Wednesday, May 02, 2007
life is ever not good.. people tends to think on the other side rather than the positive side.. and i am the example of this.. but sometimes shouldnt we just think on the positive ide to make ourselves happier?? haish.. life is so unexpected.. dont noe why it seems to be bothering me today.. i couldnt sleep well last night.. haish.. your image keep flowing inside my mind.. i couldnt think.. my mind wasnt with me last night.. i talked nonsense to my sweetie darling rain.. and ended got some scolding.. haha.. but those scolding dont seem to work leh.. i am numb!! xinyi asked what happened to me but i didnt tell her.. i noe later she will talk a lot.. haha.. so i just offline after that..
enough of yesterday.. today i went for only 2hours de tutorial.. wah dumb kays.. luckily i got my date today.. that is xinyi.. she waited for me at canteen 1 until 2pm kays.. haha.. i waited for her last friday too!! =)) actually i wanted to go jurong point but we didnt go there.. we went to BPP instead and only to have our lunch which was KFC.. haha.. yum!! then i didnt want to go home so i went over to her house again.. then her mummy cooked for me dinner again.. wah i went home around 8plus and i had to eat dinner again.. i am very full.. the food already up to my throat le.. oh gosh.. how am i going to turn in early today huh.. hmm.. nevermind yvonne is turning fatter!! oh my god!!!
today i took up the courage and i told xinyi everything.. i dont noe whether what i do is correct not.. maybe i shouldnt tell her my feeling about the matter bah.. haish.. somehow feeling quite regretted loh.. if i did something wrong again i will never forgive myself kays!!
i told myself i shouldnt tears anymore.. it had to come to a stop.. i have to end this sentence of mine with a fullstop and no more comma.. everything is coming to an end.. if i really can make it.. i shall reward myself with something nice.. =))
i got a jealousy heart!! and i always envy people.. i envy those frenz of mine who have someone by their side to care and concern about them.. everytime i will think when will i have this chance?? but this kinds of things we cannot do much.. and things should be shun qi zhi ran right?? haha.. i am talking sense kays!! maybe i shouldnt always think this way bah.. other people do also envy me.. cause i got lovely people by side too.. it doesnt have to be a guy to be by my side.. i got my sweetie darlings also.. i am so called xing fu de too. =))
enough of yesterday.. today i went for only 2hours de tutorial.. wah dumb kays.. luckily i got my date today.. that is xinyi.. she waited for me at canteen 1 until 2pm kays.. haha.. i waited for her last friday too!! =)) actually i wanted to go jurong point but we didnt go there.. we went to BPP instead and only to have our lunch which was KFC.. haha.. yum!! then i didnt want to go home so i went over to her house again.. then her mummy cooked for me dinner again.. wah i went home around 8plus and i had to eat dinner again.. i am very full.. the food already up to my throat le.. oh gosh.. how am i going to turn in early today huh.. hmm.. nevermind yvonne is turning fatter!! oh my god!!!
today i took up the courage and i told xinyi everything.. i dont noe whether what i do is correct not.. maybe i shouldnt tell her my feeling about the matter bah.. haish.. somehow feeling quite regretted loh.. if i did something wrong again i will never forgive myself kays!!
i told myself i shouldnt tears anymore.. it had to come to a stop.. i have to end this sentence of mine with a fullstop and no more comma.. everything is coming to an end.. if i really can make it.. i shall reward myself with something nice.. =))
i got a jealousy heart!! and i always envy people.. i envy those frenz of mine who have someone by their side to care and concern about them.. everytime i will think when will i have this chance?? but this kinds of things we cannot do much.. and things should be shun qi zhi ran right?? haha.. i am talking sense kays!! maybe i shouldnt always think this way bah.. other people do also envy me.. cause i got lovely people by side too.. it doesnt have to be a guy to be by my side.. i got my sweetie darlings also.. i am so called xing fu de too. =))
who willing to hold my hands tight and give me warmth??
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