall be a good ger tomorrow i guess.. come back home after lecture at 2pm and rot.. forget it!!! haish!!
