Monday, May 14, 2007
was not in singapore for past few days so didnt blog.. but quite a few things happened.. saturday went shopping with san yi and mummy at The Store.. bought a lot of things kays!! got my lesson stuffs and mummy bought a bag.. i also want but too bad none suit my eyes.. hmm.. later i went to a accessories shop which was opened by san yi frenz.. a lot of cute cute things.. i lurv it.. but san yi said to come back next time loh.. in the end didnt buy anything from there.. at night went for dinner at restuarant and i finally got to see my nephews.. initially my niece also coming if we went to ku lai to eat.. but xiao jiu mu called there it was full house so didnt go there.. everywhere we wanted to go was full house.. gosh.. in the end went to a restuarant which we waited for an hour before food was being served.. small nephew yu hao was getting a little impatient and started crying.. brought him around to walk and xiang feng was playing with his new car which mummy bought for him.. but he spoilt it before he reached home.. =.= that was about it bah my saturday life..
as for sunday.. mummy mood was good!! i didnt chao her and i managed to rebond my hair.. she asked xiao jiu mu to bring me to the saloon she went.. haha.. so i got myself a bonus.. wahaha.. initially thinking i save money then go rebond de.. but since she yesterday so nice.. wahaha.. then that was the happiest day after all.. =DD
today i went childcare again.. and i did all my "first time".. haha.. i helped a child to clean up after she went toilet.. wah i was rather scared when she asked me to help her.. haha.. but i did help her in the end.. then i also took a class of 20 children for bathing.. i cant believed it myself too.. i actually bathed 20 children?!?! haha.. but was rather happy cause i got the experiences.. it wasnt the same as bathing my cousin last time when she was young and bathing xiangfeng.. totally different man haha.. but quite fun!! hoho..
then went for class.. was rather restless.. maybe cause yesterday didnt sleep properly bah cause rebond mah then pa sleep dao.. so didnt sleep well loh.. so dumb.. didnt listen in class.. partly also doing the things for lesson.. hmm.. haish.. after lesson i went to buy my CD2.1 textbook.. wah like finally.. haha.. mummy gave me money to buy also.. =))
okay lah recently mood trying very slowly to recover.. feeling a little happier than before.. =)) some little things still made me feeling sad.. friendship again!! i really dont noe what to do.. i still misses my secondary school pals.. they are still the best afterall.. cause they dont act as angels.. they talked straight face to face if they are not happy with one another.. we did get angry during projects time.. but we were frenz again.. maybe being 5years together with them made my bonding with them thicker bah.. althought we went different poly.. but we were still getting in contact with one another.. how come i cant have this kind of friendship when i went poly?? everything seems to change a lot.. haish.. dont noe issit my character change or what.. i was feeling a little dumb.. actually not a little.. is A LOT!!! i need help i guess.. but who will help me?? i dont noe..
my heart is always pumping fast.. i dont noe why.. it became so fast sometime which i find it difficult to breathe.. haish.. maybe because too many things are burdening me.. arrrrr~ i feeling miserable.. i need to get away this kinds of feeling before saturday!!! gosh.. and i still got a lot of things havent do!!! ahhhhhh~~~ my FP2.1 lesson plans... journal entries.. reflection.. and MAYC reflection.. gosh.. how to start?? i dont noe!!!
as for sunday.. mummy mood was good!! i didnt chao her and i managed to rebond my hair.. she asked xiao jiu mu to bring me to the saloon she went.. haha.. so i got myself a bonus.. wahaha.. initially thinking i save money then go rebond de.. but since she yesterday so nice.. wahaha.. then that was the happiest day after all.. =DD
today i went childcare again.. and i did all my "first time".. haha.. i helped a child to clean up after she went toilet.. wah i was rather scared when she asked me to help her.. haha.. but i did help her in the end.. then i also took a class of 20 children for bathing.. i cant believed it myself too.. i actually bathed 20 children?!?! haha.. but was rather happy cause i got the experiences.. it wasnt the same as bathing my cousin last time when she was young and bathing xiangfeng.. totally different man haha.. but quite fun!! hoho..
then went for class.. was rather restless.. maybe cause yesterday didnt sleep properly bah cause rebond mah then pa sleep dao.. so didnt sleep well loh.. so dumb.. didnt listen in class.. partly also doing the things for lesson.. hmm.. haish.. after lesson i went to buy my CD2.1 textbook.. wah like finally.. haha.. mummy gave me money to buy also.. =))
okay lah recently mood trying very slowly to recover.. feeling a little happier than before.. =)) some little things still made me feeling sad.. friendship again!! i really dont noe what to do.. i still misses my secondary school pals.. they are still the best afterall.. cause they dont act as angels.. they talked straight face to face if they are not happy with one another.. we did get angry during projects time.. but we were frenz again.. maybe being 5years together with them made my bonding with them thicker bah.. althought we went different poly.. but we were still getting in contact with one another.. how come i cant have this kind of friendship when i went poly?? everything seems to change a lot.. haish.. dont noe issit my character change or what.. i was feeling a little dumb.. actually not a little.. is A LOT!!! i need help i guess.. but who will help me?? i dont noe..
my heart is always pumping fast.. i dont noe why.. it became so fast sometime which i find it difficult to breathe.. haish.. maybe because too many things are burdening me.. arrrrr~ i feeling miserable.. i need to get away this kinds of feeling before saturday!!! gosh.. and i still got a lot of things havent do!!! ahhhhhh~~~ my FP2.1 lesson plans... journal entries.. reflection.. and MAYC reflection.. gosh.. how to start?? i dont noe!!!
i wish you are beside me to let me lie on
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