Monday, April 23, 2007
oh my.. where i always like couldnt sleep peacefully de ar?? is like i keep waking up in the middle of night not noe-ing what to do lah.. fine fine fine.. i am getting out of hands too.. =.=
i still dont really have the mood to go around laughing and smiling to the others.. maybe i really couldnt take it this time round bah.. too weak liao.. weak until i already starting to fall.. sickness came back to me once again.. throat wasnt feeling very good.. but i still insisted on tom yum mee huen kuey when i went to meet eileen at BPP for lunch.. thinking that it wouldnt kill me de.. but i was wrong.. throat started to get dry.. drank lot of water to clear the dryness.. lucky!! couldnt finish the food and left quite a lot there.. waste my money!! =.= anyway it taste nice kays!!
went back to school after that to meet sheryl and pass her the PPCM textbook.. suddenly saw xinyi they all at the bus stop waiting for bus.. she was commenting that 2pm lesson so late then reach.. i was like de~~ you even later can!! =p stupid ger still say us.. =.- then she dont noe say what to eileen.. hmm.. dont want tell me.. i told maxine xueli and yanyi that xinyi bully me.. but no one reply wo.. sobx sobx.. ke lian de yvonne ar~~ after that went to library and meet up with sheryl.. then eileen wanted to drink bubbles tea so we went inside library and buy.. i also buy one cup haha.. making me damn full ar.. lolx.. drink all the way to the lecture hall.. haha.. inside also drink but i really cant finish all so i threw it away le.. i wasnt sleepy during lecture.. maybe cause i didnt attend childcare in the morning.. but eileen was very tired.. she almost die there lah with all the boring video.. haha..
after lesson dont really feel like going home.. my feeling is rather moodless and furthermore i have to eat outside myself.. wah irritating right.. mummy didnt cook today.. so without anyone to accompany me to walk walk.. so i went back home.. dont really feel like eating.. went home online thinking that playing games can make me feel better.. but i got nothing to play.. and out of the sudden.. i had gastric.. wah so many problems lah.. so without any choices i went to buy dinner.. dont noe what to eat so i bought porridge home.. on my way back home i was thinking until i nearly cried while walking lah.. went back home and didnt do anything.. suddenly after dinner i realised that i havent complete my homework.. wah rush for it man.. =.= i dont even noe what i am suppose to do lah.. haiyo.. nevermind i have finished everything..
i feel like a useless paper which will be thrown away sooner or later.. my feeling are recently all mixed up.. i dont noe what to do.. i have to face the fact that i need someone by my side.. but who will the person be?? i realised that i have no freedom at all.. is like i cant meet up with people i am close with?? do i have to pass by you before having everything?? i have a terrible time thinking.. haish.. i thought i can forget everything.. but it seems like i cant.. the feeling is still inside me.. INSIDE ME!! i cant pull it out.. i cant forget i really cant!! sobx!!!!!!!
what did i do to have all this suffer??? what am i going to do??? i feel hurt!!!
i still dont really have the mood to go around laughing and smiling to the others.. maybe i really couldnt take it this time round bah.. too weak liao.. weak until i already starting to fall.. sickness came back to me once again.. throat wasnt feeling very good.. but i still insisted on tom yum mee huen kuey when i went to meet eileen at BPP for lunch.. thinking that it wouldnt kill me de.. but i was wrong.. throat started to get dry.. drank lot of water to clear the dryness.. lucky!! couldnt finish the food and left quite a lot there.. waste my money!! =.= anyway it taste nice kays!!
went back to school after that to meet sheryl and pass her the PPCM textbook.. suddenly saw xinyi they all at the bus stop waiting for bus.. she was commenting that 2pm lesson so late then reach.. i was like de~~ you even later can!! =p stupid ger still say us.. =.- then she dont noe say what to eileen.. hmm.. dont want tell me.. i told maxine xueli and yanyi that xinyi bully me.. but no one reply wo.. sobx sobx.. ke lian de yvonne ar~~ after that went to library and meet up with sheryl.. then eileen wanted to drink bubbles tea so we went inside library and buy.. i also buy one cup haha.. making me damn full ar.. lolx.. drink all the way to the lecture hall.. haha.. inside also drink but i really cant finish all so i threw it away le.. i wasnt sleepy during lecture.. maybe cause i didnt attend childcare in the morning.. but eileen was very tired.. she almost die there lah with all the boring video.. haha..
after lesson dont really feel like going home.. my feeling is rather moodless and furthermore i have to eat outside myself.. wah irritating right.. mummy didnt cook today.. so without anyone to accompany me to walk walk.. so i went back home.. dont really feel like eating.. went home online thinking that playing games can make me feel better.. but i got nothing to play.. and out of the sudden.. i had gastric.. wah so many problems lah.. so without any choices i went to buy dinner.. dont noe what to eat so i bought porridge home.. on my way back home i was thinking until i nearly cried while walking lah.. went back home and didnt do anything.. suddenly after dinner i realised that i havent complete my homework.. wah rush for it man.. =.= i dont even noe what i am suppose to do lah.. haiyo.. nevermind i have finished everything..
i feel like a useless paper which will be thrown away sooner or later.. my feeling are recently all mixed up.. i dont noe what to do.. i have to face the fact that i need someone by my side.. but who will the person be?? i realised that i have no freedom at all.. is like i cant meet up with people i am close with?? do i have to pass by you before having everything?? i have a terrible time thinking.. haish.. i thought i can forget everything.. but it seems like i cant.. the feeling is still inside me.. INSIDE ME!! i cant pull it out.. i cant forget i really cant!! sobx!!!!!!!
what did i do to have all this suffer??? what am i going to do??? i feel hurt!!!
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