Wednesday, April 25, 2007
i didnt noe how i sleep yesterday.. =.= now i am having a server pain on my neck.. i cant turn my head.. so pain.. talking to another one is soo difficult.. it seems like my neck is breaking sooner or later.. =.=
met up with eileen at around 2pm.. i was the first one to reach.. so early lah.. duh~ initially thinking that since xinyi class released at 1pm so she wouldnt be late.. but.. i was wrong once again.. she was far tooo late.. nevermind.. so me and leen went to taka first to eat.. finally i had MOS burger.. YUM!! i lurv it man.. so long didnt eat le.. hehe.. then xinyi arrived.. i was still slowly eating ar.. haha.. then after eating.. we went up to art friend as leen need to buy things for her lesson on monday.. so we went in art friend strolling around lah.. diaoz.. then we also went inside other art shop.. wah i must said.. i am in LURV with those things there.. so adorable lah.. hmm.. if i got the money i will definitely buy de loh.. haha.. after that jiu go walk walk awhile loh.. then leen had to go off le at around 4plus.. so we went off liao with her..
i dont feel like going home man.. it was still early.. mood wasnt that good dont noe why.. so i fan xinyi asking her to not to go home first.. but she doesnt want to.. so thinking of forget it just go home and rot in front of my lappie.. but suddenly mood change lah.. eyes became a litter watery.. feeling so emo.. out of sudden sia.. crazy ger.. i was trying very hard to hold my tears back man.. hengz ar.. tears didnt drop down.. =) so i got this strong feeling that i shouldnt go home now bu ran i will become damn emo lah.. so i drag xinyi away by not letting her board 188.. kinda mean lah.. asked her go lot 1 she doesnt want.. so in the end sit at interchange not noe-ing what to do lah.. wanted to talk but just couldnt speak out.. so sit there talked craps.. but in end she presuaded me to go her house.. i only want go the bus stop at her house there mah.. but who noes raining so went up to her house.. stayed at her house for around 2hours.. nothing to do only see her msn msn.. then listen to songs loh.. then her mummy so nice.. cooked he bao den then i also got one.. haha..
hmm.. i dont understand why my mood is like the heartbeat man.. sometimes very high sometimes jiu down dao bu xing.. i hate this kind of life le lah.. i am going to tell myself i cant be like that anymore.. i am in ECH year 2 liao.. i need to arrange my time well.. i cannot no mood jiu dont feel like going home.. i must plan my time well.. slowly i am piling up with assignments once again.. that what i fear most.. but it seems like many things i going to consider le.. i cant be that ridiculous anymore.. haish.. i have to learn to grow up.. i need to noe i cant always keep one person by my side for long.. i need to learn.. people will eventually leave you and soon you will be alone again.. i going to be strong and not affected by certain things.. =)
met up with eileen at around 2pm.. i was the first one to reach.. so early lah.. duh~ initially thinking that since xinyi class released at 1pm so she wouldnt be late.. but.. i was wrong once again.. she was far tooo late.. nevermind.. so me and leen went to taka first to eat.. finally i had MOS burger.. YUM!! i lurv it man.. so long didnt eat le.. hehe.. then xinyi arrived.. i was still slowly eating ar.. haha.. then after eating.. we went up to art friend as leen need to buy things for her lesson on monday.. so we went in art friend strolling around lah.. diaoz.. then we also went inside other art shop.. wah i must said.. i am in LURV with those things there.. so adorable lah.. hmm.. if i got the money i will definitely buy de loh.. haha.. after that jiu go walk walk awhile loh.. then leen had to go off le at around 4plus.. so we went off liao with her..
i dont feel like going home man.. it was still early.. mood wasnt that good dont noe why.. so i fan xinyi asking her to not to go home first.. but she doesnt want to.. so thinking of forget it just go home and rot in front of my lappie.. but suddenly mood change lah.. eyes became a litter watery.. feeling so emo.. out of sudden sia.. crazy ger.. i was trying very hard to hold my tears back man.. hengz ar.. tears didnt drop down.. =) so i got this strong feeling that i shouldnt go home now bu ran i will become damn emo lah.. so i drag xinyi away by not letting her board 188.. kinda mean lah.. asked her go lot 1 she doesnt want.. so in the end sit at interchange not noe-ing what to do lah.. wanted to talk but just couldnt speak out.. so sit there talked craps.. but in end she presuaded me to go her house.. i only want go the bus stop at her house there mah.. but who noes raining so went up to her house.. stayed at her house for around 2hours.. nothing to do only see her msn msn.. then listen to songs loh.. then her mummy so nice.. cooked he bao den then i also got one.. haha..
hmm.. i dont understand why my mood is like the heartbeat man.. sometimes very high sometimes jiu down dao bu xing.. i hate this kind of life le lah.. i am going to tell myself i cant be like that anymore.. i am in ECH year 2 liao.. i need to arrange my time well.. i cannot no mood jiu dont feel like going home.. i must plan my time well.. slowly i am piling up with assignments once again.. that what i fear most.. but it seems like many things i going to consider le.. i cant be that ridiculous anymore.. haish.. i have to learn to grow up.. i need to noe i cant always keep one person by my side for long.. i need to learn.. people will eventually leave you and soon you will be alone again.. i going to be strong and not affected by certain things.. =)
hug me tight and dont leave me kays??
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