Monday, April 16, 2007
first day of my year 2.. but i hereby conclude that it was not a good start.. first time in my poly life i encountered a traffic jam which leads to me having some worry that i couldnt be in time for the CCA fiesta thingy.. but luckily i reached at 9.30am hai lai de ji ar.. but kinda bored over there.. initially going for the CCA parade for the opening of student plaza.. but waited till very long.. performances all the way.. so went back to the booth with yeeshan first and waited for awhile.. actually not wanting to go back.. but after which i realised xinyi was also there.. so went there instead just to have a talk.. and so long never see her le..
where on earth got parade NG and restart de?? so strange isnt it.. they told us to restart.. but we didnt even see people moving towards the underground and it ended.. waste of time actually.. =.= yeeshan came over but we sat in front of cheers doing nothing and it declared finish.. wah lame ar.. -__-" after which went back to the booth again.. all alone at the booth with no one ask none is free during that slot except for me.. kinda weird lah.. dont noe whether should i stand and give out the flyer or should i sit down to look at people walking pass.. finally decision was to stand around.. a group of other cca people block my way of people passing by.. so i was once again being block.. but luckily i managed to give up some flyers and people do came over and join.. later on i pulled laisheng to come over the booth and join me.. lucky his lesson over so he sit at the booth to accompany me.. hehe.. =)) that so nice of him ar.. soon sockping dionne elson david chongyee all came le.. wah when i need people no one come over.. when is not my timing to tend so many people come.. sianz half lah.. haha.. nevermind.. meet up with cindy after that and had lunch with her.. i finally had my bubbles tea!! heex.. so nice loh!! yum yum.. then after that jiu meet the rest at bus stop le..
we went for lesson at 2pm.. it was CD2.1.. wah the lecturer so funny but she was just a "relieve teacher" cause our actual lecturer was away.. notes are going to pile my cupboard once again.. just first lecture.. the amount of notes she gave was a lot.. and mind you only for the first term.. wah jia lat.. exam module.. i am starting to worry for my exam.. awwww~~ lecture ended at 4pm and off i went home..
had a little talk with shuling and realised a lot of things.. haish.. i cant really help her out.. she has to solve it all herself.. jia you bah my frenz.. remember those things you told me when i was feeling down the other time.. since yvonne can survive through all the mess.. you sure will.. dont think about the past forcus the present and future.. that what i can say.. =) jia you!!
and i kinda feeling bad about something.. i realised i shouldnt have voice it out to another one.. i am feeling bad.. i made someone feeling sad.. why am i so stupid.. always like to noe a lot and didnt even noe it will hurt someone.. haish.. useless me isnt it.. =((
anyway.. my cousin came over through msn and asked why am i feeling jealous.. i was stunned.. i couldnt reply him.. i am feeling confused.. many many things i am jealous.. but i dont noe how to put it.. i dont want to have this kind of feeling.. but i cant.. jealousy always leads to a lot of things.. things which i am scared of.. what my life going to be?? i hate life.. i hate it.. always making me confuse and upset.. arghz.. i dont want jealousy heart.. i want a normal heart.. too much jealousy will kill a person.. please please.. i only want a simple lfe..
where on earth got parade NG and restart de?? so strange isnt it.. they told us to restart.. but we didnt even see people moving towards the underground and it ended.. waste of time actually.. =.= yeeshan came over but we sat in front of cheers doing nothing and it declared finish.. wah lame ar.. -__-" after which went back to the booth again.. all alone at the booth with no one ask none is free during that slot except for me.. kinda weird lah.. dont noe whether should i stand and give out the flyer or should i sit down to look at people walking pass.. finally decision was to stand around.. a group of other cca people block my way of people passing by.. so i was once again being block.. but luckily i managed to give up some flyers and people do came over and join.. later on i pulled laisheng to come over the booth and join me.. lucky his lesson over so he sit at the booth to accompany me.. hehe.. =)) that so nice of him ar.. soon sockping dionne elson david chongyee all came le.. wah when i need people no one come over.. when is not my timing to tend so many people come.. sianz half lah.. haha.. nevermind.. meet up with cindy after that and had lunch with her.. i finally had my bubbles tea!! heex.. so nice loh!! yum yum.. then after that jiu meet the rest at bus stop le..
we went for lesson at 2pm.. it was CD2.1.. wah the lecturer so funny but she was just a "relieve teacher" cause our actual lecturer was away.. notes are going to pile my cupboard once again.. just first lecture.. the amount of notes she gave was a lot.. and mind you only for the first term.. wah jia lat.. exam module.. i am starting to worry for my exam.. awwww~~ lecture ended at 4pm and off i went home..
had a little talk with shuling and realised a lot of things.. haish.. i cant really help her out.. she has to solve it all herself.. jia you bah my frenz.. remember those things you told me when i was feeling down the other time.. since yvonne can survive through all the mess.. you sure will.. dont think about the past forcus the present and future.. that what i can say.. =) jia you!!
and i kinda feeling bad about something.. i realised i shouldnt have voice it out to another one.. i am feeling bad.. i made someone feeling sad.. why am i so stupid.. always like to noe a lot and didnt even noe it will hurt someone.. haish.. useless me isnt it.. =((
anyway.. my cousin came over through msn and asked why am i feeling jealous.. i was stunned.. i couldnt reply him.. i am feeling confused.. many many things i am jealous.. but i dont noe how to put it.. i dont want to have this kind of feeling.. but i cant.. jealousy always leads to a lot of things.. things which i am scared of.. what my life going to be?? i hate life.. i hate it.. always making me confuse and upset.. arghz.. i dont want jealousy heart.. i want a normal heart.. too much jealousy will kill a person.. please please.. i only want a simple lfe..
go away jealousy heart
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