woke up early early.. but didi very early jiu come knocking in as i forgot to tell mummy i got attachment today as in no need so early wake up.. stupid me~ nah anyway i got to my centre on time and the teachers actually got a shock that it is actually me for today attachment.. haha.. they are nice people kays.. and my mentor is also nice.. she very very good neh.. she told me if i need anything for my lesson just tell her she will help me prepare.. aww~~ isnt that good?? i really lurv those teachers over there.. my previous mentor also very nice.. i concluded they are nice people.. haha.. then had fun with the kids again.. aww~ so sweet kays they actually remember me.. everyone kays!! nursery k1 and k2.. haha.. i am taking over k1 class so i need to start preparing lesson for k1.. wah stress sia.. i pa pa.. =(( mentor said that she will help me along.. =)) sweet~~
after attachment jiu go BPP to meet eileen for lunch.. we had curry chicken noodles.. wah damn big bowl can.. both of us cant finish.. last week also same.. then eat until so full.. then i skipped away my bubbles tea today.. haha.. eileen went back to school to buy and drink.. hoho.. CD2.1 lecture is always fun and entertaining.. learning theories no longer become boring and tiring.. cause we can listen to lovely songs.. we had that today again.. we eventually went to or lecturer to ask where she bought those CD but she bought it oversea.. ahh!! singapore doesnt sell those.. quite upset cause those songs are nice kays.. how i wish i return to childhood and listen to those when i was young.. haha.. and CD2.1 lecture always go pass so fast until i dont even notice the time.. haha and then lecture ended.. haha.. straight away ju went home..
i went funfair today!! i went with mummy.. steven uncle.. godma.. and my 2 lovely godsis.. haha.. we had fun kays!! we went to eat dinner at 888 plaza first and i saw my secondary school teacher.. mdm mattews.. she is with her husband and son.. gosh can you imagine she actually asked whether aileen is my child.. hello~ do i look like i am able to give birth to such a big child?!?! crazy de leh.. =.= nevermind steven uncle drove us to causeway point after that.. then we went funfair!! wah so fun lah but it is scary too.. we walked one round thinking that we wouldnt be able to take any ride cause it far too expensive.. but steven uncle gave us $20 to but the tokens.. and aileen went to take a small car ride.. then annabelle was hoping to sit the sky ride which she always sit when she went genting.. it look scary kays!! people flying so high sitting down.. oh gosh.. i forget to take pictures if not jiu can show.. hmm.. but i persuaded her to sit the mini rollar coaster.. and she is scared!! she screamed when the train go down fast.. hello is like she not scared of the sky ride lah.. later she finally persuaded her daddy to let her play sky ride and steven uncle kept asking me to go play with her.. gosh i will die kays.. so she bravely went to play alone.. didnt shout nor cry.. she sit before kays!! she can go up to 10 times continously when she was at genting.. haha.. i promise to take with her when we go genting this coming june.. provided i am able to go with them lah.. haha.. then after that we went for the mini "washing machine" and she screamed like hell.. i was laughing like mad lah.. =.- i seems bad.. haha.. but it was fun!! one not fun is I KNOCK ONTO MY HEAD!!! arghz.. i didnt realise that they will be a side pillar at the seat there.. i nearly cried when i hit dao lah.. gosh.. i "ren" kays!! then now got ba lu gu!! ahhhh~
only managed to take one picture with my bell bell darling.. haha.. before the mini rollar coaster start moving.. she seems so bu zhi ran kays!! =))
ah dont noe what is happening lah.. i am getting damn clumsy nowadays man.. oh gosh.. so stupid.. i "kep" dao my hands when i was closing the door.. then i also "kep" dao my hands with i was pressing the shampoo.. wah i can get more clumsy than this.. things isnt right for me anyway..
ahhh!! how come i dont sense anything one.. i feel soo insecure.. no one there to accompany me.. i need frenz company!! will there be one?? haish.. i dislike being like this.. i noe people are starting to miss the lively yvonne right.. i also hope to be myself once again.. everyday couldnt get to sleep and think so much make me feel very xin ku.. i am only suffering.. gosh.. i never noe what is happiness like anymore.. cause i can no longer sense it.. i am getting bit by bit everyday.. more and more emo everyday.. what is the use.. i stored everything inside me till one day i am going to explode then it will be gone.. when will that day ever come?? i always hide my feeling.. then it make me damn xin ku.. i talked to my winnie the pooh.. something which dont response make me suffer more.. gosh.. i am getting insane kays!! i talked to a non-living thing and i expect it to respond.. oh my!!! haish..
maybe i shouldnt think that way
