FOR VON MESSAGEVON .. i same like you mah, last time after i no more schooling i oso everyday alone at home , although at that time i don'tlike the feeling of being alone.. but you know.. that time itotal stayed @ home for whole 2 years?? only except some special date when you all free n those day we celebrate birthday ..
i oso can go thru that alone .. so you oso must learn...everyone can't be with you for 24hr.. only yourself can ..you don't have to feel worry or feel unsafe ... because no peoplewill forget you.. just that everyone have their own life with different people & thing to busy with .. so you oso must learn to take it easy !!!
being alone can let you grow more mature in thinking .. i never lieyou.. i used to have bad temper but ever since i always alone no people let me scold , my temper now is under my control!! i'vebecome more happy go lucky too.. and i treasurez every meeting more
:D don't worry ok.. i'm still waiting the chancez for the 2 ofus go out together.. so don't forget me ah!! jiayou ok!!
~*+ Rain.dropz +*~
REPLY TO RAINdearie!! i just saw your message and i decided to post a new blog just for you.. i thank you for everything.. i might be a little childish and unreasonable at times.. but you will always be there when i need you.. you care a lot i noe too.. i lurv our sistership and everything.. i treasure it too..
i noe sometimes i do make you angry and sad.. but you noe i didnt do that on purpose.. reason being i am stubborn at times too.. you always forgive whatever i do.. i shall thank you once again.. to me.. i am like a little ger with you always protecting me.. i noe you will always protect me too.. you make me feel i am like a princess surrounded by everything.. such as a wonderful ger.. you never leave me when i need you..
i noe i have been creating a little niusance this few days.. cause of this lonliness it actually kill me.. i dont feel the secure and bond inside me.. you will always tell me that it will be alright soon.. i noe it will cause you will guide me along..
i noe i am selfish.. i need de things is a lot.. i need lurv i need secure i need assurance.. maybe because i still dont have someone lurv to cover all this.. that why i really need my frenz de.. i am someone who is living in a world of my own.. i want things i wish for to happen.. i always tried my best to let it happen.. but it always dont.. haish.. i am sorry once again if i make you worry.. i promise that i will pick myself up soon and be that cheerful ger you always wish for..
i am still trying my best to put your date in with me.. i lurv our date.. hopefully i can date you during my holidays.. =)) once again thankie my dearie!!
lurv
yvonne
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