Tuesday, April 17, 2007
wah only second day of school and i am feeling very tired.. haish.. things arent getting better.. i dont understand why.. i am feeling quite down.. but always have to face others with a smile.. without a smile there is nothing i can do.. haish..
first lesson of the day was SAM.. wah sam leh.. wang shaowei.. erm kinda lame ar.. that is what i told nicole.. haha.. having quite some fun during the lesson but once i heard the word assignment i felt so terribly worry.. haish.. i dont noe why the word assignment make me feel so scared.. maybe it make a deep impact in me for the past one year.. good assignments grade made me smile but bad assignments grade made me tears.. haish.. year 2 will be a tough year man.. it will make me mad!!
forget about the word bah.. make my life easier now better than feeling all the fear i can have.. date due are all far far away.. when it is nearer than start panicking bah.. nothing for me to do now as i cant possible do anything.. think of the brighter side bah.. =))
wah i dont understand how people really feel.. things dont happened to them but they are making it seems like it will happen to them soon.. sometimes people can be that fortunate while the rest feeling disfortunate.. i wonder whether got this word disfortunate.. LOL~ people tends to talk behind people a lot.. they dont even care about how it will hurt the rest.. sometimes we cant blame this people.. cause they also dont noe whether is there anyone there to talk behind their back.. haish..
anyway today went over to xinyi house.. initially only thought of asking her come bus stop then chit chat with her cause a lot things happened.. keeping it inside my heart will make me go mad.. so i have to talk to her.. she will help me solve.. =) but ended up went up to her house.. then she also helped me with the taping of my big book as it came out.. so talked to her also.. helped her called up singnet too.. she just far tooo "lazy" to call lah.. but waited for sooo long still didnt get connected with the people there.. feeling so fustrated liao lah.. but lucky xinyi called too and finally someone picked it up.. go through everything and finally it was done.. then xinyi mummy kept asking me to have dinner there.. her daddy also asked me eat.. =.= so xinyi said eat yi dian dian.. so i ate.. we talked nonsense there too.. then she fill me up with what happened during that night clubbing.. hmm.. kinda interesting.. wah i miss the fun i had last time.. =(( haish.. i hope to have just one more day of fun before i really forcus on my studies..
why do i have so many heart man.. i got jealousy heart.. i also got guilty heart.. gosh!! i am so STUPID!!
first lesson of the day was SAM.. wah sam leh.. wang shaowei.. erm kinda lame ar.. that is what i told nicole.. haha.. having quite some fun during the lesson but once i heard the word assignment i felt so terribly worry.. haish.. i dont noe why the word assignment make me feel so scared.. maybe it make a deep impact in me for the past one year.. good assignments grade made me smile but bad assignments grade made me tears.. haish.. year 2 will be a tough year man.. it will make me mad!!
forget about the word bah.. make my life easier now better than feeling all the fear i can have.. date due are all far far away.. when it is nearer than start panicking bah.. nothing for me to do now as i cant possible do anything.. think of the brighter side bah.. =))
wah i dont understand how people really feel.. things dont happened to them but they are making it seems like it will happen to them soon.. sometimes people can be that fortunate while the rest feeling disfortunate.. i wonder whether got this word disfortunate.. LOL~ people tends to talk behind people a lot.. they dont even care about how it will hurt the rest.. sometimes we cant blame this people.. cause they also dont noe whether is there anyone there to talk behind their back.. haish..
anyway today went over to xinyi house.. initially only thought of asking her come bus stop then chit chat with her cause a lot things happened.. keeping it inside my heart will make me go mad.. so i have to talk to her.. she will help me solve.. =) but ended up went up to her house.. then she also helped me with the taping of my big book as it came out.. so talked to her also.. helped her called up singnet too.. she just far tooo "lazy" to call lah.. but waited for sooo long still didnt get connected with the people there.. feeling so fustrated liao lah.. but lucky xinyi called too and finally someone picked it up.. go through everything and finally it was done.. then xinyi mummy kept asking me to have dinner there.. her daddy also asked me eat.. =.= so xinyi said eat yi dian dian.. so i ate.. we talked nonsense there too.. then she fill me up with what happened during that night clubbing.. hmm.. kinda interesting.. wah i miss the fun i had last time.. =(( haish.. i hope to have just one more day of fun before i really forcus on my studies..
why do i have so many heart man.. i got jealousy heart.. i also got guilty heart.. gosh!! i am so STUPID!!
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