Thursday, May 10, 2007
what actually happened?? i had to digest it for long before i really accept it.. i burst out in tears when i was chatting online with leen bestie.. i cant accept.. till today.. but it will soon be a fate that everyone has to accept.
this is not something which we are happy about.. it makes one feels terrible that all i can say.. totally depress and upset.. no one imagine this to happen.. haish.. cried for so long last night and was feeling very sad.. couldnt get into sleep.. turning right and left dont noe what i should do.. i tried counting sheep hopefully it works.. but i still dont fall into my dreamland.. but i was heng that i finally get into sleep after crying so long.. but night was short.. i was frightened by my own dream.. it was a scary dream which i wouldnt forget.. when i opened my eyes i could see that scary ghost in front.. i freak out crying..
getting to class feeling very heavy.. couldnt listen in class.. but we were lucky that we had one understanding lecturer who cancelled his lecture for us.. tomorrow lecture is also being excuse for our class.. hopefully everyone get back to the mood of study soon..
was rather stoning when we pay respect to our frenz.. didnt noe what i should say.. hearing all the tearing sound made my heart sink.. i tears again.. mood was totally not good.. nothing was right.. haish.. =(
nevermind yvonne will be a strong ger.. she will always remember the wonderful memories she had once with her beloved frenz.. although she is gone.. but her picture will still be with us.. i pray hard that everything will be fine.. she too will bless us.. i just want to say.. we will miss you ger.. your memories will always be inside our heart..
feeling terrible.. where is my guardian angel?? i need them now.. really really!! i need to cry out loud.. i need to..
this is not something which we are happy about.. it makes one feels terrible that all i can say.. totally depress and upset.. no one imagine this to happen.. haish.. cried for so long last night and was feeling very sad.. couldnt get into sleep.. turning right and left dont noe what i should do.. i tried counting sheep hopefully it works.. but i still dont fall into my dreamland.. but i was heng that i finally get into sleep after crying so long.. but night was short.. i was frightened by my own dream.. it was a scary dream which i wouldnt forget.. when i opened my eyes i could see that scary ghost in front.. i freak out crying..
getting to class feeling very heavy.. couldnt listen in class.. but we were lucky that we had one understanding lecturer who cancelled his lecture for us.. tomorrow lecture is also being excuse for our class.. hopefully everyone get back to the mood of study soon..
was rather stoning when we pay respect to our frenz.. didnt noe what i should say.. hearing all the tearing sound made my heart sink.. i tears again.. mood was totally not good.. nothing was right.. haish.. =(
nevermind yvonne will be a strong ger.. she will always remember the wonderful memories she had once with her beloved frenz.. although she is gone.. but her picture will still be with us.. i pray hard that everything will be fine.. she too will bless us.. i just want to say.. we will miss you ger.. your memories will always be inside our heart..
feeling terrible.. where is my guardian angel?? i need them now.. really really!! i need to cry out loud.. i need to..
whose shoulder will be there for me??
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