Sunday, May 27, 2007
yesterday.. i was sms-ing xinyi sweetie asking her things.. her mind only got me looking for her regarding assignments.. dumb ger.. she miss call me when i said it wasnt regarding to assignments.. i cried when i was talking to her.. i kept very quiet.. and i didnt talk much to her.. firstly i dont want her to noe i was crying.. secondly.. she was with her bf.. so better dont botter her.. and i went offline early cause i was making bdae card..
i woke up late today.. last night wasnt able to sleep.. turning left and right when i was trying to sleep.. thus i miss my huan zhu ge ge for the first 10mins.. LOL!! nevermind.. i had a nice tearing while i was watching.. true enough that watching a sad show will make a person tears and i am one of them.. truely very touching indeed..
went to causeway point alone.. got no choice and had to print out my lesson plan for tomorrow and photocopy the design.. i got no choice that i have to go.. feeling was damn miserable kays.. i dont really like.. haish.. nevermind.. i think it is time for me to learn le bah.. =) i took an hour to stroll at causeway point.. strolling aimlessly kays.. went to library.. search for the storybook that can teach value.. but hor.. i cant find any.. so i went home.. reached home only mummy scold.. she said i never call back to ask whether need buy anything.. wah piangz.. she also didnt ask me to buy anything.. so dumb kays.. like that also get scolding.. arghz!!
online for a while then xinyi sweetie came to disturb in msn.. but wasnt in the mood.. so i didnt really talk to her.. was looking at my blog tag.. haish.. so many things happened.. then leen bestie was talking to me.. through my chattie.. hmm.. what she said really make sense.. when a person go out to the workplace.. the person will be alone.. but haish many things are beyond our control.. hmm.. i really dont wish to be alone.. dont want to be alone.. i want many many company.. i want them.. haish.. why why why.. nothing seems to be pleasing me.. i am a stupid ger kays..
i was msn-ing with my cousin.. then she recently just got her webcam.. so we were like playing like siao lah.. she also taught me how to cook my gui lin gao.. i shall do it next week.. then my nephew xiangfeng came over too.. i had a good laugh when i saw him.. his action is so funny.. then i show him the pink colour car which belongs to my didi.. he saw le he so happy and kept asking my cousin to take for him.. when i put the car away he kept crying like mad.. car appear he stopped crying.. issnt he cute?? last night also.. he was kissing the camera all day long lah.. cause i asked him to kiss me.. he is so sweet can.. sometimes he really make my day.. i miss him lot lot.. nevermind saturday ah ma bdae will be my day of happiness.. i shall be seeing my 4 lovely ones.. i miss xuan xuan a lot kays.. she is cute!! =))
alright nevermind.. xiao jiu mu they all came over to my house at 5plus.. then we headed down to foodfair at around 6pm.. so many people kays.. and people are pushing and stepping on your legs.. wah lau.. pain loh.. they never see de leh.. then somemore i was wearing my sandals.. arghz.. shouldnt wear that.. and so dumb lah.. got one person shouting in front of people ears saying excuse me.. what the hell.. and people are blocking in front of us.. and she just shouted like that.. wah piangz.. crazy lah.. arghz!! when a person wasnt in a good mood.. dont step on her tail.. i stared at the person loh.. i never did that before kays!! so angry can!!!
took some photos with my cousin minyi and a kangaroo at foodfair.. that kangaroo so cute kays.. he noe i want to take his picture he even post for me.. then xiao jiu mu asked me to take with the kangaroo.. but kinda weird kays.. hmm..
i woke up late today.. last night wasnt able to sleep.. turning left and right when i was trying to sleep.. thus i miss my huan zhu ge ge for the first 10mins.. LOL!! nevermind.. i had a nice tearing while i was watching.. true enough that watching a sad show will make a person tears and i am one of them.. truely very touching indeed..
went to causeway point alone.. got no choice and had to print out my lesson plan for tomorrow and photocopy the design.. i got no choice that i have to go.. feeling was damn miserable kays.. i dont really like.. haish.. nevermind.. i think it is time for me to learn le bah.. =) i took an hour to stroll at causeway point.. strolling aimlessly kays.. went to library.. search for the storybook that can teach value.. but hor.. i cant find any.. so i went home.. reached home only mummy scold.. she said i never call back to ask whether need buy anything.. wah piangz.. she also didnt ask me to buy anything.. so dumb kays.. like that also get scolding.. arghz!!
online for a while then xinyi sweetie came to disturb in msn.. but wasnt in the mood.. so i didnt really talk to her.. was looking at my blog tag.. haish.. so many things happened.. then leen bestie was talking to me.. through my chattie.. hmm.. what she said really make sense.. when a person go out to the workplace.. the person will be alone.. but haish many things are beyond our control.. hmm.. i really dont wish to be alone.. dont want to be alone.. i want many many company.. i want them.. haish.. why why why.. nothing seems to be pleasing me.. i am a stupid ger kays..
i was msn-ing with my cousin.. then she recently just got her webcam.. so we were like playing like siao lah.. she also taught me how to cook my gui lin gao.. i shall do it next week.. then my nephew xiangfeng came over too.. i had a good laugh when i saw him.. his action is so funny.. then i show him the pink colour car which belongs to my didi.. he saw le he so happy and kept asking my cousin to take for him.. when i put the car away he kept crying like mad.. car appear he stopped crying.. issnt he cute?? last night also.. he was kissing the camera all day long lah.. cause i asked him to kiss me.. he is so sweet can.. sometimes he really make my day.. i miss him lot lot.. nevermind saturday ah ma bdae will be my day of happiness.. i shall be seeing my 4 lovely ones.. i miss xuan xuan a lot kays.. she is cute!! =))
alright nevermind.. xiao jiu mu they all came over to my house at 5plus.. then we headed down to foodfair at around 6pm.. so many people kays.. and people are pushing and stepping on your legs.. wah lau.. pain loh.. they never see de leh.. then somemore i was wearing my sandals.. arghz.. shouldnt wear that.. and so dumb lah.. got one person shouting in front of people ears saying excuse me.. what the hell.. and people are blocking in front of us.. and she just shouted like that.. wah piangz.. crazy lah.. arghz!! when a person wasnt in a good mood.. dont step on her tail.. i stared at the person loh.. i never did that before kays!! so angry can!!!
took some photos with my cousin minyi and a kangaroo at foodfair.. that kangaroo so cute kays.. he noe i want to take his picture he even post for me.. then xiao jiu mu asked me to take with the kangaroo.. but kinda weird kays.. hmm..
today mood still wasnt good.. haish.. i need a talk.. haish.. my heart pumping very very fast.. i couldnt think.. tomorrow lesson is posing a big worry inside me.. i feeling scared.. it will be an assessment by my mentor.. i feeling very very worry.. damn worry kays.. i dont noe if i can pass this assessment.. although i still got a lesson on 4 june.. i am still worry.. haish..
i dont want to be alone.. i want all my darlings back to me.. i want them.. i really miss them.. i miss them out of sudden.. i cried when i think.. where are you my sweetie darlings.. i need you all.. *sobx sobx*
i need assurance once again.. i feeling a little unsecure.. i had a bad experience.. where can i have my assurance?? haish.. i feel sad and bad.. i want cry out loud loud!!!!
will heaven hear my prayer??
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